After breakfast, where I was glad not to see Lara serve us, I settle in a chair to enjoy some tea with my grandmother.
âI hear you gave the woman a job,â my grandmother casually says before sipping on her beverage.
âItâs temporary,â I mutter.
Emre comes in and helps himself to tea. âWhat are we talking about?â
âAbout the woman,â Babaanne (grandma) informs him. âIâm curious as to why Gabriel gave her a job.â
Letting out a sigh, I ask, âWould you rather I kill her?â
âAllah Allah.â She gives me a scowl. âDonât make the food sour in my stomach.â
âIt was the only other option,â I state.
âI suppose you couldnât let her return to Mazur,â Babaanne agrees.
Letting out a sigh, I explain, âItâs just for the time being until I figure out what to do with her.â
âIt might be a good thing. Nisa isnât as young as she used to be and could use the help,â Babaanne agrees.
âIâve instructed the woman to stay away from your side of the house so you wonât be bothered by her,â I inform my grandmother.
âPfft.â She waves a hand. âIâll have to meet her at some point.â
Not if I can help it.
âWhatâs her name?â she asks.
âLara Nowak,â I answer. âSheâs Polish.â
My grandmother nods, then murmurs, âLara. Such a beautiful name.â
With the tea finished, I get up and excuse myself, so I can catch up with the news. Itâs my Saturday routine before I head over to one of the clubs.
I walk to my private living room on the west side of the house, and when I pass by the sitting room, I hear Nisa say, âSlow down, Lara Hanim! You donât have to clean the entire house in an hour.â
âSorry, Nisa Hanim,â Lara murmurs respectfully.
Stopping, I turn back to glance inside the sitting room. Laraâs polishing the ever-loving shit out of the coffee table.
Nisa places her hand over Laraâs, then gives her a compassionate look. âSlow down. Thereâs plenty of time, and youâre still healing. We donât want your wounds opening up.â
Emotion washes over Laraâs face, and for a moment, it looks like she might actually cry, but then Nisa says, âItâs okay. Youâll learn everything soon enough, but you donât have to work yourself to death. Okay?â
âOkay.â The single word sounds small and vulnerable, and it does something weird to my heart.
Jesus, the woman mustâve worked her ass off in fear that Mazur would kill her for the slightest thing.
Shaking my head, I walk to the living room and settle into my comfortable recliner. I switch on the TV and select CNN, then pick up my tablet so I can read my newspapers.
I get to relax for an hour before Nisa and Lara walk into the living room. âDo you want us to come back later, Gabriel Bey?â
I shake my head. âNo, go ahead.â
They start to clean the room, and when I hear Lara whisper âsorryâ for the third time, I glance up. I stare at her, which probably isnât helping her nerves. She peeks in my direction, and catching me looking at her, she lowers her eyes and starts to dust the ornaments on the mantlepiece as if her life depends on it.
âSlow down,â Nisa whispers.
âSorry.â
Before I can stop myself, I mutter, âAre you going to apologize for breathing?â
Laraâs eyes snap to mine, and a visible tremor hits her. âIf thatâs what you want, sir.â
Jesus.
My temper flares instantly. I get up, dropping the tablet on the side table. âIf I hear you say sorry one more time, there will be hell to pay. Understand?â
Confusion and fear flutter over her features. âYes, sir.â
Stalking out of the living room, I figure Iâll get more rest at the club and make my way out of the house.
Since she bumped into me, Lara has an uncanny way of annoying the shit out of me.
Itâs already past nine pm. Sitting at a table, where I have a clear view of the floor, I watch men and women illegally gamble their riches away.
Itâs all about the money. They could gamble ten million and only win a hundred thousand back, and still, theyâll leave here feeling like they actually won something.
As long as it lines my pockets, I donât care.
I watch as a senator bets two million, and a businessman matches it.
Idiots.
One of the waitresses bumps into a patron. âSorry.â
Itâs funny how that word doesnât bother me now, whereas earlier, it pissed me off.
Lara is only twenty-two, and growing up in Mazurâs house mustâve been hell.
I might be known for being quiet, demanding, and never giving second chances, but Iâm not heartless. I just donât like the fact that Iâm stuck with her. The moment I let her go, she could run right back to Mazur. The last thing I want is that man knowing anything about me.
Although, heâd probably kill her.
Or not.
Fuck if I know.
Hopefully, Lara turns out to be an asset.
I pull a disgruntled face when I realize Iâll have to discuss her wages with her. Iâm definitely not looking forward to that.
My gaze lands on Emre. Lifting an arm, I signal to him to come over to my table.
âThe place is packed,â he says as he takes a seat.
âItâs always packed.â Taking hold of the tumbler of whiskey, I watch the liquid slosh as I pick it up. âIâm heading home. I need to discuss Laraâs wages with her.â
Emre turns his attention away from the floor to look at me. âHow much are you going to pay her?â
âFuck knows. Can you remember what wage Babaanne started Nisa Hanim on?â
The corner of his mouth lifts in a smirk. âHow do you expect me to remember? I was in diapers when Nisa Hanim started working for us.â
Locking eyes with my cousin, I tilt my head. âTrue.â
âI have a question.â When I nod, he asks, âWhy did you employ Lara if she clearly annoys you?â
âItâs the whole vulnerable-innocent vibe sheâs giving off,â I mutter. âIâm starting to think itâs why Mazur couldnât kill her. I sure as fuck couldnât when she was down on her knees in front of me.â
Emreâs smile grows, a mischievous gleam entering his eyes. âLook at you getting all soft because of a woman.â
âFuck off,â I growl. Having had enough of this conversation, I finish my drink and get up from the chair. âTake care of things here.â
âAlways.â
While Mirac drives me home, I deliberate about Laraâs wages. Sheâs not a permanent employee yet, so Iâm not going to pay her what I pay my other staff.
When Mirac stops the car in front of the house, I get out and take the steps up to the front door.
While sheâs on probation, Iâll pay her two thousand dollars a month. If she proves to be of any worth, Iâll increase it.
Walking through the west wing, I cross paths with Nisa and ask, âIs Lara in her room?â
âEvet.â Before I can walk away, she adds, âEven though sheâs still healing, she worked hard today.â
I nod, then head in the direction of Laraâs bedroom. I only knock once before opening the door.
Laraâs sitting at the table in front of the window, her hair half braided. She startles, darts up, and winches with pain from the sudden movement.
Like earlier, she folds her hands in front of her and lowers her head.
âIâve decided your wages will be two thousand for the next three months. Give me your banking details.â
Shocked, she lifts her eyes to meet mine. âBanking details, sir?â
Iâve only been five minutes in her presence, and already annoyance is creeping up my spine. âYour bank account number. What is it?â
Looking confused and scared, she shakes her head. âI donât have a bank account.â
Unexpectedly compassion slithers into my heart like a fucking thief in the night, only making me feel more irritated.
My mind races to ignore the unwelcome emotion and to come up with a quick solution that wonât inconvenience me, but then I remember she said her personal documents are still at Mazurâs house. âIâll have one of my men bring your belongings. Murat will take you to open an account.â
âYes, sir.â She hesitates, her tongue darting out to wet her lips, then she looks at me as if I just promised her the fucking world and whispers, âThank you, sir.â
Iâve been thanked millions of times but never have the words hit as hard as they do now. My heart constricts, and as I stare at the woman thatâs become my problem, I feel another wave of intense compassion.
Jesus, this is the last thing I need.
I stalk out of the room, yanking the door shut behind me, thinking things mustâve been seriously fucked up at Mazurâs place if the woman is so damn thankful even though I practically kidnapped her.
Sheâs just another employee.