The whiskey has officially taken over my mind, set up camp, and doesnât appear to be leaving anytime soon. Hardin is up to five shots, I lost count of mine after three, and Iâm pretty sure Riley should be heaving on the floor from alcohol poisoning by now.
âI feel like this whiskey tastes good,â I remark, dipping my tongue into the chilled shot.
Next to me, Hardin laughs, and I lean into his shoulder and put my hand on his thigh. His eyes immediately follow my hand, and I quickly pull it away. I shouldnât be acting like nothing happened earlierâI know I shouldnât, but itâs easier said than done. Especially when I can barely think straight and Hardin looks so good in his white button-down shirt. Iâll deal with our problems tomorrow.
âSee, all you needed was a little whiskey to loosen up.â Riley slams her empty shot glass on the bar top, and I giggle.
âWhat?â she barks.
âYou and Hardin are the same.â I cover my mouth to conceal my obnoxious giggles.
âNo we arenât,â Hardin says, speaking at that slower pace he resorts to when heâs intoxicated. So does Riley.
âYesâyou are! Itâs like a mirror.â I laugh. âDoes Lillian know youâre here?â I swing my head to the side and ask her.
âNope. Sheâs asleep for now.â She licks her lips. âBut I fully intend on waking her up when I return.â
The music starts to increase in volume again, and I watch the copper-haired woman climb onto the bar for probably the fourth time tonight.
âAgain?â Hardin scrunches his nose, and I laugh.
âI think itâs funny.â I think everything is funny right now.
âI think itâs lame, and it interrupts me every thirty minutes,â he gripes.
âYou should go up there.â Riley nudges me.
âUp where?â
âThe bar, you should dance on the bar.â
I shake my head and laugh. And blush. âNo way!â
âCome onâyouâve been whining about being young and having fun, or whatever the hell you were going on and on about. Nowâs your chance. Dance on the bar.â
âI canât dance.â Itâs true. Iâve only danced, excluding slow dancing, once, and that was at the nightclub in Seattle.
âNo one will noticeâtheyâre all even more wasted than you.â She raises a brow, challenging me.
âNo fucking way,â Hardin says.
Through my drunken haze I remember one thing: Iâm sure as hell done letting him tell me what I can and canât do.
Without a word, I reach down and unfasten the horribly uncomfortable straps around my ankles and let my high heels drop to the floor.
Hardinâs eyes are wide as I climb on top of the stool, then onto the bar. âWhat are you doing?â He stands and looks behind us as the few patrons left in the bar begin to cheer. âTess . . .â
The song gets louder, and the woman who has been serving us drinks smiles wickedly at me and takes my hand. âDo you know any line dances, honey?â she yells
I shake my head, suddenly unsure of myself.
âIâll teach you!â she yells.
What the hell was I thinking? I just wanted to prove a point to Hardin, and look where it got meâon top of a bar getting ready to attempt a dance . . . of some kind. Iâm not even sure what a line dance is, exactly. If Iâd known I was going to be up here, I would have planned it out better and paid more attention to the women when they were dancing earlier.
Chapter forty-eight
HARDIN
Rileyâs looking up at Tessa standing in front of her on the bar. âDamn, I didnât think she would actually do it!â she calls.
Neither did I, but then again, she seems determined to push my buttons tonight.
Riley looks at me, her face aglow. âSheâs quite the wild child.â
âNo . . . sheâs not,â I quietly disagree. Tessa looks mortified, obviously second-guessing her impulsive decision. âIâm going to help her down.â I begin to lift my hand up, but Riley smacks it down.
âLet her do it, man.â
I look at Tessa again. The woman who made our drinks is speaking to her, but I canât make out what sheâs saying. This is absolute bullshit, her dancing on a bar in a short-ass dress. If I was to lean onto the bar, I could see up her dress, as can anyone else at the bar. It occurs to me that Riley probably already is. I glance down the bar both ways, take note that neither of the greasy men at the opposite end are eyeing her. Yet.
Tessa watches the woman next to her, her brows furrowed in concentrationâcompletely the opposite of her sudden need to be âwild.â She follows the movements of the old gal and kicks out one of her legs, then the other, followed by a swift movement of her hips.
âSit down and enjoy the show,â Riley says next to me, sliding over one of her backup drinks.
Iâm drunkâtoo drunkâbut my mind is clear as I watch Tessa begin to move, really fucking move. Her hands go to her hips, and she finally smiles, no longer caring that she has the full attention of almost everyone in the bar. Her eyes meet mine, and she fumbles her dance moves momentarily before collecting herself and directing her eyes to the back of the room.
âHot, isnât it?â Riley smiles next to me as she brings her glass to her lips.
Yes, obviously, watching Tessa on the bar is hot as hell, but itâs also infuriating and unexpected. The first thought that comes to mind is: Fuck, this is hot. The second thought is that I shouldnât be so engrossed in it and should be irritated at her constant need to defy me. But I canât think straight because of that first thought and the fact that sheâs dancing right in front of me.