Chapter Forty-One
âNat, are you in there?â Someone calls, waking me up as they pound on the door. I sit up while I give a hard blink. I hadnât realized I fell asleep. I feel rested for the first time in a long while. I still really donât want to open that door and face my next challenge. Then again, itâll likely find me if I donât.
âNatasha come on. This is the only place that I canât sense a life signature, and the door is locked.â
Anger rises in me as I stare at the door. âThen take the hint, Gedric.â
âNat, please open the door.â
âIâm meditating Gedric,â I say rather annoyed by this.
âItâs well into noon. How long have you been in here?â
Noon? I must have been tired. âThatâs not important.â
âCan we talk about last night?â
âYou made yourself perfectly clear last night, so that will not be necessary.â Those words sound wrong in my mouth, but Iâm far too embarrassed to even think about discussing last night. Iâd prefer to bury that night for eternity and set it on fire.
âNatasha, open the door this instant.â Stanya yells from the other side.
âStanya, Iâve had a very trying day yesterday. If I want to reflect in meditation, I can.â
âYou were sleeping, and you know it. How do you think we found you? We just followed the sound of snoring.â
âI donât snore!â I argue back.
âThen explain how I found you. Now open up, or Iâm going to get mean.â
âYou wouldnât dare,â I say.
âThen open this door, or Iâll send in racoons.â
âThatâs just mean,â I pout standing up. I open the door and glower at her. âYou know I hate racoons.â
She smirks. Sheâs in a frilly pink dress today that is opened back, proudly displaying her rank. Sheâs also wearing baby doll heels, making me roll my eyes. âIâm not above being mean.â She looks me over. âWhy are you all sweaty?â
âSweathouse,â I tell her, pointing at it. âAre those practical for today?â
âNo, but theyâre different than those disgusting traveling clothes weâve been in.â She twirls around and flashes me a grin. âYou know I love dresses.â
âI hope you have some pants under that, because youâre going to be sitting in the dirt a lot today.â I tell her.
âAs anticipated, Iâm wearing shorts underneath.â She takes my hand and pulls me past Gedric. âNext time, keep a better eye on her,â she tells him, looking over her shoulder. She pulls me closer to her and puts her head next to mine. âWhat happened last night?â
âI turned into a blubbering mess, and I really prefer not to talk about it, and pretend it didnât happen.â I whisper under my breath, aware heâs following us. âCan I spend the night with you tonight?â
âWas it that bad?â She asks, her eyebrow raised.
I sigh and play the scene in her head with a small touch of her magic. âIâm warning you now, itâs disastrous.â
She stops in mid step and looks at Gedric, letting me go. âYou fucked up.â
âTell me something I donât know,â Gedric snaps while I stride towards the end of the town. I step out into the surrounding forest and find a clearing.
When I reach the center of the field I turn around and put my hand on my hip. Gedric is wearing a white t-shirt and black pants. I smirk. My goal is to make that shirt a different color by the end of the day. Halthin is running his fingers through his hair. Heâs wearing a burgundy t-shirt and white shorts. Those are not going to be white for long. Stanya is giving me a weary look, seeing the calculating look on my face.
I look at Halthin. âHalthin, practice forming a ball please.â
He rolls his eyes and holds out his hand, one appearing in his hand instantly. âNext.â
âNow throw it to me.â
He tosses it, but it falls flat after a half of a foot. Frustrated he tries again and gets even less far. âI see your point.â He mutters.
I look to Stanya. âStanya, start pulling the water from the air around you.â
âLike that is possible.â She whines.
I turn to Gedric. He kicks off his boots to ground himself and touches the air. Soon, little water droplets start to form on his hand. He shows it off to Stanya with a smirk on his face.
She sticks her tongue out at him. âTeacherâs pet.â She sits on the ground, unwilling to remove her shoes, and gets to work collecting water.
âAnd what do you have planned for me?â Gedric asks me, giving me an appraising eye.
âYou are going to learn to shield yourself from the elements.â I say, pushing towards the earth with my magic, my magic already seeking the safety of the earthâs filter.
âAnd how, do you plan to do that, when itâs not raining?â He asks, raising his eyebrow at me.
I flash him a devious grin. âLet me worry about that.â I flick my hand, throwing mud into the air. âYou better block it!â I tell him, throwing the mud at him.
I hear Stanya scream while Gedric swears. I drop the mud back to the ground to reveal Gedric is soaked in mud. Mission accomplished. Heâs glaring at me. âI told you to block it.â
âThere isnât even mud here,â he yells at me. âHow did you do that?â
âInstead of seperating the elements, I combined them.â I answer simply, tossing my hair. âWould you prefer a shower?â I ask, turning my hand in the air, forming hundreds of thick water droplets above his head.
He looks up and balks, âHow are you doing all of this? Is this just because of your power?â
I shake my head. âI canât really use my magic right now Gedric. What youâre currently seeing is a potential goal.
âThis? I could learn to do this?â
âYep,â I tell him. âAre you ready?â
He looks up at the water and nods, holding his hands out away from him.
âPicture your shield. Make it a part of you. Form the shield as air, allowing that to be the only element that touches it. Itâll keep you dry.â
Gedric closes his eyes and nods. âReady.â
I drop the water on his head, making him yell in frustration and stomp his foot. This isnât giving me as much satisfaction as I thought it would. âAgain,â I yell at him, pulling more water from the air, âor next time itâll be mud.â
âIs this how Brin taught you?â He yells at me.
âNo, this is how Brin taught me,â Stanya tells him. âHe was much harder on her.â
âDo I want to learn her way?â
âNo one is strong enough for that,â Stanya says, looking at me. âWhy do you think sheâs teaching you this way?â
âAgain!â I yell, dropping the water on him.
This repeats for several more hours. Stanya successfully managed to separate her elements about halfway through my lesson with Gedric. To give me more energy to focus on Gedric, she took over trying to teach Halthin.
âAgain,â I tell Gedric, dropping water on him again.
I hear him yell in his frustration while Stanya stands. âWeâre going to get something to eat.â
âNo, stay,â Gedric yells glaring at me while I pull water above his head once again. âYou can watch this masochistic lesson some more.â
âYouâre welcome to quit anytime, and we can go back to sorting elements.â I tell him. âItâs clear you havenât properly identified them before this.â
âNever,â he growls, chagrin making his cheeks pink.
âThen again!â I yell, dropping the water on his head once more.
âStop saying again!â He screams, sputtering water from his mouth.
âWeâre going to go,â Stanya tells me. âWeâll be back in an hour.â She takes Halthinâs hand and pulls him away while I pull more water over Gedricâs head.
Gedric glares at me. âIs this because of last night?â
âNo,â I tell him. âYou need to learn this. Again!â
âStop!â Gedric yells right when I drop the water. It hangs in mere half an inch above his head. âIâm tired of this. Iâm tired of being wet. And Iâm tired of you being mad at me.â
I smirk. âI can see that.â
âNo, you donât. Your hostility is killing me. I canât stand it Nat. Now shut up and let me explain myself.â
âGedric,â I warn, already feeling ill tempered.
âNo, you listen to me Natasha.â Gedric growls, taking a step towards me, making the ground break. I look down and see the crack has spread to my feet.
âGedric,â I shout at him. His temper is getting the better of him, and the consequences are not going to be good for Frostula.
âNo!â He shouts at me, taking another step towards me. âI didnât want to talk to you, when you were like that last night, because you were not in your right mind. You were desperate for any feeling other than panic. You werenât speaking your words, just what you wanted me to hear. You only told me that you remembered to lessen your guilt.â
âGedric.â I tell him as he nears me, making the cracks deepen. âStop and control yourself. Now.â
âNo! Iâm going to say what I want to say. You drive me insane Natasha. Nothing with you is easy. Nothing! I canât even tell you my feelings without something dire happening. Do you know how devastated I was to find out you lost your memory? Then right as Iâm getting the courage to tell you again, I get told by a Fate you died. I nearly lost my mind. I spent that entire time trying to not create a hole in the earth with my rage. Then you, once again, pop up like nothing ever happened.â
He takes another step. âYouâre infuriating. Youâre amazing. Everything you do is so easy to you that itâs driving me insane. Everything except when it comes to me. Why is it so difficult for you to speak to me? Why are you always shutting me out? I just want to help you. I want to be there for you. Youâre all I ever think about. Even when you took my memory I could still see your eyes. I sensed who you were when we met after Ariâs attack. I thought it was a dream that led me to you. Another one of my senses or something. I canât do anything other than want to be there for you. It kills me that I canât protect you from Ari or those Fates.â
The ground is beginning to shake slightly. âGedric!â I yell again, watching the cracks widen. I can feel the filter. Itâs scared. For that to be happening, Gedric must be stronger than I anticipated.
âListen to me,â he demands, each step he makes the earth sinks under him. Heâs going to make this whole city cave in.
âI warned you!â I yell, stomping on the ground. The earth waves under my foot like a shockwave, making the earth move as if it was gelatin. He falls to the ground as I shoot the earth out from underneath him like a geyser. Gedric screams at me, sending wind to assault me. I swirl it around me and use it to strike him, sending him far off into the trees.
I settle the earth back down, and patch the damage he had made. After the earth is returned to normal, and Gedric hasnât returned, I take a heavy breath and sigh. I guess I better go find him.