Now that Ella had left for the day, one thought echoed off the walls of my apartment. I paced around my living room, the skyline glittering outside, my stomach twisted with nerves.
I have to tell Leo and Gina everything.
They deserved to know about the twinsâand about Ella, the woman Iâd chosen. It was like I told her. No more hiding. Even if I knew this could blow up in my face.
Ella left an hour ago, pressing a quick kiss to my cheek, voicing her support. âYou handle your kids,â sheâd said softly, a flicker of worry in her eyes. âIâll handle ours.â
I couldnât blame her. The potential fallout with Leo had weighed on us since she confessed he was the asshole ex whoâd hurt her. I refused to drag her into a confrontation that might explode.
So it fell to me. Iâd invited Leo and Gina for a last-minute brunch, off our usual schedule. Predictably, they asked if I was okay. I will be, I told myself grimly, setting out pastries and fresh fruit on the dining table. Now it was set for a conversation that might tear my family apart.
Gina and Leo arrived in a brisk swirl of tension. Gina wore a casual sweater, hair in a messy bun, to-go box of coffee in hand. Leo looked oddly at easeâlike heâd woken up on the right side of the bed for once.
Guess Iâll ruin that today. Father of the year, folks.
âWhatâs going on, Dad?â Gina asked, scanning my face as she stepped in.
âYeah, you okay?â Leo added, more neutral than usual. âYou never do random brunch calls. Everything is schedules with you.â
âIâm fine,â I lied, motioning for them to follow me. âBut Iâ¦have something I need to talk to you two about.â My attempt at casualness fell flat, and I saw them both stiffen with apprehension. âGrab some brunch and weâll sit and talk.â
We ended up in the dining area, pastries untouched. Gina eyed me warily. Leo stood with arms crossed, brow creased. I forced a steady breath. Just do it.
âYouâre making us nervous, Dad,â Gina said. âJust spit it out.â
âLike a Band-Aid,â Leonardo added.
âIf youâre eating Band-Aids, youâre doing something wrong.â
âDad!â Gina playfully barked and giggled. âJust tell us.â
âThereâs no easy way to say this. Before I say it, I want you to know that none of this was plannedâ ââ
âYou did something unplanned?â Leonardo cut in, one brow raised. âSince when?â
âSince last summerâ¦â I raked my fingers through my hair. âI met a woman then, andâ¦â How do I say this while minimizing the mental scarring? âWe had a fling.â
They exchanged a glance. Gina said, âWell, thatâs great, but Iâm not sure why youâre telling us now.â
âUnless itâs gotten serious.â Leonardoâs eyes went flat as he folded his arms over his chest.
âIt has,â I said delicately.
Gina beamed and her voice shot high. âYouâre seeing someone?â
âI amâ ââ
She smacked Leonardoâs shoulder, but his icy gaze didnât change. She asked him, âWhatâs the matter with you? Weâve been saying he needs to start dating.â
He chucked his chin up at me. âThereâs more. Thereâs always more, isnât there, Dad?â
âThere is. The summer flingâ¦she got pregnant.â
âWhat?â Gina whispered in a gasp.
âI have twins,â I said bluntly, voice pitched low. âInfant daughters, almost three months old.â
For a moment, silence reigned. Ginaâs jaw dropped. Leoâs eyes went wide before his expression hardened. âYou got some random summer fling pregnant?â
âI met her on vacation, and thingsâ¦you know how it goes. I didnât know until recently that she was pregnant.â
Gina set her coffee down, shock etched on her face. âDad, this isâ¦insane. You never said anythingâ ââ
âBecause I only found out about them a few months ago,â I insisted quietly. âAnd I needed to be sure of everything before talking to you two.â
Leonardoâs eyes flashed. âSo youâre a father again, out of nowhere?â
My stomach knotted. âYes. And thereâs more. The motherâher name is Ella.â
âAnd?â he prompted.
I braced myself, focusing on him. âSheâsâ¦your ex. The one whoâwho left because you body shamed her. Mariella Green.â
His face went pale, then dark with fury. âThe same Ella I told you about?â
âYes.â
Ginaâs hand flew to her mouth. âOh my God.â
A thick silence fell. Leonardo stared at me, betrayal stamped on every line of his face. It felt like an eternity before he spoke. His voice went raw. âYouâre telling me you fathered kids with my ex?â
âIt wasnât intentional. We didnât know who the other one was before we hooked up. But I love her now. And the twinsâtheyâre everything.â I forced a calm note. âI want you both to be part of their lives, if you can handle it.â
Ginaâs gaze darted between us, horrified. âLeoâ¦â
He let out a ragged exhale. âI canâtâ¦I canât believe this.â Without warning, he stood up fast enough that his chair fell behind him. He stormed out, the apartment door slamming.
âDad?â Gina whispered, eyes wide, as if uncertain whether to chase him.
I felt numb, grief rolling in my chest. âGo. Iâll be okay.â
She hesitated, then squeezed my hand. âIâm so sorry,â she breathed. âHeâll come around, Iâm sure.â
I nodded wearily, watching her hurry after him. The brunch Iâd prepared sat untouchedâpastries growing stale, fruit losing its shine. I sat there, hollow, mind replaying Leoâs shock and anger. At least itâs out in the open.
But the raw ache of his abandonment cut deeper than Iâd expected.
Eventually, I cleaned up the table in a daze, tossing pastries in a container, dumping untouched coffee. My phone stayed silent, no calls from either of them. When I finally forced myself to text Gina, she replied that Leonardo had taken off, ignoring her too.
Great.
The emptiness of my apartment pressed on me, the hush more oppressive than comforting. I wanted to call Ella and let her know what happened, but the thought of hearing her voice also stungâsheâd want to comfort me, or worse, apologize when she has nothing to apologize for.
I made it as far as the den before the weight of everything struck and forced me to sit on a leather armchair that faced a modest fireplace, rarely used because I spent most of my life at the hospital. But now, I needed warmth, something to chase away the chill. I flipped the switch on the gas fireplace, watching the flames flicker to life.
Slumping into the armchair, I raked a hand over my face. Leo walked out without a word. Guilt, anger, sorrowâall warred inside me. I had to do this. The twins are my second chance at fatherhood, and I wonât hide them.
My gaze fell on a glass-fronted cabinet where I kept a few bottles of good scotch for special occasions. This didnât feel like a celebration, but I needed something to blunt the edges of my emotions. With a sigh, I rose, grabbing a tumbler and pouring two fingers of aged scotch. The amber liquid glinted in the firelight.
Sinking back into the chair, I let out a bitter chuckle. âCheers to honesty,â I muttered, taking a sip that burned down my throat. Fuck, that stings. But maybe I deserved a little sting.
My phone vibrated once on the side table, and I tensed, hoping it was Leo or Gina. But the screen showed a hospital group text about scheduling changes. Not now. I silenced it, focusing on the quiet flicker of flames.
One crisis at a time, Ella had said before. She was right, but tonight I had no illusions about the magnitude of this crisis.
My stomach churned with the weight of it allâmy career, my kids, my future with Ella. If I caved, tried to hide them again, Iâd lose everything that mattered, and I wouldnât be the man they needed me to be.
Minutes blurred, and the scotch still burned. I forced myself not to pour a second roundâwallowing in alcohol wouldnât fix anything. The fire crackled, warm against my skin, reminding me I still had a home, a place to gather the people I lovedâ¦if theyâd come.
The memory of Ginaâs worried eyes spurred a flicker of hopeâsheâd calm Leonardo down eventually, or at least keep him from doing something drastic. And maybe in time, heâd realize I hadnât done this to hurt him.
Or maybe not. The ache in my chest deepened. I canât control his reaction.
I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the chair. In the darkness behind my eyelids, I pictured Ellaâs faceâher feisty grin, the way she calmed the twins, her unwavering stance by my side.
Eventually, I stood, placing the half-drained scotch on the mantel. I turned off the fireplace, letting the room plunge into a dim hush. My phone still sat on the side table, dark. No new messages. Which was good and bad.
The second chance Iâd been given with these twins felt bittersweet now, overshadowed by the fear that Iâd lost my son. But honesty was the only way forward. I squared my shoulders, heading to my bedroom to gather myself, prepare for another day of navigating hospital demands, fatherhood, and a wounded adult son who might not forgive me.
My chest still ached, but beneath the sorrow was a steady determination. Iâd stand by this familyâmy familyâno matter what. Because I owed it to the twins, to Ella, and yes, even to Leonardo, to be the father I shouldâve been all along.
And if that meant a lonely night with a bottle of scotch, so be it.