Chapter 38

Chapter 38

– Emilina –

I opened my eyes as I felt my soul was slowly waking up after battling with something exhausting that I don’t even know. I have nothing on my mind right. now and I didn’t even bother to think about what happened to me. I stared at the ceiling for a moment and then looked down at myself. The saline pipes were connected to my hand and my b*dy was covered with a warm light green quilt. I let out a deep sigh and moved my eyes back to the ceiling as I began to think about what happened and what I was doing. Suddenly something hit my mind, my heart skipped a beat in my rib cage. I… I gave birth to our second child… didn’t I? Yes I birth to my baby but where is she now? A reflective shudder ran down through my spine and I felt my whole mind going crazy as I looked everywhere for my baby. I don’t even know the gender of my baby. I tried to get up from the bed but I couldn’t. I had no strength in me to get up, so I can’t even think about walking. The sourness of my b*dy is dangerous and has spreaded everywhere around me and I’m feeling terribly weak.

gave

Where… where is my baby? And Lucias? And Luan? Where are they? I felt the tears. streaming down from my eyes and I was feeling utterly helpless. Did… did Lucias. take my children and left me again? Countless questions popped in my mind. I don’t know if I’m right or wrong but I just couldn’t help my mind at all. I struggled. trying to get up from the bed, unfortunately my b*dy had no strength to do something like that.

My heart was hammering against my chest. my legs were trembling and my hands were shaking. I felt like I’m having a panic attack. It was hard for me to breathe. My chest was pressuring and suffocation began to tighten my heart even more. I clutched the bedsheet tightly and tried so hard to breathe but I failed. I shook head not wanting to let myself go through this because I didn’t want to die… I just don’t want to die.

“She’s awake…”

my

After almost a minute, I heard a female voice. I turned my head as she rushed towards me. She’s wearing the uniform of nurses. A nurse? She might know where my baby is. As she fixed my saline pipes and checked me, I grabbed her hand tightly. “Where… where is my baby? The… baby I gave birth… to?” At that moment, I realized that I can’t even talk properly for some unknown reason, What happened to me and what’s happening with me? And where is my baby?

“Luna, please don’t talk… you still have no strength to do anything. You have lost

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too much blood and your b*dy is so weak” she said. I listened to her carefully, on that occasion two doctors came and began to check me. I said nothing but paid. attention to what they were doing. They injected me with some medicine and finally stepped away from me. They look so happy and satisfied. I don’t understand the reason behind their expressions but I just stared at them hoping they would tell me something that can ease my heart.

“Luna, we are glad that you are awake. You were unconscious for three days. I will inform the Alpha soon. He has been staying here all the time but a while. ago he was taken back home by the beta because Alpha wasn’t having any food or sleep. So they forced him to go. That’s why he left and the baby you gave birth to is healthy and safe with Alpha. She’s a daughter… Please don’t worry about anything now. I will inform Alpha right away.” The doctor’s words added fuel to the fire in my heart. I was unconscious for three days? Lucias was there? Without sleeping or having food? And I gave birth to a daughter? The tears that are coming out of my eyes increased.

“Don’t.. don’t.. Inform him… wait until he comes…” I forced the words out of my mouth. I don’t want to wake up Lucias if he’s sleeping and having a rest. They said he left a while ago and let him take a rest and I will wait for him. “Okay Luna, but he asked us to inform you as soon as you wake up” the doctor muttered but I cut him off by shaking my head.

“Don’t!” He immediately nodded his head and bowed to me as he left the room. leaving me with a nurse who was asked to take care of me.

I closed my eyes as I felt sleepy again. I need to see my daughter. I thought it would be another son but it turned out to be a daughter and I’m so happy and Lucias must be so happy. Even though he didn’t say anything I knew that he had. the desire to have a daughter since we already have a son. I imagined what my baby girl would look like while closing my eyes. What if she gets the same eyes as her daddy? What if she also becomes similar to Lucias? I will be so happy for sure. Lucias is a handsome man and his facial features are beautiful. Luan is already gorgeous because he looks like Lucias and my daughter also becoming like Lucias means that she will also be gorgeous. The impatience grew in my chest and I felt the urge to leave the hospital and see my baby girl. I can’t believe that I was unconscious for three days.

I remember that giving birth to her was so hard… It was harder than Luan’s birth but I don’t know why something like that happened. It’s okay now, nothing matters because I’m awake again and I can see my children and Lucias. I want to see Lucias as soon as possible but the doctors said that he was staying by my side and a while ago Derek took him home. So let him rest and let’s wait until he comes. With that

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thought in my head, I decided to sleep. My b*dy is exhausted and has no strength,

me made me feel both

at the same time the tiredness and the sourness.”

uncomfortable and annoyed. I had to ignore all those feelings just because I wanted to have a sleep again. When I was about to sleep, I felt the ache between my legs which caused me to open my eyes and look at my lower b*dy.

“Luna, do you need anything? Or do you feel uncomfortable?” I glanced at the nurse as she gently spoke to me. I don’t need anything but I feel uncomfortable. and I don’t think she can change it. I shook my head and closed my eyes again to sleep. Let me have another good sleep until Lucias comes back to see me.

I don’t know how long I slept but when I opened my eyes again it was already dark outside which means the night has arrived. I sighed and looked around me but still there was no one. Didn’t Lucias come? Oh… maybe he’s also sleeping and hasn’t woken up yet. I stared out of the window of the hospital room not knowing what to do since I can’t even get up from the bed just because I lack strength.

“Lina, you are awake?”

Suddenly I heard Lucias‘ voice. I turned my head towards the direction of the door to see that he was there. He looked skinny and his eyes were covered with tiredness and sadness. My heart tightened seeing his appearance. It was obvious that he hasn’t had any good sleep in the past few days. He came to me and sat on the bed as he pulled me to a gentle hug. His face was buried against my n*eck and he

continued k*ssing the mark he made on me. He marked eck and he

me again, completely our mate bond.

on the day he married

“You are fine… I was so f**king scared… thank the moon goddess” He muttered, hugging me a little bit tighter. I know that he was scared thinking something would happen to me. I wanted to hug him back so badly but I couldn’t move my hands. for it. All I could do was to inhale his scent that I love the most. His scent had the ability to make my heart feel okay and make me feel somewhat comfortable. After that, Lucias broke the hug between us and looked into my eyes. His sapphire eyes are gorgeous and shining although they looked so tired.

“It was a girl… a beautiful daughter,” he said. I knew this… look how happy he is. I smiled at him and nodded.

“Did you… name her?” I forced a few words out. Lucias immediately shook his head. “No, how can I name her alone? I was waiting for you to wake up.” I don’t mind him naming her alone because I was the one who named Luan alone. So Lucias should get this opportunity to name our daughter.

“It’s fine… you can name her anything you like… I named Luan so it’s your turn”

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Lucias clenched his jaws and shook his head. “No, we will name her together. It doesn’t matter if you name Luan alone or not. We will name our daughter together” If that’s his wish, I will cooperate with him. I nodded at Lucias and smiled. His eyes lingered on my face for a moment and he let out a deep sigh before lowering his head as he took my hands. Is he being emotional?

“You lost too much blood… I thought I lost you….” his words had the ability to stab my heart brutally. He was scared out of his life, wasn’t he? I know that he doesn’t want to lose me again.

In “I’m fine now… I will be better in a few days again…” he looked at me after hearing my words and nodded with a yes. “I talked to the doctors, they said that I can take you home in two days.” In two days? But I don’t want to wait that long… I need to go and see my children…

“I didn’t bring Luan and our daughter. I will take them tomorrow morning okay? Or do you want me to go and take them now?” He’s being so sweet… I shook my head. I had the burning desire to see my new born baby and my son but I didn’t want Lucias to leave my side.

“Take them tomorrow.” I said, holding his hand tightly.