I stare at Nikolai, my heart thudding heavily. Am I misreading the situation, or did he engineer it so weâd end up alone at the table?
âI⦠donât really drink,â I say, my throat dry. The look in his richly colored eyes again makes me feel like a mouse trapped by a very large catâexcept no mouse would feel such a pull toward a predatory feline.
I want to touch him almost as much as I want to run away.
He arches his dark eyebrows. âNo alcohol ever? I find that hard to believe.â
âThatâs not what I meant. Itâs just, you know, usually beer or wine at a partyâ¦â My voice trails off as he lifts one of the crystal decanters and pours two fingersâ worth of amber-colored liquid into a whiskey glass, then slides it toward me.
âTry this. Itâs one of the finest cognacs in the world.â
I hesitantly lift the glass and sniff its contents. Iâve never actually had cognac. Vodka shots a bunch of times, yes. Tequila on a few memorable occasions, for sure. But not cognacâand judging by the strong liquor fumes hitting my nostrils, itâs not something I should drink around Nikolai tonight or on any other night.
Not when Iâm so confused about whatâs happening between us.
He pours himself a glass as well. âTo our new partnership.â He lifts the drink in a toast, and I have no choice but to clink my glass against his. Bringing it to my lips, I take a sipâand break into a coughing fit, my eyes watering as my throat and chest ignite with fire.
Damn, this stuff is strong.
Nikolai watches me, dark amusement glimmering in his gaze. âYou really arenât much of a drinker,â he says when Iâve finally caught my breath. âTry it again, but slower this time. Let it sit in your mouth for a few seconds before you swallow it. Absorb the taste, the texture⦠the burn.â
This is a bad idea, I know, but I follow his instructions, taking another sip and holding it for a bit before letting it go down my throat. It still scorches my esophagus, but not as much as the first time, and in the wake of the fiery sensation, a pleasant warmth spreads through my limbs.
âBetter?â he inquires softly, and I nod, unable to tear my gaze away from his hypnotic stare. Maybe itâs the alcohol already messing with my inhibitions, or the fact that weâre all alone, but this feels oddly like a date⦠like thereâs a sense of intimacy building between us. I want to reach across the table and trace the sensual curve of his lips, to lay my hand on top of his broad palm and feel its strength and warmth.
I want him to kiss me, and if Iâm not misjudging the simmering heat in his eyes, that may be what he wants as well.
âWhy did you ask me to stay for a drink?â
I want to take the words back as soon as they leave my mouth, but itâs too late. A sardonic smile appears on his face, and he tips his head to one side, indolently swirling the cognac inside his glass. âWhy do you think?â
âI donâtâ¦â I wet my lips. âI donât know.â
âBut if you had to venture a guess?â
My heartbeat kicks up higher. Thereâs no way I can say what Iâm thinking. If Iâm wrong, this will go very poorly for me. In fact, I donât see how this could go well for me. If Iâm right and heâs attracted to me, that opens an enormous can of worms. And if I imagined itâ
âDonât overthink it, zaychik.â His voice is deceptively gentle. âThis isnât one of your school exams.â
Right. And Iâd much rather it wereâbecause then the only thing Iâd have to worry about is a failing grade. The stakes are infinitely higher here. If I get this wrong, if I upset him, I could lose the job, and with it, any hope of safety.
Out there, beyond the confines of this estate, are monsters hunting me, and in here is a man who may be just as dangerous⦠and not just because he seems to enjoy playing this sadistic little game with me.
âWhat does that mean?â I ask cautiously. âZay-something?â
âZaychik?â Darkness glimmers in his smile. âIt means little hare. A Russian endearment of sorts.â
My face heats, my pulse taking on an uneven rhythm. The odds that Iâm wrong are decreasing by the moment, and that makes me even more nervous. Iâm no virgin, but Iâve never dated anyone remotely like this man. My boyfriends in college were precisely thatâboys who started off as my friendsâand I have no idea how to handle this dangerously magnetic stranger whoâs also my boss.
And who may be in the mafia.
Itâs the last thought that brings much needed clarity to the contradictory tangle of emotions in my head.
Steadying my jangling nerves, I rise to my feet. âThank you for the dinner and the drink. If you donât mind, Iâll go to bed now. Alinaâs rightâitâs been a long day.â
For two long heartbeats, he doesnât say anything, just watches me with that mocking smile, and my anxiety spikes, my stomach tying itself into knots. But then he sets down his glass and says softly, âSleep well, Chloe. Iâll see you tomorrow morning.â
And just like that, Iâm freeâand equal parts relieved and disappointed.