Iâve seen marital bliss happen to friends, sure, but Iâve never been as up close and personal with it as in the last couple of years. Itâs cloying to anyone not involved in the happy twosome.
My sister-in-law is resting her hand in my brotherâs hair, right at the nape of his neck. Itâs a casual gesture.
Like weâre not in the middle of a conversation about the holidays.
âWe could do it in Montauk,â Anthony says. Little Theo is asleep in his arms, a bundle of gray fabric and a tightly screwed-up face like heâs concentrating very hard on sleeping. âThe house is big enough for Mom and Dad, not to mention your family, Summer. All the dogs would fit, too.â
Christmas is four months away, and the August air is still sweltering in New York City.
Welcome to my family, I think. My mother has been harassing everyone in the family text thread about our plans. Despite her having caterers on retainer and several houses to choose from, itâs apparently, of the utmost importance that planning starts now.
âOh, imagine the ocean at that time of yearâ¦â Summer says, her voice dreamy. âIt could be lovely. We could heat the pool, couldnât we, honey?â
Anthony nods. âSure.â
âWe could use it like a jacuzzi on Christmas Eve. I could go out the week prior to set up decorations. I like this idea.â
I run a hand along my jaw. âSounds good. Iâm flexible with whatever you guys want. I just canât be away from the city for too long.â
Summerâs eyes turn disapproving. âIsaac, you need to take more breaks. You havenât been out to Montauk more than a few weekends this summer.â
âThe company needs me,â I say. âBut Iâd love to come out more often if I could.â
My sister-in-law isnât satisfied. She sits down next to Anthony and places a tiny kiss on her sonâs forehead. âIsaac,â she says, âplease, please, just consider letting me give it a try. Just once. If you donât like it, I promise Iâll never mention it again.â
I groan. âThatâs what this is? An ambush? You feed me delicious food and wine, and then you attack.â
âConsider it an intervention,â she says.
I look at my brother. âHelp.â
Anthony laughs darkly. For all my occasional annoyance with my bubbly sister-in-law, that laugh, right there, is worth every pestering question she asks about my love life.
Anthony had been in a dark place after his diagnosis. His gradually deteriorating eyesight robbed him of joy long before it started robbing him of sight.
But Summer had restored that. Sheâs helped him work through his hurt and fears until the future, while still painful, is once again something to look forward to. And the small son in his arms, the first baby in the family, has shown me a new side to my brother I never thought Iâd see.
Heâs happy.
And Iâll never stop being in Summerâs debt for that.
âIâm sorry,â Anthony says. âBut I think Iâm on my wifeâs side on this one.â
I narrow my eyes at him. âYou would never have accepted this yourself, you traitor.â
âI did,â he says. âDidnât exactly work out the way she predicted, but it gave results. Just unexpected ones.â
Summer nods. âThatâs right. Isaac, there are a ton of women I think youâd match really well with. I have a shortlist prepared.â
This again.
Sheâd tried twice before, and each time was more insistent than the last. Together with her aunt, she runs an elite matchmaking company for New Yorkâs high society.
Thatâs their tagline and not my words.
Their hands-on approach and careful curation of partners leads to a very high percentage of successful matches. Or, at least, thatâs what Iâve been told several times by Summer herself.
I look at my sleeping nephew. Heâs clearly not being fussy enough of a baby if Summer still has the energy to think about my love life.
âIsaac?â she says. âThereâs a beautiful, newly divorced woman who just signed up for the service. She has a good job, a stellar social life, and I think you two would really hit it off.â
My eyebrows rise. âReally? Whatâs her name?â
âValerie Simmons. Do you want to know more? I could pull up her profile.â
I feel myself deflate at the unfamiliar name. âNo.â
âOh.â Summer sighs and then shakes her head. âIt can be something super casual. Dinner here at our house, just the four of us.â
Anthony snorts. âWell, thatâs not casual at all.â
I look at him with gratitude. âExactly,â I say. âLook, I appreciate it, but I can handle my own love life. Thank you, but no thanks.â
She raises an eyebrow. âAnd are you? Handling your own love life?â
âAnthony,â I say.
But my brother doesnât come to my defence again. He looks at me with the same dark eyes I see in a mirror. âIsaac,â he says. âHonestly, man. You gotta get out there. Youâre living the life of a workaholic monk or a princess locked into a tower.â
âA princess,â I repeat slowly, âlocked in a tower?â
He reaches for his glass of brandy. âYeah, that was a metaphor. The point is, youâre living half of a life.â
âHalf of a life,â I murmur. The words feel like a slap. The life I live is one dedicated to them. To the company. To the family.
To the little son heâs holding in his lap right now. If he wants to have a piece of his heritage, one of us needs to ensure thereâs a heritage left, and Anthony made it clear he doesnât want to be a part of the day-to-day.
Doesnât stop any of them from benefiting, though. It doesnât stop my parents from booking out The Ivy free of charge for events, or my brother from drawing a monthly salary from a nominal position on the board.
But God forbid I spend my life ensuring any of thatâs even possible.
âYes,â Anthony says. I doubt he notices my sharp silence. Iâve become good at keeping my occasional resentments hidden. âThe hotel is doing great. The business can take care of itself far more than youâd let it. Itâs time you took care of you, too.â
âRight,â I say, my hand curving over the armrest of my chair. âAnd both of you are convinced that means finding a life partner?â
âYes,â my brother says, âbecause you just said the words finding a life partner. I just want you to get laid consistently, man, and have fun doing things that arenât spreadsheets.â
I chuckle. âThe offer is appreciated, Summer. But I donât need any help.â
She gives me a wide, serviceable smile. Iâve seen it work well for her before. âWhen was the last time you went on a date?â she asks like sheâs already interviewing me for her matchmaking service.
âIâm actually seeing someone right now,â I say.
âYou are?â Anthony asks. âDefine seeing someone. Because if itâs justââ
âAnthony,â Summer murmurs.
He gives us both a half grin. âYou know Iâm right. Both of you. Because thereâs a difference.â
As if I didnât know. As if the woman I used to see briefly, casually, wasnât different than actually dating someone. Beverly and I had a very clear understanding. Always cordial, never dramatic, and never any expectations.
âI know there is,â I say. âBut this is more than that, even if itâs early.â
Summerâs blue eyes are narrowed on mine like sheâs a detective interrogating a suspect. âWhatâs her name?â
âSophia,â I say.
âWhatâs her hair color?â
âBrown.â
âHow long has it been going on?â
âJust a few weeks.â I reach for my brandy. It burns going down my throat, along with the last of my good sense. Fuck. I shouldnât have said her name. There was no reason to, and it isnât right to her.
My brother looks from my grim expression to my newly drained glass. âAnd itâs not going well,â he says. âIs it?â
âItâs complicated.â
âBut you like her,â he says and leans back on the couch like heâs cracked the case.
âYes,â I say and wonder how the hell I ended up in this situation. The indignity. Not that I wouldnâtâ¦
Jesus. This is why itâs become hard to spend time around my family lately. Iâm aware they have these conversations behind my back, and the knowledge grates like a thorn beneath my skin.
Summer doesnât look convinced. âAll right. If you think this could be serious, Iâll lay off. But my offer stands. One of these days, Iâm going to organize a date and just text you the time and place.â
âYou wouldnât dare,â I say.
âI would,â she says, and I know she means it. My sister-in-law is many things, but timid is usually not one of them. âI can even set the date at The Ivy so you donât have to go anywhere, and Iâll make sure it doesnât run longer than half an hour.â
I rise from my armchair. âThis has been a lovely evening. Thank you both.â
Anthony grins. âYeah, Iâd leave now, too, if I was you.â
âYou would have left an hour ago,â I say.
He chuckles. âYeah, and I wouldnât have been as nice about it as you are.â
âMhm.â
He stands, shifting the sleeping baby to his other arm. âThe women she set me up with werenât for me,â he says, nodding toward Summer. âI had my sights set elsewhere. But they might be for you.â
I put my hand on his shoulder and give him the most aggressively polite of smiles. âYouâre so lucky youâre holding my nephew right now.â
He smiles crookedly. âYou havenât punched me since we were kids.â
âClearly an oversight on my end.â
I leave their townhouse, the heavy door falling shut behind me. Summer and Anthony are living in one of the familyâs houses. It had been our grandparentsâ once, and under Anthony and Summerâs stewardship itâs been lovingly restored.
Not that they spend a lot of time there during the warmer months, anyway. My brother had bought a Montauk house a few years back, not far from our parentsâ summer house, in an area where weâd spent most of our holidays as kids.
I roll my head and start walking back to the hotel.
Seeing my brother happy has lifted a burden off my shoulders I didnât know Iâd been carrying. Heâs now once again the person I remember from my childhood.
I rub a hand over my chest. His damn eyesight, though. Itâs a problem without a solution, an issue I canât fix, and not a day goes by when it doesnât bother me, even if he has come to terms with it.
My mind lingers on Summerâs hand on my brotherâs neck, casually possessive. And then I see Sophiaâs eyes, bright and teasing, as she says something she suspects Iâll disagree with.
I shouldnât have said her name. Shouldnât have implicated her in my white lie.
Shouldnât have lied at all.
I pull up my phone and scroll through my emails as I walk. None from her or her team.
Itâs been a week since DC, and the Exciteur team hasnât been back at the hotel. Why would they? Theyâve gotten the full tour. Theyâve spoken to all my employees. Theyâre working on the pitch now, just as instructed. I have no reason to talk to her or contact her.
Around me, New York is abuzz.
Itâs early in the evening still, the weather oppressively hot, and the cityâs inhabitants who havenât left it for greener pastures are all outside. Sitting on stoops and drinking in the park. A teenage boy skates past me, upbeat pop music pounding from a speaker in his backpack.
I shove my hands in my pockets. Walking had been the right choice. Sophia, I think. Sorry, but you saved me tonight.
When I finally make it to the hotel, I find it every bit as busy as the city streets Iâve just left behind. I walk through a group of newly arrived tourists in the lobby. I listen to them talk to one another in a language I donât understand. One of the youngsters lies in one of our chaise lounges, half-asleep, a teddy bear tucked beneath her. Must have been a long international flight.
I stop by the offices. Andrej is there, looking through the systems.
âEverything all right?â
âYes, sir. Weâre almost at capacity.â
âThings running smoothly?â
âYes,â he says. âFor the restaurants, too. Theyâre all fully booked.â
I nod. There are few day-to-day issues that require my oversight. The machine has always been designed to run that way. âGood. Make sure you get something to eat if youâre working the late shift,â I say. âGet Flakeâs and put it on the company.â
âThank you, sir,â he says. âThere is one other thingâ¦â
âYes?â
Andrej frowns like heâs not sure about his next words. âA woman checked in earlier today.â
âOh?â
âSheâs from the Exciteur team, sir. The ones youâre working with for the potential expansion.â He shrugs. âSorry, I heard Andrew talk about it.â
âThatâs okay. Whatâs her name?â
âSophia, sir. Sophia Bishop.â
My hand tightens around the doorframe. âMiss Bishop checked into the Winter Hotel?â
âYes.â
âWhat room?â
Andrej doesnât look fazed by my question. Itâs one of the many things heâs great at. He juggles the curveballs of hospitality like he was born to it. The hotel could be on fire, and I know he would call the fire department in a calm, orderly fashion before beginning the evacuation protocols.
â1402,â he says. âStandard double, ensuite, courtyard view.â
Sheâs in one of our cheapest rooms. Itâs still good. Solid standard. Butâ¦
âIs the penthouse suite booked tonight?â
Andrej doesnât need to check his systems for that. The entire hotel staff knows whether or not the penthouse suite is occupied because if it is, itâs usually a guest of worldwide renown.
âNo,â he says, âand not tomorrow night, either.â
âUpgrade her to the penthouse.â
His eyes widen. Thereâs a pause before he answers. âYes, sir. Right away. Iâll send someone to her room toââ
âIâm on it.â I reach for a key card and code it to the penthouse suite. âItâs cleaned?â
âOf course, sir.â
I take the elevator to the fourteenth floor. Itâs intrusive, what Iâm doing. I know that. And yet, the idea has taken too firm of a hold in my mind to be shaken off.
Iâll atone for it in the morning. I walk down the corridor in search of 1402. Itâs been a long time since Iâve been in this corridor; since Iâve been in any corridor apart from my own and the admin floor.
I give the door two sharp knocks. âMiss Bishop?â
Thereâs a shuffle inside, silence, and then her voice. âYes? Is everything all right?â
âItâs Isaac Winter,â I say.
Thereâs absolute silence on the other side.
Then her voice comes, just a tad frantic. âJust one minute!â
âThereâs no rush,â I add. âI know Iâm bothering you. Just wanted to offer a complimentaryââ
The door opens and there she is, standing in the hotelâs fluffy robe. Her hair is damp around her shoulders, and sheâs wearing those glasses again.
Her skin looks clean and soft. âHello,â she says.
âHi.â
âIâm sorry about this.â
I frown. âAbout what?â
âStaying here without letting you or your team know.â She shrugs, an elegant motion. âI feel like I just invited myself.â
âItâs a hotel, not my apartment.â
Her lips curve into a half smile. âYes, I suppose. But itâs hard not to think of it like that. Your name is on the building, after all.â
A part of my brain is occupied with very unhelpful thoughts. The awareness of her robe and what might be beneath it is like a hammer beating against my skull.
âAn upgrade,â I say. âWeâd like to offer you a complimentary upgrade.â
âOh.â She looks back into her room. I glimpse the corner of a queen-size bed. âThis room is plenty good for me.â
âTo the penthouse suite.â
Her eyes widen. âOh.â
âConsider it research, Miss Bishop. That suite has a lot of history, you know. And you could take pictures for your team.â
She looks from her bag on the floor to me, and then the decision is made, her face settling into professionalism. âYouâre right, Iâd love that. Let me pack?â
âWhenever youâre ready,â I say and pull the door closed to give her privacy.
The business excuse was a good one. Itâs not untrue, either. The penthouse suite is one of the things weâre most famous for, at least within a certain circle. Seeing it would be helpful. I just hadnât thought of it until I stood here.
Five minutes later, the door opens again. Sheâs in a pair of black pants and a tank top, leaving her tanned arms bare.
âAll right, lead the way,â she says brightly. She motions to her wet hair, braided down her back. âSorry for this, by the way. I enjoyed the spa area earlier.â
âYou used the pool?â
âYes.â
I reach for her weekend bag, and she lets me take it. âThanks,â she says.
Itâs a gesture Iâve done a thousand times. But tonight, itâs hers, and not Summerâs or my motherâs or a dateâs.
We walk toward the elevators. âDid you choose to stay here for research?â I ask. âIf so, I wish you would have spoken to the team. We would never have charged you for the night.â
She shakes her head. âOh, I couldnât.â
âOf course, you could.â
âI already enjoyed your hospitality in DC.â
I call for the elevator. The penthouse suite has its own, but itâs located half a building away. âSo, you didnât check in for research, then?â
âPartly,â she says. âIâve wanted to swim in the art deco pool since you showed it to me. The vaulted ceiling is even more stunning when youâre floating on your back.â
âI can imagine,â I say, my hand tightening around the handle of her bag.
âI just want to make sure we get this right,â she says. âThis pitch.â
âYour dedication is admirable.â I hit the code in the elevator. It overrides the standard operations and will take us up to the top floor without interruption. Not directly into the suite, though. That exclusive elevator is only available behind the desk in the lobby.
âThank you for the upgrade,â she says beside me.
âYou havenât seen the room yet.â
âOh, I donât have to,â she says. âI already know itâs going to be incredible.â
âIt sure is something,â I say.
The elevator falls silent, and in the quiet, I can hear her soft breathing. She smells like clean shampoo and jasmine.
âThank you,â she murmurs.
âFor what?â
âThe drinks, down in DC. I had a nice time.â
âThanks for the company,â I say. And I mean it.
âDid you just get back from work?â she asks.
I shake my head. âNo, but part of it sure felt like work.â
She chuckles. âA family thing?â
âYes.â The elevator stops, and I press the button to keep the doors open, gesturing for her to get out first. âI meant what I said. My family can be⦠very persistent.â
âSomehow,â she says, âI donât think you have any problem fending them off.â
That makes me smile. âItâs harder when I know they mean well.â
âOh, yes. Makes you feel terrible when you have to say no. Thatâs how my sister guilted me into taking care of one of her kittens.â
âA kitten?â
âYes.â She smiles over her shoulder. âIâm still trying to figure out how I ended up saying yes.â
âSo you have a roommate?â
She chuckles. âYes. I upgraded from Percy.â
I bite my tongue to keep from smiling. If thereâs one thing Iâm always willing to listen to, itâs her putting down her asshole ex.
I hadnât been there when he checked out after the first time I met Sophia. But I had watched a recording of him cursing out my staffâvery thoroughlyâas they threatened to press charges for public indecency.
I stop outside the door to the suite. Thereâs only one on this floor, and it doesnât have a number on it. âItâs a bit big for one person,â I warn her. âIf you decide you want to switch to a smaller suite, you tell me. Any free suite is yours tonight.â
âOh, Iâm sure this will be fine.â
I push the door open for her. âTake a look and see.â