𝟎𝟐𝟒. 𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾 𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 ？

𝟎𝟐𝟒. 𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾 𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 ？

💌 𝖿𝗋𝗆 𝗌𝗒𝖽 𝗉𝗈𝗏

in the next couple of days it'll be me and p six month anniversary, i wanted to absolutely spoil my baby because she deserved it after everything she's done for me.

but the problem is she damn near had everything she wanted, "this is hard how do you shop for someone who is a literal walking bank and can buy anything with the tap of her finger", i whine to eden.

she snorts as she scrolls on her phone listening to my rants, "you're thinking small sydney, think big with fat ass forehead of yours", she says as she flicks my head.

i smack her hand away as i suck my teeth covering my forehead in shame, "i know you got be talking with all them rolls on yo neck looking like you hide important case files in them mother fuckers", i roast her back and she gagged touching her neck in shame.

"yeah it dont feel so good do it", i say and she gives her the middle finger. i hum as i look back down at the notebook tapping the hot pink pen against it looking at the list of ideas I've made so far.

i sighed as i quickly wrote down promise ring??? and threw the notebook across the living room before laying down on eden lap.

it was just an thought, an promise ring was an big milestone and very sentimental... i was an bit afraid that'll I'll make a promise to her and wouldn't keep it.

it wasn't like i was going to intentionally hurt her but i still had that wall built up even though she's done nothing show me assurance, security and love.

"do you think i need therapy?", i ask eden and she looks down at my braiding my braids into bigger braids out of boredom. "maybe but therapy doesn't mean your a bad or crazy person, we all need guidance sometimes", she tells me and i hum.

she grabs the notebook i threw on the other side of the couch and read the list out to me, "promise ring", she voice trials looking back down at me in shock.

"yeah... but it's just an thought", i say bluntly but I knew it was an big thing. "why just an thought, that's an good anniversary gift and im sure she'll love it than anything else", eden tells me placing the notebook back onto the couch.

i sigh, "because e, i just...", I pause for an second. "it's just what if i make an promise and break it... that'll eat me alive", i say.

she hums, "ya know syd, i was listening to this podcast and it talked about people always regret the things they should've did because maybe everything would have turned out differently, and i immediately thought of you because you always back away from great things because you always think about the bad things that hasn't even happened yet or nor will it happen to let the good things come", she tells me.

"basically what im saying is, giving this promise ring to paige can lead your relationship to assurance, security and love... all the thing she gives you on a daily basis... and i know this is your first real relationship but she wants the same assurance, security and love back and I know you have it but you have to show her sydney... i think you should get it but only if you really feel comfortable even too... i don't want to you force you to feel like you have too", she finishes.

eden was always as always, i never thought about it like that because god knows that I want to give paige the same love she gives me 10x back.

"im going to do it", I say and she smiles. "great, I'll help you pick it out if you need me", she says and I nod my head because I'll always need my eden for things like this.

"do you think she's an gold or silver girly", i ask and she laughs shaking her head a bit, "does it matter, if it's from you shell whatever color that ring is girly", she says truthfully and I smile because my baby was really obsessed with me.

💌

for the past 2 days, eden and i have been in and out of stores trying to find the perfect ring for paige and yes I knew it was just an promise ring but my baby deserved the best of the best.

"sydney were in the most expensive store in America, how are you even going to pay for this?", she asks me as we look around the store.

i pull out the black card my mum gave me back when i first started college, "mommy's money", i say bluntly shrugging my shoulders and she gasps.

before I always felt bad about spending my parents hard working money but after our lunch at the diner I realized that didn't deserve no sympathy from me and plus if she really didn't want to spend her money she would've cut the card off because i been swiping this card left and right for about 2 weeks now. i guess it was her way of trying to say sorry but womp womp.

"excuse me, this is an luxury store... are you sure you're suppose to be in here?", an random lady said coming towards me, eden and i both looked around trying to see who she was talking too.

"she ain't talking to us", eden said giving me an side eye. "yeah she can't be", i say waving the lady off looking at the rings in the thick class counter.

"no im talking to you little ladies", she spat and we both snapped our necks at her. "lady gone by yo business", eden said and i snorted, "why you so worried like you work here... girl bye", i say waving her off again and she felt gaged. "respect me, i am a elderly lady", she demanded. "exactly don't you got something more important to worry about... like death", eden trailed.

i gasped because she kind of went too far but that old hag deserved it. the lady sucked her teeth throwing her purse onto her shoulders before walking off shaking her head. "that was little far", I tell her and she shrugs, "she should've expected we was broke even though we are", she mumble.

after an bit more shopping and a little more choas i finally found the perfect ring for my baby, i hid it in eden room because paige was always being nosy and all in my stuff when she was around.

💌

"mama, what do you wanna do for our anniversary?", paige asks me as she draws circles on my stomach where her head laid, she just got out practice and demanded for me to cuddle with her because she missed me.

"uh... i don't know really i think i just want to stay inside with you and chill like we always do", i lie because if knew if i didn't she was going to do something but i wanted to surprise her.

she hums, "you sure, i can make something up really quick for us", she says and i shake my head. "im sure, nothing is better than just laying here with you", i tell her and she smiles placing an wet kiss onto my stomach.

"ew", i say and she sucks her teeth, "girl stop capping you know you love this wet juicy lips... literally", she smirks and i smush her head because she was always inappropriate.

"you not saying ew now, yeah because im right", she says and i smile an bit because damn right. "girl", i shush her running my hands through her hair, it became my favorite thing to do whenever we cuddled.

she hums in satisfaction, "i dont understand how burr and Hamilton couldn't just be goated together like burr was lowkey hating on everything Hamilton was doing because he know Hamilton better than him", paige says and I laugh. "just be quiet baby", I tell her and she playfully roll her eyes, "but it's true", she says leaving it at that.

💌 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝟢𝟤𝟦，

𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾 𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 ？

𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖾

I can't hide it anymore, im believe and utterly in love with Hamilton

alsoooo girliesss this fics is almost OVA but i have book in the works so don't you fear, the pussy queen is here... SORRY

i was wondering i should an juju watkins book or kk arnold because they BARELY have any fics and nuh uh that needs to be changed, girls need love too shittttt.