Shawn had taken Aurora and Ryland out for the day, and Joelle had given the housemaids a break. When Rafael received the call and hurried home, he found Joelle on the living room couch, appearing utterly despondent.
âJoelle, Iââ
Joelle interrupted him calmly. âRafael, I think we should get a divorce.â
Rafael froze. âThatâs not possible!â
He knelt before Joelle, taking her icy hands in his. He knew he had made grave errors. He regretted hiding things from Joelle, and he certainly regretted agreeing to let Liza keep the baby. Now that everything was exposed, his only hope was Joelleâs forgiveness.
âJoelle, Iâm sorry. I never meant to hide it from you. My mom pressured me. I felt stuck. Please, can we not talk about divorce?â
Joelle looked up, her gaze meeting his. âRafael, do you really think the baby is the main reason I want a divorce?â
âThen what is it? Joelle, whatever it is, Iâll fix it. I promise Iâll change!â
Joelle gave a sad smile and withdrew her hands. âRafael, the real issue is deeper. I canât move past what happened with you and Liza, and you canât say no to your mother. Weâre both at fault here; weâre both suffering. Youâre caught between us. So how can we possibly make everyone happy?â
Rafael was taken aback. After a moment, he stammered, âMy mother mentioned she would find Liza a husband soon, and thenâ¦â
Joelle laughed bitterly. âYour mother? Do you still take everything she says at face value? Do you know what I heard today? Theyâre saying you havenât divorced me because my brother helped you financially.â
âItâs not true!â Rafael denied it. âJoelle, I promise Iâm not lying to you. Even without your brotherâs help, I would never consider divorcing you. I donât acknowledge that child. That child changes nothing between us!â
Joelle looked at him intently. âAre you expecting me to be okay with this?â
Rafael swallowed hard, his voice trembling. âThe doctor warned that if Liza lost this baby, she might never get pregnant again. Soâ¦â
He couldnât finish his sentence, but Joelle understood. She dabbed at her tears, striving to keep her voice even. âThatâs exactly why I say we have a deep issue, Rafael. I canât stay in this marriage. You have your duties, and I have my limits. Itâs time for us to part ways.â
Rafael hung his head, his posture sagging with resignation. Joelle felt a surge of sadness envelop her. Her first marriage had crumbled, and now, her second seemed to be dissolving just the same.
Rafael held her shoulders, his head bowed, voice breaking. âCanât you give us one more chance?â
Joelle straightened up. Despite her recent tears, her gaze was unwavering. âRafael, I appreciate all youâve done for me. Iâve looked into it, and weâll need to go through court for a divorce. I hope youâll be cooperative when that time comes.â
As Joelle stood, Rafael embraced her from behind. His voice was rough. âCan I ask you one final question?â
âGo ahead.â
âDid Adrian lend me the money because you asked him?â
In the past, such an accusation might have sparked Joelleâs anger. Now, she was calmer and more composed.
âSo you think that too.â
âJoelle, Iâm sorry. Itâs hard not to wonder. I love you, but Adrian still lingers in your life. Heâs always close by. I apologize for being so jealous, but itâs because I deeply love you.â
âDo you not love me, or do you just not trust me?â Joelle forcefully removed his hands, using so much strength that her tears dropped onto the back of his hand.
âJoelle, please, donât leave meâ¦â
âRafael, weâre just not right for each other anymore. Take care.â
Without a backward glance, Joelle walked away.
Rafael returned to his motherâs place and silently started packing his belongings, which alarmed Belle.
âRafael, where are you going?â
Rafael didnât answer and continued shoving his clothes into the suitcase as if he were leaving for a long journey.
âRafael, youâre frightening me! Where are you going?â Belle clutched the suitcase, tears streaming down her cheeks. âAre you blaming me?â
Rafael finally looked at her. âHow could I? Mom, isnât this what you wantedâfor Joelle and me to split? Weâre getting a divorce. Are you satisfied now?â
âI did it for your own good!â
âYeah, thanks for that.â
Rafael reclaimed his suitcase and resumed packing. He grabbed his passport and driverâs license from a drawer, then walked out, suitcase in hand.
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