Chapter 53

Chapter 53

“Lucias…. Please come…. Something is wrong with Luan…”

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As soon as I entered the house, Emilina came to me crying. Something is wrong with Luan? A painful shudder swept across my chest and I looked at her with shock. Luan was perfectly fine when I left. Without asking her more and more questions, I hurried steps upstairs following Emilina. As Emilina rushed upstairs, she almost fell. “Careful… I’ve told you not to be like this, when you walk through stairs” I reminded her what I told her before but she didn’t pay any attention. She was only thinking about Luan. As I entered the room behind Emilina, I saw Luan who’s laying on the bed. He wasn’t just laying on the bed but his tiny b*dy was shaking. My heart skipped a beat with terror and I rushed towards the bed and touched Luan. My hand almost burned because of the burning temperature in his b*dy. f**k… what is this?

“He… he was all okay Lucias… he was playing with those toys but suddenly…. Suddenly he cries saying his eyes hurt and this happened…” I heard Emilina crying.

She was scared. Her tone was shaky enough to reveal how scared and how horrified she’s right now. My heart skipped a beat with nervousness. I pulled Luan to my arms and sat on the bed as I checked him. I can’t say that he’s having a fever because this is not how a fever starts. He was so fine and energetic when I left the house and now he’s shaking like this. I placed my hand against his chest and closed my eyes feeling his heartbeat. His heart was beating for a pinnacle which usually doesn’t happen. If I say anything about him to Emili9na now, she would definitely be worried. She would cry and I know that she’s not going to stay calm. So I shouldn’t say a word to her.

“What’s wrong? Lucias… What’s happening with my baby?” Emilina held my arm and looked at me with a broken look. Her eyes were covered with tears and those tears were rolling down her face. I watched her face for a moment but didn’t say anything. I don’t know what to say. I got up from the bed carrying Luan.

“Tell me… where are you going?” Emilina struggled holding my arm. The fear was patterned all over her face and she looked utterly terrified. Which mother won’t be terrified to see her child like this?

“I need to check something… would you mind giving me some time alone? Please Emilina…/stay with Elena until I come, okay?” Her l*ps parted and her eyes managed to let

out more tears.

“No! Tell me… what’s going on! Why is he shaking like this? Why is he so hot? He didn’t have any sickness….” How am I supposed to give answers to her questions when I also don’t know what’s wrong with him but I have a little idea about it and I need to check him. Emilina sobbed harder looking at me. Her hand was still holding my arm preventing me from leaving.

“Let me find okay? There’s no need to take him to the hospital. I think I have a little idea about this… please… don’t worry. Give me a moment” She finally let go of my hand and

covered her face with her hands. Today was such an emotional day for her since morning. I sighed and left the room as I went to Luan’s room and closed the door behind. me but I didn’t forget to lock it.

I gently placed him on the bed and observed him for a moment. He was still trembling in the craziest way I’ve ever seen. While I scanned him, I heard my wolf’s voice. ‘It seems that he’s having his first period of getting his wolf. His wolf’s soul must be appearing in him already. Since he’s too small it’s hard for him to endure‘

What my wolf said makes sense. This must be because of his wolf and that’s the idea I also had but what makes me worried is this high temperature which I can’t even think about reducing by doing anything. I don’t know what to do to him and what to do in order to make him come back to normal. I don’t know how long he would be like this but it can be so f**king dangerous if Luan couldn’t fight off the soul of his wolf. But how can a little tiny, innocent boy do something like that.

‘What am I supposed to do? He can’t fight against the soul of his wolf for sure. Is there anything that I can do? If this continues, he will end up in a great danger which I never want to happen.‘ I said to my wolf checking Luan’s temperature wanting to find if there’s any difference than before but no… his temperature is still the same. He’s so f**king hot… he’s burning and I feel I’m putting my hand into fire flames.

‘Try giving him our blood… just a few drops to his mouth. Hurry up… he can’t control this any longer‘ What my wolf suggested didn’t make any sense but I decided to do what he asked me. After all, he knows things more than I do. He’s a wolf and he knows how to control his kind. I started to find something to pierce my skin but I found nothing. Emilina is really careful enough to remove all the stuff that could hurt Luan even by an accident. Even the little flower vase on his nightstand was also a plastic one. I sighed and clenched my jaws waiting to find something but I failed to do so. Without wasting more time on looking for a sharp thing to pierce my skin, I gritted my teeth and bit my own finger until it bleeds.

Once my finger began to bleed, I opened Luan’s mouth slightly and put my finger in not wanting blood to fall out. After I realized that blood entered him, I pulled my finger away and sat on the bed caressing his hair. I don’t know what will happen now. As I watched him, in a few seconds I understood that the tremble he had was becoming even worse. My heart tightened and my mind went numb. Did… my actions turned things even worse? Emilina will kill me if something happens to Luannow because of my fault. I even stopped her from coming into this room.

‘What’s happening?‘ I questioned my wolf immediately.

‘Just wait…‘ he sounded nervous and what he said didn’t relieve my heart. He suggested that I give blood and I did it without even thinking twice or hesitating. now I see my son’s condition is becoming even worse. He’s trembling and now he begins to whimper as if he was in pain. Horror took over me and I checked his temperature. My hand unintentionally jumped back when I touched his skin. He’s burning…. The flames… what the hell is this? What the fuck should I do now? I don’t want to lose him… fuck no! I don’t even want to think about it.

‘What the fuck is this? You asked me to give him f**king blood! Now see! His condition became even worse. Emilina will f**king kill me!‘ I growled at my wolf. Why the fuck did I listen to him. Why the fuck did I do what he asked me? I clutched my hair and stared at Luan with fear rising in my chest.

‘Stop being a f**king jerk Lucias! I said wait!‘ My wolf hissed back at me. He can say anything but how can I manage to keep my mind right when I see my son struggling from pain or whatever like this? Without saying anything to my wolf, I stared at Luan thinking everything would be fine and slowly I saw the trembling nature he had fading. What I saw made my heart set at ease because I was f**king scared…

I never want something to happen to my son. He’s the one who should take over everything once I step down and once I become older. If I lose him, I don’t know what to do since Emilina also can’t give birth to children again. I don’t need to lose my first child. The child I missed for two years… I finally let out a breath of relief when Luan stopped trembling. I touched his b*dy and found that the burning hotness he had was fading. I sighed… I felt as if a huge weight lifted away from my chest. Slowly I saw him opening his eyes. The eyes are not the same blue color anymore. His eyes have turned red. His wolf… is in him. I hope his red eyes will disappear when I take him out of this room. “Daddy…” he mumbled, moving his hand to touch me. I immediately gave my hand to him and smiled. She’s fine… I;m so f**king glad…

“I saw a…. Wolf” He said. I picked him up from the bed and k*ssed his head. Of course he should see a wolf and the wolf he saw is his life partner who will share all the emotions with him. That wolf will be the one who will keep him away from loneliness. He will get used to it when he becomes older.