Lesbian Crush

Baby I'm only gone be for a week, you act like I'm gone be go for forever "Terrianna said as I watched her pack her suitcase

Her mom had paid for a vacation for them to go back to Vegas for a week before school started back.

I'm just now finding out about it now tho.

"But what I'm gone do for a whole week without my baby? Summer break is almost over and school is about to start in a week. So when will you be back?" I asked

"Sunday Morning" she huffed like she was getting tired of me asking.

Like damn who wouldn't be sad to see their girlfriend be gone for a whole week. I spent my entire summer with her pretty much if I wasn't outside with the gang.

"I guess" I said sitting back on her bed with my back turned from her and I heard her huff again. A few seconds later she came around and squatted in front of me.

"You will be fine without me bug. You can go hang out with your friends and do what you do when I'm not around. It's not that serious you being a big ass baby for no reason" she trying to I think make me feel better but it didn't.

"You really think it's safe for you to be out there? I mean the man was never found I just think it's dangerous" I didn't want her getting hurt going back to her old neighborhood

"Shhhh don't speak on that you know my mother doesn't know. I will be fine. You know I don't have any friends so I'll be to myself if not with my mom" she explained

"Alright. Well since you'll be leaving soon how about you give me something to remember you by" I said smirked as I pulled her on top of me on the bed kissing

"Babe you know I'm not ready for that" she said and I smacked my lips removing her from my lap "You said u would understand" she added

"I do but it's like we been dating for a year and you still not ready to give me some head when I please you all the time. Shit just don't make sense to me at all"

"You don't under-"

"Save it. I'm out" I said cutting her off grabbing my stuff and leaving

Who wants to be in a relationship with a person who doesn't want to be sexual with their partner?

I know I don't and I have been faithful asl the whole year but I don't know how much longer I can go.

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First off, lets be clear as f*ck, the opps we let off

Shots with foenem, I be all up in the Gucci store clutching

The Glock, yea you know I be shopping a lot

Dashing the two door, don't care if I'm solo or not

Call me "Swervo" it's off with the top

I see the enemy, on sight it's off with his top

Even though I like talking a lot" I rapped to my boy G Herbo song 4 nem as I drove around making my rounds.

My name is Vanessa. I am 17 years old and I am Senior at West High. I am a lesbian and I wouldn't label myself as a stud, or fem, I am just me. Mostly a time boy though I don't like the girly stuff. I live with my Dad he raised me since my mother was on drugs. I had a lot of brothers and sisters on my mom side that I somewhat grew up with but barley know them. I do have a five-year-old brother on my dad side and that little boy is my world. I guess that's all yall really need to know about me.

The car I'm driving is my aunt car, she always let me use her shit. Since she has another car.

"Nessa I'm hungry" shorty in the passenger said rubbing her stomach.

I know what y'all thinking like damn bitch you just cheating because she don't want to please you.

Naw that's not it.

This my friend Quetta. We been friends since we were in 6th grade. And no we not fucking, we were but we are no longer doing that anymore. We explored with each other since it was both our first time. We even made a thing of it and kept going until I met Terrianna.

I met T the second semester of freshman year and we didn't click until last year. That made me cut off sexual ties with Quetta, but we still remained friends. Everybody knew Quetta and I were a thing back then and couldn't believe it when I started dating T.

"What you wanna eat fatty?" I asked smirking shaking my head turning the music down. She literally just ate a big ass burrito.

"I'm not fat" she said acting sad softly hitting my shoulder "I just need some snacks, you had me in the car all day running around with you" she stressed

"Girl shut up you know I'm gone feed you" I said

"How you gone feed me daddy?" She asked all seductively in my ear licking it in the process

"You know I got a girl chill out brown eyes" I said pushing her off me

She smacked her lips and folded her arms. I don't care about her being mad she know what it is. This is not the first and I'm pretty sure it won't be the last time of her pushing up on me. Last time she did that shit I stopped talking to her ass for a week. She was even more mad. I gotta respect my baby.

"I don't know why you acting brand new and shit" I said shaking my head as I stopped at the light and looked over at her,

"You bogus asl for just dropping me like that. You get a ugly ass girlfriend and you acting brand fucking new" she expressed

"You didn't want to be together. You was out doing you remember? We was young though" I replied

"Yeah we was young but you couldn't tell me what we had wasn't real we went through a lot Nessa" she said trying to convince me

"Well we not young anymore" I said pulling off

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It's was getting late and all day I was making money here and there. I had drop Quetta off a couple hours ago because she started to get on my nerves. She is usually my down to ride partner but lately she been tripping.

Maybe I'm gone have to get a new team player. Since Q always MIA on me and shit.

Pulling up to my aunt crib my phone started going off. I grab from my phone from the cup holder as I park. Seeing that it was my baby Terrianna I answered right away. I haven't heard from her since yesterday.

"Waddup T" I said in my sexy voice

....

"Hello?" I question nobody spoke into the phone but I heard noise in the back ground.

"Must have pocket dialed me" I said to myself about to hang up until I heard a female voice that wasn't Terrianna's.

I put it on speaker to listen better. I had to make sure I wasn't tripping tripping.

"Damn T you gotten better with that........." mysterious female voice said. That last part was cut off. I don't know it was a moan or someone moving something around.

"HELLO" I yelled louder into the phone. Moments later the phone hung up

"Anit this bout a bitch" I said looking at my phone. I decided to dial her number.

Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz

"I'm sorry I can't come to phone right now...." I hung up on her voicemail

"This bitch got me fucked up for real" I started to become angry and I have bad angry issues.

Call me back ASAP -V

Shooting her that message I lock my phone. I don't want to overreact and I'm trying not to but sum didn't seem right.

T not the type of person to push my buttons.

But then again, we left on a bad note before she took off to Vegas.

But she not stupid.

But she told me she didn't have friends in Vegas.

But that could all be a lie.

Nah let me stop tripping she not dumb I know my girl.

?

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After getting that call from T last night my mind was just all over the place, I didn't know what to really think. So, I had called up my bro Q and told him to meet me at the basketball court.

I was already at the court playing around, since it was right by my house so I just walked. It was a little earlier so nobody was here but me.

"Bro your trash" Q said as he walked up dropping his bag in the process

"Nigga shut up I do this shit" I said throwing the ball to him as he laughed and shook up

"Excuses excuses. Wassup tho bro it's a little early to be out here" he said dribbling the ball

"I pull up to the crib the other night from bussing moves all day with Quetta. I get a phone call from T right? Cuz you know she went to Vegas with her mom's. She had pocket dialed me and some bitch on the phone talking about Damn T you gotten better with that......then I hear some extra noise and somebody hung up"

"T cheating?" He asked surprised

"G ion know but I called back and no answer then I text she read my shit and didn't respond back. It's crazy because I see her snapchat and she was outside partying and that was after I sent my message" I said throwing the ball making it go in the hoop

"And she anit got you up since. Then the hoe is cheating on you V or doing something she not supposed to be doing" he expressed grabbing the ball and throwing it back to me to shot

"Man ion know. I don't want to overreact but at the same time we left off on a bad note and we still haven't talked" I said a little concerned

"Yeah that don't sound like T dog something definitely fishy about that little situation because she usually would call you or respond back" he said as we switched spots

"I don't know what to think or do" I said throwing him the ball

"Man we young asl we don't have to be faithful to these hoes especially if they not being faithful to us" he said as he walked closer to me "Let's go out tonight g. You don't never have time for the crew no more. You always up T ass. Let's have some fun" he said

"That don't sound bad at all. Since T gone, I can go out one night before school start back" I said doing our little hand shake

"That's what I'm talking about" he yelled

If T out having fun. I should be able to have some fun too.

TERRIANNA

Damn baby you getting better and better with that head" Kia said as I popped my head up from under the cover smirking

"Good. I been learning some new tricks from the porn sites you gave me" I said laying down next to her.

"When does your mom come back?" She asked

"She should be home in an hour or so" I said getting up and getting dressed and she followed

"So how are you and what's her face doing?" She asked grabbing her clothes

"Ummm I don't know. One minute we good and the next we not. She's so damn controlling" I explained as I started making the bed

"Is she still hitting you?" She asked and I ignored her "Terrianna" she said and she grabbed my arm making me stop "she still hitting you isn't she" she said and I nodded

"I mean she apologizes but it only when she drinks a lot" I lied trying make it not seem as bad

"Why don't you stay here with me?" She asked and I shook my head no

"I can't my mom wouldn't let me do that again after what happened" I said

"Damn. I wish you could stay and get away from that monster" she said helping me make the bed. I sprayed the room, it smelled like straight up sex.

My mom knew Kia was my friend but she never knew we were in a relationship. She just knew me and Vanessa was. I lied to Kia about Vanessa hitting me and being controlling. She is actually a really good girlfriend to me. Sometimes

"Maybe we should come up with a plan" Kia said with a devious smile on her face

*Alarm goes off*

I hit the snooze button on my alarm, jumping out of my bed super excited to finish my second semester as a senior. After hanging out with Q and the crew last night, we was lit as fuck. We always throw the best back to school parties.

I go in the bathroom to brush my teeth and then take a shower. I hate brushing my teeth after I get out the shower but that's how I always did my routine. After my hygiene I put lotion on my body and put on the clothes that I laid out the day before. I put on my ripped dark blue skinny jeans, with a fitted white V-neck shirt and some black vans. I'm pretty simple when it comes to fashion. While I'm putting all my school shit and snacks in my backpack. I always stayed with the snacks a nigga be hungry during the day and they lunch be nasty as hell. As I racking up with the snacks, I heard the doorbell ring. I already knew it my 16-year-old cousin Kaylyn. I hurry up and get the door.

"It's about time you open the door" she yells. I look at her up and down with her pink and white leggings on and a white shirt with her black boots on.

"Girl shut up" I laugh letting her in. She walked right in the kitchen rumbling through cabinets and shit.

Kaylyn has been my best friend since we been born and since then we have been together. I call her big booty Kaylyn because she has a big ass booty.

"Is your dad here?". She asked as I grab my backpack and leather jacket

"Nah he still at work, but let's go because I don't want to be late for the bus" I said walking to door with my keys in hand. We head to the bus stop and get on the bus heading to school. It doesn't take us long to get to school. As we get on the bus I plug my headphone into my phone and put them in my ear. I hated when people tired to talk to me on the bus.

We get there and all the black people in the lunch room. We go sit down by our friends Quetta, Harland and Quentin (Q), and Trina. Trina don't say a lot all she does is sit, smile and laugh.

"Wassup Bros" I said to Q and Harland. Them was my boys we did everything together said as we greeted them with the handshake.

"Hey Hubby" Quetta said as I gave her a quick side hug as I seen my girlfriend Terrianna walking in the lunch room

"Sup brown eyes" I responded quietly as I seen Terrianna mean mugging the hell outta Quetta.

"Hugging the school hoe again I see" Terrianna said as she stood in front of me with her hand on her hip, book bag on her shoulder, and purse on her wrist.

"Wassup ma" I said giving her a hug and I could tell she was giving that look like get yo hoe fucked up look

"Keep ya girl in check" Quetta said rolling her eyes eating her school breakfast

"Tuh she luck I gotta go" Terriana said rolling her eyes and waving her hand at Quetta

"Yall do this everyday shit mad annoying" Q said shaking his head

"She shouldn't start with then, keep ya hands off my girl the fuck" Terrianna said as she was almost in Quetta face but I stood between them

"Little do she know" Quetta somewhat whispered but everybody heard her but Terrianna

"Anyways I'll see you for lunch boo" Terrianna said kissing me and walking off as I sat down at the table

"Nessa got them hoes" Harland screamed out and everybody laughed as Kaylyn hit him on the back of his head

"Bae I was just playing" he said rubbing his head with one hand and trying put his arm around my cousin neck but she pushed him off. They been on and off since freshman year

"Did yall get yall new schedules? I said pulling out my schedule. They all followed me by pulling out their schedules as well trying to compare them. We all had chef, study hall and gym together. I had film study with Quetta and that's about it.

"We made it yall we gone be graduating in a couple of months". I said all geeked up. I was tired of school. I was ready to get to the money.

"I can't believe both yall niggas made it. You and Q trying to blow up the school and fighting" Kaylyn said.

They all laugh, but she was right referring to Q, Aliah and I setting the trash can on fire last year. I was going through a rough time and I didn't care about nothing. I just did anything and everything. Beside Aliah, Q and I have been my best friend since kindergarten we were always there for each other and I could depend on them, but after that incident happened Aliah changed schools she wasn't gone to be around at all. I really missed her, but we still kept in touch sometimes.

The bell rings pulling me out of my thoughts. We all walking down the hallway. Since I had late arrival for my first hour I didn't have nowhere to go. Everybody else didn't want to go to class either so we just walked the hallways laughing, talking, and messing with people in their class rooms for an hour. Then the second bell rings. I look at my schedule to see what I had for the day.

2nd: Gym

3rd: Study Hall

4th: Chef

Lunch

6th: Film study

7th: Chemistry

8th: Early Release

I had to stop at my locker to get my gym clothes so the crew had already gone to the gym. On my way to the gym I was running through the halls. As I was running, I bumped into a girl making her phone fall to the ground making the battery come out. I picked it up giving it to her.

"Sorry" I said handing her the phone. She smiled at me with her pearly white teeth. I had seen her with these two other girls I used to hang out with freshman year. Caryn and Jessica. I fucked with Caryn but the Jessica chick was super lame and ugly as hell plus I never liked her.

"Wassup Nessa" Caryn said giving me a side high and I accepted

"Sup Shorty" I said she was super short so I had to bend a little bit to give her a hug

"Where you headed to?" She asked as he slurped on her drink

"Ummm gym class" I said and I seen the fat chick from the side eyeing the fuck outta me

"This Kia, she new to our school. I'm showing her around" She said bumping the girl shoulder

"Hey" She said shyly

"Sup don't let Caryn get you in trouble" I say licking my lips trying make shorty comfortable and she laughed showing her dimples and I had a weakness for them. She on the heavy side but I don't discriminate

"Girl please, I am not trouble" Caryn said. Jessica was just playing her phone with that little ass ponytail in her head

"You know how you get shorty, if you need help let me know. I run this school" I said smiling at her. She had a cute baby face. Just when she was about to say something, the bell ring.

"Well it was nice meeting you, but I have to get to class. Hit my line shorty" I said to Caryn. She smiles and nodded her head " I hope to bump into you again" she said and she walked off. As I walking off shorty smile was in my head, I love them dimples.

As I walked in the gym, I hear the gym teacher talking. I recognized as my old coach Mr. Grey when I played for school basketball team freshman year. I was a good baller but I hated the girl's team and I couldn't play on the boy's team so I quit. The girl's team was full of drama and extra shit.

"Nice of you to join us Vanessa" Mr. Grey said

"My bad Coach" I said sitting next to the crew

"It's Mr. Grey to you, I am only coach when you play sports and since you're not playing any it's Mr. Grey" He explained and I rolled my eyes. He been bitter and coming at me since I quit. I don't care, put me on the boy's team and I will.

"Anyways, syllabus is over there on the chair please take one and if you have any questions please don't be afraid to ask me. Tryouts for basketball will be starting soon so I would encourage you to sign up" He said mostly looking at me for the last part and I smirked "Alright for the remainder of the class I Set up badminton and basketball. Enjoy"  He finished walking away

"I don't know why he just don't put you on the boy's team anyway" Q said

"I keep telling him but shit we graduating soon anyway so I don't even care no more" I said as we walked to the basketball hoops to play

"Let's play 21" Harland said as he dribbled the ball and tried to make it but was way off. We all laughed

"You know you can't play basketball bae" Kaylyn said as she grabbed the ball and making the shot

"Damnnnnnn" Everybody said

"How you let yo girl school you tho" Quetta said as we all laughed

"Man, that was a lucky shot plus she hit it off the back board" Harland said

"Yeah sure" I said as we got ready to play 21 on one side of the gym until Drew and his little crew came over. I hated this nigga with a passion. He irked my damn nerves.

"Quetta bring yo ass over here and greet yo man" He said and I rolled my eyes bouncing the ball. I could see out of the corner of my eye that he was looking at me and I shook my head.

"Sorry to say but we got this court. Yall know we play at this court for two years straight" Drew said. I looked around to see who he was talking to and I continued to take shots after shots

"I know you heard us" Raina said as she grabbed the ball after I shot the basket

"Look yall always coming over her starting shit" Harland standing next to me as well as Q did

"Right, we go through this shit every day. We were here first so, take yo ass to the other court" Q responded. Raina and Drew just laughed looking at each other

"I don't think you heard us the first time. Take yall ass to the other court this our shit" Drew said getting in my face and I chuckled. Raina right behind him on his heels.

"Drew if you don't get out my damn face before I knock yo dumb ass out. Just because I'm a female don't let shit fool you playboy" I said standing my ground. Even though I was female I was a rough ass girl. I had been getting to fights since I could remember and most of them was niggas. I barley got into fights with bitches. Niggas always thought they could try me and push me around but I wasn't letting that happen.

"You know you to cute to be a lil tomboy. You know I could turn yo ass out if you weren't so hardcore" Drew said laughing making kissy faces in my face. At this moment my hand was shaking and I was ready to know this nigga out. Once you push my buttons. I'm a hot head I see red and anit no stopping me.

"Didn't she knock yo ass out freshman year and took yo girl?" Q asked being funny.

"Had my nigga seeing stars" Harland and they both laughed

"What's going on here?" Mr. Grey asked walking up and moving in between us

"Nothing just talking Coach" Raina said smirking

"I don't know who yall think yall is but yall don't run shit over here trust and believe that" I said getting annoyed

"Chill out Vanessa" Mr. Grey said trying stand in front of me

"Fuck you nasty ass bitch" Raina said as threw the ball and it hit me. At that point I lost it, I pushed passed Mr. Grey and swung at Raina making us fall to the ground. All I could hear was the bell ring as we wrestled on the ground.

"Vanessa let her go" I heard Kaylyn said

"Come on security coming" Q said

"Raina let's go" Drew said and we were pulled apart

Next thing I know we was in the principal office. My dad had got called and so did Raina's. I was beyond pissed. This bitch hit me with the ball and I'm not supposed to do nothing.

I was shaking my leg up and down ready for round two. Raina was just looking at me smirking. I wanted to beat her ass so bad.

"I got the report from the gym teacher and seems to all the witness Raina and Drew started it. The policy is to suspend both parties but since Raina hit Vanessa with the ball. I am sorry Raina you would have to be suspended for the rest of the day and tomorrow. You will report to my office when you come back. As for Vanessa you will serve in school suspension in the detention room. Please don't make any trouble in there" the principal explained

"I will assure you that she will not get into any more trouble" My dad said and I rolled my eyes. He always seemed to be on their side. I was the one who was hit with the damn ball.

"Yeah wateva can I go now" I said I didn't want to be around none of they ass any longer. I was pissed I had to spend the rest of my time in fucking detention. That's all good though. I didn't have to do shit all day.

"Vanessa you can go first security will escort you to the detention room. Also here is a pass and if she has any questions tell her to call me" He said writing my pass

"I'll see you at home Vanessa" my dad said and I nodded walking out

"You good killa?" Quetta asked

"Cool" I said grabbing my backpack from the security guard

"What happened?" Quetta said following me

"Raina go suspended and I'm in detention all day" I explained not really wanting to be bothered

"Are you sur----"

"Look I don't want to be bothered right now leave me alone" I said as I went into the detention room slamming the door in her face.

I'm sure that was harsh and it's not really her fault but I didn't want to be bothered. After I get pissed off, I don't want to talk to nobody.

I'm gone see Raina and Drew soon, and when I do it's not gone be good. Usually Terrianna would be around but I haven't really seen her or got a text from her. I wonder what's up with her.

So, what do yall think about the first chapter? Please comment and give me your feedback. As of right now I am updating and editing all my chapters in all my Lesbian Love books. So I hope yall enjoy the new chapters. Thanks.