I toss and turn for two hours, trying to fall asleep, but nothing happens. Finally, I give up and just lie there, staring at the dark ceiling, my muscles tight and my cock hard and aching despite the relief I gave it with my fist.
What is it about this girl thatâs getting to me? Her looks? The mystery she represents? It was all I could do to let her go this evening, to back off and allow her to go to bed instead of reaching across the table to pull her to me.
What would she have done if Iâd acted on that impulse?
Would she have stiffened, screamed⦠or would she have melted against me, her brown eyes turning soft and hazy, her lips parting for my kiss?
Swearing under my breath, I get up, throw on a robe, and walk over to my computer. Itâs late morning in Moscow, so I might as well catch up with my brothers on some business.
Anything is better than dwelling on Chloe and the frustrating ache in my balls.
Konstantin doesnât pick up my video call, so I try Valery. My younger brother answers right away, his face as smooth and expressionless as always. Despite the four-year difference between us, we look enough alike to be mistaken for twinsâand often are, along with our older brother, Konstantin, and our cousin, Roman.
Molotov genes are a potent, toxic thing.
âMissing us already?â Valeryâs tone betrays nothing of his emotionsâif he has any, that is. Itâs possible my brother feels as little as he shows. Iâve never seen him lose his temper, even as a child, and Iâve certainly never seen him cry. Then again, I was away at boarding school throughout most of his childhood, so I canât claim to be a Valery expert.
Weâre not close, my brothers and I; our father had ensured that.
âDid you get the sign-off on the manufacturing plant?â I ask in lieu of a reply. âOr is that still pending?â
Valery regards me with an unblinking stare. âItâs on the Presidentâs desk as we speak. He promised to get it back to me by tomorrow.â
âGood.â Itâs a deal I worked on for several months before leaving Moscow, and I want to make sure it goes through. âWhat about the tax credit bill?â
âProgressing as hoped.â My brother tilts his head. âWhy the late-night call? All this couldâve waited until tomorrow.â
I shrug. âJust having some trouble sleeping.â
Valeryâs gaze sharpens. âSomething to do with Slava?â
âNo.â At least not in the way he thinks. âWhereâs Konstantin?â I want his team to do a deeper dive on Chloe Emmons, with a specific focus on the past month.
I need to know what she did and where she went while she was off the grid.
âBerlin,â Valery answers. âAcquiring more servers.â
âAgain?â
Itâs his turn to shrug. In my absence, my brothers have divided up the responsibilities according to their interests and strengths, with technology falling squarely into Konstantinâs domain. Not that it had ever been otherwise; even when we were in elementary school, our older brother could run circles around the nationâs top programmers. The main difference now is Valery stays out of Konstantinâs business, letting him do as he will, whereas when I headed up the family organization, I oversaw everything, Konstantinâs dark web ventures included.
âFine,â I say. âIâll get in touch with him there. Now fill me in on the rest of it.â
And Valery does. By the time we end the call, I feel like Iâm back in the loopâor at least as much in the loop as I can be while being half a world away. So much of our business takes place in person, at the galas and opera houses and high-end restaurants frequented by the power brokers of Eastern Europe. You canât subtly bribe a politician over email, canât intimidate a supplier into giving you a discount over Skype. Itâs all about rubbing elbows with the right people, being in the right place at the right timeâand not leaving traces, digital or otherwise, if you have to cross a line to get things done.
Shutting down my laptop, I throw off the robe and stride over to the window, where a half-moon caught partially behind a cloud provides just enough illumination to make out the tops of the trees on the mountainside. Iâm still tense, every muscle in my body coiled tight. The call distracted me, as hoped, but now that itâs over, Iâm thinking about Chloe again. Wanting her again.
Fuck.
Maybe I shouldnât have let her leave the table. I enjoyed her nervousness, the wariness in her pretty brown eyes. She reminded me of a wild hare, ready to flee at the first sign of danger, and I wanted to chase her if she did.
But I didnât. I let her go. She looked tired, and not the kind of tired one gets from undersleeping for a night or two. It was exhaustion, deep-seated and total. Her clothes were loose on her, as if sheâs recently lost weight, and her delicate features were sharper than in the pictures, her eyes ringed by deep shadows. Whatever happened to her has brought her to the brink of a collapse, and at that moment, when she stood up from her seat, so fragile and brave, I felt a strange urge to comfort her⦠to protect her from whatever demons had etched those signs of strain into her face.
No, thatâs idiotic. I hardly know the girl. I didnât want to push her to the breaking point, thatâs all.
Walking over to my closet, I pull on a pair of running shorts and sneakers and head out of the room. Maybe itâs just as well that I let her be tonight. Tomorrow, Iâll get in touch with Konstantin and begin the process of uncovering her secrets. In the meantime, it doesnât hurt to let her rest, get her bearings⦠acclimate to the idea that I want her.
No matter what my cock thinks, thereâs no rush.
After all, sheâs here now, and sheâs not going anywhere.