As I sit with a cooler bag on me
chest, trying to pretend that she is on my lap, Khun Sam's grandmother, who looks younger than her age, is still in
be quiet and enjoy looking around the house.
- It's my first time here. You come here often?
- Oh yeah.
- Um.. Khun Sam's grandmother gave a little before taking a drink.
- Well, you can enter the world of
Khun Sam.
I am clumsy, Khun Sam's grandmother whom I have known from the things that were said about Khun Sam and his friends, she is a dignified woman who called her maid a pawn. She is the reason why Khun Sam can't be herself and starts saying the opposite of what her mind is saying. But the person in front seems like an easy person to get along with.
- Can I call you Mon?
- Sure, whatever you want.
- Then, I'll call you Mon. You are a lovely girl.
Khun Sam's grandmother smiles.
- But you're not a careful girl, you don't even wear clothes inside.
- I have to apologize.
His words make my face hot with embarrassment.
If I had a time machine. I would dress up and give you a warm welcome with much courtesy.
- Somehow I found out about you... I was at Khun Sam's old school and your father is a bus driver.
- YEAH,
- But you had a good stitch, you entered the same university as Khun Sam and graduated in a good rank.
How perfect, as if you had planned everything.
- I didn't plan it...ah...at all. I try to explain to her that Khun Sam is my inspiration, she is my role model. I have worked very hard to be like her. So she may not have been entirely unforeseen, but at the same time it wasn't.
-And that being his girlfriend, was it in your plans?
- No, I didn't plan it.
- Um... I heard that before you were in a relationship with Khun Sam, you had a boyfriend, right?
I shake my head quickly to deny it.
- No, it wasn't like that. No, he's my friend, since we were kids, like Kirk. But Kirk went from being a friend to a boyfriend and Kirk now becomes a stranger because Khun Sam has someone in his place.
Khun Sam's grandmother looks at me ignorantly, intently observing my mistake. All I can do is shut up and hold on. I purse my lips, press my hand hard with pressure. Of course I feel guilty towards Mr. Kirk every day, who loved me like his sister but I betrayed him.
- I heard that you and Kirk have a good relationship, he is close to you.
- Yes. Mr. Kirk is nice to me.
- How can you betray someone who is good to you?
HOOK...
I look at my purple palms and keep pretending to smile because I don't know how to come up with a good answer for that.
- Could it be love. She answers for me and laughs a little, but it doesn't make me feel any better.
- Do you love Sam, Mon?
- Ah... I feel weird when you ask me like that. But I must tell you the truth. I absolutely love Khun Sam.
- For you what is love?
- Love is... Angry to find the answer. am I being evaluated? - It is to see her happy and I am happy with her.
- A relationship between the two, is it love?
- For me it's... I think it's love.
- A girl with a girl?
=Yes,
-Um.. Khun Sam's grandmother nods as if realizing it.
- Can two women build their own family?
They should. Khun Sam is already 32 years old.
- I haven't thought about that until now.
The old woman shook her head as if she did not agree.
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- For a relationship you have to look for more time, it is your future.
His words remind me of when we left
vacation and we met Ken Long and Eng Ay and when
Khun Sam talked about our marriage ceremony.
-Khun Sam told me that he wants to marry me.
After I finished speaking, the powerful lady looked fiercely. Now I'm feeling the pressure.
- Did Khun Sam really say it?
-Yeah,
- Getting married, what's next?
- We swim. We just say it.
- Children?
- Yeah?
- How to have children?
I'm blinking. Now the conversation goes that far. Khun Sam's grandmother is enveloping me. and she makes me shake my head.
- I never think about it. We are both women. How can we have children?
- You will see? This is what I want to tell you. Sam, Khun's grandmother, smiles.
They can't have a story, they can't
start a family, nature does not create a couple
- Why resist nature?
- Khun Sam and I have never talked about having a child.
i think i have to fight for something
- You can say what you want. sexual love does not last long.
- Do not misunderstand. I'm not a bad grandma for blocking your relationship with Khun Sam. I just want to talk and
argue the impossible point. you two have never planned for the future.
- I'll talk to Khun Sam.
- It doesn't matter. Now I know that Khun Sam is not serious about this relationship. It's just an illusion.
I look at Khun Sam's grandmother and she returns my hand.
watch quietly The old woman tilted her head and gave me a cold smile...
- They both like men. Khun Sam only follows his straight friends. And you, you just adored Khun Sam and have the illusion that it is love. You can fix it now.
- Finish with her, give her a better life, she deserves it.
It is a simple word, but very powerful. she forces me to conform, but to resist strongly inside.
- We love each other, I love Khun Sam.
She gave it to him gently, but forcefully.
- Do you really love Khun Sam?
- Absolutely.
- If you really love her, why do you insist on taking her out of where she lives? The old woman looks at me closely and begins to mesmerize me with her eyes.
- She is Mhom Luang, dating a businessman from high society who is a millionaire. They both have a bright future. How perfect they are.
- But you're dragging her down. You're just the girl who has a conservative mom and a dad who drives a bus.
and you... now you don't even have a job.
YO...
- If that's love, it means you're dreaming. But...
Khun Sam's grandmother looks at me and continues to give me a smile, contrary to what she said.
She is sharpening and
cutting my heart out now I realize what
Khun Sam or Jim have counted. It is not exaggerated.
- Baua class people are thoughtless.
- Oh, you're back home today. Why are you coming so early?
- Half day license. I lie to my mother because I don't want to tell her that I'm going to lose my job. Before looking sympathetically at my mother.
- You are tired?
- Hmm. Tired of?
- From your work. Are you tired?
- You are strange. I'm tired but it's ok... Umm
How do you want my love today?
I hug my mother tightly with tears. My mom feels a little awkward before hugging her back.
- I am so proud of you.
- What happened?
- No, I just want to tell you.
basic class...
The difference between Khun Sam and me is clearer today.
I agree with Khun Sam's grandmother that she deserves nothing: honor, social status or class. we are too
different. And the difference that we must have, not have.
- Khun Sam scolded you? You look so sad.
- Maybe I'm exhausted from work. Today I will stay here, mom.
- Go ahead, you don't need to ask for permission.
Right... This is my mother's house. Why did I make it so weird? I rarely come home. When I'm at home, I don't know what to do. When he returned to our house, it was night.
night and spent time chatting with Khun Sam.
Evening is coming on now... It's such a long day.
Ting-ting!
There is a sound from a nearby musical instrument. I walk to look in front of my house and see that Nop is playing a musical instrument. As I walk up to him, he texts me to interrupt me.
Boss: You didn't tell me you were coming home, why did you put a post-it on the fridge?
Boss: Is a post-it still in style?
Boss: What's up?
Boss: Mon Mon.
I read the messages on the screen but did not open them to read.
I'm not quite ready and it's not his fault.
I just need a moment.
This is the first time he has rejected messages from you and tries to turn my attention to other things. But while I take a step forward. I suddenly stop again when my phone is ringing... of course. This is Khun Sam calling me.
I can't ignore her anymore. to be angry with someone because of another. Evil.
"Yes Khun Sam"
[Why didn't you tell me you were going home?]
"Actually, I gave a message on the refrigerator."
[You are strange. Today is not yours to go home. Normally you will go home on Saturday and Sunday. what happened to her?]
"I just want to go back, don't I?"
[There must be something wrong.]
"No problem."
[What is that sound? Who is singing?]
No, he's singing and playing a guitar, loudly coming through the call line. I think for a moment before answering him.
"It is not like this".
[I'll go there now.]
'What?... Aww.'
She hangs up my call so fast. I sigh a little and walk over to see Nope, my friend who I haven't talked to in a long time. My handsome friend walks over to the fence, finger to play his guitar and looks at me in amazement.
- Please continue, I hear you.
- Mon, have you come home?
He's being clumsy, that makes me feel more guilty.
I got in a bad mood and didn't talk to him sooner. But in truth the bad mood I felt at that moment towards him hasn't been there for a long time.
Today I have a lot of time at home and time to talk to him.
- Can I come and listen? A new guitar?
- Come on, I'll show you.
I walk over to him and sit and listen to his music. But I can't feel it. A moment later, he stops to talk to me.
- You are not listening to me, I am very sad.
- I'm listening,
- You're thinking about something else, what's wrong? fights with khun sam?
- You ask me the same thing as my mom. No, I'm just thinking about... nothing.
- But you look unhappy. A girl in love must be happy.
And you come home today. Generally. I've seen you on Saturday.
- Are you harassing me? She looked at him in astonishment.
- You have known for a long time that I have been home on Saturday, but you have not come to greet me.
- I don't dare greet you... Lately you've been the reason for a fight with Khun Sam. I think now
hate me
- Almost. But I'm not crazy. I laugh.
How are you, right?
- About. But you don't look good. Tell me what happened?
No, he puts his guitar on the new rack and intends to listen to me.
I smile and look sympathetically at the boy, who tries so hard to just be friends. the boy who loves me
hiding, who is afraid that she will hate him and now she starts listening to my poor love story. He is a hero.
- Um, how can I start?
- The main point.
- We are too different. Why are you so?
reserved?
- Is this a drama series? What different?
- Social classes.
- Are we in the 1990s? Today, a human is human. We are equal. What if we are different? It could be maybe just for money.
- Yes, actually. About money, Khun Sam and I are still different.
- It could be a bit but why are you suddenly worried about it? If you've always thought like that, no.
you would have approached her. There must be something else.
I look at Nope hesitantly before sighing and telling him what I went through.
- Okay, there's something really wrong.
I tell him everything that happened between Khun Sam's grandmother and I met her today. Telling him is releasing what I've been locked up all day. He is a good listener, listening to me quietly.
-So, you were upset, you left his house and accepted defeat like that. Guess, besides, you didn't tell Khun Sam what happened.
- um. I'm doing it wrong... I don't want to tell him.
Honestly, in my opinion, I feel like I'm worthless to her.
- What did she do wrong? She was only born with a rank, Mhom Luang and rich. She couldn't choose.
-What do you mean by her?
- You should talk to him about this problem and find the way out together, instead of staying silent and putting up with it alone. If Khum Sam is ignored for this, she will feel hurt.
- I could end up cheating on you.
- That?
- You think too much and you are a bit stupid. You're so boring.
Neither a boy nor Khun Sam would like such a woman.
You have to measure...
I feel stressed and angry when I get scolded. So, I'm going to go out but he interrupts me.
- And what you are doing, getting angry and leaving, is also nonsense. You're the type of girl who runs away from
TRUE.
- You're so bad, nope.
- Now we are friends. When I loved you, I didn't dare tell you like that because I was afraid you'd be angry. But now I tell you as your friend. No, he gets up and walks over to me, places his hand on my head.
- You must grow now you must think calmly. Are you with someone who is older than you. You should be more rational than letting go of your emotions. If not, you can make fun of her.
- What will you know?
- I wish nothing more than something good for you. Are you mad at me. It means I'm right.
- Why do I have to see you with another guy?
- Kung Sam! I jump out of Nope unexpectedly because I know how jealous she is.
- There's nothing, we just talked. She
mouth twists
- So, hurry up to explain. I am waiting for your explanation.
- It would be better if you go first, nope.
Nope, he laughs a bit but decides to tease some more with khun sam pulling my hair and whispering close to my ear.
- Ouch.
- Don't be silly, I love you.
Khun Sam is not satisfied after what she saw. I ran after his house to see Khun Sam, who was still twisting his mouth - How did you get there so fast? We just finished our call.
- You might enjoy talking to him. I see you have a sweet talk.
- Nothing happened
- If you don't believe me, I'll be in a bad mood. and you will have to reconcile. Finally, I will fight you.
- I want you to do it.
How adorable is...
- But I believe in what you said. So you lose that opportunity. She sticks out her tongue.
- So what's up? Why have you gone home?
We were fine in the morning.
- Something disturbs my mind. I have to think about that.
- Can you do it at my house? Why at your house?
She was silent for a moment and looked at her uncertainly. True, she should know only today. So she should tell him, as Nope suggested. Isn't it fair that Khun Sam is ignored for not knowing what's going on?
We are a couple. We must help each other and find a solution.
- Your grandmother came to your house and told me to let you go.