Adelie
Alpha, as usual, spent the majority of his day holed up in his study.
I could sense a shift in his demeanor towards me, but I wasnât quite ready to approach him and offer my assistance. My feelings for him had been evolving over the past few days.
I couldnât pinpoint exactly how or why, but something was different. I was experiencing emotions Iâd never felt before. It was as if my heart was being pulled in two different directions, existing in two different moments in time.
As the day began to fade into evening, I found myself gazing out of my bedroom window. I had offered to help Helen with dinner preparations, but she had politely declined my offer.
Helen informed me that Alpha wished to dine with me that evening. She didnât mention Jasmin, which led me to wonder if this could become a regular occurrence. I found myself hoping it would.
When dinner time arrived, I descended the staircase to find Alpha already seated at the table. The room was dimly lit by a few strategically placed candles. Jasmin was noticeably absent, her place at the table empty.
Alpha must have sensed my presence, as he turned towards me and rose from his chair. âAdelie,â he said, his voice soft. âPlease, have a seat.â He gestured to the chair next to him. His expression seemed warm, but I couldnât tell if it was the candlelight playing tricks on me, or if my feelings were clouding my judgment.
I took my seat and asked, âWhereâs Jasmin?â
âSheâs out of town, but sheâll be back for training tomorrow. Youâve been doing well on your own, though,â he complimented.
âThank you,â I replied.
Our conversation during dinner was sparse, with only Kairos speaking. If he didnât initiate conversation, I certainly wasnât going to.
âA few werewolves will be arriving tomorrow for training. Theyâll be here for a week,â he informed me. It didnât really affect me, but I appreciated the heads up.
âWould you like some music?â he asked, breaking the silence.
âI would like that,â I responded. Some background noise would be a welcome distraction.
Kairos rose from his seat and walked over to a small display that housed a radio. He fiddled with the stations until he found a slow song sung by a male vocalist. It was a beautiful song, and it fit the ambiance of the room perfectly.
âYou look beautiful, Adelie,â he said, catching me off guard. I was wearing one of my usual dresses, nothing special.
âThank you,â I replied. After our argument the other day, I had said everything I needed to say. Now, I wasnât sure how to act around him.
I no longer felt the need to obey him, or anyone else for that matter. It went against everything my mother had taught me, but it felt right.
Once we finished eating, Helen came to clear the table.
âTell me about yourself, Adelie,â Kairos said, his eyes sparkling with curiosity. âTell me about your dreams, your family, what you love most in the world.â
I smirked at him, a smirk tinged with pain. âMy family?â I asked, my laughter bitter. âSince when do you care about my family? Youâve never cared about anything I do.â I instantly regretted my words.
Kairos looked down at his plate. âIâve always cared,â he said quietly. âIâm trying to make amends for what Iâve done to you, to us. But if you canât forgive me, I understand.â I could see him swallow hard, a lump forming in his throat.
A knot formed in my stomach. He was making an effort, but I wasnât about to make things easy for him. Despite everything, I could see his sincerity.
âMy mom was a water nymph and a werewolf. She was my world, my teacher. She taught me to live in the shadows, to follow rules, to speak sparingly. She died protecting me, and thatâs why I left my first pack,â I confessed. Kairos watched me intently.
âWhy did she have to protect you?â he asked. How much could I reveal to him?
âIf she hadnât been there, I wouldnât be here,â I admitted. Kairos shifted uncomfortably in his seat.
âWhich pack was it?â he asked. I couldnât tell him. I doubted Alpha Hans would want his mateâs identity revealed. Kairos believed he was dead, and it had to stay that way.
I shook my head, looking at him with a slight tilt of my head. âI canât say. It doesnât matter.â
Kairos clenched his jaw but didnât press further.
âAs for my dad, I donât see him much. He visits when someone close to me dies. Heâs the best dad I could ask for, but no one else can see him. Thereâs no way to prove Iâm not making this up.â
âWhen...when Maria died...â he didnât finish his sentence.
âHe was here. We talked a bit.â
âDoes he know about me?â he asked, his voice choked.
âYes. He watches over me.â
âHe doesnât like me much, does he...?â He looked down, leaning back in his chair, one arm resting on the armrest, the other lightly touching his chin. âWhatâs there to like?â
âAnd why do you care?â I asked, smirking.
âWell, itâs a bit awkward asking your dad for your hand in marriage,â he said, grinning. I laughed, genuinely, for the first time with him. It was a beautiful moment, just the two of us, bathed in soft light, slow music playing in the background.
âYes, the awkward part is that he might not like you, not that you canât actually reach him,â I laughed again. It felt natural, as if Iâd been doing it my whole life with him, as if Iâd known him forever.
My laughter faded as I remembered what my father had said when he came for Maria. âMy father actually likes you,â I said. He hadnât said it in so many words, but I knew he didnât hate him.
âHe does?â Kairos looked surprised.
I nodded. âHe told me not to lose faith in you. He knew about you even before I told him.â
Kairos leaned in closer. He didnât speak until our eyes met. âI was serious,â he said softly.
I furrowed my brows. âSerious about what?â
He stood up, and I couldnât hide my confusion. What was he up to?
Then he knelt on one knee before me, and everything else faded away.
The music around us seemed to disappear, replaced by the sound of my own heartbeat.
This couldnât be happening.
He looked up at me, his eyes filled with hope.
âAdelie Murrell, will you marry me?â