The room starts spinning. I was not prepared to go to war with my mother, not today at least. I knew it would be a matter of time before she found out, but she wasnât even on my radar for today.
âI knew something was going on from the first time I saw him in your room. I just didnât think you would be so quick to open your legs for him!â
Hardin steps between us. âYouâre taking this too far,â he warns her with dark eyes. I think Hardin may be the only person who could actually give my mother a run for her money.
âYou stay out of this!â she snaps, crossing her arms once again. âIf you continue to see him, I will no longer speak to you, and you surely canât pay for college on your own. This dorm alone costs me thousands!â she shrieks.
Iâm astounded that my mother would go there. âYouâre threatening my education because you donât approve of who I am in love with?â
âIn love with?â she scoffs. âOh Theresa, my naïve Theresa, you have no idea what love is.â She laughs, making a sound that is more like a sickening cackle. âAnd you think he loves you?â
âI do love her,â Hardin interrupts.
âSure you do!â Her head falls back.
âMother.â
âTheresa, Iâm warning you: If you donât stop seeing him, there will be consequences. Iâm leaving now, but I expect a call after you clear your head.â She storms out of my room, and I go into the doorway to watch her as she stomps away, her heels clunking and echoing down the hall.
âI am so sorry.â I turn to Hardin.
âYou have nothing to apologize for.â He takes my face in his hands. âI am proud of the way you stood up for yourself.â He kisses my nose. I look around the room and wonder just how everything came to this. I lean into Hardinâs chest and he reaches around me, rubbing the tense muscles on my neck.
âI canât believe her, I canât believe she would act like that and threaten not to help pay for my college. She doesnât pay for all of itâI have a partial scholarship and some student loans. She only pays twenty percent; the biggest thing is the dorms. But what if she really stops paying for them? I will have to find a job on top of the internship,â I sob. His hand moves to the back of my head and gently guides my head down to cry on his chest.
âShh . . . Shh . . . Itâs okay, we will figure it out. You can move in with me,â he says. I laugh and wipe my eyes, but he goes on, âReally, you could. Or we could get an apartment off campus. I have enough money.â
I look up at him. âYou canât be serious.â
âI am.â
âWe canât move in together.â I laugh and sniffle.
âWhy not?â
âBecause we have only known each other for a few months, and most of that time was spent fighting,â I remind him.
âSo, we have done a pretty good job getting along this weekend.â He smiles and we both burst into laughter.
âYouâre insane. I am not moving in with you,â I tell him and he hugs me again.
âJust think about itâI want to move out of the frat house anyway. I donât really fit in there, in case you didnât notice,â he says and laughs. Itâs true, his small group of friends are the only ones who donât wear polo shirts and khakis every day. âI only joined to piss my father off, but it didnât work as well as I had hoped.â
âYou could just get an apartment on your own if you dislike the house,â I say. There is no way I am moving in with him this soon.
âYeah, but that wouldnât be as fun.â He grins and wiggles his brows at me.
âWe could still have fun,â I tease.
His wicked smile grows and he brings both hands down to my bottom and squeezes.
âHardin!â I scold him playfully.
The door opens and my breathing stops. Flashbacks of my motherâs anger fill my vision, and Iâm afraid sheâs come back for round two.
So Iâm relieved when itâs Steph and Tristan who walk into the room.
âGuess I missed something grand. Your mom just flipped me off in the parking lot,â Steph says, and I canât help but laugh.
Chapter seventy-five
Hardin ends up staying the night in my room after Steph goes to Tristanâs apartment with him. The rest of the night we spend talking and kissing before Hardin finally falls asleep with his head on my lap. I dream of a time and place where we could actually live together. I would love to wake up every morning to find Hardin next to me, but itâs not realistic. Iâm too young, and thatâs moving too fast.
Monday morning, my alarm goes off ten minutes late, throwing my whole morning off. After I shower and do my makeup quickly, I wake Hardin before plugging in my blow dryer.
âWhat time is it?â he groans.
âItâs six thirty. I have to blow-dry my hair.â
âSix thirty? You donât have to be there until nine; come back to bed.â
âNo, I still have to do my hair and get coffee. I have to leave here by seven thirty; the drive is forty-five minutes.â
âYouâd be there forty-five minutes early; you should leave at eight.â He closes his eyes and rolls back over.
I ignore him and turn on my blow dryer; he takes a pillow and covers his head with it. After curling my hair, I go over my planner again to make sure I didnât miss anything.
âAre you going to just go to class from here?â I ask Hardin as I get dressed.
âYeah, probably.â He smiles and crawls out of bed. âCan I use your toothbrush?â