Chapter 10
0°Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart
As far as Cash was concerned, Sundays were sacred. Sundays meant watching football, drinking beer, and eating junk food. And he never strayed from that routine, not if he could help it.
So why was he finding it impossible to focus on the television screen?
For the hundredth time in the last hour, his gaze moved away from the TV and landed on the blonde across the room. She had a pair of earbuds in and was listening to music. She hadnât voiced a single complaint when heâd laid down the Sunday football law. Instead, sheâd spent the past hour transferring photos from a very expensive-looking camera to her laptop.
He had no idea what was up with him, why he felt the strongest urge to pull up the chair next to Jenâs and find out what she was working on. To spend the day sitting and talking. Maybe steal some kisses.
Talking. Stealing kisses.
What was he, a teenaged girl?
This need to get to know the woman he was sleeping with was disconcerting as hell.
Curiosity had him grudgingly rising from the couch. Jenâs gaze flicked up at his approach. She pulled out her earphones. âWhatâs up? Did your team lose or something?â
âNo.â He rounded the table and plopped down beside her. âI was curious about what youâre working on.â
She blinked in surprise. âOh. Nothing really. Iâm just uploading some pictures.â
Cash inspected the Nikon on the table. âShit, this camera is hardcore. When you said you liked messing around with photography, I figured you had one of those point-and-shoot cameras.â
âI used to, but thereâs no fun in that.â She shrugged. âItâs more satisfying adjusting the settings yourself and capturing something unique.â
âCan I see some of your pictures?â
Now she looked uneasy. âWhy?â
âWhy not?â
She chewed on her bottom lip as if trying to decide whether or not he was genuinely interested, and Cash suddenly remembered the comment sheâd made when theyâd first met, about how nobody in her family took her seriously. Maybe she was worried heâd make fun of her work?
âCome on,â he pressed. âIâd love to take a look.â
âUm. Okay.â She shifted the laptop so they could both see the screen. âThese are some shots I took in January when I went to a resort in Jamaica.â
Cash leaned in, expecting to find postcard-perfect shots of swaying palm trees, sandy white beaches, and a calm ocean, but that was not the case. At all.
âWhat the hell kind of resort did you to go?â he asked suspiciously, his gaze focused on the desolate scene before him.
She offered a sheepish look. âI didnât spend much time on the resort. But donât tell my brother,â she added quickly. âCarson and my parents think I take these yearly sun-and-fun vacations for the, well, sun and fun.â
Her fingers traveled over the track pad to scroll through the pictures. Cash was blown away. Some of the pictures were in color, others in black and white, but all displayed images he hadnât expected. Several featured a little boy, not older than five or six, with crooked teeth bared in a big grin. In one photo, the boy sat in the dirt, playing with marbles. In another, he dashed toward a small hut with a tin roof and made of rotting wood that looked about to collapse. The last shot showed the boy weaving through piles of garbage, while black flies hovered around him.
Cash frowned. âWhere was this taken?â
âIn a little town outside of Kingston. Poverty is their way of life. But Marcusâthatâs the kid in the pictureâhe was the sweetest kid Iâd ever met. Smiling all the time, despite it all.â
âWhat the hell were you thinking, walking around in places like these? You shouldâve stayed at the hotel where it was safe.â
She didnât even have the decency to look contrite. âThereâs only so many times you can ooh and aah at the ocean. Besides, Iâm easily bored. Lying on the beach all day for a week isnât my thing. I want to see and do things Iâve never experienced before. So if it means stepping out of my comfort zone and visiting a village, or checking out the ganja shops in Kingstonââ
âWhat?â
âOr visiting sugar cane fields in Haiti, ancient ruins in Mexicoâ¦â She trailed off with a shrug. âYouâve got to admit, it makes for more interesting pictures.â
She kept scrolling through photos. Cash couldnât fight the concern in his gut. When he saw a series of photographs that looked like theyâd been taken in the middle of a full-blown riot, he let out an expletive and scowled at Jen.
âSo you take these trips, tell your family youâre suntanning at a resort, and then you disappear into some of the most dangerous areas in those countries?â
âPretty much.â
âThatâs beyond foolish, Jen. Itâs downright reckless.â
âIâm careful,â she insisted. âI hire a respectable driver recommended by the resort staff. I donât go off into dark alleys aloneâI donât go out after dark at all, in fact. And Iâve been trained in self-defense. Iâm not some weak little twit who canât take care of herself.â
âThen why are you lying to your family about what you really do on these trips?â
âBecause unfortunately, they think Iâm a weak little twit who canât take care of herself. So instead of trying to change their minds, I let them think what they want and do my own thing.â She studied his face. âDisapproval of my tactics aside, what do you think of the pictures? Honestly?â
Cash sighed. âTheyâre incredible.â
A blush dotted her cheeks. âAre you just saying that?â
âNo. If anything, Iâm tempted to tell you they suck ass, just so youâd quit putting yourself in potentially dangerous situations,â he grumbled. âBut I canât lie to you. These are amazing.â
The joy that flooded her eyes bugged him a little. Was this the first time anyone had complimented her work? If so, that was a damn shame. The pictures on the screen were crisp, stark, unforgivingâshe didnât use any fancy techniques or filters to pretty up her subjects. She simply captured what she saw and forced you to look at it. Really look at it.
âWhy arenât you working for some big-time magazine or newspaper?â he asked in bewilderment.
She looked startled. âI do this for fun. I have a blog where I upload pictures, but itâs just a hobby. Other than the people who go on my blog, youâre the first person Iâve ever shown my pictures to.â
âYou seriously havenât shown these to anyone other than me?â
Her brows furrowed. âWhy do you look so pissed?â
âIâm not pissed. Iâm surprised.â He shook his head. âYou should be doing this professionally. Forget blogging, your work needs to be hanging in a gallery. Or on the cover of National Geographic or something.â
She stared at him as if heâd just told her sheâd won the lottery. âYou really think that?â
âHell yes.â
âI never thoughtâ¦â Her voice wobbled. âThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â His expression clouded over. âBut Iâm still pissed youâre exploring all those foreign countries without a single concern for safety.â
âIsnât that your job? Exploring foreign countries without a single concern for safety?â
She had him there.
Before he could point out that he was trained for that kind of shit, Jenâs phone broke out in an ear-shattering military march, complete with pounding percussion and a lot of horns. The sound was so intense it shook the dining room table.
She grinned. âThatâs my dadâs ringtone. He programmed it for himself because he thought my other ringtones were too girlie.â Rolling her eyes, she lifted the phone to her ear and said, âHi, Dad.â She paused, and then all the color drained from her face. âAre you serious? Did he hurt her?â
Cashâs shoulders went rigid.
Next to him, Jen breathed a sigh of relief. âOh thank God⦠Yes⦠Dad, I just said yes, okay? Iâll be there in thirty minutes.â She mumbled something unintelligible under her breath. âYes, Dad, heâll come with me. Tell Carson he doesnât have toâoh fine, whatever.â Her jaw tightened. âYes, sir.â
She hung up and turned to him with a flat, angry expression. âBrendan showed up at my parentsâ house an hour ago.â
âWhat did he do?â
âNothing crazy, which proves heâs not a total moron. You donât mess with the admiral, and Brendan knows it. But he did yell a little and demand to know where I was. Carson already told our parents that Brendan and I broke up, but he didnât give them any details. Now they have an idea, because Brendan mentioned the restraining order during his rant.â She scraped her chair back and stood with a scowl. âHe scared my momâand trust me, she doesnât scare easily. And he pissed off my dad, who is now requesting our presence.â
Wariness climbed up Cashâs throat. âOur presence?â
âCarson told him Iâm staying with you, so he wants you there. Be prepared, because heâll probably grill you.â
Cash felt shell-shocked as he watched Jen scurry off toward Mattâs bedroom. He had to meet her parents? Now?
He ran a hand over the stubble coating his jaw. Normally he had no problem charming a girlâs folks, but if Admiral Scott was anything like both Carson and Jen described, then no amount of charm would work on the man. Shit. And he didnât even have time to shave, damn it.
Cash sprang to action. In his bedroom, he rummaged through his dresser drawers for some presentable clothing. Showing up in sweatpants and a wife-beater definitely wouldnât make a great first impression. He settled on a pair of wrinkled khakis he hardly ever wore, hence the wrinkles, and a blue button-down shirt. Forgoing his trademark shitkickers, he shoved his feet into a pair of brown loafers he found in his closet, which made him take pause because he had no idea how theyâd gotten there.
He lookedâand feltâlike a total tool in the getup.
When he stepped out of his room, he collided with Jen, who took one look at him and burst out laughing. âAre you wearing khakis? And loafers?â
He gritted his teeth. âIâm trying to look presentable.â
âWhy?â It dawned on her. âFor my parents? Oh, thatâs sweet. But unnecessaryâtheyâll be too busy lecturing me to notice what youâre wearing.â
He cast a longing look at the television before walking over to turn it off. So much for his sacred Sunday ritual. Instead of football and beer, he was about to spend the afternoon with Jenâs parents.
And Carson.
Shit, heâd forgotten all about Carson.
âBy the wayânot one word to your brother about what weâve been doing all weekend,â Cash said as they left the apartment.
Jen was walking ahead of him, and she spared him a pithy look over her shoulder. âGee, really? I was planning on giving him a play-by-play of every orgasm I had.â
They reached the stairwell door. Before she could walk through it, he grasped her chin with one hand and glared at her. âIâm serious.â
She frowned. âWhat exactly did Carson threaten you with when he told you to keep your hands off me?â
With a sigh, he dropped his hand from her face. âIâm planning on doing the officer training this year, and I need a recommendation from him. He implied heâd give me a bad one if I got involved with you.â
Jenâs jaw fell open. âCash, if my brother denies you a good recommendation based on who youâre sleeping with rather than your skills as a soldier, then heâs a really shitty lieutenant.â
âMaybe, but I canât risk it.â
It was her turn to sigh. âFine, my lips are sealed. But I canât promise I wonât tell him off for all the other ways heâs been interfering in my life lately.â She paused. âNot today, though. Iâll already have my hands full dealing with my dad.â
She reached for the door handle, then stopped abruptly. She surprised him by looping her arms around his neck, standing on her tiptoes, and giving him a long, open-mouthed kiss that left him breathless.
As their tongues met, Cashâs anxiety vanished, replaced by a blast of molten heat that sizzled from his mouth straight down to his dick. He couldnât get enough of this woman. She was like a new drug he hadnât known existed. Every kiss, every touch and mind-numbing release, fueled the addiction.
âThere,â she said, pulling her mouth free. âThat ought to tide us over for a while.â
Hardly. That one kiss had made his groin throb like a motherfucker. It took all his willpower to banish the surge of lust buzzing in his veins.
They left the building through the rear doors that opened onto the parking lot. Neither of them said much during the drive, the silence broken only by the occasional direction from Jen. Cash absently tapped his fingers on the steering wheel as he drove north on the I-805, wishing he knew what to expect from this visit. He hated going into situations blind, and by the time he exited the interstate and followed Del Mar Heights toward Jenâs parentsâ house, he was feeling tense and subdued again.
The Scott family home was nestled away from the road in a residential area. Modest-sized houses, towering oaks, and well-maintained sidewalks flashed by. It was a nice area, and family friendly, judging by the multitude of bicycles and kiddie pools littering the lawns.
Cash pulled into the driveway and parked behind a very familiar Range Rover. He smothered a curse. Great, the LT was already here. Hopefully Carson didnât possess some freaky sex radar that would start beeping the second he saw Cashâs face.
But hell, Jen had raised a damn good point before. Carson had no business basing his recommendation on Cashâs sex life. So what if heâd given in to his attraction to Jen? He was a damn good SEAL, and his dick played no part in that equation.
The front door swung open the second they climbed the porch. Carsonâs tall frame filled the doorway, his gloomy expression serving as an omen of what lay behind the door. He nodded a distracted hello at Cash, then glanced at his sister.
âHow pissed is he?â Jen asked.
âScale of one to ten? Seven, maybe eight.â Carson dragged a hand through his blond hair. âBut itâs not directed at you. Mostly Brendan, and then me, for handling it on my own and not telling them.â
Jen frowned. âIâm handling it on my own. They should be mad at me, not you.â
Her brother shrugged. âCome on, letâs get this over with. Theyâre out on the patio.â
Neither Scott sibling paid Cash much attention. They simply marched down the wide hallway, leaving him to steal a quick glance here and there as he trailed after them. Family photos lined the cream-colored walls in the corridor. There was an obscene amount of shots featuring Carson in his uniform, and Cash also glimpsed a portrait featuring an older version of Carson clad in full navy regalia.
The hallway spilled into a spacious, country-style kitchen with gleaming appliances and an enormous butcher-block work island. A glass sliding door across the room led out to a cedar deck ringed by a slatted wooden railing. As they neared the door, Cash gazed beyond the deck at the manicured lawn and kidney-shaped swimming pool.
Jenâs parents were out on the deck, sitting on white wicker chairs. Both jumped to their feet when they spotted the new arrivals, and a little blonde cyclone dashed over to embrace Jen. Jen had inherited her tiny stature and perfect features from her mother, who looked so much like her they could have been twins.
The admiral waited his turn while his wife hugged their daughter, but the hard line of his square jaw belied his patient pose. The second Jenâs mother released her, the admiral pulled her into a tight embrace.
The Scotts looked Jen up and down as if gauging her physical and mental state. Their scrutiny lasted so long Jen finally sighed. âI told you Iâm fine. Stop looking at me like Iâm not.â
Jenâs mother peered at Cash. âIs this him?â
âYes,â Jen replied, sounding both irritated and amused. âCash McCoy, these are my parents, Laura and Gary Scott.â
Cash approached the couple and stuck out his hand. âPleased to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Scott,â he said gruffly.
Laura shook his hand first. Her smile was genuinely warm. âCall me Laura, please.â
Gary leaned in for the handshake, his lips curled in a frown as he said, âCall me Admiral. Or sir.â
From the corner of his eye, Cash saw Jen rolling her eyes.
Jenâs father still had a death grip on Cashâs hand. He didnât want to pansy out and be the first to end the shake, but he knew the older man expected it of him, and the need to get in the manâs good graces beat out Cashâs macho instincts.
He withdrew his hand, then studied Gary Scott. Six feet tall, blond hair threaded with silver, the shoulders of a linebacker and a handsome yet stern face. Commanding was the first word that came to mind. Followed by terrifying.
The admiral narrowed his pale blue eyes. âSo youâre the one entrusted with the task of keeping my daughter safe.â
âYes, sir.â
The man continued his slow appraisal, then nodded as if Cash had passed his test. âYou seem competent.â
Relief flickered through him. âThank you, sir.â
âWith that said, know that if any harm comes to my daughter, I will drown you.â
Huh. So thatâs where Carson got it from.
âDad!â Jen chided, but her father had already turned away from Cash.
âWhy donât we all sit down?â Although he formed it as a question, it was clearly an order.
And although the admiral wasnât his CO, wasnât even active duty, Cashâs butt landed in the chair before the man even finished his sentence. So did everyone elseâs butts. Which made one thing very clearâthe admiral ran a tight ship here.
This was going to be a long afternoon.