Chapter 346
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 346 Homeward Bound
Ella
A charged silence fell between us as we finally reached the safety of the car. Somehow, we had
managed to make our way out of the party with little trouble, although Leonard had asked questions; a
quick âMy stomach hurtsâ on my part, however, was enough to make the man leave us be.
Logan slid behind the wheel as I climbed into the passenger seat. As the engine hummed to life, he
turned to face me, his deep blue eyes reflecting the twilight.
âElla,â he began, his tone light yet hesitant, âspeaking of the âengagement partyââ¦â
I sighed, passing a hand over my weary face. âNow? Really? We need to talk about this now?â
Logan shrugged as he began pulling away from the curb. âWeâll have to talk about it sooner rather than
later. No offense, but it was your idea.â
I cringed at the thought. It was my idea, technically. Logan had offered to take the fall, to avoid this
âengagement partyâ. But I had decided in the moment to be the one to take the fall instead, to agree to
let my parents meet Leonard and this whole dark family. But truthfully, I never planned on actually
going through with it at first. Now, though, I wasnât so sure what to do. I needed to think.
âLater,â I muttered as I stared out the window. âNot now.â
âFine,â Logan responded. âBut Ella, I was thinking⦠We should take a trip to your home city first. Tell
them in person. Weâve got the time right now in between cases, and-â
My eyes widened in shock, and I quickly cut him off. âNo! Thatâs a horrible idea!â
Logan paused for a moment before answering. âWhatâs the big problem?â he asked. âDonât want your
family to meet me?â
I swallowed, shaking my head. âItâs⦠Itâs not that,â I said, which was only a half-truth. âItâs just⦠Not a
good idea. Not at all.â
Up ahead, the light turned red. Logan guided the car to a stop, then turned to face me while we waited.
He inched closer, his warmth brushing-against me, and his voice dropped to a soft coax.
âCome on, it could be fun. Weâll get a hotel room, play tourists. You can show me all the places you
loved as a kid. The nostalgia trip might be nice, donât you think?â
Shaking my head vehemently, I pressed my lips together and tried to push away the memories of our
encounter in the old playroom. âNo. I canât do that. I wonât do that. And I certainly wonât get a hotel room
with you.â
âAlright,â Logan said, sounding somewhat disappointed. âWeâll get separate hotel rooms then. Separate
hotels, if youâre really that nervous. Whatever would make you comfortable, Ella.â
I frowned. âWhat would make me most comfortable would be if you didnât keep pushing this.â
Logan was silent for a moment as the light changed and the car started moving again. The tension
between us felt even more pronounced by the sound of the carâs engine humming around us, filling the
void. Finally, Logan spoke, his voice sounding gravelly and a little annoyed.
âYou werenât planning on doing this, were you?â he asked. âAlways the lawyer. Looking for a loophole?â
I bit my lip. Logan hit it pretty much on the nose, but I wasnât ready to admit it. âI⦠I donât know,â I
murmured.
âLook,â Logan said with a sigh. âIf you donât want to go through with the party, I understand. Weâll try to
find a way. But keeping our fake relationship from your parents could cause a lot more problems, and I
know you know that.â
I nodded. Logan was right; hiding this ârelationshipâ from my parents had proven to be just as difficult as
telling them. At least if I laid my cards out on the table about who Logan was, maybe they would
understand. Then, once our contract was up, we could split amicably. Logan would have to meet my
father anyway to get his end of the deal, after all. Butâ¦
âListen, Logan,â I said finally. âNo offense, but having you in my city, it would⦠ruin its sanctity.â
The words spilled out faster than I had intended, revealing more of my vulnerability than I wanted.
âOffense taken,â he said, clenching his jaw.
I shook my head. âThatâs⦠Not what I mean. I meant to say that this side of my life-this encroaching
darkness-Iâve kept it separated from my parents and my little sister. Iâd like to keep it that way.â
âIâll have to meet your father at some point, though, Ella. Unless youâve forgotten about our original
deal.â
âOf course I havenât.â I paused, staring at the road ahead as my mind raced with a million different
thoughts. âI would just prefer to at least let it happen here, so I donât have to think about my home being
invaded by⦠Well, mobsters.â
Logan was silent for a long time. I became worried that I offended him, and in response, my wolf
growled deep within me. She had felt our closeness earlier, had come so close to becoming one with
Logan, our mate, and I had shoved him away. She was getting antsy.
âI just would rather my parents come here,â I finally said, sinking a little lower in my seat. âThatâs all.â
Logan raised an eyebrow and glanced outside the window. As we drove through the city and came
closer to my neighborhood, the neon lights illuminated the faces of rogues and vagrants, each lost in
their own worlds, struggling with their daily battles. Drugs, prostitution, violence. The city practically
stank of it.
He gestured towards them as he drove. âYou really want to invite your parents to this? Theyâd be
horrified. And knowing them, theyâd probably want you to pack up and come home immediately.â
Feeling cornered, I crossed my arms defensively. âThatâs a chance Iâm willing to take. Itâs different,
Logan. My home city is where I grew up, and itâs a nice place. A whole different wolf, honestly. Bringing
you there⦠Itâs like merging the dark side and the light side. Iâd rather that merge to happen here rather
than the place where I grew up.â
A deep sigh escaped him. âI get it, Ella. Itâs your past, your history. But remember, weâre both dealing
with this âmergeâ. And itâs bound to happen at some point, if I wind up becoming business partners with
your father.â
âI know,âI replied, feeling hot tears prick at the backs of my eyes. âJust⦠For nowâ¦â
I trailed off, unable to finish. But Logan nodded, an understanding yet disappointed look on his face.
âItâs alright. Weâll figure something out.â
As we pulled up to my apartment building, the tension between us was palpable. I unbuckled my
seatbelt, ready to flee the confines of the car, desperate for a breath of fresh air.
âThank you for the ride, Logan.â
Before I could leave, he reached out, his fingers grazing my hand, sending a jolt of electricity through
me. âElla, Iâm sorry. About everything.â
I paused, looking into Loganâs deep blue eyes. There was something sincere there, something deep
and tangible ever since he showed me his old childhood playroom.
âItâs okay,â I murmured, pulling my hand away. âSee you later.â
Logan nodded, a flash of disappointment coming across his eyes. âSee you.â