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A/N

As usual I don't plan these things but they happen. Innocent readers, please skip the last half of the chapter. I'll give you enough of a warning.

Last half if this is rated [m] for s[m]utty

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"I'm going to Jennie's do you wanna come?" Lisa asked Chaeyoung.

"Yeah, I was going to watch a movie with Jisoo anyway when she was done with her homework. She's been busy so we haven't been able to go on dates lately so she asked me to come over."

Lisa had been going to their apartment pretty much every day when she didn't have to practice for a routine or do some photography project to help Jennie plan for her charity event. Lisa always helped with what she could but mostly ended up laying on Jennie's bed as Jennie relentlessly called people on the phone and scolded and persuaded and planned on her own.

Lisa found her very impressive. She was very much a CEO and the fact Jennie was doing all of that in tandem with her undergrad workload, still gaining all A's just so she could be a surgeon eventually made Lisa swell with pride at the fact that her girlfriend, well fake girlfriend, was so damn capable and smart and talented.

Lisa almost felt special. Even if it was fake, the fact she would get to brag on campus because she was the one holding Jennie's hand made Lisa walk around with a shit eating grin on her face.

Especially knowing she was going to pull it off, Jennie kept worrying, but Lisa had seen enough to know she was going to be successful with the event. She worked too hard and was way too smart not to succeed.

So even when Lisa couldn't help Jennie do something like call someone to confirm an appointment or help her organize things or just all around do whatever Jennie needed extra hands with, she inevitably ended up finding herself laying on Jennie's bed and studying or reading, motivated by how hard Jennie always worked.

Not that Lisa didn't work hard, she did. She put in hours upon hours at the studios and her routines and her pictures. It was the reading and the writing and the studying that always got her.

She would bring her laptop and research concepts for her photography or or look up dance routines and she even ended up finding herself looking through Jennie's anatomy books because Jennie had once off-handedly mentioned that it was important for Lisa to get to know her body so she wouldn't get injured and end up having to give up on her dancing dream.

Jisoo answered the door when they got there.

"Hey babe, you're early." Jisoo said grinning towards Chaeyoung, happy to see her girlfriend.

"I know, sorry." Chaeyoung answered, receiving a kiss. "I won't distract you. I need to help Jennie with some marketing stuff for the next surgery case anyway so just call me when you're done with your homework."

Jisoo pouted. "You're ditching me?"

"Kim Gyuri needs me babe! She's in the middle of her surgery and I'm supposed to be posting updates to the website as they give them to me to get people to help her. She's only four babe!" Chaeyoung said, already misty eyed because the little girl's case was so sad.

"I know chipmunk. I'm kidding. Go do your thing. I'll come get you when I'm done with my homework and if you're not done yet I can wait. Don't worry darling."

"You're the best." Chaeyoung said with shining eyes, kissing her girlfriend again.

Since Jennie and Jisoo had so many rooms in their apartment they had somehow converted one of the extra rooms into a makeshift command center for Jennie's nonprofit. Lisa and Chaeyoung found her in there as usual.

"Hey Jennie." Chaeyoung greeted, hugging her.

"Nini? You okay?" Lisa asked in concern because she noticed Jennie looked a little freaked out.

"It's the surgery." Jennie said with a frown.

"What's going on?" Chaeyoung asked, her blood pressure spiking too at that comment.

"There was a complication. I'm not sure what. They called me to tell me that but they haven't reached back out in two hours. I wish I could go to the hospital to check myself. I'm so worried." Jennie said frowning and pouting.

"Is this surgery not one of the ones they're doing in Seoul?" Lisa asked in concern.

"No, this one is in Ulsan." Chaeyoung answered for Jennie.

Chaeyoung probably knew as much about the kids and their respective surgeries as much as Jennie did by now despite not being a pre-med major like her. She had taken her role in the non profit seriously and Chaeyoung had a soft heart anyway and it was heart wrenching to see so many kids without hope. She was glad she could do something to help.

"It's okay baby brat, everything will be okay." Lisa went to peck her on the lips and hug her as well and Jennie melted into Lisa's embrace.

They were always touchy now. When there were people around. It was rare that they weren't either holding hands or cuddling or pecking each other on the lips or full on making out. Just for show of course. They'd settled into a comfortable routine. They'd fallen into their "girlfriends" role a little too perfectly.

"What if she doesn't make it Lis?" Jennie asked worriedly.

"She will. You found the best doctor for her condition in Korea yourself remember? You did it for all of them. You've never lost a case right?"

It reassured Jennie a bit but Jennie was still so antsy she could hardly keep still and do what she needed to do. Lisa ended up having to go make her some tea to calm her—well, she asked Chaeyoung to make the tea because Lisa's had way too many incidents boiling water before so Chaeyoung boiled the water for them and Lisa just put the tea bags in.

Jennie drank it gratefully but she was still too worried so while Chaeyoung worked to reach out to as many people as she could about the event to try to get people to come and called the hospital incessantly to try to get an update, Lisa focused on Jennie.

"Come here." Lisa pulled Jennie in and made her sit between her legs, holding her in place. "Stop worrying. You've done your part. There's nothing you can do right now except keep focusing on the event and the other kids that still have surgeries coming. They're counting on you too."

"I can't help it. She's my responsibility. She's only four Lisa. She's so tiny. I have to make sure she lives." Jennie worried. Letting herself be held.

"You gave her a chance when she didn't have one Jennie. She had no hope until you came along. Even if the worst happens, you still gave her a fighting chance, it was more than she had before. Stop worrying and do what you do best for your other kids too. Give them a fighting chance too."

Jennie relaxed into Lisa's arms little by little. She had her laptop in front of her, still doing work as Lisa held her and read over her shoulder, occasionally giving Jennie feedback when Jennie asked for her opinions, usually over what Lisa thought would be best for their upcoming event.

Chaeyoung finally managed to get through to one of the doctors and they told her the news. Gyuri had been in critical condition, she had died on the table but they brought her back. She was in the ICU now. She had a fighting chance to survive it all if she could just keep receiving care.

"Guys!" Chaeyoung squealed when she hung up the phone.

Jennie looked up from her laptop.

"Oh my god, did you get news?" Jennie asked a little scared still.

"She's still in the ICU, she's still in danger but she made it through the surgery! She's okay right now!"

Jennie squealed too. She didn't know what made her do it but she turned around, grabbed Lisa's face with both hands and kissed her out of joy. She had worried too much that they would lose that little girl but Lisa had helped take her mind off of it a bit.

"Thank you." Jennie said to Lisa honestly.

Lisa grinned back at her happily.

"I didn't do anything, that was all you." Lisa replied.

"You helped me calm down."

"Have faith in your skills Jennie." Lisa hugged her tight, happy it had all gone as well as it could have considering they were waiting to hear news on the lives of tiny little human patients that were on the brink of death and had impossible odds stacked against them. "You've been perfect Jennie, you saved their lives, all on your own." Lisa finished a little proudly.

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They ended up meeting in the living room, having decided to just have a watch party in celebration once everyone got their work done.

They ended up picking Blue is the Warmest Color. Chaeyoung had suggested it because she realized Lisa had never watched it before and she thought it was every fruity person's obligation to at least watch that movie once. She had a whole list of movies she thought fruity people should watch, but that one was near the top and the fact that her best friend, her sister hadn't watched it was irking her.

Jennie was draped under Lisa's arm on their end of the couch as they watched the movie, being touchy as usual considering their friends were in the room.

Jennie was squirming a bit though as the movie progressed because this was one of the first movies she had ever seen that made her realize she wasn't all that straight when she had witnessed the second sex scene. The one that ran ten whole minutes long and looked entirely too realistic of the way two girls would make love.

"I forgot how long this movie is." Jisoo said a quarter of the way into it. "I have to get up early so raincheck? I should go to sleep."

"I'll come with you babe." Chaeyoung answered, getting up with her.

"You can stay and watch it. I don't mind." Jisoo protested.

"I'll watch it with you later and these two can finish it now. I can't believe Lisa's a lesbian and has never seen it, I'm disappointed. I've failed in my fairy gaymother role." Chaeyoung teased as she kissed Lisa's cheek before grabbing Jisoo's hand to take her into her room.

They both left to go to sleep.

Now that their friends were gone Jennie suggested they finish watching the movie in her room because her bed was bigger and she could create space between her and Lisa without tipping off the other two over their fake relationship.

It would have been weird if they had suddenly come out of the room and found them on opposite ends of the couch and that's exactly what Jennie wanted to make Lisa do when that scene would come up because being in such close proximity to Lisa when they were watching something like that was making her feel flustered.

In retrospect, she should have made the pillow wall, but they stopped doing that a long time ago. Especially after they had kissed, there was no sense in creating space like that anymore.

Jennie still stayed on her side of the bed and Lisa took the opposite side. They may have gotten into a sort of weird comfortableness with each other around other people but when they were alone they usually created space between each other. They didn't argue anymore, which was a plus, but that didn't mean they had reconciled their differences.

Lisa didn't expect the sex scene in the movie when it happened. At least not for it to be so damn realistic, she got flustered right away considering she was alone in a room with Jennie right now watching what was most definitely one of the most graphic lesbian sex scenes she'd ever seen in her life.

Jennie had been trying to brace herself as she watched the scene come up because suddenly she was having sinful thoughts and she had to admit Lisa was a really good kisser after all, and yeah she might have to admit Lisa was also really, really attractive.

Jennie hadn't been with a girl ever since her freshman year of college when she decided to experiment after she went to go study abroad for a semester and was able to break up with Kai for a while.

Lisa hadn't been with anyone since Suzy and the sounds coming from the screen might be turning her on a bit too much and now she was painfully aware of Jennie next to her. Jennie, who despite being an annoying brat was still really hot.

Neither of them knew who started it. There was no one around to watch them make out. There was no reason to do it but they launched at each other and suddenly they were kissing and biting each other's lips and panting over it all.

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It was heated, way more than their usual kisses were and Lisa really needed to make an excuse for kissing Jennie like this especially since there was no one around to prove to that their fake relationship was supposed to be real because she had felt the need to trace down Jennie's jawline and kiss her neck and she did just that right after the thought crossed her mind. She couldn't stop herself.

Lisa pulled away from Jennie's neck to mumble for a second, "We're only doing this because of the movie right? Since we can't cheat on each other for our deal and we have needs right?" Lisa said as she dove back into Jennie's neck, fisting her hair as she pulled her in to kiss her.

"Right," Jennie mumbled back, moving her head to the side to give more access to Lisa. "Yeah, the movie turned me on, that's all." Jennie managed to breathe out because Lisa was working her up so much.

"Just an innocent make out session. We've done it loads of times. No big deal." Lisa said in between the open mouthed kisses she was giving Jennie.

"Yeah, innocent." Jennie confirmed, but it turned not so innocent a second later because suddenly Lisa's hands were on Jennie's sides tugging a bit and somehow Jennie ended up climbing over the bed and moving over to straddle Lisa.

Jennie couldn't tell you if that's what Lisa had wanted in the first place but it seemed she didn't mind because as soon as it happened Lisa snaked her hands right under her shirt, tracing the skin there.

Jennie moaned as Lisa traced her skin and bit and kissed a particular spot on her neck and she couldn't help but buck her hips.

Lisa lost control after that, if you could even say she had any in the first place, and started guiding Jennie into her, gripping her sides firmly to urge her on.

Jennie figured since Lisa currently had her hands under her shirt that Jennie could do it to her too. She had an overwhelming urge to touch Lisa as well. So she snaked her hands under Lisa's shirt too and touched her abs, raking her nails and tracing her thumbs over them as Jennie continued to rock into her.

"Fuck. Jennie?" Lisa gasped out when she felt Jennie's nails dig in to her skin leaving hot trails of need behind. Lisa didn't even know her skin was sensitive to nails scratching her like that but there was no denying that Jennie was turning her on even more just by doing that.

"Yeah?" Jennie had her eyes closed by now, enjoying the feeling of Lisa kissing her and Lisa touching her and Jennie grinding on to Lisa too much.

"Do you wanna do this?" Lisa asked desperately, clutching on to whatever skin she could of Jennie's.

Jennie suddenly wanted to kiss Lisa again so she snuck her hands up, holding either side of Lisa's face and made her kiss her. She continued to grind into Lisa, kissing her deeply and letting Lisa caress her own tongue before she spoke.

"Should we?" Jennie asked, her voice a little raspy already.

Lisa looked at her intensely, still rubbing circles into Jennie's sides and stomach and gripping one side of her hips to help guide Jennie into her.

"Um, well I kind of want to? It's just that—I'm just turned on you know? You can imagine I'm someone else if we do it and I can pretend you're someone else. Its just sex right? Even if you hate me and I hate you, we can use each other for this right?"

"Right, I can do that." Jennie agreed, not wanting to stop at all. That was a great suggestion. "Maybe you're not an idiot after all" Jennie said as she gripped Lisa's shoulders and exposed her neck again for her so Lisa could kiss it.

"Okay." Lisa dove into her neck again.

"Um, who are you imagining I am?" Jennie asked nervously because she needed a little help trying to figure out how not to know that Lisa was the one doing all of this to her right now. She shouldn't be liking it so much because it was Lisa after all and she couldn't for the life of her bring to mind someone else she wanted to be doing this to her and it was a little disconcerting. Maybe she could use the same person Lisa was using.

"I don't know yet, maybe I just need a visual?" Lisa suggested. "To help me figure it out who I want it to be?"

"Right, like what?" Jennie said as they continued to kiss and grab and grind.

"Can I take your shirt off?" Lisa asked.

Jennie felt hot all over.

"Yeah, but you too, I think I need a visual too."

Jennie tugged the bottom of Lisa's shirt and she quickly took it off. Lisa did the same for Jennie and they pressed into each other again, kissing. Jennie's hands were tangled into Lisa's hair now and Lisa's hands were everywhere at this point, caressing Jennie's stomach and her back and tangling into her hair.

"Did you figure it out?" Jennie husked out when Lisa kissed a spot on the back of her ear that made her have to stifle a moan.

"No, not yet you?" Lisa answered, sucking on the hollow of Jennie's throat now.

"I—oh" Jennie whimpered on accident when it happened. "No I guess not."

"Maybe if you take your bra off?" Lisa said, caressing right under the underside of where Jennie's bra ended.

Jennie snapped it off of herself quickly, already beyond being able to say no to Lisa at this point.

Lisa flipped them around, throwing Jennie on the bed. She gazed over her, drinking in her naked torso and Jennie tried not to squirm.

"Yours too Lisa." Jennie demanded. So Lisa did, taking her own bra off and leaving herself exposed.

Jennie reached out and tugged Lisa back to her by the waistband of her sweats. Opening up her legs to make room for Lisa.

Lisa started grinding into her now as she settled in between her legs.

Lisa moved down to kiss Jennie's breasts and Jennie was raking her nails all over Lisa's back and she kind of needed more now. So she tugged at Lisa's sweats again.

Lisa needed more too because she really, really liked when Jennie used those perfectly manicured nails on her. The scratches on her back alternated between soft and hard and Lisa could never tell you which way she liked it better because one left tingles behind and the other left want—both of them turned her on beyond measure though.

Lisa got the hint when she felt the tug on her waistband. She leaned up to pull her sweats off quickly and pulled Jennie's skirt off along too for good measure.

Jennie was too wet now and she wanted Lisa to touch her but something was bothering her and maybe it was because Lisa was relentless with her hands and her mouth and Jennie wasn't thinking straight so she blurted it out even though she probably shouldn't have.

"Just not Suzy." Jennie warned. She felt the jealousy coming from out of nowhere. She really didn't want Lisa to pretend she was anyone else either while they were having sex but especially not Suzy and she needed Lisa to not think of her. She demanded it.

"What?" Lisa asked bewildered, she had been too busy tasting Jennie's skin to even register what that even meant or why suddenly Jennie was bringing up her ex girlfriend of all people right now.

"While we're doing this, don't pretend I'm Suzy. Don't imagine I'm her."

Lisa sucked on Jennie's neck before answering, realizing what Jennie was saying now.

"Don't pretend I'm Kai." Lisa bit back, feeling possessive now.

Lisa got an overwhelming urge to take Jennie, to do better than him, to make her feel better than Kai ever could. She didn't like the thought of Kai being with Jennie one bit and she really would have hated it if Jennie was pretending she was having sex with Kai right now instead of with Lisa.

She pulled Jennie's underwear down and did the same with her own and settled herself between her legs again.

Jennie pulled Lisa in for a kiss when she felt her, when their wet centers pressed together because she really needed to stifle the moan that escaped her.

Lisa pulled back for a second to breathe because Jennie felt really good already.

"Fuck Lis." Jennie moaned when Lisa started moving against her.

She had to bite her arm to keep quiet. Lisa pulled her arm away immediately, pulling it up over Jennie's head and lacing her fingers through hers to keep it in place, using that to hold herself up.

"Don't. Don't do that. Let me hear you." Lisa husked out.

She needed to know how much she could make Jennie breathless and moan and whimper. The thought of Kai doing this with Jennie built the jealousy and competitive streak to a breaking point. That was it, Lisa thought, that was the only reason Jennie's moans were making her desperate to hear them.

"Moan for me." Lisa demanded.

"Are you thinking of Suzy?" Jennie bit back, though she was still moaning as Lisa touched her and kissed her and ground her body into her. Making Jennie feel so good despite Jennie trying to fight it.

"Are you thinking of Kai?" Lisa asked back menacingly.

Lisa snuck a hand between them and entered her after that comment and Jennie let out her loudest moan yet.

"Fuck me. Oh yes, yes Lisa— Fuck, you jerk, you idiot, how are you doing this to me right now?" Jennie never cussed, not during sex. She was never vocal either but Lisa was just bringing it out of her right now. "Why are you making me feel like this Lisa?" Jennie asked desperately.

"Does it feel good?" Lisa asked, needing to know. Needing to make sure Jennie was being satisfied by Lisa and Lisa alone.

"Yes—God yes." Jennie whimpered as Lisa moved into her.

"Did Kai make you feel this good?" Lisa asked, slowing down her hand in threat, waiting for the answer.

"We didn't—he didn't. We never did this." Jennie didn't know why she was even admitting that she'd never been with him but her brain was scrambled and all she wanted was for Lisa to keep going. "Don't stop Lisa."

Lisa felt satisfied, she kissed Jennie's neck again and ground into her and Lisa couldn't help the groans escaping her too because Jennie was driving her crazy right now.

"You feel so good baby brat." Lisa rasped out.

"Did the airhead feel this good?" Jennie asked as she harshly dug her nails into Lisa's back in irrational jealousy. She knew for a fact Lisa had only ever been with Suzy. She'd been with her since high school. They probably took each other's virginities. The thought made Jennie feel sick.

"No." Lisa said honestly because she was already so close and that had never happened with Suzy. She had never felt this out of control or such a need to please someone so much and the fact she was pleasing Jennie was somehow pleasing her.

"I don't believe you." Jennie accused, digging her nails in harsher into Lisa's back and using her right hand to wrap around Lisa's neck so she could bring her down and make Lisa kiss her. Lisa obeyed right away, continuing to pump her fingers in and grind her body into Jennie.

"Let me show you then." Lisa said when she pulled away.

Lisa trailed her body down Jennie's. Kissing her breasts along the way, trailing a tongue down her slim abdomen and leaving open mouthed kisses on hipbones and the inside of thighs.

She got to Jennie's center and couldn't wait to taste her already. She was lost in a haze of Jennie and forgot she was supposed to not be enjoying the fact they were being intimate right now.

She ran the flat of her tongue over her and hummed and groaned because she was right, she had already known Jennie would taste good.

"You taste better than her too baby brat." Lisa admitted.

Jennie couldn't take it, she bunched her fingers into Lisa's hair as Lisa took her up and up and eventually the expletives and the yes Lisas and the you're fucking me so good and the don't stops kept coming out of her mouth without her permission.

Jennie came into Lisa's mouth with a loud moan and a gasp and Lisa was determined to taste all of it. Drinking and licking all of it in.

"Lisa. Lisa come up here." Jennie said weakly when she finally came down and Lisa kept licking her down there.

Lisa kissed every spot of Jennie's skin as she moved up her body again. When Lisa got to Jennie's mouth she kissed Jennie slowly, languidly, letting her taste herself so Jennie knew how good she tasted. Jennie ran her fingers through Lisa's hair, caressing it with her nails for a while as she kissed her back until she finally made Lisa pull away.

"Hmm?" Lisa asked, a little out of it from the kiss.

"You didn't finish." Jennie rasped out. "Fuck me again until you finish."

Lisa wasted no time. She wasn't going to say no to the baby brat's request. Lisa was still beyond turned on after all of it. She kissed Jennie again as she started grinding herself into her. Touching her everywhere she could, her hips, her sides, her breasts, and it took no time at all for them both to get worked up again.

Lisa grabbed Jennie's backside for purchase with her free hand as she started shaking, feeling close to falling over the edge too, helping Jennie arch up to meet her and give her the pressure she needed to do it.

"Come for me again." Lisa said, voice dripping with need.

Jennie's body reacted to Lisa's voice and the feeling of her and she gasped and closed her eyes as she came. Lisa followed right after and Jennie barely managed to open her eyes to watch as Lisa writhed above her and rode it out.

Jennie couldn't help but touch her face, stroking it as Lisa came down, trying to ground her.

Lisa leaned down to kiss her again. They both forgot. It was supposed to be just sex yet here they were, still kissing sensually and languidly and lazily as Jennie played with the back of Lisa's neck and her hair and Lisa rubbed her thumb over Jennie's jaw line tenderly.

The movie was long over before they finally stopped kissing and Lisa finally realized what they had just done.

Lisa was planning on rolling off of her to get dressed but Jennie held her in place.

"Wait." Jennie said hastily, circling her arms tighter against Lisa's neck.

"Yeah?" Lisa asked.

Jennie blushed.

"Stay?"

"You want me to?"

"Well it would be weird if you left now. The girls would ask." Jennie said, finding an excuse.

"Okay."

"Can you—can we—" Jennie trailed off, trying to find a good reason for what she really wanted to ask.

"Can we what?" Lisa was finding Jennie entirely too adorable right now because she looked all shy and it was doing things to her heart.

"Do you want to cuddle?" Jennie said, blushing harder. "I—its just, I get sort of clingy after sex." Lie. She hated cuddling after sex. She was clingy when she was sleepy and sometimes when she was drunk but only with her friends and never with significant others or the people she had been intimate with. "I'll pretend you're someone else and you can do the same. Like before. Like we just did?"

"Okay, yeah, sure. We can do that." Lisa hadn't really wanted let go of Jennie yet anyway. She really didn't want to go. Cuddling sounded nice. Especially with Jennie.

Neither of them moved to put their clothes back on as they maneuvered up the bed.

"Do you want to be the little spoon?" Lisa asked.

"Yes please." Jennie answered shyly.

Lisa pulled Jennie flush into her after that and Jennie laced their hands together.

Jennie's heart was racing even more than after the orgasms she had just experienced as Lisa nuzzled into her neck.

Jennie had a sudden realization after the whole thing, or maybe during, it was hard to tell. She didn't know when exactly it happened first, but she realized that it had happened because of the sex with Lisa.

When her turned on mind hazily pieced together why she was always so jealous of Suzy, why she couldn't bear the thought of Lisa thinking of her while she was having sex with Jennie. Why Jennie couldn't picture anyone else but Lisa while they did it because Lisa was better than anyone else she could have pretended she was having sex with. Why she suddenly wanted nothing more than to cuddle with Lisa afterwards.

She realized that the girl she thought she hated, the stupid annoying girl behind her cuddling her so tightly and making her feel so warm had wormed her way into Jennie's heart.

Jennie realized she liked Lisa. Like actually, romantically liked her. She had feelings for her. What's worse than realizing that is she didn't know for how long she's even liked her because now it was all rushing to her brain that maybe the tumbles in her stomach and the nerves and the fact that she always wanted to slap the grin off of Lisa's face because it made her feel weird ever since she met her might mean she's liked this idiot all along and Jennie might have been in denial about it this whole time.

Either way, Jennie knew she was fucked.

The wedding was so close and they would have to break up and Jennie was going to be have to be left behind dealing with these feelings that she suddenly developed for her ex-sworn-enemy-now-turned-fake-girlfriend-and-soon-to-be-fake-ex-girlfriend.

Why did she think this was going to be a good idea?