CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

TREVOR'S P.O.V

" Where the hell is he?".

I hear Dylan's voice coming from the living room, as I am currently in my room lying on the bed facing away from the door. Not sleeping or thinking just crying myself out.

From the park, Avery and Jordan took me home when I started to cry none stop. From my guess, I think they couldn't handle the crying Luna in front of them so they decided to get me home, in my room at my bed.

It did not take long for Dylan to find me, cause the door is burst open.

" What is this am hearing about you want to break our bond?" He growls in a very deep voice, indicating that both he and Luke are present.

And here I thought he is here cause I was crying like a baby for him.

So I wipe away my tears so he wouldn't know that am crying.

Who am I kidding... My eyes are all puffy, red and wet.

" I was considering yes", I answer sharply standing up to face him.

" Why would you even consider doing that?" He growls. Well, it doesn't even bother him to see me crying.

" Don't growl at me", I yell wiping another traitorous tear. " And yes I did consider it because my mate is not here to give me any kind of ideas on how to deal with this ".

" I promised that I would help", He says coming more further inside the room. Maybe he is concerned as to why am crying.

"Except doing that! ", I let out heavy breathing. " You can't help me with promises Dylan. I need to do this one thing on my own".

Dylan stares at me like I am crazy.

" Why can't you just let me do this one thing? ". I plead.

He looks at me, his eyes are flickering from normal amber to brighter amber,and the next thing he walks out.

" Dylan" I call.

No response he keeps on walking.

" Dylan", I try again.

He is almost at the door.

So I run after him and find him almost out of the house.

" Dylan", I shout his name this time.

" What? ", he turns and he is angry like black eyes angry. " What do you want from us, Trevor ?"

" I want you to just understand me for once".

" We can't do that Trevor", he pauses " Just do whatever you want to do I am done. You want to go on a suicide mission, go. You want to break the bond, do that. Do whatever you want to do".

Off the door, he shifts and runs away.

Living me at the doorsteps with a confused Avery, Alex, Jordan, Myron, Max, Mark, Matt, Chris, and Nick.

Great.

I turn around looking at them " I will be in my room".

" Trev - " Alex starts.

" And no one to disturb me". I say talking my first step of the stairs.

Walking inside my room, I decided to take a quick shower maybe it will make me feel better.

No more crying, I say to myself.

After a few minutes in the bathroom, I was done. Putting on my sweatpants and T-shirt. I climb on my bed taking my laptop so I could do something productive as am trying not to sleep or cry again.

After an hour of typing, browsing, and planning for my future, I hear a tiny knock at my door.

I don't respond at first, then the person knocks again and opens the door slightly.

" Uncle Trev? " Ty calls peeking his head through the door.

" Hey", I say.

" Can I come in? " He asks.

I just nod as I put my things out of the way. Stretching my arms so he could come closer to me.

And closer he comes into my embrace, and we stayed that way without saying anything.

Without a minute pass, another knock was heard and this time was Mark. Also coming to sit on my Left as Tyler was on my right.

Another knock followed, it is Matt.

And another it happens to be Max.

All surrounding me like a broken toy.

Which I am at the moment. Thankfully they don't say anything... Just sitting there quietly and it was peaceful.

THE DEPARTURE DAY.

Two weeks passed after we were joined in the pack and became the members of the pack. The ceremony was huge and good except for the part that my mate was not anywhere near me. The most amazing thing is that I now have a mindlink that I share with the pack and the one that I share with my mate but it is not usable since no one is talking to another. ( Childish)

During that duration, I have been training with my brothers in order to prepare myself with the hunter's thing. A lot has changed within those two weeks.

One; I have the hunter's mark that appeared a few days after the marking and mating that it is located on my back, it is huge almost covering the enter back. I believe Dylan has seen it more than once when I am all shirtless during training, although he couldn't bring himself to ask about it. The mark is a sword being entangled with a rose vain flower around it.  ( Kill with Passion)

Hunter's Mark.

Second; Matt, Mark and Max's wolves have changed after unlocking their other side. Mark's wolf is still white but he has red drawings/stripes on him indicating that his warlock is present.

Max's wolf is still the same with black fur but he became darker and his eyes are red, like deep red also indicating his vampire side is present.

Matt's wolf has got wings. A wolf who can fly, I can't understand supernatural sometimes. His wolf is brown in color with wings which is weird but who can judge a hybrid between a dragon and a wolf.

My hunter's side has been more and more active by the day and mostly losing control by attacking people during the day and night time. Thankfully I haven't killed anyone yet but I have put some few people in the hospital.

And my mate doesn't see that and he still gives me the silent treatment.

" Make sure to be in touch with us after every five hours". Travis says as he carries the last duffel bag out of my room.

" You have said that a hundredth time", I tell him as I follow him downstairs.

" And I will say it a thousand times if I have to", He puts the bag down looking at me. " What am I doing?"

" Sending him away?" Chris says as he picks the bag and takes it outside to my awaiting car.

" Exactly", He puts his hands on his waist. " This is me being stupid. I am the big brother I am supposed to take care of you and not the other way around".

" This is you taking care of me", I say putting my hand on his shoulder.

He sighs, " No this is me killing my own brother".

" Not this again, we are passed this already". Max says coming closer to where we are.

" I know but I can't help it". He says.

" So who is ready to leave this place?" Alex says entering the house with Myron in tow.

" I guess that would be me". I smile at him.

Comes the moment of silence.

" Maybe I should wait for a little longer", I say.

" You have been doing that for the past two days Trev". Mark says.

" He is not coming". Damien says.

" Maybe he will, I just have to be- " I start when I get interrupted.

" He is not coming to Trev", Alex says this time in slow motion or maybe that is what I thought to be in slow motion as the words get into my head.

I pinch my nose bridge closing my eyes as I avoid everyone's pity eyes on me.

Taking a deep breath, " Okay this is me going, I will see you guys when I see you".

" Be careful", Chris starts with a hug.

" Please don't get yourself killed", Avery follows.

" Okay, brave one comes here", Nick opens his arms.

" Any indication of trouble you bolt", Alex warns. Talking from experience I guess.

" Like he said run, okay?" Myron follows with a bone-crushing hug.

" This will help", Jordan's hand sparkles as he rests it on my neck where my mark is and in a moment it's gone. " It is still there but just invisible to people".

" If you feel like changing your mind on the way just come back home okay". Mark says as he, Max and Matt give me a group hug.

" Remember your training and keep your head low everything will be okay", Damien says as he holds Travis closely.

" I will miss you, Uncle Trev". Ty says as he engulfs me into a hug.

" I will miss you too buddy", I tell him. " Promise me one thing".

" What?" He asks.

" Promise you will be checking in with Uncle Dylan as much as you can for me". I request.

" I promise". Ty says .

Just last few goodbyes. I hop into my new car and starts to drive away leaving everyone standing at the porch waving their goodbyes.

This journey might take several days to reach my destination but I bet it is worth it. I just wished Dylan was here to send me off but I guess it hurts him too much to see me going. But still, it hurts me a lot to not see him here with me.

PLAY THE SONG;

Ten minutes of drive and almost out of the town, there stood a large black fur wolf in the middle of the road, which made me to press the brake paddle very hard and to come at a stop few inches from where he is standing.

Without a word he starts to walk on the direction of the forest, indicating that I should follow him, which I did without a question as I knew the wolf is Luke.

Parking the car on the side of the road, I step out and follow his trail into the middle of the forest. Upon reaching him he is all back to human form and wearing some clothes.

I stand a few feet away from him, crossing my arms on my chest and wait for him to speak first. He runs his hand through his already messed hair and takes a nervous breath before meeting my eyes.

" I love you okay, I love you more than you can even imagine in your heart or express it to you. But all I know is that I love you too damn much".

" Dylan I -"

" No. No", He raises his hand. " Today is my turn to talk so please don't say anything".

So I just nod for him to continue.

" I know I have been distant and goddess knows why, but believe me I have tried so many times to understand what you want but I couldn't. You have asked me to let you go, so this is me letting you go, I am letting you go.

So now it is my turn to ask you when all of this is over please come back to me. I don't care if you are in pieces or full,  just come back to me cause believe me when I tell you that you are my reason for this existence. So don't you dare die out there cause I am not ready to lose you? Not now, not ever. We do still have a life to built and a lot of love to share, so don't perish away from me.

You will be mind linking me every single day twice, you will be telling me how your day is either a bad one or even a good one. The moment you feel unwelcomed or in danger, you came back home to me. Don't do anything reckless to get yourself killed."

By the moment he was done talking he is in front of me, mere inches from my face.

" I love you too". I say closing the distance between us.

* I love you and I promise to come back to you*, I say through our mindlink without breaking the kiss.

* I know*, Dylan replies.

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A/N

Another Journey Begins.

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