CHAPTER 5
Love in the time of grades First Semester
Chapter 5: The Text That Started It All
The weekend flew by, and Monday arrived with its usual buzz of activity. The mixer had left me feeling more at ease on campus, but it also raised more questions about Professor JM. Why had he taken such an interest in me? Was it just because I was eager in class, or was there something more?
I brushed off the thought as I headed to his lecture on social psychology. Todayâs topic was âGroup Influence and Individual Identity,â a subject I was genuinely excited about.
The lecture was as engaging as ever, with Professor JM weaving in real-world examples to make the concepts come alive. When the session ended, he announced, âNext week, weâll be having a discussion-based session. Iâll assign groups, and youâll prepare a debate on the influence of societal norms on individuality.â
The class groaned collectively at the mention of group work, but I didnât mind. It sounded like a fun challenge.
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Later that evening, as I sat in my apartment reviewing my notes, my phone buzzed with a text message.
I didnât recognize the number, but the message caught my attention:
âGood evening, Junno. This is Professor JM. I wanted to let you know that Iâve assigned you as the leader of your group for the debate next week. I believe you have the skills to guide your peers effectively. Let me know if you have any questions.â
I stared at the screen, my heart racing. I couldnât decide if I was thrilled or terrified by the added responsibility.
After a moment, I replied:
âThank you, sir. I appreciate the opportunity and will do my best.â
Almost immediately, another message came through:
âI have no doubt about that. Leadership suits you, Junno. Good luck.â
I set my phone down, staring at it as if it might explain what had just happened. Why was he texting me directly? It wasnât completely inappropriateâhe was just assigning a taskâbut it still felt⦠personal.
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The next day, I met my assigned group in the library to start preparing for the debate. Carla and Mark were part of the group, along with three other classmates I didnât know well yet.
âLooks like youâve moved up in the world,â Carla teased when she found out I was the leader.
âYeah, donât let it get to your head,â Mark added with a grin.
I laughed, trying to hide my nervousness. âDonât worry. Iâm just here to make sure weâre ready for the debate.â
We spent the next hour brainstorming arguments and dividing up the workload. By the end of the session, I felt more confident about leading the group.
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That evening, I received another text from Professor JM:
âHowâs the preparation going?â
I hesitated before replying. Was it normal for a professor to check in like this? Then again, he was probably just trying to ensure the debate ran smoothly.
âItâs going well, sir. Weâve divided the tasks and started brainstorming our arguments.â
His response came quickly:
âGood to hear. Let me know if you encounter any challenges. I want this to be a learning experience for everyone.â
For a moment, I considered asking why he was so invested in my progress, but I decided against it. Instead, I typed a simple:
âThank you, sir. I will.â
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Over the next few days, I couldnât help but notice that Professor JM seemed to pay more attention to me during class. When I spoke, his gaze lingered a little longer, and his feedback was more detailed than what others received.
Carla picked up on it too.
âOkay, spill. Whatâs going on between you and Professor JM?â she asked during a lunch break.
âNothing!â I said quickly, feeling my face heat up. âHeâs just⦠encouraging, I guess.â
âEncouraging?â she repeated, raising an eyebrow. âJunno, professors donât text students unless thereâs something more to it.â
âItâs professional,â I insisted, though even I wasnât sure if I believed that.
Mark smirked. âIf you say so. But if it were me, Iâd be enjoying the attention.â
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By the time the debate rolled around, I had managed to push Carla and Markâs comments to the back of my mind. My focus was on leading my group and making sure we delivered a strong presentation.
The debate went better than I could have hoped. My group presented our arguments clearly, and the discussion was lively and engaging.
Afterward, as the class packed up to leave, Professor JM stopped me at the door.
âWell done, Junno,â he said, his voice low enough that only I could hear. âYou have a natural talent for leadership.â
âThank you, sir,â I said, trying not to let his words go to my head.
He gave me a small, almost private smile. âKeep it up.â
As I walked away, I couldnât shake the feeling that his words carried more weight than just professional encouragement. And for the first time, I wondered if Carla and Mark might be onto something after all.