Chapter 52
Alpha Lucias’ Banished Luna
Chapter 52
-Lucias
I moved my eyes to Emilina whoâs staring at the grave of Isabella. I donât know why sheâs so attached to Isabella when everything that Isabella did was to hurt her. She has forgiven Isabella which I canât even think about doing. More than me, she was the one who suffered because of everything that Isabella did. I had to reject her because of Isabella, and she had to go through so much pain because of everything that Isabella did. Kidnapped Luan first and then kidnapped her.
First of all, the main reason why Emilina had to go through such a terrible thing in that forest was Isabella. Isabella should protect Emilina and Elena since she was the one who dragged them into that bloody mess. But still my wife whoâs so kind and innocent doesnât even care about the things she experienced. Sheâs sad⦠sheâs crying over her enemyâs death as if someone closer to her has died. Sheâs sobbing harder and staring at the grave. I felt as if Iâm losing my mind seeing Emilina. I sighed and moved closer to her, wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her to my embrace. I donât know how to make up her mind but at least, I have to try not to make her think about this anymore. âYou crying over her wonât make her come back and if this happened to you, she would never cry. She will be the one to celebrate your death. So stop being sad Emilina. Sheâs not someone who is worth your tears. Sheâs not even part of your life. I, Luan and Elena are part of your lives. You shouldnât be worrying like this for someone who never worried about you. Listen to me Emilinaâ¦â She glanced at me with eyes full of tears. It hurts my heart to see her crying since I had promised myself not to make her cry again. But what am I supposed to do now? Iâm not the one who made her cry this time.
âI told you Iâm not thinking about the bad things she did⦠I only think about her risking her life to save me and Elena. To me, what she did was everythingâ¦â I clenched my jaws and lowered my head. I canât compete with her about this and I wonât either.
wasnât there for her and I was late to find her. She was right about it, if Isabella didnât help her, I know that I wouldnât be able to stand beside her like this today. Emilina had turned completely weak after giving birth to elena. She almost died. She lost too much blood. Thinking about that sight could rip my heart out of my chest again. That was the worst nightmare in my life. I couldâve lost her if Isabella didnât do that. But⦠but why canât I just ignore or forget the fact that Emilina had to go through something like that because of Isabella.
If Isabella didnât kidnap Emilina and my daughter because of her hatred towards me, nothing wouldâve happened. But now saying all those things would never help Emilina to stop crying or being sad over Isabellaâs death. But my selfish and heartless heart could only think that Isabella deserved all the things. Her death made me feel relieved, knowing that I wonât have to face any danger when it comes to the safety of Emilina and my children. Everyone who hurts us is deadâ¦
âOkay⦠Shall we leave now?â I asked her. She remained silent for a moment and then
nodded her head. Fine! Thank the moon goddess. I took Emilina back home and led her upstairs to our room directly.
Iâm going out for a while, donât go anywhere alone okay? I will be back quicklyâ I muttered caressing her face. She took Elena into her arms and nodded at me. At the same time Luan also came into the room.
âDaddy⦠take meâ¦â He held my hand and looked at me with excited eyes. I smiled at him. Heâs so cute but I canât take him.
âDaddy will take you there next time okay?â his eyes turned sad and he pouted his l*ps.
âLuan, come here⦠let daddy go. He will come quickly and play with you, okay?â Emilina helped me by taking Luan to her. Once Luan nodded his head, I patted on his head and left the room. I came out of the house and directly went towards the pack house. As I went there, I met Derek. Derek was the person I was going to meet and thatâs good heâs already here.
âWhatâs up? Managed to find anything about her?â I asked him. Derek released a long sigh and nodded his head. So he found it? Wellâ¦
âOkay, tell me everything you got to knowâ I said while beginning to walk towards the packhouse again. As we walked, Derek began to speak.
âWhen she escaped from here, Logan had found her. I got all this information from a rogue
that we caught that day. He said that Logan kept her for weeks and raped her until she had a miscarriage. Isabella had almost died but Logan hadnât let her die. She had suffered a lot. Logan had kept her with him for months. Isabella stayed with him until she recovered. Once she was recovered, she had killed Logan and made all the rogues work for her. Everyone must have been scared of her because she killed their leader. Thatâs how she had lived after leaving hereâ I would be a f**king liar if I say that the words Derek uttered didnât make my heart shuddered. She has been raped until she had a miscarriage.
Logan⦠how did he even find Isabella? This is why I couldnât find her no matter how hard I tried to do so. Emilina said that Isbella didnât say anything about how her child died but it turned out to be like this. Raped until she get a miscarriage. Who the fuck has desires to fuck a pregnant woman like that? Most importantly, how can a man do it without thinking about how hard it would affect her. I didnât even do anything to Emilina that could hurt her while she was pregnant. Even if we had S**, it has always been so gentle.
But⦠How did Isabella even manage to endure something like that? However, she had taken her revenge on Logan. Logan was a man who hated Kaleb so much. He was such a snake and a heartless bastard for sure. It was Isabellaâs bad luck that he captured her before I could find her. If I could find her, I wouldnât have given her tough punishments. I would only lock her up in a house and let her live, thatâs all. But Isabellaâs fate was far more dangerous and pathetic. I feel sorry for her now. She has enough reasons for the suicide.
âIt was obvious that she became so aggressive and dangerous because of everything that happened to her. And no wonder why she risked her life to save Luna and the baby.
Sheâs also a mother who lost a childâ Derek sighed.
His words made my heart tighten. After all⦠wasnât I the person who put her into that situation? She got pregnant from the man I sent to fool her. If she didnât get pregnant she wouldnât have to go through such an emotional break. I was also a reason for her situation and Iâm not the only person who could blame me for everything. She was also a person who destroyed her own life. If she never forced me to marry her, nothing wouldâve happened.
She wouldnât have to face such a terrible fate. Sheâs young, she was beautiful and she couldâve been with a good man. She couldâve gotten married to an alpha from another pack and have children. She couldâve spent a happy life that she couldnât get from me. She chose the wrong person to marry, she chose the wrong person to love and all her bad choices made her end up in that situation. But still my heart aches when I thought that she really had to go through S**ual abuse while she was pregnant. No woman should go through something like that. No woman deserves to experience that pain. But now all I can do is pray for her to have a blissful and better life in her next life where she finds a man who she truly loves and who truly loves her. She should not encounter any painful experiences.
âDonât let Emilina find anything about what we just talked about. Especially how Isabellaâs child died.â I told him. He nodded at me. We went to the packhouse and dealt with some things that I had to compete with. Even if I worked, my mind was filled with the things that Derek told me. Isabella was a girl who was raised with all the glories but her fate didnât let her continue that. I can say that she had to go through that pain because of the things she did but still she didnât deserve to be raped by a man until she gets miscarriage. Itâs pitiful and pathetic. I sighed and decided to move all the thoughts I had in my head.
Thinking about her and what happened to her will not let us change anything now. Sheâs gone and wonât come back. She had ended her painful life and I find itâs good. Rather than suffering from the painful memories, itâs better to be free from everything. She made the right decision.