Chatper 313
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 313 Stony Eyed
Ella
The closeness was stifling. The proximity of our bodies, the heat radiating from Logan, the intensity of
his gaze-it was all too much.
The moment we stepped away from each other, a fresh wave of cool air seemed to sweep through the
dimly lit stairwell. I could feel the flush on my cheeks, a stinging reminder of just how close we had
been.
I swiftly adjusted my blazer, using the action as a pretext to collect my thoughts. Glancing at Logan, I
shot him a dirty look.
âLogan, if you ever get that close to me again, trying to use your body to intimidate me or whatever it
was you were doing, I swear, Iâll rip our contract to shreds and refuse to work with you again.â
He raised a brow, his features sculpted, his piercing eyes still locked onto mine. âIntimidate you? Ella, I
wasnât trying to intimidate you.â
I scoffed. âOh, please! What would you call it then?â
He took a deep breath, his jaw clenching as he searched for words. âI canât help it, Ella. Iâm an Alpha.
Itâs⦠itâs instinctual. And you,â he paused, his voice turning husky, âyouâre attractive. And youâre my
fated mate. Sorry if sometimes my wolf wants to get closer to you, especially when youâre being fiery
like this.â
I blinked, taken aback. The weight of his words hung heavy in the air. âFiery? Come on, Logan. Grow
up. We have to be professional.â
He let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through his hair. âSorry. I do try to control myself.â
Rolling my eyes, I retorted, âWell, then try harder. Weâre in a courthouse, not a bar.â
He seemed a bit put off, his eyes flashing with annoyance. âIâm well aware weâre not in a bar, Ella. âIf
thatâs the case,â I began, narrowing my eyes, âthen maybe itâs time you acted like it.â
He stared at me for a moment, the tension palpable. Then, letting out a sigh of resignation, he nodded.
âAlright, point taken.â
Taking a deep breath, I turned towards the door. The last thing we needed was to be discovered in the
stairwell, causing even more of a scene. âCome on. Weâd better get moving before we start getting
strange looks.â
The frenzied atmosphere of the courtroom had spilled into the adjoining hallway, where lawyers spoke
fervently, families huddled together for support, and the dim fluorescent lights illuminated the sorrow
and strain etched onto many faces. The ornate marble tiles reflected the soft glow of the overhead
lights, creating a sharp contrast to the heavy emotions circulating in the air.
As Logan and I stepped out, a cool draft caressed my face, offering temporary respite from the
oppressive heat of the courtroom.
But the relief was short-lived. As we walked, I was keenly aware of his presence beside me, the weight
of his indifference about the case pressing down on me like a heavy shroud. The murmurs and
whispered exchanges around us seemed distant, but one particular conversation caught my attention
and tethered me to the immediate surroundings.
Just a few steps ahead, Miss Smith-the distraught mother who had given her tearful testimony earlier-
stood with her lawyer. From my vantage point, I could see the red rims of her eyes, the way her fingers
clutched her handbag, as if it were a lifeline.
âIâm so sorry, Miss Smith,â her lawyer began, a touch of genuine regret in his voice. He adjusted his
glasses, the reflection briefly hiding his eyes. âIt doesnât seem that heâs going to relent on this case.â
She shook her head, strands of her brown hair falling into her face. âBut my child⦠he will die without
proper care. Canât he see that? Weâve already been through so much. How can he be so⦠so cruel?â
Her voice was soft, the words coming out in tremulous whispers. But they pierced the background
noise, each syllable hitting me like a gut punch. This wasnât what I wanted. I should have been on the
side helping people like Miss Smith, not on the indifferent mobsterâs side.
The lawyer heaved a sigh, his shoulders slumping as he replied, âIâve tried everything. Mrs. Smith. I
genuinely wish there was something more I could do.â
Around them, the world continued its incessant hum. Lawyers flipping through files, the faint rustling of
papers, and the distant sound of a gavel banging. But for me, everything narrowed down to that tiny
bubble of space where Mrs. Smith and her lawyer stood.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Logan. I searched his face for a hint of remorse, guilt, or even
understanding. But there was nothing. His features remained as stoic as ever. It felt like a slap across
my face, the sting of his apathy rendering me momentarily breathless. I turned to him, my eyes cold
and voice barely above a whisper. âDid you hear that, Logan?â
He glanced at me, a hint of annoyance flashing across his face. âYes, I did.â
âAnd?â I pressed, my heart pounding against my ribcage. âWhat do you think?â He paused, then let out
a long breath, clearly irked by my questioning. âElla, this is business. Itâs not about personal feelings.â
I stared at him, the sound of my own heartbeat deafening in my ears. âTo you, maybe. But for her and
her son, itâs about life and death. Canât you see that?â
He squared his shoulders, meeting my gaze with a defiant glare. âItâs not that simple.â âWhy isnât it?â I
shot back, my voice quivering with frustration. âWhy canât you just show a shred of humanity for once?â
Around us, people began to notice our heated exchange. Whispers floated our way, curious eyes
darting in our direction. But I didnât care. All I could see was Logan and his infuriating indifference.
âElla,â he began, a warning tone to his voice, âthis isnât the place.â
âItâs the perfect place,â I snapped back. âHere, surrounded by the very lives youâre playing with. Maybe
then youâll actually feel something.â
He took a deep breath, the cords in his neck standing out. âLook, I get it. Itâs an emotional case. But
this is how things work.â
My eyes flitted towards Miss Smith, who was now sobbing into her lawyerâs shoulder. âYou call that
âhow things workâ? What about basic decency?â
His jaw clenched. âI have my reasons.â
I laughed, a bitter, humorless sound. âReasons? What reasons could possibly justify this?â
Before he could answer, Miss Smithâs soft, broken voice reached us again. âI donât know how Iâll tell my
son. Heâs been so brave, and now⦠now this.â
Logan shifted uncomfortably, avoiding my gaze. I stepped closer, wanting him to see the tears in my
eyes. âEvery decision we make, every action, it has consequences, Logan. You canât keep hiding
behind the facade of business.â
His eyes, those deep wells of clear blue that I had become all too familiar with, now seemed void of
emotion. âElla, drop it. We have a job to do.â
That was the last straw. I could feel a searing heat rising up my cheeks, my vision blurring with tears of
anger and frustration. âYou know what? I need a moment.â
I turned on my heel, wanting to get as far away from him as possible. âIâm going to the restroom,â I
called over my shoulder, not waiting for his response. âAnd donât you dare say a word to anyone while
Iâm gone.â
As I walked away, the world around me blurred into a haze of colors and sounds. All I wanted was a
moment of respite, a moment to gather my shattered thoughts and emotions. And maybe, just maybe,
find a way to make things right.