Chapter 238
The Love From Vengeance
238: DONâT DO THAT LUKEâS POV With my hands fixed on the steering wheel, I had my eyes on the people around. I was really curious to know why there was a crowd around there. I knew we shouldnât be distracted in our search for Janice, but my inind was telling me to go and check out what was happening around there.
âWhat do you think is going on out there?â I asked Ariel who was as curious as I was.
âI donât know,â she answered.
âDonât you think we should go check it out?â I suggested, although that was the feat going on in my mind. It was something I was going to follow through with anyway. Arielâs opinion didnât matter in this one.
âWe have to find Janice. We canât waste any more time.â
I laughed softly. âI knew you were going to say that. Donât worry, okay? We will find Janice.â
She took her eyes off me, setting them back on the road.
âRight after Iâm done checking that out,â I added and drove in that direction, where the people were.
I got out of my car and these folks were close to a threeâstory building, which stood tall and proud, its brick facade shining in the warm sunlight. It was a striking sight, with its height reaching up to about to sixty feet, Iâd say. It was extremely tell and on top of that building was a familiar face. A person that I would hate and love at the same time. It was my mother.
She stood at the edge of the building, looking ready to end her life. People were pleading with her to come down, but it was like everywhere was mute to her. No. oneâs words were going through her ears.â
âAriel stood close to me, not taking her eyes off the scene as well. âLuke, isnât thatâ¦â
âMy mother? Yeah, I know,â I cut her off.
âIs she trying to kill herself?â
âThatâs what weâre seeing right now.â
âI think you should go and stop her,â Ariel suggested. I glanced at her immediately. âWhatâs with that face, huh? Sheâs your mother.â
âI know that, but after what she did, do you think Iâm still going to call her that?â
âApparently, you did about a minute ago.â
âDonât mention it âOkay, jokeâs aside. You got to go help her.â
âAm I the only person standing here. There are lots of folks around here. Any one can just climb that building and stop that woman from falling.â
âIf I can clearly remember, she gave birth to you.â
âAnd if I can clearly remember, she almost killed you. She almost killed us, youâre still going to help her after that?â
âHold on, so youâre just going to let her die?â
âIf God says so, who am I to say no?â I shrugged.
âThatâs fucked up, Luke.â
âNo, itâs not, Ariel. I broke all ties with that woman the moment I realized sheâs nothing but a witch.â
âI suggest you throw away that hate right now, and go stop her from jumping off that building. Youâll be doing yourself a favor, youâll be saving a soul around here.
âA worthless soul, Ariel. That womanâs already damaged, wrecked and destroyed. The only thing left is for her to go straight to the grave.â
âI would have given you a tight slap right now. But technically, I canât do that.â
âGo ahead, Iâd love to get your fingers on my cheek, lovely.â
She crossed her arms. âI can see youâre crazy. But seriously, your mother needs you right now.â
âThatâs not my mother.â
âCanât change the fact that she gave birth to you, also treated you nice for years, made your childhood lovely, do not forget that.â
âWhy are you defending her? You and I clearly know that she did wrong. She doesnât deserve forgiveness.â
She might have made some mistakes, thatâs left for you to end her life. But sheâs still your mother and you have to forgive her.â
âMistakes, you call those terrible actions mistakes?â
âNo oneâs above mistakes, Luke. It seems like youâve forgotten how you treated me badly during our first marriage.â
âThis is different,â
âNo, itâs not,â she disagreed. âIf I can forgive you, then I think you should do the same a this situation.â
la âWow, have you forgiven me?â
âDuhhh,â she vocalized loudly.
âOh thatâs nice,â I told her with a nod.
She raised an eyebrow a me, giving me a knowing look.
âYou seriously want me toâ¦â I trailed off as she was still giving me that face. âOh fine,â I finally agreed and looked upwards. My mom was still standing there, right at the edge of the building. Her eyes caught mine, and all I could see was pain, regret, guilt.
âWhat are you waiting for? Go save that soul.â Ariel gestured towards her.
I suspired and after that, I made my way through the crowd. I walked inside the building, and the first floor was a home to a bustling café, with large windows that allowed natural light to flood in. And the second floor housed a variety of small businesses, ranging from a law firm to a photography studio.
Then the top floor was like a penthouse apartment. None of these mattered anyway as I was moving in haste.
I finally got to the top of the building and there she was, standing right there, pulling off a drama or something.
Taking some steps forward, I took a deep breath, ready to live in this moment. Honestly, if it wasnât for Ariel, I wasnât sure I was going to go through with this. But now that I had already popped up here, itâs best I continue the action and make sure no shit takes place around here.
âMom, wait,â I spoke softly, getting closer to her.
âLuke?â She said, turning around. âSon.â
I didnât like it when she called me that, but right now was not the time to go on with some harsh stuff.
âMom, what are you doing?â I asked gently, still taking leaden steps in her direction.
Her eyes narrowed down the building. âWhat does it look like Iâm doing?â She set 88 DONâT DO THAT her eyes back on me, before looking back in that direction. âIâm about to end my life.â
âWhy would you want to do that?â I questioned her. Although I knew there were billions of reasons for her to kill herself. It was just me putting on an act right now.
âBecause Iâve done so many terrible things, Luke. I donât deserve to be in this world anymore.â
âJust calm down, okay? Take things easy. Look, I know youâve done a lot of terrible things, no doubt about that. But come on, you shouldnât kill yourself. Itâs not going to change anything. Weâve all made mistakes. I made mistakes, lots. and lots of mistakes. But Iâm trying my very best to be better than before, Iâm changing still, and I think youâre going through the same as well.â
âYou have no idea what Iâve done, Luke. Iâm a monster, Iâm a terrible monster.â She burst into tears, messing her hair up.
âDonât call yourself that. Youâre not a monster, mom. Youâre just going through a bad a time at the moment, and Iâm glad youâve finally realized your mistakes.â
She continued to shed tears. âYou donât understand. I set the house on fire, Luke. I set the house on fire.â