Adelie
The morning sun was a warm kiss on my eyelids, rousing me from a sleep so deep, it felt otherworldly. I couldnât remember the last time Iâd slept so soundly, so peacefully that Iâd momentarily forgotten where I was.
My mind drifted back to the previous night, to Kairos and the darkness that had enveloped us. The kiss weâd shared had been a revelation, a surge of emotions I hadnât known I was capable of feeling. Iâd wanted him close, closer than anyone had ever been, and Iâd wanted him to stay.
Everything that had led up to that moment seemed insignificant now, faded into the background like a forgotten dream. Suddenly, my heart belonged to someone else. It wasnât mine anymore.
Iâd surrendered my heart, given it away without a second thought. Iâd allowed one person the power to shatter it into a million pieces if it made him happy. Iâd let him do it.
It was as if my emotions had undergone a transformation overnight. The pain was gone, replaced by a comforting silence that came with the knowledge that someone was willing to love and cherish me.
And there was peace, a peace that came from knowing that my heart belonged to only one person. Hans was gone, not physically, but from my heart and mind. Only a faint echo of his existence remained.
I traced the spot where Kairos had marked me. It wasnât painful, quite the opposite. It responded to my touch with a pleasant tingle. I thought about Kairos, about the way heâd kissed me, about how heâd wanted more but had held back. If the marking hadnât made me lose consciousness, he would have lost control completely. Once we completed the mating process, we would be one.
I could have stayed lost in my daydreams, but morning training was about to start and I still had to eat breakfast.
I dressed in my training gear and braided my hair, leaving a few loose strands. I looked in the mirror and saw the mark on my neck. It was visible, different from the marks on the other she-wolves. Or maybe it just seemed that way to me.
I moved my braid to the side to cover the mark. I wasnât ashamed of it, quite the opposite. I was proud, flattered even. But I wasnât ready for everyone to see it, not yet. I was happy to bear Kairosâ mark.
I made my way downstairs, aware that I was running late. As I entered the dining room, I saw Kairos leaning against a wall and Jasmin sitting at the table, her arms crossed. Kairosâ scent seemed stronger than before. I liked it. Before, it had been too faint, leaving me wanting more. Now, it was just right. I wondered what my scent was like to him. Did he like it? He should, right? Since I was his mate...
Kairos was already looking at me before Iâd even made a sound. The food on the table was untouched. âYou didnât have to wait for me,â I said to both of them.
âWe have plenty of time,â Kairos replied, his gaze fixed on my braid. He lifted his chin and clenched his jaw. I tried not to react to his behavior, but then he was walking towards me.
He stood in front of me and moved my braid to reveal my mark. âEveryone will know either way. You donât need to hide it. They can smell me on you, now that you have a mark,â he said, then guided me towards the table.
I stopped when I saw Jasmin staring at us, her expression a mix of shock and anger. Kairos growled at her. âWhat? Why so shocked?â
Jasmin stood up. âWhat! How could you mark her? Are you out of your mind?â She was furious, for reasons I didnât understand.
Kairos seemed taken aback by her outburst, but he quickly recovered. âShe is my mate and it doesnât concern you if I mark her or not. Actually, you were the one who said she needed to be marked to become stronger. Isnât that what you said?â He shot back at Jasmin.
I couldnât understand why Jasmin was so upset. After all, it wasnât her decision whether or not I received the mark. I stepped forward, positioning myself between Jasmin and Kairos.
âJasmin, you donât get a say in this. You hate everything about werewolves. You canât comprehend the significance of the mark,â I tried to explain, but she just gave me a sour smile and shook her head in what seemed like surrender.
âNo, thatâs exactly what I do understand,â she said softly. âI understand the shared pain, the heightened senses, the constant thoughts of each other, the reliance on each other for strength and purpose,â she moved closer with each statement, âand the madness that comes with separation.â
She glanced over my shoulder at Kairos, her expression filled with disgust. âYouâre as selfish as they come,â she spat at him.
âJasmin, I asked him for the mark,â I defended Kairos, remembering our conversation from the day before. I wanted the mark, thatâs why I asked him. I doubted he would have given it to me if I hadnât asked.
âHe should have told you it was a bad idea,â Jasmin retorted.
I turned to look at Kairos. He was already looking at me, his gaze distant and unreadable. âWhy?â I asked him, but he remained silent, so I turned back to Jasmin.
âHeâs going to the vampire coven. Few return from there, especially werewolves. Heâs being selfish. The mark will only cause you more pain when he doesnât return,â Jasmin explained. âAnd you, Adelie, you think he cares about you, but he only cares about himself,â she spat at Kairos. But I knew Kairos cared for me. I could feel his love. I knew he cared as deeply as I did.
I turned back to Kairos. âIâm sorry, Adelie. I care about you, I just...I...â he struggled to find the right words, but he didnât need to explain. I had asked him for the mark. I could only imagine how difficult it would have been for him to refuse me.
âYou can come back, right?â I asked him, but he just shrugged. âWhy are you going there?â I asked.
âIâm the Alpha. I have to protect the pack. The vampires killed one of our own. I canât let it continue. I know I shouldnât have marked you. Iâm sorry. But Iâll do everything I can to come back,â he said, almost pleading. But my mind was elsewhere, consumed by a thought more terrifying than Kairos confronting a coven of vampires.
âThereâs nothing to apologize for,â I said, quickly changing the subject. âWhen did it happen?â I asked.
âYesterday evening. Thatâs why I left,â he explained. But something wasnât adding up. Someone had died. Death was a part of life, but for me, death had always been a chance for reunion. The terrifying thought that a reunion could come at the cost of a life.
âWas it someone from our pack?â I asked, confused.
âYes... Adelie, whatâs wrong?â he asked, his suspicion evident.
âHe always visits me. Heâs never missed a single time. Heâs always there,â I said, my voice choked with tears. âHe wasnât there yesterday.â
âAdelie?â Kairos asked, confused.
âMy father. He didnât visit me yesterday,â I said.
âItâs probably nothing,â Jasmin said quickly, but I shot her a look.
âSomethingâs wrong,â I said. âYouâre a witch, Jasmin,â I stated the obvious. âYou said you can visit the afterworld. Youâve met my father before.â
Jasmin took a step back. âI canât. I wonât do that,â she said immediately.
âWhy not?â I asked. âYou said you were my friend...â I was now angry at her.
âDeath was probably just tied up, thatâs why he didnât come to you. Youâre not a kid anymore, you donât need him constantly,â Jasmin retorted, her voice shaky despite her attempt to sound firm. She was hiding something, I could tell.
âWhy wonât you help me, Jasmin?â I asked again, my voice taking on the tone of my Luna. âWitches have journeyed to the afterworld before, it canât be that difficult.â
I pressed on. âI know itâs not hard for you. My mom taught me about the power of witches. Why wonât you assist me?â
âBecause I donât want to!â She half-yelled, causing someone to gasp from the doorway.
Maeve stood there, looking shocked. She must have heard more than she was supposed to. âT...the training...has started...â she stammered.
âGo ahead, Maeve. Weâll be there soon,â Kairos said, and she left without a second thought.
âTrainingâs starting, we need to get going,â Jasmin said, acting as if nothing had happened.
I shook my head. âDonât think for a second that Iâll train with you again.â
âYou have to,â Jasmin said. âThe prophecy...â she began.
âIf the prophecy is even real, like you claim.â Her words had planted seeds of doubt in my mind. âIf itâs meant to be, it will be. Iâm the one in the prophecy, not you,â I retorted.
âYou need me!â she insisted.
âWhy?â Kairos asked, echoing my thoughts.
âIf you train, Iâll help you with Death,â she offered quickly. Why the sudden change of heart?
I gave her a wry smile. âI can handle that on my own.â Jasmin had betrayed me. She knew something about Death but was keeping it from me.
I glanced at Kairos. He was looking down, but I could tell he was smiling with pride.
Jasminâs voice pulled me back. âYouâll regret this. Not because of me, but you will regret it.â She walked out, her face not angry, but sad.