chapter 36

Fursat mile toh kabhi aana humare pass

aapse hi aapke intezaar Karwane ki shikayat karein.

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After leaving from her room at that night abeer went to his room and in the next morning abeer goes back to London in his private Jet without informing and meeting his family and Chandni.

This will be approximately 23 day's including the night of Diwali and also the night when chandni confessed her love to him in her sleep.

In these days Abeer kept thinking about what he feels for Chandni and also her feelings for himself.

It's was evening when Chandni was sitting on the bed in her room surrounded by lot's of books, different colours pens and notes while wearing pink simple kurti and white plazo with white dupatta draped around her neck.

Her hair was in a bun while and few hair strands were coming out of her bun and touching her cheeks.

Chandni who's wearing no jewelery except bangles and mangalsutra which was covered under her kurti with no makeup on her face while still looking beautiful in her simple outfit she was lost in her books for her tomorrow exam.

chandni who was studying for her last exam got distracted when she heard a knock on the door and allowed that person to come inside the room.

Chandni..., aditi said while coming inside her room with ahana.

Aur kitna padhne ka irada chandni? ...........ab band bhi karde aap apni in kitabon ko .....shaam hogyi h es time padhayi nahi karte ..........,ahana said while coming towards her and looking at her who's fortunately is lying among those books from afternoon and still lying among those books.

Ahana started placing her some books on side to make place for herself and Aditi to seat.

I am not feeling good.......and i am scared for the last paper....... it seems as if I have forgotten everything that i have learned................., chandni said while looking at them and look like she verge of crying.

Don't worry babe, your paper will go well......., ahana said while cheering her up while sat on the bed infront of Chandni.

Par abhi ke liye bahut padhayi hogyi ........, aditi said and also sat infront of Chandni beside ahana and chandni nodded.

Aap dono ko kuch kaam tha?......., chandni said while placing the pen in the open pages of the book then closed the book and placed them aside.

No just maa said to inform you that  today some people business partner are coming to the house for dinner........so get ready and come down for dinner.... Ahana said and chandni nodded.

After talking to Chandni for some time ahana and Aditi stood from the bed and they both went to their respective rooms to get ready.

Chandni locked the door after they left her room went towards the wardrobe and took out a suit to wear for the dinner.

She went to the bathroom to freshen up and after freshening up, changing her dress, she came out of the bathroom and went towards her venity to get ready.

Chandni pov-

I was combing my long black hair when my attention went to him and i closed my eyes in frustration and went towards him.

I just immediately placed the comb on the venity and went towards bed to check the phone that if he called me or not but saw there's no calls from him since yesterday.

I placed the phone on the vanity and then closed my eyes for second.

Why I am expecting him to call me?..........when I didn't even answer his call......., i thought and wiped my tears which flowed down from eyes without my knowing.

It's been 23 days since he left from here without meeting anyone and on 12th day i got a call from him at night but i didn't able to receive that call.

How can I ?........ How can I receive his calls..... everytime he is running away from me.......from our relationship.

But I also know that my heart wanted to receive his calls and asked him why he again left me.

But i also know that i didn't have rights to ask him on the night of Diwali he already cleared that he needed time to think about our relation.

In this day's one thing i got to know that our world is different we can never be together as we are not commendable for each other so nothing is possible between us.

Anyway, now i don't need to stay here as adarsh said that uncle aunty and that boy whom uncle aunty was want me to get married was now in Jail due to being caught in some illegal activities so there I don't need to fear anyone and tomorrow my exams will also going to be end so now i can go back to my home where where i lived with my dadi.

And then he will not have to go away from his family because of me and everything will be fine again like before in our life's..............., i thought and take deep breaths to control myself and my emotions and then accidentally my eyes went to the watch and saw the time and realized that I was late i immediately picked up the comb and started combing my hairs.

(Chandni pov)

After combing my hairs i just my filled my hair line with vermillion then collected all her hairs and started braiding my hairs.

After braiding my hair's i didn't wasted much time in getting ready,  just wore simple light silver colored jhumka and my red bangles and looked at myself in mirror and felt uneasiness.

Ye ajib si ghabrahat kyu ho rahi h mujhe?..............

I thought while nervously played with wedding chain locket like i always does when i am nervous.

I don't know when i got this habit in this two' and half years but whenever I feel nervous and restlessness, I always start playing with it.

Take deep breaths Chandni, nothing going to happen....., i said to myself and caressed my chest gently.

After few seconds later controlling my nerves and checking my appearance in mirror i went downstairs and  went straight to the dining room and saw all the workers there busy in their work.

I straight went towards the kitchen and saw that suhana aunty was guiding the workers to do everything properly as guests are about to arrive.

Aunty.....do you want any help?....., i said slowly and went towards her and stand infront of her

Nahi bacche.......but tell me why you here did you need something ? ........, suhana aunty said and looked at me when she heard my voice.

I was about to reply when Radha Aunty, who works here, called suhana aunty to check some dishes i think which was made specially for guests and aunty turned towards her to check and then we heard someone phone ringing.

Beta pick up the phone..... and see who is on the call........, she turned towards me slightly and said.

i just hummed in response and went near the kitchen slab where the phone is kept and saw that his name was flashing on mobile screen.

I didn't wanted to receive his call but could not stop myself and received his call because in the last 13 days he always used to call but last night he didn't not.

I just wanted to know whether he was okay or not as i can't ask anyone in family about him and i also know that  my heart and i wanted to hear his voice.

I slowly took the phone closer to my ear and when i did not heard any sound from his side i couldn't control myself and said meekly.

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Hel_lo........, chandni said slowly while closing her eyes and then went silent.

Red....... kaisi h aap?, abeer said in his deep voice while chandni just closed her eyes listening his voice after 23 day's.

As chandni heard Abeer's voice, tears start falling from her eyes and she wipes them immediately.

don't cut the call........ please........., abeer requested immediately as he thought she going to cut his call like she always do whenever he calls her.

Chandni didn't responded to his question just kept silent for few seconds.

I am giving the phone to aunty ............., chandni said on the call and without waiting for his response slowly went towards his mother.

Aunty .....hmm...wo ink.....mera matlab wo.........., chandni slowly tried to say while fumbling with her words as she didn't how to address him infront of his mother who's just back facing her and checking all the things for dinner.

kis ka call h Chandni?......... Abeer's mother said and turned towards chandni.

........hmmm..heisonthecall .......,

Chandni said in a hurry while suhana looked at her in confusion.

i mean .....Mr Rathore is on the call....., chandni said a little loudly so that Abeer can hear this on the call and can know that she has given the phone to his own mother while clutching her dupatta in her one fist and gave that phone to his mother.

Aunty ......... I am going to check on Aditi Ahana and adi......, chandni lied and without waiting suhana response chandni leaves the kitchen.

She went to the guest room in downstairs and locked the door behind and slided against the door.

He is just playing with me .....with my mind......with my emotions.......and with my heart........., chandni said in hiccups while hiding her face in her knees.

When he don't want to have a relation with me and always want to run away from me then why he call me every day...........he.....he ju_st m_ade jo_ke of me......., she said this in her hiccups and cried her heart out and don't know for how long Chandni has been sitting like that in that room and cried on her own faith.

But after half and hour later making her heart and mind understand, she stood and went towards mirror and makes herself presentable and then goes out of that room with heavy heart.

Chandni who's going towards the dining room when she meets someone in the corridor.

Hey beautiful......., that men said and waved looking at Chandni with in interest and was looking in his late twenties.

Chandni said nothing but just stood on the way and started looking at the man who's just looking at her head to toe as she feels his gaze, she shifts a little in her place feeling uncomfortable with his gaze and she puts her dupatta properly around herself.

I have come here only for you and you weren't present there with everyone........ it's not good......., that men said while came and stand infront of Chandni.

Jiiii? ....... Chandni said in confusion while listening him.

Don't you remember me?.......i Came with my family on the day of Karva Chauth party........., he said while looking at Chandni.

I am sorry sir ......i didn't remember....., chandni said politely and was thinking of leaving from there as soon as possible because as she felt uncomfortable in the gaze of that person.

Abhiraj Kapoor ......, he said and forwarded his hands towards chandni.

Namaste........., chandni said slowly and joined her both hand's together due to this action of Chandni.

You know, if someone forwarding his hands towards you for hand shake, then you should also reciprocates that action............., he said in little anger and take one step closer to chandni while chandni immediately take one step back.

Miss i don't think living in someone's house like this without any relation....is good? .......or do you share any relation with Rathore's?........., he said while raising his one eyebrow and again take step closer to her invading chandni personal space.

Chandni looked at him listening him and did not said anything, just started taking steps behind.

Do you share any relation with Rathore's ?.......... He again questioned her.

I am sorry sir ....... I have to goo........., chandni said and immediately tried to take a step away from him but stopped listening him.

Itni jaldi kya h aapko ........abhi to mulakat huyi h humhari......., he said and again take a step closer to her.

Stay at distance ............., chandni said while looking at him while abhiraj laughed loudly.

What will you do if i won't stand away ........., he said while evilness was visible in his words.

Chandni shifted in her place listening his voice in fear and then at same moment she heard a voice.

Mr you're distrubing my sister privacy........... , adi said in anger while shooting him a glare and he came towards them,stand between them and as chandni saw Adi, she takes a sigh of relief and holds Adi's arm's in fear from behind.

Look like little brother of Abeer Singh Rathore is angry.........., he said with smirk in his face while looking at adi.

There's no need to get angry i was just talking to her casually........., he said while adi just glared him in response.

I hope aap casually baat hi ker rahe the ......Naa ki unhe uncomfortable........,  adi said while still continuing his glaring session and then they heard a loud voice and there attention went towards that voice.

Mr kapoor........ what are you doing here....... everyone is calling you for dinner........., abeer said in dominating voice it could be seen from his appearance that he was angry.

Chandni looked at him in shock as she didn't expected him to here and saw as usual, he is wearing his favourite black shirt, pant and blue blazer and standing there and she also noticed that his grown light beard.

When did he come back? .........., chandni thought while her eyes filled with tears which she successfully hided from everyone.

Nothing just talking with your brother and this beuti ......., abhiraj said and before he complete his words Abeer voice stopped him.

Chandni........maa is calling you........, Abeer said while chandni looked at him with teary eyes and nodded.

She removed her grip from adi arm's and immediately went towards kitchen.

Adi bacche..... take Mr. Kapoor towards dining room .........., abeer said and thought to go after Chandni as he saw her teary eyes but Abhiraj's voice stops him.

Mr Rathore......your father and I are business partners,.......you know we should greet each other........., abhiraj said and forwarded his hands towards Abeer.

I don't have useless time to waste ........, Abeer said ignored his hand while adi laughed at his brother word's.

Adi take him towards dining room......., abeer said and went towards kitchen while adi take abhiraj towards dining table.

When abeer was going to the kitchen, he saw Chandni was going towards the dining room with his sisters so he at last he also went towards dining room.

All the people sit in the dining room for dinner and started heaving there dinner.

Abeer who is sitting on the head chair looked at Chandni and saw she is not eating anything just playing with food that kept in her plate and the way she is sitting looks like she is feeling uncomfortable.

Abeer attention went to abhiraj's and saw he is looking towards Chandni seeing this, Abeer jaw clenched and he tightly hold that spoon in his hand.

When he saw abhiraj was still looking at Chandni he picks the glass from the table which was lying in front of him and initially drops the glass on the ground and gained everyone's attention.

It just dropped ......., abeer said and then started having his dinner without paying attention to anyone.

It's okay....... please you all have your dinner.........., suhana said politely looking towards everyone and then looked towards Abeer who's jaw was clenched and the way he was holding the spoon, she got knew that Abeer was very angry at this moment and just controlling himself so that he didn't blast on someone.

After that dinner went silently and and after some time the guests go back to their homes.

And in Rathore's Villa everyone goes to their rooms except Abeer and his mother as suhana stopped him in living room.

Have your medicine........vikrant told me you have fever since morning ..........., suhana said and forwarded the medicine and glass of water towards Abeer.

There is no need for medicine maa........ I am fine but just need a good sleep..........I'm just tired from travelling.........., abeer said and tried to make sure that he shouldn't have to take that tasteless medicine.

Have this medicine......and tell me what hat happened to you Abeer? .......Why did you deliberately dropped that glass on the ground ........., suhana asked in strict tone and forwarded that medicine and glass of water towards him while looking at Abeer who's sitting on couch, touching and pressing his forehead with his fingers in tiredness and fever.

Abeer sighed and silently take that medicine and glass of water from her hand then put in mouth and gulped it down.

Tell me why you did that?........., suhana again asked him.

Maa, you know i don't like Abhiraj at all.........then why did you invite him in our house?............., abeer asked in irritation while looking at suhana.

He is your father best' friend brother son and also his business partner.............., suhana tried to make him understand but Abeer cut her off in between her words.

If it is about business partner then he will no longer going to be ........... and from today onwards maa make sure that Jerk doesn't come to our house in future................, abeer said in anger .

Why do you dislike him this much..........and today you was like you're going to kill him ...... , his mother asked him.

He was looki.......I just don't like him and now you make sure that he never comes to our house again..........., Abeer said in anger while gritting his teeth and stood up from the couch.

Good night maa......, abeer said and went upstairs.

Chandni she stood in the balcony and kept looking at the stars for some time to clear her mind, and making her heart understand that now' Abeer's presence would no longer going to affect her she went inside in her room.

Chandni pov-

I came to my room from the balcony and went straight to the bathroom with my night dress and after washing my face and untying my hair's braiding, I combed my hairs lightly with my fingers and changed into white kurti and plazo and then placed my dupatta on lazily on my one side shoulder and came out of the bathroom only to get shocked and my eyes widened.

I saw him he is sleeping on my bed while his eyes were closed and then i looked across my room and saw his blazer lying on the bed on the other side and his shoes infront of the bed on the floor, and his watch on night stand.

what he is doing here.........., i thought and seeing him like this in fear that what will anyone think if they will see him like this here, in my room and on my bed, this late at night.

I just immediately looked towards the door, and saw that the door was locked from inside and seeing this i just breathed a sigh of relief.

I went to him with slow steps so that i can wake him up and he can go back to his room i went to him and saw that his body was tense and his breathing was fast and his two' shirts button were open.

Is he is not well? ........... I thought and slowly called him.

Sunein .....i was about to say something when he opened his eyes and caught my hand then pulled me towards himself and I fell straight on top of him.

Ahhh......., i voice escaped from my mouth and before I could react, while looking into my eyes he placed his one hand behind my head and the other one on my back and in Swift motion he changed the position of both of us then hovered over me.

Because of his this action my breathing qucikned and heart started pounding in my heart and before i could process all this i felt his hot breath on my neck and he buried his face on my side of my neck.

I closed my eyes in anticipation and fisted the bedsheets in my fist when i felt his lips on my nape.

Kya ker rahe h....aa..  ahhhh ......., i tried to ask him what he was doing but a moan escaped from my mouth when he bit me on my neck and i opened my eyes.

Calming and claiming........., he said in deep voice while i felt him caressing my neck with the tip of his nose.

He removed his face from my neck and looked at my face then again bend towards my neck and i felt him kissing my mangalsutra locket and that moment i felt like my body frozen.

I am just calming myself and also claiming that you belong to me .......... you're mine........., he said in seriousness in his voice while hearing his voice and seeing such seriousness in his face i shivered under his gaze.

That....that Jerk was looking at you ......it doesn't fit with me......it doesn't not ..........and i don't think it would fit with any husband that someone was looking at his wife like this........, he said in anger while looking in my eyes.

I am not your wife........, i murmured and turned my face to the other side .

He didn't said nothing for a while then i felt him placing his hand on my cheeks gently and turn my face towards him.

You're......., he said and i felt my heart skipped a bit listening him.

You know i have never been this close to a girl............NEVEr in my Life.............., he said and i looks at him in confusion.

I mean to say that if i am this close to you at this moment where even even air can't pass from between us..........and also here i am trying to seek comfort in your arms.........to eska matlab ye h ki you're my wife......., he said then kissed my forehead and i closed my eyes.

But few seconds later regained my consciousness and understood what's happening.

Aapko 2 saal, 6 mahine, 24 din aur 15 ghante baad ye yaad aa raha h ki mein aapki biwi hu ?.........., i said and tears started flowing from my eye's and listening me he looked at me.

He didn't say anything for some time and just kept looking at my face.

He slowly came near my face and closed that little distance between us she him doing this my breath got stucked in my breath.

he slowly bends towards my right cheeks and kissed me then sucked my tears while seeing him doing this my lips parted and i closed my eyes.

I felt him doing this my left cheeks then caressed my right cheeks with his thumb.

i know it's your right to get angry with me.........but please let me sleep ........ I have not slept properly in these days......., he said and i opened my eyes.

I could see the tiredness and tense line in his face at that moment hesitantly i took my hand near his forehead and touched his forehead then his cheeks.

Aapko fever h ........, i said.

Hmmm..... I know ......he said meekly.

Medicines..... please have a medicine........, i said and tried to lossend his grip around me so that i can bring medicine.

I took the medicine ........maa gave me...........now please let me sleep........., he said triedly and again hided his face in my neck and i felt him tightening his grip on my waist.

Your beard is piercing me..........., i said and again tried to release myself from his grip.

I will shave them tomorrow....... But today please adjust with it.........., he said in sleepy voice and stopped trying to release myself from his grip as there is no use.

Please go back to your room ........and if you want to sleep here then let me go..........I will share room with ahana or aditi..........., i said but he didn't said anything for minutes.

I am having a headache.........., he said and after a second slowly took my right bangle cladded hand and put it in his back of head.

I did not move my hand for some time but after some time i sighed and started moving my hands in his hair's and started caressing his hair and felt him relexing.

When I started caressing his hair's i just felt him smiling near my neck.

I kept doing this and after some time I felt that he had gone into sleep but i stopped caressing his hair when I heard him in sleep.

I am sorry ......., he said in a sleep.

Whenever I think of going away from you........ you came back and shake my decision............., i thought.

Mere humdard ,

Mujhe har waqt yu zakhm -e - judaai na diya ker

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Precap -

Scene 1-

Oh mein Manda meri khata ve

De de jo v toh Deni saja ve >2

Oh aaj teri baha vich rolenede >2

Tu aaj maino nede nede aa lende > 2

(Let me come closer and closer to you)

Abeer sang while playing his guitar While singing, Abeer's eyes did not move away from Chandni for second.

Scene 2

My dear ardhangini (wife)........ Please accept me as yours........ accept me as your husband ............, abeer said in shaky voice while still hiding his face in her stomach and tightened his grip around her waist.

Bye byeee 👋

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