Chapter 39

I felt so warm. I never wanted to move. A second later there was a rumbling purr beneath my ear, and a hand stroking through my hair absently. Sunshine and coconuts, salt and sea. Rowan’s big body beneath mine. This time with a blanket over both of us.

Stretching, I pulled myself further onto his body and placed my ear right over his heart so I could hear it beat along with his purr.

“My Omega is awake?”

“Kind of.”

“If you’re not, it’s okay. I like having a soft Omega cuddling me.”

I sighed. “You say such nice things.”

Another stroke of his hand on my hair. “I’m not going to stop saying them. You’re ours now, remember?”

He felt me smile into his skin, because he rolled us together so I was cushioned in blankets and pillows, pinned down by his body. “Hello there.”

“Hi.” I searched his eyes. “How does this work?”

“How does what work?”

I shook my head. “I don’t even know. We’re just together?” Hesitation flooded his gaze, and I hurried to keep talking. “Not that I don’t want to be. I do. I just… it’s so fast I can’t wrap my head around it. This morning I thought I would have to spend several weeks sobbing on Trinity’s floor because I wouldn’t be able to handle you leaving, and now you’re mine.”

“We’ve been yours since you walked down that escalator toward us,” Rowan whispered the words on my lips. “As for how it works, that’s something we’ll talk about. But basically? However we want. Right?”

“Right,” four other responses, nearly in unison.

“When the heat is over we can give you a tour, but if you hate the house, we’ll buy another one. The one thing none of us want is to be without you, Isolde.” He bent to kiss the skin of my shoulder. “Now that we’ve found you, we don’t want to let you go. If that’s what you had wanted, we would have stepped away, but we’re so fucking grateful you didn’t.”

Vulnerability crept up my spine, made so much more acute by the fact that I was in heat. “Even someone as broken as me?”

Rowan placed his cheek against mine, distracting me from the sounds of the others’ protests. “Call yourself broken again, Isolde. See what happens.”

“Maybe not broken, but I’m clearly still fucked up from everything. And I wish it would disappear just because you’re mine, but it won’t.”

He kissed me slowly, deepening it until I couldn’t breathe, and still deeper. We both panted when he broke away. “No, it won’t. But I don’t care about that. We have baggage too. Everyone does. Yours just happens to be on the surface right now. It won’t always be so close to you.”

“Baggage, huh? Any crazy past clients I need to worry about?” I didn’t mean the question as anything more than a tease, and he knew.

Rowan laughed. “No, I don’t think so.”

I hissed, fire filling me up like someone dunked in a vat of lava. Arousal followed on so fast it made me dizzy. “So soon,” I moaned. “My heats aren’t like this. They’re like lazy heats. Slower, less intense.”

Lifting me and turning me so I was in the center of the nest, Rowan leaned over me. He took up all the space above me and made me feel small. Cherished. “Ready to surrender for a while?”

I nodded. Yes, please. “How long?”

“Until I’m satisfied.” His words rocked a shudder through my body. “Hold her for me.” He lifted my legs and pushed them up and out until they were caught by other hands. Hawk and Vaughn settled on either side of me, big hands behind my knees, holding me open for their packmate to drive his cock straight into me.

“Maybe your heat is responding to us differently, and that’s why it’s more intense.” Vaughn whispered into my shoulder. “Maybe your Omega knows how much we fucking want you, and is giving us a chance. Or maybe,” I felt his smile. “Your heat is so intense because you want us.”

Rowan’s cock stole my breath so I couldn’t answer, but he wasn’t wrong. I wanted them desperately. Even now I wasn’t sure I believed it, but with each inhale of their scents, they were written more firmly on my soul.

Mine. Mine. Mine.

The word pulsed in my heartbeat and the rhythm of being fucked.

“Cade, get over here,” Rowan growled. “Feed her your balls and see what she does with them.”

My back arched off the pillows. “Rowan, you can’t say things like that.”

“And why not?” He drove into me harder, showing me without words that he owned me right now. I couldn’t tell him that his words made me feel needy in a way nothing else did, and I didn’t know how to respond. All I could do was take what he gave me.

Every part of me tightened in anticipation.

“Open your mouth, princess.”

My eyes had closed. Now they were open and staring up at Cade, knees on either side of my head. I obeyed, melting into their hold and relishing the taste of Cade’s skin.

His hand stroked his cock firmly as he slipped his balls into my mouth. I moaned around them, unexpected need surging. This was something I’d never done. I wasn’t thinking about anyone else but them right now. But this was new, and I didn’t know why I liked it.

It didn’t actually matter why I liked it. I was an inferno at the center of four flames, growing brighter under their attention. Able to let go and be free like I couldn’t with anyone else.

“Fuck her throat,” Rowan ordered, and Cade slid into my mouth, cock dragging across my tongue before gliding into my throat in one go.

Hawk pulled my leg further open with a groan. “You look so pretty with a cock in your throat, baby girl.”

“Mmm.” Vaughn was with him, teasing me with hands on my skin, spreading me wider for Rowan. “We can see the outline of it every time he pushes in.” Teeth grazed my shoulder. “I’m going to take a video of you taking my cock just like this, watching your throat bulge with it. Do you think we’ll be able to see my piercings too?”

An orgasm broke over me, small but fierce. Their words painted images in my head, and they got me so close so fast.

Rowan moaned. He moaned, and I nearly came again. Hearing them undone for me and a sound like that was so fucking hot I couldn’t breathe. “Our girl likes dirty talk,” he said. “That made her so fucking wet I can barely stay inside her.”

I could breathe again, Cade pulling away with a searing look at me. The others had backed away too at Rowan’s silent signal. Now his weight held my legs where he wanted them, rocking into me like his life depended on it, taking what he needed.

He nearly lost control, giving me those moans in my ear while he came, filling my body with heat and a knot that made my entire body tingle. “I have so many plans for you. Not all of them can be during the heat.”

“Yes, please.”

“But I have plans for right now, too.”

I managed a smile between the aftershocks of pleasure. “Not satisfied yet?”

“Not even close.” Then he leaned in. “Do you remember what I asked you in the library?”

There wasn’t anything about that day I didn’t remember, but he would have to be more specific. “Which part?”

He drew his hand down my side. It felt like that touch sank beneath my skin and lit me up. I was bioluminescent, like the blooms we sometimes saw in the ocean. All the way down past my hip, where my legs now wrapped around his waist, and further still, until his fingers brushed my ass. “I asked you if you’d be willing to try again.”

“I—”

Rowan’s mouth covered mine, tongue delving deep. He tasted so good. I could live on their kisses. Among other things. “If you don’t want it, tell me now. Otherwise, every hole you have is getting used, Omega. We’re going to wring pleasure out of you until you can’t take it anymore.”

I squeezed down on his knot, slick gushing around his cock. He smiled in victory, and I was blushing. “Go pink all you want. Your cunt loves when we talk dirty.” Nipping at my lips, he pressed into me, fucking me with his knot until I gasped for breath, right on the edge, my clit swollen and desperate.

“Can I make you come from words alone?”

He probably could, but I needed it now. One touch was all it would take, but I couldn’t seem to lift my hands from his shoulders. I shook my head. “I don’t think so.”

“I think we could. Get your gorgeous mind so worked up it can’t tell the difference between words and sensation. We’ll have to practice, for sure, but I think we can do it.”

“Rowan,” I whined, trying to fuck him back, get my hips closer to the one touch I needed. “Please.”

“We’ll have Cade tie you up,” he breathed, not moving closer, still thrusting just enough to keep me on the edge. “Have you on your knees while one of us takes your mouth, and another helps. Grips your hair and makes sure you’re taking every inch of cock while they whisper dirty things in your ear. Over and over again until one of our voices sends you into oblivion.”

He reached between us, pressing the pad of his thumb to my clit and circling. I came apart with a silent scream. No breath, no movement. The pleasure ravaged me and left me starving for more. My heat was a furnace. The more they made me come, the more they fed the fire.

Rowan’s knot released. “Good girl. And taking your ass is the first step to taking three of us. Maybe more.”

Still breathless, my eyes went wide. I’d seen those porn videos. Hell, they were the ones that got me off the fastest. But it didn’t seem like it could be real. Or that I could do it.

I swallowed and twisted my head to look around at the rest of my pack, landing on Joel, whose fist wrapped around his swollen cock. It looked like he was about to come, but his gaze was so fixated on me, I didn’t think he would until he touched me.

“I-if you really w-want me there,” my breathlessness made me stutter. “Then yes.”

Rowan lifted and arranged me so I was on my knees, and hands brushed down my back. Further. “Princess, your ass is a work of art,” Cade brushed a kiss down my spine. “I want my cock so far inside it you’ll feel me for days. And since I don’t have a knot, it’s probably best I go first.”

One hand cupped my jaw, and another fisted my hair. “You’re still mine,” Rowan reminded me. “So clean me up while he takes your ass.”

Chills ran over my whole body, nipples hardening and hair standing on end. Fuck. Me.

The flavor of Rowan mixed with me was a heady thing I couldn’t comprehend. It felt wrong and dirty and delicious running my tongue over him and tasting myself. Cade’s fingers dipped between my legs and drew wetness up to my ass. But it wasn’t that. “Here.”

Hawk was at the door to the nest, a bottle in his hand that he tossed to Cade. I hadn’t even noticed him leave, but now that I’d seen him, I couldn’t look away. He smirked, crossing his arms, not at all bothered by being naked and hard. “You finished cleaning him, baby girl?”

“Yeah.” I sounded parched. “Oh, shit.”

The sensation of cool liquid on my ass had me squirming. When I’d done this before it had been slow, awkward, and not a thing I wanted to repeat. Cade pushed a single lube-soaked finger into my ass, and I already knew it wouldn’t be the same this time.

I vaguely registered Rowan moving before I stretched my arms out in front of me on the cushions, presenting. It felt right, and that fucking infernal finger felt so strange and so good. Two orgasms. I’d already had two orgasms during this session, and my body craved more. I wasn’t one of those women who could orgasm endlessly, given it was already hard. But with them it was easier.

Cade’s finger was replaced, and he was so much bigger than his finger. I giggled, my mind a bit delirious and laughing at the obvious comparison. A sharp smack on my ass had me moaning into the pillow. “Are you laughing at my cock, princess?”

“No, Sir.”

His low intake of breath preceded shocked silence. Suddenly, his back lined up with mine, cock slowly easing into my ass. How did it feel this different from the first time? Why did it seem like Cade’s cock turned my body into a lit stick of dynamite ready to blow?

“What’s so funny then?” His breath tickled my ear and one hand skimmed around my body to toy with my clit. Slow and steady, just like the way he pushed into me. There was absolutely nothing funny about this. “You were just so much bigger than your finger, and that’s so fucking obvious that I laughed.”

They all laughed with me, but the laughter turned into moaning as he sank all the way into me. If I wasn’t in heat it would have taken longer. My Omega was ready to be taken any way she could be, including this. “Your ass is so tight I’m not going to last long,” Cade breathed, moving faster. “We’ll talk about it later, but during the heat you can call me Sir, princess.”

“You like that?”

“Understatement.” He gritted out the word, unable to hold himself back, and taking me at full force. I wasn’t close enough to come, and I didn’t care. I loved floating in the in-between space, where pleasure never ended and hovered like a cloud around my mind.

If someone had asked me how long it took until I felt Cade shudder and come, adding another brand new sensation, I couldn’t have said anything.

The wave of heat wasn’t over. My body wanted more. Needed more. It wouldn’t let me stop, though I was starting to tire again.

A little whimper fell out of me at Cade’s absence. “We’ve got you, Isolde,” Rowan said, one hand under my chest, lifting me back to hands and knees. “We’ve got you, and we’ll take care of your greedy little cunt. Got it?”

Slick dripped down my thighs. Hell, they were right. Words were the key to my body. Depraved fantasies and raw language. Yes. Hawk’s face appeared by mine. “You tired, baby girl?”

I nodded. “Yeah.”

“Still need more?”

I nodded again, beyond words.

“It’s gonna be hard and fast. I’m going to fill you up with my come and then make you sit on my face while I eat it out of you. And if you need more, someone else will take a turn.”

My eyes rolled back in my head.

“Hard and fast is good,” Joel said. “I think that’s what we need.” He knelt in front of me with his angry, swollen cock, already glistening at the tip. My mouth watered at the sight. The scent of him. He plunged into my mouth as Hawk buried himself balls deep.

I went blank. Scorching pleasure burned, white-hot, rendering me blind and unable to hear a fucking thing. Hawk’s hands on my hips tugging me back onto his cock and pushing me forward onto Joel’s. Back and forth, taken without mercy or hesitation. Somewhere I realized Vaughn’s head was beneath me, sucking my nipples so hard they nearly hurt.

This was what every heat should have been. Mindless, incredible fucking where I didn’t have to think about anything except when to open my mouth or spread my legs. I loved it. And this was mine forever now.

It was that thought that pushed me over the edge. My cries were muffled by Joel’s cock, my mouth stretched to wrap around him. He was easier to take with length, but he filled me to bursting, not holding back.

“There we go,” he purred. “Coming between us like the good Omega you are. Open as wide as you can and breathe, Isolde.”

I obeyed, only pure instinct driving my actions.

With one breath Joel pulled back, and another he surged forward, coming down my throat, knot swelling behind my teeth.

Panic swam behind my eyes before his hand stroked my hair. “I’m not all the way in your throat. You can breathe.”

He was right. Barely. But the more I relaxed, the more I could breathe around him, even while Hawk’s movements drove my lips against Joel’s stomach. “You knotted her mouth?” Hawk asked, not bothering to slow. “Goddamn, baby girl, that’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”

He did love to watch.

Hawk pulled back just enough not to knot me. I nearly cried around the knot in my mouth. I needed it. Needed to feel them swollen inside me, pressing into the secret places that set my brain on fire.

He didn’t give me a chance to regret, moving and pulling my hips down onto his waiting mouth, following through on his promise.

I shook with the orgasm slamming down on me. His tongue fucked me, swirling and licking in places I didn’t know I needed to feel him. Over my clit and back down again. Sucking harder than I thought possible. Consuming every bit of me and him together. Until I was shaking again, my body so far gone I wasn’t sure it could come again without a break.

But if anyone were to prove me wrong, it would be Hawk and his tongue.

Joel’s knot eased. He pulled back, leaving my limbs weak from all the pleasure, still held and ravaged by Hawk’s mouth. “I don’t think—” I gripped his hair. “I don’t think I can.”

The only thing I could see were his eyes, and they promised me I could. Determination and dark fire, fingers gripping my hips and pulling me more firmly onto his face.

“Yes you can.” Vaughn’s voice was close, and he smiled. “Let’s try more words. You think you can’t come again, but you’re made for this, sweetheart. Made for us to pleasure until you think you can’t take any more, and then give you more. We’ll find a patch of woods where we can all chase you, and every time we catch you, our mouths will ruin that pretty pink cunt and leave it messy and satisfied. Now give your Alpha what he wants and let him drink your cum.”

Hawk’s tongue slid beneath my clit, finding where I needed him, and I broke apart with a cry. Vaughn caught me before I could collapse. I was utterly boneless, and still the wave wasn’t finished. But I couldn’t take any more. I couldn’t.

“You taste so good, baby girl. I’m going to have to do that again.”

“Not now,” I said, chest heaving.

“No,” he agreed, lifting me out of Vaughn’s arms. “Not now. I think it’s time for a shower. Get my Omega wet and soapy before we make her scream again.”

Rowan laughed and followed close behind. “Can’t wait to hear you echo off the walls. And you’re going to smell even better in here, Isolde. If that’s even possible.”

I tucked my face into Hawk’s chest, blushing at the compliment and enjoying the weightless feeling of being held. When this was over I was going to be exhausted, but it would, without a doubt, be the best heat I’d ever had.