Chapter 40

Fingers stroking my clit woke me. Just gentle movement. Enough to feel good, but not enough for more. Cade stretched out behind me, his clever fingers teasing me.

“Thought I’d try out Joel’s tricks,” he whispered, kissing my neck. “While everyone is asleep. Even you.”

“Mmm. Not asleep anymore.”

“Which is good for me.”

I wasn’t awake enough to register how I ended up with my legs over Cade’s shoulders, one of his hands holding my wrists on the floor behind my back while he slowly licked me. Teasing and gentle, like he’d decided he wanted to explore every inch of my pussy with his tongue.

Familiar pleasure blossomed low in my gut. Like my body had accepted that they knew how to make me come and surrendered to it. I hoped this ease of pleasure would stay after the heat was over, but I doubted it. But I was sure it didn’t matter. They didn’t care how long it took to make me come.

The way Cade restrained me with nothing but his hands made me that much wetter. He groaned against my clit, doubling down with his tongue and not letting me go. Low fire pulsed in my gut. It was called forth from wherever it hid instead of creeping up on me.

That same fire caught the arousal spreading from Cade’s tongue and turned it into an inferno. Impossibly fast. It was never this fucking fast. I wiggled, but the way he had me gave me no leverage, and as strange as it was, I loved it. I loved when they made me helpless, unable to do anything but feel. The way it short-circuited my overthinking was something I would never take for granted.

He shifted both of my wrists to one hand so he could use the other, pulling back just enough to add his finger to the equation. And by now they knew the invisible spots that made me see stars. He found it almost immediately.

No more staying quiet. A whimper and a whine fell out of me as I rocked my hips against his mouth, trying to get his tongue closer. “Please, Cade.”

My Alphas stirred around the nest. Their attention came to me and the way I writhed and begged. Without even looking at them, their scents strengthened, and I felt the nest warm with renewed lust.

Cade smiled, slowing everything, tongue and finger slipping inside me together before he whispered. “Is that my name when I have you restrained and begging?” He locked eyes with me while he continued to consume my pussy like it kept him alive.

“Sir.” The word shivered out of me. “Please make me come, Sir.”

He did. Another finger and sealing his mouth over my clit had me coming apart with breathless pants, melting, shuddering, and shaking.

He laid me down and appeared over me with a grin. “I like watching you get lost in pleasure.”

“I like getting lost in it.”

His mouth shone with me. He made no effort to wipe it away before he pressed his forehead to mine. “You like being instructed? To call me that?”

“Definitely don’t mind it.”

The way his eyes lit up told me how he felt about it. “God, I can’t wait to dive into all of this with you. When you don’t have the heat burning you alive.”

Like him saying it made it remember, I gasped with the temperature boiling in my veins. This was sharp and nearly violent. A need skimmed the surface of my mind, but it couldn’t happen. I whined and grabbed Cade’s face, hauling him closer. “I want all of you. I know it’s crazy and impossible, but fuck me, I want all of you at once.”

Rowan crawled next to us. “Why is that crazy and impossible?”

I strained to kiss him and he closed the distance. Too gentle for how I felt. “Because I’m not cheese.”

A laugh burst out of Hawk. “Baby girl. Cheese?”

“You know the cheese with all the holes in it? I don’t have enough holes.”

“You have enough if you’re creative.” Rowan winked and rolled away. “Where’s the lube?”

Joel found it and it passed from hand to hand, ending with Hawk. He smirked. “What are you thinking, Rowan?”

“I’m thinking our Omega wants all of us, and we’re going to give her all of us. But—” He turned back to me and came close, kissing me again. “I want to blindfold you.”

My whole body flushed at the idea. But I still asked. “Why?”

“You know exactly why.”

So I didn’t think too hard or worry about what they were going to do. So all I focused on was them and their mouths and cocks. So the only thing I could do was be an Omega in heat. Their Omega.

“Okay.”

He winked again. “Good girl.”

“I’ve got one,” Cade said. “Be right back.”

Across the nest, Hawk drizzled lube on his cock, fisting it slowly while he looked at me. I wanted to watch him do that forever. Yet, at the same time, I knew what came after that look, and I wanted that more than watching. But I was definitely starting to understand the appeal.

Need spiked in my gut. I leaned back, breathing out slowly. As soon as they touched me I would turn into a supernova, so I needed to go slow until they were ready. And once I was blindfolded. “Of course he has one.”

“I heard that sass.” He was already back, what looked like an eye mask in his hands. “I do have one. I have many. And I’ll be using them on you again. Here.” He slipped the mask over my eyes.

It was soft and had padding around the edge so no light came in, but it didn’t crush my eyes. “I thought you would just use a tie or something.”

“And risk you seeing halfway through? Never.”

A kiss skimmed the skin of my shoulder. It might have been Cade, but I also wasn’t sure with all their scents so close in here. And it didn’t matter.

I erupted.

Desperation like lava roved in my body like a living thing. “Help,” I gasped. “I need⁠—”

“We’ve got you.” Joel.

Strong hands lifted me and carried me across the nest. A hard chest hit my back just before my senses were overwhelmed with the scent of frosting and sugar. Hawk’s hands held my thighs, his cock already pressing at my ass. “Relax for me, baby girl.”

“But I need it.” I found his hands with mine, urging him faster. “I need it.”

A new hand circled my throat, freezing me. Hawk still spoke. “You’ll get it. Relax.”

It wasn’t a command to my emotions, but to my body. My mind went blank, obeying, muscles easing enough for his cock to enter me. Already, that piercing felt different than Cade had. Or Rowan or Joel. I hadn’t taken a piercing back there yet.

He slid in almost too quickly. “Shit,” he held me steady. The ache was incredible. I didn’t love pain, but my heat didn’t give a fuck. If a little, and in this case, yummy, pain got me closer to being knotted? Bring it on.

“I want it,” I breathed. “All of it.”

“Are you⁠—”

“Please.”

Hawk lowered me the rest of the way. The hand fell away from my throat. I was so full. So full. I let my head fall back on his shoulder, my nails dig into his hands, and the fullness fueled my need. So wet I was dripping.

“You like my cock in your ass, baby girl?”

I had no words. They were gone. My body contracted, squeezing him, and he cursed under his breath. Dizziness took me for a second while he moved. We were flat now, and someone was in between my legs.

Oh.

Oh.

When I asked for all of them I knew, but I still didn’t realize it. They would take me together just like Rowan had implied. My clit throbbed in time with my heart, waiting for that first touch and the feeling of the impossible.

Heat pain ripped through me with an urgency that made my whole body ache. Like that feeling of forgetting to eat the whole day and suddenly you were so ravenous you thought you might throw up. Except this was so much more. Craving and necessity and acute, sweltering heat. I needed them now.

“It hurts.” I rocked back and forth. “It hurts. It hurts it hurts it hurts. Need a knot.”

Different pain stole my breath. Someone’s fingertips landing directly on my clit. And again. And again. Distraction. Delight. Devastation.

Another spank on my clit, and I cried out, opening my mouth.

It all happened at once. Driving into my pussy until I couldn’t breathe. I thought I was full before—I was wrong. A hand turned my head, and someone slid into my mouth to the hilt. Hands on mine, making me push my breasts together. “Keep them right fucking there, princess.” Cade.

The heady flavor of Rowan soaked my tongue. Yes. Please. But not enough. My head turned the other way and Vaughn pushed in, taking my throat with the roughness I craved.

Cold liquid on my skin before Cade fucked my tits, and not gently.

All of them. I had all of them. Just like I wanted. The pain morphed into bliss, and beneath the blindfold, my eyes slid closed.

Back and forth. They took turns in my mouth, which meant Joel was the one fucking me with Hawk. And they fucked me. Together and then opposite, their rhythms not quite matching. This was too much and not enough. I couldn’t think about anything—couldn’t even focus on one sensation long enough to think about pleasure. It was already there.

Brightness behind the darkness in my eyes and Joel slipping deeper because of my orgasm. Vaughn’s piercings dragging across my tongue. The head of Cade’s cock touching my chin and him pinching and pulling my nipples while I held my breasts for him like an offering.

Somehow, I came again. Which was impossible. But so was this. All of them together with me at once. Something intangible hovered in the spaces between us—a connection that needed no words and no bond to feel. Something forged by the heat and our need for each other.

Rowan slid deep and held me there, rocking between my lips. His cock jerked, filling me up and still holding me captive on his cock. “Swallow, Isolde.”

I barely needed to, he was so deep in me, but then he wasn’t, Vaughn holding my head with both hands. He didn’t warn me and didn’t go deep when he came, the sweetness of citrus and the subtleness of cream.

A growl morphed into a moan. “Don’t you dare spit it out this time.”

I had no desire to. All I wanted was him. Over and over again. I swirled my tongue around the head of his cock and was rewarded with more of his sweetness.

“Almost there, baby girl. We need you with us.”

Joel thumbed my swollen clit, circling it in time with his thrusts. It was the gentleness compared to their driving force that sent me to the edge. Even if I wasn’t blindfolded, I wouldn’t be able to see. My senses rested in tatters on the floor. The only thing left was rapture.

Cade caught my jaw and held my mouth open. The tip of his cock touched my lip, and I heard the slick rhythm of him racing to the finish. The sound of him and his groan crashed into me and took me with it, over into an orgasm so deep and so wide I thought it might kill me.

They’d find me after having a heart attack because I’d come so hard.

Hawk’s knot swelled in my ass, the sound of him lost in the middle of everything. Cade’s cum filled my mouth while he held me there and Joel’s knot burst into existence all at once. It pushed against Hawk’s, stretching me in ways I didn’t know I could go.

I swallowed and screamed, no longer in control of anything.

For a flash, I remembered the sea. When I’d been swept away and there were moments when I didn’t know if I’d come back. Here, I hovered on that edge, tipping either way before falling towards them and into cool weariness.

Shivers ran over my skin, now cold with sweat. It was over.

The blindfold gently slid off my face. Joel stared down at me, checking me over like he thought I might be hurt. “I’m done,” I told them. “It’s over.”

Rowan gently placed the back of his hand against my forehead and smiled. “You okay?”

“Yeah.”

Beneath me, Hawk purred. Hell, all the Alphas purred, the nest filled with comforting sound. It made everything soft and lovely, my Omega knowing she was completely safe.

I’d had enough heats to know they could be rocky after. Emotions ran high with all the hormones, but I felt okay. Maybe there were so many negative emotions right before the heat that I got them out of my system. Maybe they’d come later.

Hawk’s knot eased first, but he stayed until Joel’s did, both of them pulling away together. I felt empty without them. We would be doing that again, that was for fucking sure.

“I hate the cold after.” I shivered again.

Vaughn grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around my shoulders, but I made him stay and hold me.

“How many days did it last?” Time seemed to disappear during the heat. The only thing I cared about was the next knot inside me, so I had no idea how long we’d been locked in here, even with the brief breaks for showers and food.

“It’s morning, day four,” Hawk said. “Still a few days till the wedding.”

“Okay, that’s good.” I needed to talk to my parents and Ellie. About the heat, but about everything else too. “Are we going back to the estate?”

Joel shrugged. “We can if you want to. We can also stay here. Either way is fine with us.”

I didn’t want to share them yet. It was different now, knowing they were mine. “I’ll ask Ellie if she’s okay with me staying here. It’s her wedding, and I’ve already caused commotion, so whatever she wants, we’ll do until after the wedding.”

“And what are your plans?” Rowan asked softly. “For after the wedding?”

I tried not to chew on my lower lip and failed. Nerves jangled in my stomach, but not necessarily bad ones. “I don’t know. All I know is that I was dreading the wedding because it meant the end of this, and I’m still basking in relief.”

Vaughn rubbed a hand up and down my arm over the blanket. “Let’s get a shower, and some food, and then we’ll talk about it, okay? We have time.”

My smile couldn’t be contained, because he was right. Now we had time. “That sounds good.”

He kissed me before helping me up and lifting me into his arms to walk the now familiar path to the shower. “You can put me down,” I whispered.

Our foreheads bumped together, and he whispered back. “No, sweetheart, I can’t.”