CHAPTER 187

Chosen By The Moon Lewis POV “I’m not ok…” I saw the gathered tears in her eyes finally fall down her flushed thin checks. “I’m not ok.‘ Her head shook quickly as she began to sob. It made my heart contact and before I’d even realized I had moved, I was pulling her into my chest, hugging he out. “I’m not ok!”

And so I drew my wolf sides pleasure and happiness at holding my mate in, forcing it down as I waited.

I waited for her to finally explain her thought process to me. I waited patiently while cuddling my girl, so she could explain everything in her own time. I di flood out of her.

“I’m not ok, I… I killed my mom, I killed her…” I shook my head but Dylan’s hysterical sobbing cut me off as she continued her sorrow filled admittance. “

up and every time I close my eye’s I can see her… I see how lifeless her eyes were. How still her body was, how messed bloody her face was.” This was breaking my heart to see such a strong willed person crumple underneath all the guilt and trauma she had been “You kn e last thing I ever said to her was that I hated her. I called her a traitor, I swore at her and I will never be able to apologize for it. I’ll never get the had left.

“I can’t sleep…” she shouted in beween sniffles and whimpers. Her face buried into my chest as my arm gently squeezed around her back and my other hand held her head into my chest, my heartbeat definitely meeting her ear and hopefully helped to c around my body.

I’m ashamed to say that her touch felt amazing, she was in an extremely vulnerable mind set and yet, I was enjoying holding her, and being there for her “I’m weak, and damaged and I hate everything about myself. I’m ugly and scarred, I’m tired all the time but can’t do a thing about it. Im starving and yet I feel so full off a single mouthful of food… I just feel like I’m drowning, I’m drowning and can’t find a way out without

and cry into me. “He’s taken everything from me, Lewis. King Josh has left me with nothing.”

No, that wasn’t true. He had not taken everything because she still refused he advances, she still refused his mark, which meant she still had fight in her.

“That’s not true… He’s taken a lot, I’ll admit that, but he’s not stolen everything. You can still fight.” Her head shook rapidly and tears continued to stream “I can’t fight the king while I’m battling myself. I’m not the one to bring him down. I know it and you know it.” She was so wrong, I fully believed her to be t “You’re are the one who can invoke change. Dylan, you are the one person who can unite everyone against the royals. You’re the only person who has enough fight in them.” She shook her head rapidly crying as she did so, I felt her knees buckling slightly every time I put pressure on her.

“I can’t, I can’t. I want peace! I want to rest, i need to rest… I just want to be normal.” She wasn’t normal though, she was far from it.

“If you think you can’t do it… Then… use me!” She already had my heart. There’s was absolutely no denying it at this point. She had my heart and soul i it. “If you’re drowning, then use me as your float… If your fighting then let me be your weapon, let me be your shield. Use me Dylan, use me in anyway t Chapter Comments vpwhitewaters oh yeah! keep this going!