: Chapter 22
The Wicked In Me
Bracing her elbows on the dining table, Wynter rubbed her temples. âXavier, I canât keep doing this with you.â
âYou wouldnât have to if youâd only shove logic aside for a minute,â he said, leaning forward in his seat. âIn the grand scheme of things, what does it really matter if an Alpha lycan goes âmissing?ââ
Wynter dropped her hands to the table. âIt will matter to his pack. A lot.â
âOr theyâll be thrilled that someone else gets the chance to be Alpha. Did you ever think of that? I could be doing them a favor.â
âA favor?â echoed Delilah in a mocking tone. âReally?â Stood at the stove with Anabel as they worked on a new batch of a particular potion, Delilah shook her head and gave him her back.
âYes, really,â clipped Xavier.
Wynter sighed. Getting through to the guy could sometimes be a trial. âAs Iâve said before several times, whatever Ancient has rights to Eliasâs soul wouldnât be happy if anything happened to him. The Ancients donât take kindly to anyone screwing with their âproperty.ââ
He snorted. âThat didnât stop you from trapping two berserkers in the netherworld.â
Yeah, well, they werenât talking about Wynter.
âOoh, we could toss Elias in there, too,â he suggested, his eyes brightening.
âI only dumped Annette and Bowen there because they would otherwise have blabbed my secrets.â Well, that and sheâd wanted them to suffer some. âThis situation you have with Elias is very different.â
âHe ruined my date, Wynter. He told her Iâd lied about my nameââ
âWell, you did.â
ââthat I wasnât really Italianââ
âWell, youâre not.â
ââand that I was a chronic liar whose word couldnât be trusted.â
âYou honestly disagree with that assessment?â
Xavierâs mouth flattened. âYouâre supposed to be on my side.â
She reached across the table and put her hand over his. âIâm always on your side. Youâre one of the best people I know, even if you do mix fact and fiction often. But you canât kill someone just because they annoy you.â
âWhy? I used to do it all the time.â
âAnd thatâs why you have a price on your head. Look, I get that growing up practicing the dark arts means you still struggle with ethics at times. But if you truly mean to follow the right-hand path, you canât take detours from it whenever it suits you. If itâs a life or death situation, fine. But this is not. You have to learn to handle mundane shit without resorting to acts like murder.â
Shuffling past the table, Hattie paused long enough to say, âSheâs right, darlinâ. Various people will wrong or upset you many times in your life. Killing them isnât the answer.â
Xavier cast her look of disbelief. âSays the woman who poisoned each of her husbands.â
âWhat does that have to do with anything?â asked Hattie, her brow wrinkling.
âIt has everything to do with it,â he insisted.
Hattie huffed and continued walking toward the living room. âYouâre just trying to shift the focus of the conversation onto me. Iâm wise to your tricks, boy.â
Cutting his gaze back to Wynter, he jabbed his thumb in the old womanâs direction. âSo itâs okay to you that she killed in situations that werenât matters of self-defense?â
âNo, itâs not,â replied Wynter. âBut she did all that before becoming part of our crewââ
âCoven.â
ââso Iâm not holding her responsible for any of it, much like I donât hold the rest of you responsible for what you did in the past. Itâs the present and the future that count.â
Anabel gave a little clap. âWell said.â
Delilah raised her index finger. âApart from when you referred to us as a crew. Weâre a coven. Get with the program already.â
âWhy do you haveâ?â Wynter cut off on hearing a knock at the front door. Sighing, she got to her feet. âIâll see who it is.â On the other side of the door, she found one of the local dragon shifters. And he looked the image of devastation. âJesus, is everything okay?â Wynter asked him.
He sniffled. âNo. I need to speak with Delilah.â
Her scalp prickled with unease. Praying this situation wasnât what she thought it was, Wynter said, âUm, okay. Del, you have a visitor!â
Moments later, Delilah appeared at her side and tipped her chin at the shifter. âOh, hey.â
âOh. Hey?â He shook his head. âWhat did you do to me?â
Delilah blinked. âExcuse me?â
âThat potion you gave me ⦠All I wanted was my mate to be a little less butch.â
Wynter closed her eyes. Oh, dear God.
âI did what you saidâI swilled it in my mouth and then kissed her. The next thing I know, itâs like Iâve been downing estrogen pills.â
Delilah gave him a haughty look. âI warned you there might be side effects.â
âSide effects? Iâve lost ten pounds, Iâm growing boobs, my voice is getting all high, and I canât stop crying.â His voice broke.
âSounds rough. How awful for you.â
âIt has been rough.â He wafted his hands as his eyes teared up. âI need this to be over.â
Wynter slammed her gaze on Delilah. âI cannot believe you.â
The woman gave her a look that was all innocence.
Anabel appeared and handed Wynter a reversal potion. âHere.â
Taking it gratefully, Wynter held it out to the dragon shifter.
âThank you,â he all but sobbed. He knocked back the potion and closed his eyes. When he opened them again a few moments later, they were blazing with anger. He pointed a finger at Delilah. âYouââ
âWill happily tell your mate that you not only find her âtoo manlyâ for you but you actually asked for a potion to change her,â said Delilah. âWould you like that?â
Panic rippled across his face.
Wynter held up a hand. âLook, Iâm sorry for what happened to you. I truly am. But if you hadnât tried using magick on your mate without her knowledge, you wouldnât have suffered any side effects. Delilah informed you it wouldnât be a good idea, correct?â
He stiffly and reluctantly inclined his head. âCorrect.â
âBut you took a chance. You paid the price. Itâs truly that simple. Now, I figure youâve suffered enough, so I see no reason why your mate has to learn about this ⦠so long as you walk away right now without insisting on making Delilah pay.â
He averted his gaze, and moments of silence went by. Finally, he grunted. âFine. But donât ever expect more custom from me.â With that, he barged down the path and exited the yard, slamming the gate closed behind him.
Shutting the front door, Wynter whirled on Delilah. âYou did it again? Seriously? I told you not to sell any more of those damn potions.â
Delilah frowned. âCan I help it that karma chooses to flow through me to do its work?â
Wynter snorted. âKarma hasnât chosen you to do shit. This has nothing to do with balancing the scales of justiceââ
âIt is absolutely about justice. My family follows the teachings of Annis. I know you donât think much of her because of some of her ⦠darker deeds, but she was strong and powerful and ballsy and beautiful.â
Anabel frowned. âDidnât she have one eye, crooked teeth, and bluish skin?â
Delilah stared at the blonde for a long moment. âBeautiful on the inside.â
Wynter scrubbed a hand down her face. âLook, I understand that you want to respect and honor the teachings of your ancestorsâI donât like it, given one of them ate children, but I get it. However, what youâre doing isnât okay, Del.â
âYou canât tell me that dude didnât deserve what happened to him. He talked like destiny had short-changed him by giving him a mate that wasnât very feminine.â
âWhich makes him an asshole, sure,â Wynter allowed. âBut heâs an asshole who could kill youâthatâs my issue. Dragons can exhale fire.â
Anabel let out a low whistle. âWow, talk about deathâs breathââ
âNo, I donât have the patience for your neurosis right now,â snapped Del, whipping up her hand.
âI donât have a neurosis!â
âThatâs right. You have several.â
Wynter swiped a hand through the air. âBoth of you stop. Now listen to me, Del. I need you to stop selling those potions here. Weâre not on the move anymore. Weâre here to stay, and there are a whole lot of dangerous people in this place. Stop tempting them to kill you. God, between you and Xavier, itâll be a sheer miracle if our crew isnât wiped out at some point.â
âNot crew, coââ
âAnd Iâm done.â Wynter went up to her room, packed an overnight bag, and then returned downstairs. âIâm heading out. Try not to do anything stupid while Iâm gone.â
Delilah saluted her. âSure thing, Priestess.â
âDonât do that.â
âCain must rock in bed for you to stay with him every night.â Delilah grinned. âIâll bet he fucks like an animal. Iâm right, arenât I? Come on, Wyn, be a sweetie and give us some details.â
âLike Iâve told you before, youâll just have to use your imagination. Now Iâm going. Behave. All of you.â
Delilah blew her a kiss. âLater, Priestess.â
âStop it.â
*
Gathered in Cainâs ledger room, he and the other Ancients spent hours discussing battle plans, bouncing ideas back and forth until they finally settled on a particular course of action. It would involve every resident of Devilâs Cradle. Most would be part of the battle. Others would be responsible for guarding the elevator that descended to the underground city in the unlikely event that any invaders managed to enter the mansion.
If the Aeons had the ability to collapse the town and crush the city below it, they would definitely do so. But the land above and below was too well-protected by power, just as Aeon itself was. As such, the Aeons would likely order their troops to do the next best thingâoverrun the town like ants, search for the entrance to the city, and destroy both.
Theyâd fail.
The Ancients would make sure of it.
âWe each need to pass on our plans to those in our service, ensuring they all know in advance exactly where they need to be and what they need to be doing when the Aeons finally make their move,â said Cain.
He planned to convince Wynter to stay in the city and guard the lowest level of the elevator. How, he wasnât yet sure. His witch was a warrior right down to the bone.
Seth nodded. âWe should not delay in that. The Aeons could strike at any time.â
Ishtar sniffed. âI hope they do it soon. I tire of waiting.â
Dantalion leaned back in his seat. âI predict that a great many of their troops will be mercenaries. After all, the Aeons will need to feel sure that they have large enough numbers to take on our population, but theyâre hardly likely to risk a large number of their own population even if they are certain of success.â
âI agree.â Azazel folded his arms. âMore and more people in our service are arriving. Theyâre prepared to fight alongside us, even if they donât much like it.â
That was the thing about selling your soul. If the Ancient who owned it called on you for anything, you had no choice but to obey. But that wasnât something that the Ancients advertised, and any in their service were ordered to keep it quiet. As such, the Aeons wouldnât be prepared for outsiders to come and join the battle.
The Ancients hadnât called on all their people. Why? When they won the warâand they wouldâsome invaders would scuttle back to Aeon with tales of what happened. The Ancients didnât want their enemies to know just how large a force they could build, or the Aeons who came to avenge the dead would bring an army big enough to overwhelm them.
âThe healers need to be placed sporadically around the town during the battle,â said Inanna. âThey will not be asked to be fight, they can remain hidden, but they will need to be of help to any injured residents.â
âWhere will your new pet witch be?â Ishtar asked Cain. âTucked up somewhere safe, I suppose.â She tittered.
Unwilling to grant her the angry reaction she hoped for, Cain merely gave her a blank look and said, âYou donât need to know my plans for Wynter. Sheâs not your concern.â
Ishtar stiffened. âOn the contrary, she is the concern of every person in this room.â
Inanna sighed at her sister. âLet us not do this.â
âDo what?â Ishtar shrugged one shoulder, all innocence. âI asked a simple question.â
Cain fired her a bored glance. âYou asked a question you knew I wouldnât answer, and you did it so youâd have an excuse to whine and moan and complain.â
Seth offered him a look of commiseration. âI suspect sheâs still sulking over what you said to her at my Keep.â
âI am not sulking or whining or anything else,â Ishtar upheld.
Lilith lifted her hands. âCan we please stop arguing amongst ourselves? Itâs not unusual at meetings, no, but any conflict between us right now is a weakness we canât afford.â
Ishtar sniffed. âI am merely curious as to where Cain intends to place the witch.â
âThereâs no reason for you to know where Wynter will be,â he said.
âOh, I see. You think I will send someone to kill her.â Ishtar lifted her chin. âI prefer to do my own dirty work, as you well know. But I can understand why you would nonetheless take precautions. As I pointed out the other day, mortals are so very fragile. You will need to constantly take measures to ensure she is safe from the dangers of the world. I would personally find it both boring and tiring. It would be like supervising a child.â
Cain only stared at her, keeping his expression blank.
Her mouth tightened in annoyance. âI wonder ⦠has it occurred to you that she might have wangled her way into your bed so that you would protect her this way? In your position, I would have to ask myself if she was in fact using me. Even someone like you can be played. Just ask Azazel. Not even he was exempt from that.â
Azazelâs eyes flared. âDonât go there, Ishtar,â he warned, his tone dark. âNot unless you want me to strike back.â
âSo sensitive,â she mocked. âAnd there is nothing for you to strike back with in this matter. No man has ever played me.â
âSure they have,â said Azazel, a cruel smirk touching his mouth. âThey do it all the time. You think men really want to shower you with the unreasonable amount of attention they give you? You think itâs pure adoration that makes them go that far? No, itâs that they know you need that from them. Theyâre doing what they have to do to worm their way into your bed. They simply want to get laid. Thatâs why the attention eases off over time, Ishtar. Once theyâve had their fun, they cease making an effort.â
Predictably, she lashed out with a small blast of pure power. Azazel sidestepped it easily with a snicker, the door behind him unexpectedly opened ⦠and the power wacked the person in the doorway.
Cain watched as Wynter sucked in a pained breath when the power punched into her body, roughly arching her spine until it cracked, and causing fine fractures to spiderweb across her flesh. Her mouth opened in a silent scream, every muscle tensing, every vein cording ⦠and then she collapsed to the floor. She lay there, her eyes open, unseeing. Vacant. Lifeless.
Behind her, Maxim leaned over her and touched her pulse. Swallowing, he looked up at Cain and shook his head.
Shock gripped Cain by the throat, scattering his thoughts, leaving him unable to process what had just happened. But then the monster inside him reared up in a blinding rage, driving the shock from his mind. Reality slammed into him like a fist to his gut andâthat fastâa savage, explosive fury whipped through him, pulling his lips back in a snarl.
Blanching, Ishtar stared at him, shaking her head. âCain, I didnât mean it. I didnât know she was here. I didnât kill her on purpose, I swear.â
Inanna stepped in front of her sister. âIt was an accident, Cain. The blast wasnât meant for the witch.â
No, it wasnât. And yes, Ishtar had aimed for Azazelâwhoâd have no more than flinched at the impact. But the bitch was gloating. Cain could sense it. So could his monster, who wanted out, wanted to kill. Cainâs skin rippled as the change began toâ
âOw,â muttered Wynter.
He slammed his gaze on her, shock once more stealing his breath as she awkwardly sat upright. His monster stilled, not understanding what it was they were seeing.
At her side, Maxim gawked at her, looking lost.
Wynterâs gaze went straight to Ishtar and narrowed dangerously. But that wasnât what made Cainâs stomach drop. It was the black trails that began to slink over her eyeballs.
Wynter blinked rapidly and took a deep centering breath. And another. And another. Finally, the black ribbons gone from her eyes, she shot Ishtar a put-out look while pushing to her feet. âWell, that was uncalled for.â
Cain could only stare at her. He might have wondered if Maxim had been wrong; if heâd mistakenly missed that her pulse was still beating. But the mark that had appeared on the side of her face told him a different story. It was one heâd recognize fucking anywhere. A metallic blue snake in the shape of an S, its mouth open wide near the corner of her eye.
The mark of Kali.
If the deity felt that the death of a witch was an injustice, Kali occasionally sent the witch back long enough to get their revenge. To aid them with that, She placed the soul of one of Her many netherworld creatures inside the witchâs bodyâtogether, the two wreaked vengeance on those whoâd caused the injustice.
Cain slowly crossed to Wynter, so many things now making sense. And yet, nothing made sense. Not really.
She met his gaze as steadily as alwaysâno uncertainty, no nerves, no sheepishness despite the situation. Cain couldnât help but admire that.
He slanted his head. âHow? How can you be ⦠you? Revenants arenât even really people.â
They didnât sleep. They werenât sane. They didnât have a heartbeat. They were literally undead witches that acted as a temporary vessel for something monstrous. Wynter might have an undead soul, but her body wasnât a walking corpse.
Lilith looked from Wynter to Cain. âYou knew nothing of this?â she asked him.
âNo.â And he hated that heâd made the discovery this way. That it hadnât been a case of Wynter trusting him with her secret. That heâd had to watch her fucking die. âWhen did Kali make you a revenant?â
âWhen I was ten,â Wynter replied. âAnd yet you still live?â Ishtar shook her head, scoffing, âImpossible. Absolutely impossible.â
âEvidently not,â said Dantalion, staring at Wynter with renewed interest. âYou saw her monster try to surface, Ishtar. We all did.â
Cain squinted at Wynter. âSo it was Kali who brought you back after those boys killed you.â
Wynter nodded.
Seth frowned. âYou said your mother brought you back.â
Wynter cut her gaze to him. âNo, I said she was accused of, and exiled for, bringing me back using forbidden magick. I never said she actually did it.â
Thinking back, Cain realized she was right. Sheâd let them make their own conclusions. And they had, not bothering to question her further.
âIt was your monster who eviscerated your murderers,â Azazel guessed, to which she nodded. âIf your death was avenged, how is it that youâre still here? It is only a need for vengeance that tethers a revenantâs soul to this realm. After they attain it, both the witch and the monster return to the netherworld.â
âAll I know is that thereâs something Kali wants me to do for Her,â Wynter told him. âShe never said what. Or when. Or anything else. Only that Iâd âone day know.â Sheâs never bothered to expand on that.â
Even as Cain heard the ring of truth in Wynterâs voice, he couldnât understand how she could be in the dark about so many things. But then, all things considered, it wasnât really all that unbelievable. Heâd encountered deities before. They were cryptic beings who were so secretive they made the Ancients seem like open books. Theyâd think nothing of keeping even one of their Favored ignorant of any facts they didnât wish them to be aware ofâand theyâd see no real wrong in that.
Seth wandered closer, tracing her mark with his eyes. âHow do you hide it? Why would you? And why would Kali allow it?â
âI donât conceal the mark; She does,â Wynter replied. âAnd no, before you ask, I have no clue why. She makes it visible occasionally, when it seems to suit whatever purposes She has.â
Cainâs monster pressed more firmly against his skin, thoroughly enthralled by the mystery of their witch. âIâve never seen you eat flesh or drink blood.â
âYeah, I donât do that,â she said.
Azazel eyed her curiously. âHow can the entity inside you survive without it?â
She shrugged. âI donât know; it just can.â
Inanna folded her arms. âWhy didnât you tell us what you are?â
âYou know why,â said Wynter. âYouâre all at the top of the power food chain. You donât have natural predators. Youâre not used to having people around you that could be a danger to you. Revenants can kill anything.â
Why yes, they could. In truth, they could do many, many thingsâcause diseases, plagues, blight, misfortune, and physical defects but to name a few. They could also curse absolutely anything or anyone.
âThatâs why no one can fight the curse you placed on Aeon,â Dantalion realized. âDoes anyone there know what you are?â
Wynter shook her head. âKali told me I mustnât tell, so I didnât.â
Ishtarâs eyes narrowed. âShe didnât want us to know the truth either?â
âShe said Sheâd reveal to you all that I was one of her Favored if She felt it necessary,â Wynter told her. âIt would appear that She felt it necessary.â
âShe talks to you?â Ishtar asked Wynter, her tone doubtful.
âSometimes,â Wynter replied.
âAnd what is it that She says to you?â
Wynterâs expression shuttered. âNothing you need to know.â
Ishtarâs face hardened. âI would have to disagree.â
âDisagree all you want. I donât owe you explanations, and I wonât give you any.â
âYou should if you wish to stay here. You cannot expect us to allow you to live among us when we do not fully understand what you are.â
Wynter snorted. âThatâs rich coming from an Ancient. Everyone in Devilâs Cradle is expected to accept that there are things we canât know about all of you.â
âYou are not an Ancient, so that rule does not apply to you. You will tell us what we want to know.â
âEnough, Ishtar,â Cain cut in, his rage still on a low simmer inside him.
Ishtar sliced her gaze to him. âYou cannot tell me you are happy for her to hold back from us. We are due an explanation.â
âShe has explained,â he pointed out. âIt is not her fault that she does not possess all the answers.â
âShe knows more than what she says.â
âPerhaps. But if Kali has ordered her to keep such things to herself, no amount of pressuring her will achieve anything.â Not only would Wynter stand firm out of loyalty, but the deity would interfere as She saw fit. âOther than annoy Kali, that is.â
Azazel nodded, staring at Ishtar. âAnd considering youâve pissed Her off enough by killing one of Her Favored, Iâd say that bitching at Wynter wouldnât be the best idea.â
Ishtar frowned at him. âYou are not concerned about what youâve learned here?â She searched every face. âIt bothers no one here that we have a revenant among us?â
âIt was a shock, of course,â said Seth. âA huge shock. It is not every day you meet a revenant, and I hadnât thought it was possible for one to be so ⦠different. But I donât feel a need to be concerned, no. Her being a revenant doesnât change anything. It doesnât negatively impact me. And the situation we have with the Aeons remains the same. It is them I intend to focus on. You should do the same.â
âBut, as she herself proclaimed, a revenant can kill anything,â Ishtar reminded him. âEven us.â
âYes,â he allowed, âbut just because she can hurt us doesnât mean she intends to. Wynter is not our enemy.â
âYou donât know that. The Aeons could have sent her here.â
âIf she meant to kill us, she would have attempted it already.â
âAgreed,â Lilith interjected. âWynter has had plenty of opportunities to end Cainâs life, Iâm sure, given they sleep in the same bed. Yet, he remains unharmed. She has made no overt moves on the rest of us either.â
Ishtarâs lips flattened. âYou cannot tell me it is fine with you that she insists on being so mysterious.â
âI see no need to hold her accountable for not being able to answer our questions,â said Lilith. âWhether itâs because she has no answers or because Kali forbids her from sharing certain things, the fact of the matter remains the sameâit is out of Wynterâs hands.â
Ishtarâs gaze danced from face to face, narrowing as it settled on Azazel. âYou are uneasy with this.â
Azazel sighed. âI am. I donât like that Kali seems to be working off-script and keeping the whys of that to Herself. But ⦠do I care that Wynterâs a revenant? No. Do I believe sheâs here on behalf of the Aeons? No. Do I see the point in getting het up about any of this? No.â
Letting out a little growl, Ishtar whirled to face her sister. âTell me at least you have concerns.â
Inanna rubbed at her wrist. âI admit, I am not comfortable with how little we understand of Wynter. But it is senseless to hold what she is against her. And if we did that, it would make us too much like the Aeons themselves, who do not like or accept what they struggle to understand.â
âHear, hear,â said Dantalion before moving his gaze to Ishtar. âAnd if your ego wasnât still smarting due to Wynter sharing Cainâs bed, you would not stoop to their level. No, donât try claiming that this isnât about your ego. Most everything you do or say is about your ego. Let this moment here and now be an exception. If you would only look at the situation from my point of view, you would see we have reason to be pleased that there is a revenant among us.â
âPleased?â Ishtar echoed, her eyes bulging.
âIt would seem that Kali has given us a weapon,â said Dantalion. âWe deserve our revenge, do we not? Nothing delivers vengeance quite like a revenant.â
âWynter isnât a weapon,â Cain said to him, his voice hard.
His mouth curving, Dantalion raised his hands in a gesture of peace that had no real sincerity in it.
As it occurred to Cain that Wynter had been remarkably quiet for the past few minutes, he looked at her. Her arms folded, she was idly rocking back and forth on the balls of her feet, the image of bored ⦠even as that hunter stare tracked every person in the room.
Needing to be alone with her right now, Cain flicked his arm. âEveryone out. Except you,â he said to Wynter. âYou stay.â
Ishtar gaped. âYou cannot be serious. You still want her close after all you have just learned?â
His nostrils flaring, Cain stalked toward the bitch, liking the unease that flashed in her eyes. âYou should be much nicer to Wynter. It is only the fact that she lives that means you live. If her death had been intentional, I would have destroyed you on the spot. Not even Inanna could have saved you.â
Inanna gently pulled on her sisterâs arm. âLet us go. Now, before you do or say anything else that could well get you killed.â
One by one, the Ancients filed out of the office.
Pinning Maxim with a look, Cain said, âYou will say nothing of what you saw and heard here.â
The aide nodded. âUnderstood, Sire.â He gave Wynter a quick dip of the chin and then closed the door, giving her and Cain privacy.
She puffed out a breath. âThat could have gone better.â She let her arms fall to her sides. âLook, Iâll understand if youâre a little freaked out by all this. I admit, itâs a lot to take in andââ
Cain delved his hands into her hair and pressed his forehead to hers. âI thought you were gone. It all happened so fast. You were fine, and then you werenât. Just like that. It took me a few seconds to process it. That delay in my response is the only reason Ishtar lives. She had struck out at Azazel and hit you accidentally. But that didnât matter to me right then. I couldnât think beyond the fact that you were dead.â A revenant. His woman was a revenant. Who kept coming back to life. âNot much about you makes any sense.â
âTell me about it,â she muttered.
âYou truly donât know what Kali wants you to do for Her?â
âTruly. She didnât even tell me that much until I turned eighteen. Before then, I thought maybe I had a certain amount of lives. Like a cat. Because I came back to life after accidentally drowning when I was fourteen.â
âYou havenât pushed Kali for answers?â
âI asked Her for clarification once or twice, but She blew me off each time. I havenât bugged Her to tell me because it would only irritate Her. Iâd rather not inspire Kali to get Herself a new sort-of-revenant who wonât ask questions.â
Cain studied her face closely. âThere are some things youâre not telling me, arenât there?â
âAt Her insistence, yes. I have no choice in that.â
Fucking deities. âDoes your coven know what you are? And no, donât call them a crew.â
Wynter rolled her eyes. âThey know. They saw my monster in action when I was taken by the same bounty hunters that caught them.â
âYou freed them, and they chose to stay with you,â he guessed.
âYes. A seemingly bad idea, really. But none of them have a strong sense of self-preservation, which Iâm sure has not escaped your notice.â
No, it hadnât. âI caught a glimpse of your monster when you woke just now. I wonder what Kali put inside you. Nothing harmless, Iâd imagine. Did it kill the keeper who was told to execute you?â
âYup. I donât know exactly what it did to him, though. Itâs like I black out whenever the monster takes over. I can only try to piece together what happened.â
âGuessing games are no fun.â Cain knew that wellâheâd been playing them since he first met her. âYouâve kept many, many things from me, little witch.â He pressed a kiss to her throat. And another. And another. He scraped his teeth over her pulse, wanting to feel it beat against his mouth. âHypocrite though it makes me, I find myself wanting to spank you for it.â He palmed her ass and gave it a squeeze.
She blinked. âAre you ⦠are you thinking about sex right now?â
He felt his mouth curve. âDo I find it strangely arousing that you could kill me if you so wished? Yes, I do.â As did his monster. And they both needed to remind themselves that she was here, alive. âSo Iâd say itâs time that I fucked you.â
She gaped at him. âYou canât honestly be serious.â
âOh, Iâm very serious.â
âBut ⦠youâre supposed to be weirded out. Freaked. Put-off by the fact that Iâm not even really aliveâat least not in a natural way.â
Cain almost snorted. She might be a revenant, but he was a far worse creature. In any case ⦠âNothing about you could put me off.â
Her mouth bopped open and closed. She put her hands to her head. âI have no clue what to say to you right now.â
He cupped her jaw. âDid you want me to be âfreaked,â as you put it?â
âOf course not.â
âThen all is good.â He took her mouth, swallowing anything else she might have said. âGet naked. Now.â
Giving him a look that called him crazy, she nonetheless began to strip. âYou need help. Like professional help.â
âI warned you that youâd one day want to run from me. You told me it wouldnât happen. If you truly believe that thereâs nothing I could tell you about myself that would make you no longer want me, why canât the same apply to me when it comes to you?â
She stilled, her expression pensive.
âYou donât have the same faith in me that you have in yourself?â
âItâs not that, itâs ⦠ugh, you know what? Fine. If you say youâre not freaked, I believe you. But I still say you need professional help.â
âNoted. Now youâre still not naked. Letâs fix that.â