SERAPHINA
Aleksandr was propped up on an elbow, his eyes glancing over my wardrobe. His gaze fixed on something as he played with a strand of my hair. He seemed content for the moment, not leaving my side as he normally did thereafter.
âYour skin will look nice with a tan when we head south.â
I wanted to ask him how in the world he thought he would enjoy the sun with us heading south. But before my mind began to remember who I was with and what conversation we were having, I realized this wasnât Jack. This was Aleksandr asking me such things, his being a vampire complicating more than just a suntan with that comment.
âWhat do you mean when we head south?â My voice was weary, unsure.
âI returned from a trip with information on the orb. An orb that your husband is confirmed to have,â Aleksandr said pointedly. âThe telltale sign being a stray black cat nosing around the powerful magic. One you clearly have been feeding.â
I thought back to the cat I had been feeding. The cat mentioned by another coven over the phone mysteriously. Then the very absurdity that the proof of Jack having an orb was banking on his murder and a cat.
Even if it was an odd coincidence of Aleksandr bringing it up, I tried to remember if the damn thing had even been around when Jack was alive. If it had, Jack likely would have tried to kick it off the property, annoyed that it would dig through the trash if it hadnât done so already. Even though we literally had nothing to do with our own trash to begin with. There really wasnât anything magical about it.
âAs far as powerful magic goes, thatâs been diminished. Whatever power Jack had died with him,â I said with a deep frown. âSo I think a cat is hardly part of the issue here.â
âIsnât his coven still active? Theyâre at your beck and call. Couldnât one of them have stolen it?â Aleksandr asked.
âIf they have, thereâs no signs and they all have alibis,â I said, leaving out the part that all of them had been powerless enough to disband and embezzle. Aleksandr didnât need to know my dirty laundry. Let alone how I planned to handle it. âEven if one of them had it, something would have been sniffed out by now.â
âThen my only best guess is to start going to any place you vacationed recently. Perhaps Jackâs demise wasnât a coincidence because he didnât have the orb on him.â
âOr Iâm sitting here helping his killer find the orb.â
Aleksandr gave me a snide smile, but his hand was at my throat in an instant. Heat in his eyes as his other hand parted my lips. âDo you like the idea of fucking your husbandâs killer? Or does your pretty little mouth just need more work?â
I let out a small noise. My body reacted to his touch and suggestion, considering the height of pleasure I knew it would lead us both to in the long run. This was no time to have another round of sex though. As much as my body was eager, it wasnât exactly willing as it throbbed still in tender and sore areas.
âWe hadnât gone on vacation in months,â I gasped. Aleksandrâs tongue ran over his bottom lip as he looked down at me, as if already undressing me with his eyes, drinking me in. Slowly he released me, our dynamic changing back to a more level playing field.
âWhy not?â
I resisted rolling my eyes, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear as I settled into my arm. âWe had a fight, and his coven needed him here. We were supposed to head down to Florida again, but Jack is meticulous. If he had an object that powerful, he wouldnât have left it behind. Heâd keep it as close as possible.â
âI hate to admit how sensible that sounds. Are the dresses for your winter fundraiser?â
My head whipped over to the closet. I eyed the three dresses I had hanging. âThose are for Lilith, itâs tomorrow. Are you not coming?â
âI wasnât invited. Unless youâd let me be your plus one?â
âAre you coming to invest?â I probed, teasing.
âIs the mutt?â Aleksandr fired back.
Heat rose in my cheeks, not so much at the fact that he was calling out that I had slept with Garrick, but at what I knew he might be implying.
âGarrick and his men were supposed to work security, but Damien outsourced for the occasion. He still plans on coming.â
âFor what reason? Heâs not contributing to donations, surely,â Aleksandr said. His tone spoke volumes, as if he viewed Garrick as a walking charity case.
âDoes it really matter?â I asked, immediately feeling uncomfortable. We hadnât had any sort of talk about a relationship. This was all just physical, and more than likely, Aleksandr was just using me.
Something that seemed way too obvious now that he was probing me about an orb I still didnât think existed.
âThe way you view and value yourself matters to me. I enjoy fucking you, but if thereâs going to be more, then I sincerely hope he brings something to the table. Jack I could understand, but Garrick? Heâs nothing but a mangy leech.â
âHeâs nicer than you are. He actually takes me out to eat and has conversations with me that arenât about Jack. A few days ago he took me to see an ice carving competition.â I could hear myself defending him, despite being pissed. Something about Garrick wasnât physical like it was with Aleksandr. I liked spending time with him because he talked to me, at least when he wasnât pissed off about Aleksandr.
Aleksandrâs eyebrow shot up immediately, surprised at my tone as he studied me. âSo the mutt does have some sense. Are you saying heâs competition for me?â
âWhen did it become a competition?â I replied, blowing a stray hair out of my face, annoyed. âYou and I havenât exactly had any conversation about this being anything other than fucking. Not that I should probably be fucking you in the first place.â
Aleksandr went silent, as if mulling over my words in his mind as he decided how to respond. âI donât think itâs really a competition for either of us if Iâm being honest. Not while youâre still grieving.â Aleksandrâs eyes flicked to my fingers. My wedding band was still firm on my finger, one digit away from Jackâs band on the same hand.
Pain lanced through me at the truth.
He was right after all. I was still mourning Jack. It was just shy of the four-month marker and even with being shot at or having wild sex with Garrick or him, even going through all the business assets and trying to gain my foothold in the underworld and hating Jack every step of the way for it, I still mourned him.
Part of me had loved him, so living without him when he was all I knew was hard. It was like I had lost a very important part of myself, a part of myself I wasnât ready to part with.
I held my hand to my chest, running my fingers over the rings. Aleksandrâs hand came to cover mine.
âHey, donât worry about it. Just know itâs not really a competition for anyone until then.â
âIs that why weâre justâ¦fucking then?â I asked, trying to navigate what the hell we were then.
âWho said weâre just fucking? You just invited me to be your plus one.â
âDid I?â I asked blandly, recalling the conversation as me not ever asking.
âIndeed. So, I will be sure to be here, ten minutes to show time. Matching corsage and all. That is what the young men do to woo the lady, right? Then we head out on vacation. As planned.â
I sighed, rolled my eyes, and laid my head down on the bed.
âYouâre ridiculous.â
âPerhaps, but you? Youâre absolutely delicious,â Aleksandr purred, already caging me in with his arms, hovering above me with intent in his eyes.
His hot, throbbing cock pressed into my inner thigh as a testament to his words.
Ready to devour me once more.