Irresistible 11 ****<3

Cedric's POV

I was so mad at him, no not mad FURIOUS. I had no right though, he wasn't mine. Still, he was kissing all over me and acting like he wanted me! How can I be so stupid? I let myself get attached already, and all I'm going to get in return is heartbreak.

I knew he wouldn't break up with her but I clung to that little bit of hope and in the end I get disappointment, ugh I still cant get the image of her on him like that out of my head. Its suppose to be me on him not her!

I sigh, I need some fresh air. I walk to the sliding door for the balcony, I open it and walk out closing it behind me. I sit down on the chair out there and stare at the sky.

I love him don't I?

Oh my god, I do. Nice going Cedric, you sure know how to pick them. The ones who don't want you, nice going real nice!

But how could I not love him? His amazing smile, his amazing body, the way he knows how to make me smile, just one look at him and he makes my heart soar. His touch and his kiss makes me want to go back for more. My heart beats fast just by the thought of him.

"What am I going to do?" I say out loud.

I run my fingers through my hair, How am I going to get myself out of this one? I have a couple weeks left here, how am I going to stop myself when I see him everyday? Avoid him?

I don't want to do that, I really don't want to do that. Its not like I could really avoid him we live in the same house.

Tell myself that I don't want him? I don't want him. I don't want him. I don't want him. Oh hell I do want him! I want him so bad, more than anything right now. I love him, I love him!

Too bad he doesn't want me too or love me too, everything would be perfect if he would just want me as bad as I want him or love me as much as I love him.

Quit dreaming Cedric. If only I could stop thinking for at least a day in my life, I think too much.

I shift in my seat, geez this seat is so uncomfortable. I stand up and lean against the edge of the balcony staring at the moon, such a beautiful sight. It almost puts my mind at ease. ALMOST.

I turn around and head for the door and head back in and look up to see Oliver sitting on my bed, Whats he doing in here? Geez. Not that I hate seeing him I just really don't want to see him right now.

"What are you doing in here?" I say with an edge to my voice.

"I'm sorry Cedric."

"Like I said you don't have to apologize to me, you guys are dating." I feel my heart tighten, lucky bitch. I walk up to him and ruffle his hair, "Go back to bed silly, we have a wedding to go to tomorrow." I smile.

"I..." He looks down.

I start to walk away but he grabs my wrist shooting tingles up my arm, I choose to ignore them.

"Don't hate me, please don't." He looks so miserable, why? Its not like I mean much to him.

I turn around and face him,"I could never hate you Oliver." I reach out to him caressing his cheek, all of my anger gone just cause he looked so miserable.

"But why do I feel like you do?" He still looks miserable which makes my heart tighten, I gotta get that miserable look off his face.

"Oliver, I'm over what happened earlier," Clearly lieing, hoping he doesn't notice it. I'm totally not over it.

"Really?" He looks up hopeful.

"Really." I kiss his forehead.

"I'm so relieved,"He smiles up at me. I smile back.

I nod,"Now lets get to bed mister, we have a busy day tomorrow." Yeah, which I know will be a horrible day because you'll be all over your girlfriend.

He nods too," Can...can I..Can I get a hug Cedric?" He mumbles looking down.

I look at him, why does it seem like he really needs a hug from me? I shake my head, he doesn't care about you in that way Cedric, its just a brotherly hug. Yeah thats what it is.

"Sure." I hug him, gahh it feels so right, I frown. Ignore it Cedric.

He hugs back, tightly.

Okay okay keep calm Cedric, its just a huggg. I take a deep breath and let it out. I pull away, and smile up at him, "Alright bed time mister." I say leading him to the door.

Before he gets to protest I push him out the door, smile and shut the door. I walk over to my bed and strip of my clothes leaving me in only my boxers, I climb into my bed, hoping that I will be able to fall asleep.

Oliver's POV(shortttt (: )

I had to see him to make sure everything was okay, I wouldn't be able to sleep if I knew he was mad. I still feel like he is mad at me even though he told me everything was okay. I have a feeling deep down that he was still hurting. I hated me hurting him, I hated it so much.

I really wanted to do much more than hug him but he practically pushed me out the door, I really really really wanted to fall asleep with him in my arms.

I sigh, I stare at the ceiling, I have a feeling I won't be able to sleep tonight. Too much on my mind.

Cedric's POV ;D

I heard a knock on my door,

"Time to get up, squirt." my father says poking his head in through the door, seeing my appearence his eyes go wide. "Are you okay? You look like shit."

I groan, "Thanks dad." I laugh. I hadn't slept a wink last night, too much on my mind.

"Cedric, are you okay?" He asks again.

"Yeah I'm fine dad I'll be down soon."

He nods,"Alright." He leaves closing the door softly behind him.

I get up and stretch, well I guess I should hop in the shower. I grab my blow dryer and hair straightener ,I head for the shower leaving my outfit in my room. I turn the shower on waiting for it to get hot.

I take my boxers off and hop in the shower. I scrub my hair clean and wash my body. Ahhh, the feel of this hot water on my body makes me feel so refreshed, I just realized everytime I hop in the shower it relieves me from stress and what not. I climb out of the shower, grab the blow dryer and dry my hair.

I look in the mirror and see bags under my eyes, oh how lovely. I grab my hair straightener and start straightening it. There's a knock on the door.

"Yes?" I say.

"Can I come on? Gotta brush my teeth." I hear Oliver.

"Yeah just a second." I put my straightener down and grab my towel and wrap it around my waist, yes I was just straightening my hair in the nude. Hey, its comfortable that way.

I unlock the door and open it and walk back to my hair straightener, going back to straightening my hair.

"T-thanks.." I hear him mumble.  He goes to his tooth brush and he squirts toothpaste on his toothbrush and he sticks it in his mouth he moves the toothbrush back and forth.

"Not a problem." Are his cheeks a little pink? Why would they be? I then realize I'm only in a towel. Would this affect him? Nah.

"Excuse me a second," I say to him pushing him out of the way of the mirror, hmmm, does it look okay? I study it in the mirror. "Hmmm, I guess I'm satisfied." I look in the mirror and notice Oliver is checking me out.

"Like what you see?"

"O-oh," He blushes, awwww.

I unplug my hair straightener and head for the bathroom door when Oliver, grabs my wrist once again. I look back at him, "Yes?" I lift one eyebrow.

"Yes, I like what I see." He says while eyeing me up and down. I blush, now I definitely feel self conscience(Phail. I think? lul.)

"Ummm, thanks...But um could you stop staring at me like that?"

"No," Geeez one minute he is all nervous then next he is all I dont know like he isn't nervous? Haha, I'm so smart.

"No?"

"Yup, no." he backs me up against the door.

"Why no?"

"Cause I like looking at you and I will look at you any way I'd like to." He winks, My eyes go wide. Is he weird or is it just me?

"Ummm..."

"Cedric..."

"Hm?"

"Kiss me." He says in a low voice.

"Nope." I say popping the P. He growls.

I chuckle and push him so that he is now away from me so I can get out I open the door and leave closing the door behind me, I run to my room so nobody can see me in just a towel.

I grab my suit and put it on, I look at myself, man I look HOTT. Grey suit and purple tie and my straight hair and black dress shoes, if I  had my way I'd be wearing my converse but nooo I can't.

Should I put eyeliner on? Would that be appropriate? Oh who cares! I grab my eyeliner out of my bag and put my eyeliner on. AHHH now I definitely look hot, Oliver won't be able to resist me. I smile brightly, well too bad he won't be dancing with me or anything he'll be too busy with his girlfriend. I scowl at myself in the mirror, man I sometimes wish I was a chick just so he would find me more attractive like his girlfriend, I mean to me she is BLEH. GAGGG. But to him she is probably irresistible.

I hear a tap at the door

"Time to go!" Shouts Cynthia.

"Alright," I walk out of my room right when he walks out, and my mouth drops. Man, he can clean up good! He looks completely gorgeous! Mmmm, and I thought he wouldnt be able to resist me but him ahhh its going to be hard to resist that.

"Take a picture it lasts longer." He says with humour in his eyes.

"Yeah yeah yeah." I follow Cynthia.

About 30 mintues later we are all outside where this Aunt Susan? Im not sure I completely forget her name, well anyway this will be where she is getting married.

Dad introduces me to alot of the family and I smile and shake there hands and act like I care, when instead I'm looking at Clarissa and Oliver. I sigh, maybe I should just be happy that he is happy? At least he isn't depressed.

"Hey." I hear Oliver say to me he is practically breathing down my neck.

"Oh h-hi." I start to feel shy, whaaa? Me shy?! Geez he always brings the bad and good sides out of me.

"You should come sit with us," Clarissa says cheerfully. Ugh, she is going to try and make me jealous. I swear if I were a chick I would have beaten her ass a long time ago.

"Sure." I smile, well at least I get to see Oliver. I go sit down with them and observe the scenery

Its so beautiful, up in the front is rose bushes and a white pedistal the rose bushes are sorrounding the pedistal and there is a white carpet that leads from the front all the way to the back where the chairs end. We are under a white tent it seems like, and at the wayyy back is a dj set up and tables and chairs, so I guess we're having the after party here?

"HELLO?" Clarissa says to me.

I shake my head,"What the fuck do you want?" Oh crap. My eyes widen. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that."

I hear Oliver chuckle but when Clarissa gives him a look he covers it up with a cough.

Geez, he can laugh if he wants to. "What is it Clarissa?"

"Well I was wondering if you had a dance partner for the after party, unless you just want to sit there and watch everybody dance."

"No I don't have a dance partner and I think I will just sit out, I'm not that much of a dancer anyway." Now thats a lie, I like to dance but its my way of getting out of her giving me some crappy dance partner.

"Awww, you really should dance."

"Noppe." I shrug and look away from her and stare at the rose bushes, man I love roses they are so pretty looking, even though they die and have thorns. "Excuse me guys I'll be right back." I want a closer look.

I walk up to the roses and study them, I've always been fascinated with flowers. They are just so pretty and good smelling. I lean down and smell the roses, hmmm. Yum. I turn and walk away.

I look up and see Oliver studying me, I raise an eyebrow. Whats he looking at? I sit down with them.

"Your so weird Cedric." Clarissa says.

Hmmm, why am I weird? "How so?"

"You just went up there to smell roses? Thats weird."

"Hah, how is that weird? Flowers are beautiful and they smell good. "

"Your a guy, and you like flowers?"

I give her a look, "Did you forget? I'm gay. Plus their are plenty of straight guys who like flowers, aint that right Oliver?"

"Huh?"

"Don't you like flowers?"

"To an extent yes."

"See straight guys like flowers too, Clarissa."

"Whatever," she rolls her eyes. GOTCHA.

I look away from them and look straight ahead.

Then everybody piles into the big white tent and sits in chairs, I guess its almost time to start. I hope this ends quick and the party starts up I wanna get tipsy. hah, just kidding like they would allow that.

The groom who looks very handsome by the way, not as handsome as my Oliver though, MY? Yes my Oliver, no matter what Clarissa or Oliver says he is mine. He just won't know it. HEH.

The music starts up for the bride to walk down the aisle. Well, she looks pretty, alright beautiful. If I were straight I would totally have a boner right now.

She wore a white dress OBVIOUSLY. But it was strapless and it had silver sparkly stuff right under where her breasts area. It dragged on the ground and she had a veil over her head. and her blonde hair was curled except for her bangs they were straight, she had a butterfly hairpin in her hair. Oh and dont forget about the red roses in her hands. I want themmm.

when she walked past me I couldnt help but gap, geez am I straight? She is fiiiine, JUST KIDDING, EWWWWW. I can't believe I just did that, so disgustinggggg. Sorry ladies, but I'll always be my gay self.

I hear a grunt from behind me and I look behind and see Clarissa whispering something in his ear and he looks annoyed. GOOD. I smile and he sees me looking at him and smiles back.

I turn around, and space out, like I need to pay attention to them say, "I DO!" and then them kissing, nah I'm good.

Next thing I know is I'm hearing the pastor saying "I now pronounce you man and wife." BIG WOOPTEE DOO. Who cares? I guess I'm only like this cause I know its probably going to be very hard for me to marry the man of my dreams, -cough- -cough- Oliver-cough-

Haha, I'm just messing too soon to be thinking marriage. I mean we aren't even together....YET. One day he will realize he can't live without me.

I know that sounds concieted but hey I can hope that he will one day realizze that he loves me.

Everybody piles out of the tent and head to the dance floor and the DJ dude says "lets have the first dance with the bride and groom and then everybody can join."

Then he puts the song, Back at one by Brian McKnight on. What a romantic song to play. I frown. The bride and groom go out and start slow dancing.

It's undeniable that we should be together

It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never

The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,

Then let me show now that I'm for real...

If all things in time, time will reveal...

Yeah..

One...You're like a dream come true..

Two...just wanna be with you...

I start to think of Oliver, this song so makes me think of him! I sigh, what beautiful lyrics.

Three....its plain to see that your the only one for me.

Four...repeat steps one through three

Five...make you fall in love with me.

I see people start to go on the dance floor including Oliver and Clarissa, my heart starts to ache. I wish that was me, I watch them dance. I feel so weird. I have blocked out the song and have just focused on Oliver's arms around HER. WHY HER?! I'm staring at them with jealousy probably written all over my face, But I don't care, its not like he is looking at me, he is too busy with her in his arms.

I'm still looking at them when Oliver all of a sudden looks up in my direction, I look away real fast and look at the ground. My heart is beating fast with both embarrassment and anger, I want to rip his arms away from her and put them around me.

Get away from him I wanna yell. The song finally ends and people clap and another starts up.

The rest of the night goes by in a blur I'm too busy just sitting there filled with jealousy that she can dance with him and I can't. We all go home around midnight.

When we get home I head straight up to my room and start taking my suit off and lay it on the chair and I'm just sitting there staring at the ceiling when there's a tap at my door, "Come in."

Oliver comes in still in his suit, still breath taking as ever. He takes my breath away with the way he looks, but whats got me gaping is that he brought a music box and  flowers in with him. Why does he have that stuff?

"Umm, hello?"

"Hey." He puts the stuff down and grabs my hand and pulls me up from my position.

"Whats going on? And why do have that stuff?"

"Be patient." He smiles.

He turns the music box and its playing some soft song that I have no idea what the name is.

"Umm? Whats with the slow music?"

He turns back to me and pulls me close,"I wanna dance with you.."

Aww, I feel my face start to blush this is so sweet.

"I really wanted to dance with you at the wedding but you know..." I wave him off.

"I understand, you guys are dating remember, its none of my business." Just shut up about her.

We start dancing slowly, he puts his hands on my hips and I wrap my arms around his neck. Ahhh, I feel so happy, you know that feeling when you feel the warmth come from the inside and it spreads all over your body? Thats how I feel.

WE ARE DANCING!!

I know I'm acting all crazy just cause of a dance, but if you were in my position you would feel the same way.

I lay my head on his shoulder, I never thought we would ever dance. He leans his head on my head and we stay that way for a good 5 minutes, we are still dancing even when the music has stopped.

"You know, you looked really handsome tonight Cedric." He says.

"You did too Oliver, really Irresistible."

I feel him smile against my head, he kisses my head.

We finally stop dancing, and he walks over to where the flowers are and he hands them to me,"I umm heard you talking to Clarissa about how you like flowers, and you were gazing at the roses so I uh thought I would get you some." I take them and blush.

I really do love this man...

I throw myself at him and I wrap my arms around his neck he catches me by the waist and he spins us around.

I'm giggling, he stops spinning  us around and places me down,"T-thanks for the roses." I sniff them .

"I also brought a vase, knowing you would need that."

He hands it to me and I place the roses in the vase and not even bothering putting water in it, I throw myself at him and I claim his lips. I couldnt resist any longer. I kiss him passionately.

He kisses me back just as passionately. I lick his bottom lip asking for entrance and gladly opens his mouth and I slide my tongue into his mouth, tasting him.

He reaches behind me and and squeezes my butt cheeks, I let out a small moan, which encourages him. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him, he walks us to my bed and lays me down on my back and he is straddling me, still kissing me.

He breaks away from the kiss taking his suit jacket and shit off, I do the same and he leans back down and claims my lips once again. Our tongues have a war until he breaks the kiss he kisses my neck, he trails kisses down my chest and to my abs.

He then pulls away unbuckling his pants and pulling them down he is now only in his boxers, so sexy, He comes back and I put my hands on the both sides of his cheeks," you are so amazingly sexy." He blushes a little and then flashes me a toothy grin, he kisses my lips again, taking my breath away.

He starts to grind on me, oh goddd. I feel my buddie down there perk up. Oh he is happy alright.

I feel Oliver smile against my lips, he must feel him, oh how embarassing.

I reach down and go in his boxers and grab his man hood and He lets out a moan. I start to rub the tip of his manhood and he lets out another moan and I put my hand around his shaft and start going up and down slowly at first. Just to tease him.

He lets out more moans, and let me tell you they were sexy! They turned me on everytime he let one escape.

"C-c-cedric.Fasterrrr." I smile, as you wish. I go faster and he lets out more of those sexy moans.

I keep going faster up and down

"Ima bout to c.." and before he even finishes his sentence he cums all over the place. I smile brightly.

He is breathing heavily.

I reach out and pull him down onto me and hold him close. All I could think is how happy I was that he was now in my arms.

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Thats all for now o_o I know naughty scene, kinda, I'm not good with these so cut me a little bit of slack? ;x <3 thanks for readingg. I know the scene needs more work but yeah o;