Chapter 233
The Hockey Star’s Remorse
The car ride was suffocating. I felt the ropes digging into my wrists, rubbing the skin raw. Glancing
sideways, I saw Bruce, his face etched with conflicting emotions as he drove. He seemed lost in his
own thoughts, wrestling with a dilemma that I couldnât quite place.
I needed to find a way to crack through his facade, to spark a flicker of realization in him, a glimpse of
the person he thought he was.
âYou know, Stella was right,â I ventured cautiously, my voice shaky yet deliberate. âYouâre nothing like
Timothy.â
The words seemed to jolt Bruce. He shot me a quick, intense glance, his jaw tightening as if trying to
suppress an eruption of emotions. âWhat the hell are you talking about?â His voice was sharp, cutting
through the tense silence in the car.
I pressed on, sensing a crack in his armor. âTimothy wouldâve killed me already if he wanted. Heâs just
that determined as a person, even to a vicious degree.â
Bruceâs grip on the steering wheel tightened, his knuckles whitening. âDonât test me, Evie,â he warned,
his voice low and dangerous.
But something stirred inside me, a desperate need to reach the person I once knew. âYou always had
my best interests at heart, even when you didnât know how to show it,â I continued, ignoring his
warning. âYou never learned to express it because you never had anyone to teach you.â
The mention of his mother seemed to strike a nerve. Bruceâs eyes flickered with a mix of anger and
pain. .âStop it,â he bit out, his voice strained. He reached for the device streaming our conversation and
abruptly shut it off.
But I couldnât stop now. âWhere was your mother when we were teenagers?â I pushed, ignoring the fear
that simmered beneath my skin. âWe were left to navigate our own chaos.â
Bruceâs knuckles turned white as he clenched the steering wheel tighter. âI said stop talking about that!â
His voice shook with a raw intensity.
âI had to deal with my motherâs sudden return,â I pressed on, desperation lacing my words. âIt tore
open old scars, Bruce.â
The car fell into an eerie silence, the tension thick enough to suffocate us both. Bruceâs grip relaxed on
the steering wheel, his jaw twitching. His gaze flickered to me, a whirlwind of emotions swirling in his
eyes anger, confusion, and a hint of vulnerability.
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âYou have no idea what it was like,â Bruce muttered, his voice barely audible.
âI do, Bruce,â I replied softly, hoping to bridge the gap between us. âI do.â
âWhat do you want from me?â Bruce finally asked, his voice hoarse. âA sob story? Because thatâs not.
happening.â
âYou donât have to,â I whispered, my voice laced with hope. âWe all cope differently.â
A hesitant pause lingered between us before I went on, my attempts more desperate. âI always had a
soft spot for you,â I lied, my voice tinged with manufactured sincerity. âEven when your mother left you.
alone.â
He snorted. âSure.â
âWeâre more similar than you think,â I added, attempting to bridge the gap between our tumultuous
histories.
His gaze softened, a flicker of surprise and something akin to understanding shining in his eyes.
âMaybe,â he replied.
The silence returned as the car rolled along the dark, winding road, the hum of the engine a
constant companion in our tense silence. I stole glances at Bruce, his face etched with a mix of
turmoil and contemplation.
âI canât believe Mia had the nerve to show her face to you again,â Bruce started out of nowehere, his
voice laced with bitterness. âBut she always seemedâ¦nicer than my own mother.â He glanced at me,
his eyes holding an unfamiliar vulnerability. âEven before my father decided to abandon us.â
His words hung heavy in the air, revealing a certain pain beneath the surface. âWhat did Mia used to do
for you?â I asked, hesitant yet curious about this unseen side of Bruce.
A hint of wistfulness softened Bruceâs features as he spoke. âWhen she still lived with us, she used to
cook for me,â he began, a flicker of nostalgia coloring his words. âWhatever I wanted to eat, sheâd just
make it. And it would usually taste perfect.â
I hummed in agreement. âYes, if my mother knew one thing, it was how to feed just about anyone.
Even picky eaters.â
It looked like he was ready to laugh at that, but he fixed himself quickly and cleared his throat. âShe
even helped me join sports at school. I wouldâve never even considered doing track if she didnât
encourage me to.â
The image of Mia, a nurturing figure in Bruceâs life, conjured a pang of unexpected empathy within me.
I
donât know if her amount of mothering couldâve saved Bruce. He seemed to have already been
harboring an unfixable darkness before their families blended.
âSheâd hug me without question,â Bruce continued, a hint of vulnerability seeping into his tone. âShe
wasâ¦there for me.â
As Bruce spoke, memories of Mia drifted through my mind like elusive shadows. The thought of her
cooking for him,
something denneering him on at games, offering simple yet profound gestures of affection, tugged at
within me.
The realization struck me like a bolt of lightning â Bruceâs loss of Mia was also my own. The absence of
this woman, who had been an integral part of his life, had inadvertently left a void in mine too.
The car ride became an echo chamber of shared silences and unspoken sentiments. Bruceâs
âvulnerability, once shielded behind a facade of indifference, now lay exposed in the subdued glow of
âthe dashboard lights.
âThank you for sharing that,â I murmured softly, surprised at my own genuine tone of sincerity.
Bruceâs gaze lingered on the road ahead, a myriad of emotions playing across his features regret,
longing, and a yearning for something irretrievably lost.
âI didnât realize,â I admitted quietly, âThat she made an impact on you.â
I couldnât reach out due to my bound hands, though that may not have helped matters anyway. âNeither
of us should let our horrible families define us,â I offered softly. âThey donât deserve that
power.â
Bruceâs gaze softened, his guard momentarily lowered.
âNot even Timothy would define me,â I continued, my voice steady with conviction.
For a moment, something shifted between us, a fragile connection built on shared wounds and
unspoken truths. But Bruce quickly retreated into his familiar stoicism, as if realizing the vulnerability
heâd exposed.
He cleared his throat, his hands tightening on the steering wheel. âSince Stellaâs likely dead,â he said
abruptly, as if changing the course of our conversation, âI wonât get paid by her.â
A surge of realization hit me. âBruce, whatâ¦â
âFinishing the streamâ¦thatâs the next best thing for me,â he finished.
My jaw dropped. âWâWhat? No!â
Bruce nodded tersely, his jaw set in determination. âIâve made up my mind.â
The car veered off the main road, heading toward a secluded area shrouded in darkness. Bruce pulled
over, his actions deliberate as he reached for the camera that had been streaming our lives to an
audience hungry for closure.
âItâs time,â he muttered, his voice carrying a weight of finality. âSay your farewell to the viewers.â