: Chapter 23
The Wicked In Me
Silence fell in the cottage the next morning after Wynter dropped the âUnfortunately, the Ancients now know what I amâ bomb on her crew. Sprawled around the living area, they shifted uncomfortably and exchanged glances.
âIt goes without saying that this isnât good,â said Anabel.
âI had no choice but to come clean. There was no way I could pretend I hadnât just died, or any way for me to hide Kaliâs mark.â Cradling her cup with both hands, Wynter sipped at her tea. âI told myself when we first came here that Iâd be able to keep the truth from the Ancients, but I knew deep down that they would likely find out sooner or later.â
âI suspected they would too, but I was all for âlater.ââ Anabel nervously rubbed at her shoulder. âAt least we now know that an Ancient canât permanently kill youâI know you worried they could.â
âI donât know for certain that they canât. Ishtarâs strike wasnât meant to be fatal. It was more like a swat. An Ancient would have no more than winced. I freaking died. If oneâor all of them combinedâreally put their back into it, they might well manage to wipe me out for good.â
Hattie flicked her hand. âTheyâd be fools to harm one of Kaliâs Favored.â
âThat Ishtar woman is a complete fool,â said Delilah. âI can totally see her doing something so stupid.â
âYeah, sheâs one spiteful little bitch,â said Xavier, idly shuffling his tarot cards. He glanced at Wynter. âIâll bet she felt all smug when her power killed you. It meant you were not only dead but that she could cry âaccident.ââ
âI think she was more furious that I came back from death than she was that Iâm a not a mere witch. Although it will undoubtedly gall her that she canât brand me weak any longer.â Wynter took another sip of her tea. âShe pounced on my being a revenant, trying to use it to turn the others against me.â
âDid it work?â asked Anabel.
âNot with Cain,â replied Wynter. âIt didnât seem to work with the rest either. They donât like that they have so many unanswered questions, but they donât seem to view me as a potential enemy. Still, I doubt theyâll like being around me much.â
Anabel nodded. âThey donât have an âedgeâ around you the way they do others; they canât say and do whatever they like to you with no fear of repercussions because you can actually kill them. They wonât be used to that. Itâll annoy them, if nothing else.â
âTheyâre mostly focused on the upcoming battle with the Aeons. My worry is that when the war has passed and they can give my being a revenant more mental space, they might suddenly share Ishtarâs apparent concerns.â
âThey might,â mused Xavier. âBut if it looks like theyâre going to turn on you, weâll go before they have a chance to act on it. At the moment, I donât think thereâs a risk that theyâll attempt to kill you. They need you to lure the Aeons here.â
âNot necessarily,â said Anabel. âWynter has already succeeded in luring them hereâit wonât be long before they make their move. The Ancients donât need her alive at this point. Itâs not like theyâd have to prove to the Aeons that sheâs safe and well.â
Xavier pointed a finger at the blonde. âNow thatâs true. I didnât think of that.â
Neither had Wynter. Hence the cold fingertips that trailed down her spine.
He cut his gaze to her. âNow that they know youâre a revenant, theyâll also know that your life-force isnât tied to the curse. They literally have no real reason to want you to live unless of course they donât object to your existence.â
âNot true,â Hattie objected. âKali is an excellent deterrent. She would never stand for anyone hurting one of Her Favored. They know that well. I doubt even the Ancients would want to take on a deity. Iâm not all that worriedâCain wouldnât allow any of the others to do Wynter harm. Heâs firmly ensnared.â
Wynter frowned. âEnsnared?â
âHooked. Enthralled. Bewitched.â Hattie gave a firm nod. âHeâll keep you safe. Or youâll kill him. One or the other. Iâm leaning toward the first, though.â
âI do agree that Cain wouldnât be party to anything that harmed you,â Anabel told Wynter. âI donât know what he feels for you, but I do think he wouldnât turn on you. I also think heâd likely protect you from the other Ancients if necessary. Maybe that will be enough to stay their hands.â
Delilah crossed one leg over the other. âWe only have that comfort if Cain truly took the whole revenant thing as well as he seemed to. Do you think he did, Wyn?â
Considering heâd fucked Wynter on his dining table like he hadnât seen her in decades ⦠âYeah, I do. I have no doubt heâs a very accomplished liar, considering heâs been keeping secrets for most of his lifeâand heâs lived a very, very, very long life. But if heâd been creeped out or disgusted by what I am, I would have picked up on it. My monster would have sensed it, too.â
Xavierâs brows snapped together. âWhy would Cain be disgusted?â
âWell, I am a revenant.â
âBut not a typical revenant,â said Xavier, setting his tarot cards on the coffee table. âItâs not like heâs been banging a walking corpse. The only thing about you thatâs truly undead is your soul, and he already knew about that.â
âTrue, but Iâm not naturally alive. Kaliâs power brought me back, and it keeps me here. So it wouldnât have surprised me if heâd been a little freaked. He was more bothered by the fact that Iâd died right there in front of him.â
âLike I said, heâs ensnared,â said Hattie. âAnd Iâll bet heâs encountered far stranger things in his life than a revenant whoâs not a regular revenantâit would likely take a lot more than that to spook him. Which is a relief, since he has access to your soul and could cause you some serious pain.â
Oh, indeed. Wynter would like to think that he would never hurt her, but she liked to think a lot of things. Such as that her crew would start valuing their own safety instead of constantly risking it.
She zeroed in on Hattie. âSpeaking of pain ⦠are you sure your eyes arenât sore? Theyâre seriously bloodshot, and I donât think itâs just because of the damn joint you smoked earlier.â
Hattie waved away her concern. âTheyâre fine. Really. I was up all night finishing a book, thatâs all. I couldnât put it down; it was a real page-turner. I wasnât crazy about the dolphin shifters, though.â Her face scrunched up in distaste. âDolphins are nasty creatures.â
Delilah blinked. âNasty?â
Hattie nodded. âThey act all sweet and friendly, but theyâre sociopaths down to their fins.â
âKind of like you, then,â said Delilah.
Hattieâs brow wrinkled. âI donât have fins.â
âBut you are sociopathic.â
âThat doesnât make me a sociopath. I feel empathy. Love. Remorse. I have a conscience.â
Delilah arched up a brow. âThe same conscience that saw no reason why you shouldnât kill any of your husbands?â
âThey were crimes of passion.â
âThey were incidences of premediated murder.â
âTheir betrayals were premeditated. They had full-blown affairs, every one of them.â Hattie put a hand to her chest. âBroke my heart, they did.â
âYou know, most women in that situation just get divorced.â
âI donât believe in divorce, itâs a sin.â
Delilah shook her head and mouthed, âWow.â She pushed to her feet. âAnd on that note, weâd better moving. We have a shop to open.â
The day was both as busy and as normal as any other day. So it took Wynter by surprise when Cain strolled into her bedroom that evening while she was packing her duffel for yet another night at his Keep. Heâd only ever turned up at the cottage once before, and that had been to find out why she was late. A quick look at her quirky wall-clock told her she wasnât running late tonight.
âOh, hey.â
âSuch a gushing reception,â he teased as he crossed to her, calm and predatory and far too sexy for her damn liking.
She snorted. âIâm not one to gush.â
âYes, Iâve noticed.â He planted a soft kiss on her mouth and swept his hands up her arms. âI was passing your street. I decided to stop by.â
She narrowed her eyes, skeptical. He never simply stopped by. And, considering how busy he was, she wouldnât have expected him to ever take the time to do so.
A sneaking suspicion slithered through her mind. âYou came here to check that I wasnât packing all my stuff to hightail it out of Devilâs Cradle, didnât you?â
After a brief moment, he inclined his head. âIt occurred to me that you might prefer to leave now that your secret has been exposed to myself and the other Ancients.â He twirled a strand of her hair around his finger. âOf course, I would have had to stop you.â
Wynter fought a smile. He wouldnât find it so easy to detain her, but sheâd let him think otherwise. âIf I snuck off like that, I would have been leaving partial rights to my soul behind.â
âYou wouldnât be the first. People have done such a thing before. Mostly if they broke a rule and didnât wish to be held responsible for it. In fact, Bowen and Annette left without notice only recentlyâAzazel and I suspect they might have committed some crime. Youâve not noticed their absence?â Whatever he saw on her face made him squint. âWhat is it?â he asked.
Damn, this news probably wouldnât wash down well. âThey didnât actually leave willingly.â Far from it. âSee, Annette killed me,â she blurted out.
His brows snapped together. âExcuse me?â
âShe came to the shed where I work and skewered me from behind with a sword.â
His eyes flared, and his mouth set into a hard line. âDid she now? When?â
âNot long after you killed her father. Bowen rushed in, saw what happened, and talked of covering for her and ⦠well, I didnât like it much. So when I woke up, I dealt with them.â
âI can still feel her soul; sheâs not dead.â
âNo, I, uh â¦â Wynter rubbed at her earlobe. âI kind of stuck them in the netherworld.â
Taking a moment to digest those words, Cain did a slow blink. His creature stilled, surprised. âThe ⦠the netherworld?â
âI didnât know where else to put them,â she burst out in her defense. âI couldnât kill them for obvious reasons. But theyâd seen me rise from the dead, and I couldnât risk that theyâd go blabbing about it. Theyâre not exactly trustworthy people, and they wouldnât have done me any favors.â
For long moments, Cain could only stare at her. His woman never failed to take him off-guard. Never. âHow, exactly, did you put them in the netherworld?â
âIâve been able to open a portal to it ever since I first became a revenant. I donât know if it comes with the revenant package or itâs simply because my soul is undead and so I therefore have a connection to it.â
Of all the scenarios heâd considered when he tried making sense of why he couldnât properly touch Annetteâs soul, this hadnât been one of them. His monster was thoroughly impressed by Wynterâs ability. Cain, however, didnât like the thought of her having any such connection to a separate realmâit felt too much like she wasnât fully in this realm. âYou made it look like sheâd left?â
âIt wasnât hard. Sheâd already packed up her stuff and stashed it in a car sheâd parked outside of the townâs boundary. It was just a matter of moving said car so it looked as if she headed off somewhere.â Wynter bit her lip. âYou mad?â
âAt you for what you did to protect your secrets? No. Particularly since Annette took it upon herself to end your life, forfeiting her own. But I am angry. Angry that she dared put her hands on you. Angry that I didnât foresee sheâd do such a thing. Angry that Iâm only learning of it now.â He didnât bother asking Wynter why she hadnât told him before todayâthe answer was obvious. âI will explain to Azazel about Bowen. He will understand; thereâll be no reprisals.â
âBowen was one of his aides,â she reminded him.
âNot a prized one. In any case, Azazel wouldnât punish you for protecting yourself. That was all you really did. And I wouldnât dare allow it if he tried, so thereâs that. Can you bring both berserkers back out of the netherworld?â
âOnly if they havenât died there. A soul canât, obviously, but a living being can. I can go look, but it might not be so easy to find themââ
âThen leave them where they are.â Cain didnât want her roaming around that realm when heâd have no way of getting to her if need be. He didnât trust that Kali wouldnât decide to keep Her there. âI would only seek to punish them anyway. Theyâll suffer plenty in their present location.â Heâd heard enough about the netherworld to know that there was nothing pleasant about it. âAre any other residents roaming there?â
âNope, just them.â
âYou certainly keep things interesting, little witch. Just full of surprises, arenât you?â He cocked his head. âDid anyone at Aeon ever discover your secrets and find themselves subsequently dumped in the netherworld?â
âOnly one. Nobody suspected I had anything to do with his âdisappearance,â thankfully. Being an absolute asshole who regularly beat up women, he had a whole host of enemies. It was believed that a relative of one of those women probably killed him. The investigation into his death went nowhere, though. The Aeons didnât pursue the matter. They donât care much what happens to the mortals there.â
âWhat did he do to earn that fate?â
âHe stumbled upon me covered in blood and gore after I let my monster chomp down some dude who tried raping me.â
Cain felt his jaw harden as rage shot through him. âI see.â
âNo one ever traced that death back to me. The guy who tried raping me was actually a keeper. Aeon ⦠itâs not like here. You and the other Ancients all run a tight ship. Although there are plenty of rules at Aeon and a high number of keepers to enforce them, the Aeons themselves donât keep a close watch over âmortal matters.â They donât oversee the activities of the keepers or make sure justice is always served. The keepers exploit that and get up to all sorts of shit, confident thereâll be no repercussions.â
âSo our source often says.â
Her brows lifted. âYou have a spy there?â
âThere isnât much heâs able to tell us, since he has no access to the underground city, but he occasionally passes on helpful information.â
âThatâs how you knew about the blight.â
âYes. I didnât believe it at first, or that people there could possibly be falling sick. But our source was adamant. And, according to Azazel, very afraid.â
She twisted her mouth. âHow come you need a source? You once said you have ways of getting glimpses of the world outside of Devilâs Cradle. Can you not spy on Aeon that way?â
âNo. The town is shielded from view by the Aeonsâ power, hence why itâs never been detected by human satellites. Itâs just as shielded from preternatural surveillance. Devilâs Cradle is similarly shielded by myself and the other Ancients.â
âSpeaking of the Aeons ⦠you never told me what Lailah offered to give you in exchange for my life.â
âYou didnât ask.â
âI didnât want to ask too many questions because it might have prompted you to do the same, and there was a lot that I wasnât ready to tell you back then.â
He nodded, understanding, since heâd been in exactly the same boat. He still was, really. There was so much he could never tell her if he truly meant to keep her.
âBut you know one of my secrets now,â she went on. âThat doesnât mean you owe it to me to tell me any of your own, but I was hoping you could at least tell me this.â
Cain toyed with the ends of her hair. âLailah offered to hand over Eve.â
âYour mother? Sheâs a captive at Aeon?â
âIn a sense. She lives in comfort and is able to go about her daily life, but she has many restrictions and wouldnât be permitted to leave. As they say, a gilded cage is still a cage.â Cain tensed when Wynter pressed herself against him, giving him a comfort that was as foreign to him as the offer of it. Forcing his muscles to relax, he curved his arms around her.
âWere you close to Eve?â she asked.
âNo. I didnât have much of a relationship with her, but that was neither her fault nor mine. It is a very long story,â he quickly added when he sensed sheâd question him further on it. âOne I will share with you some time. But not now.â
Wynter looked like she might press him, but then she dipped her chin. âOkay. If sheâs a captive of sorts, is it because she sided with you in the war or something?â
âNo. Eveâs gilded cage was created long before then. Unlike the other Aeons, she didnât betray me or the other Ancients. She chose to stay neutral, all the while hoping everyone on both sides of the war would throw down their swords and wave a white flag.â
âOut of optimism or naïvety?â
âThe latter, mostly.â
Wynter nibbled on her lower lip. âI guess I can understand why Lailah would think youâd jump at her offer.â
âI will personally retrieve Eve once Iâm free, providing she wishes to come here. Given that Aeon is wasting away, Iâll be surprised if she doesnât.â
âSo this is what Ishtar meant when she said that the Aeons had something you want.â
âYes. But I donât believe that Ishtar truly thought Iâd give you up to them in exchange for my mother or anything else. I think she simply wanted you to believe it might happen. Sowing seeds of distrust is a favorite game of hers.â
âI have to say, I struggle to understand what it is about Ishtar that once appealed to you. Yeah, okay, sheâs beautiful. But sheâs also a pain in the ass.â
He pursed his lips. âShe didnât used to be so petty and vindictive. Those qualities crept up on her during our imprisonment. But she was always a person who needed to be the dominant figure in a relationship. I was never going to be a submissive partner. In that sense, we were each a challenge for the other. Challenges give you a reprieve from boredom.â
Wynter sniffed. âI guess.â
Cain bit back a smile at the slight note of jealousy in her voice. He didnât think his little witch would appreciate that he liked it. âI didnât care for her. She didnât care for me either.â
âYou sure about the latter? Because she seems intent on snagging you.â
âIshtar has a habit of wanting what she canât have. She pursues it because to actually obtain it would shine her ego and make her feel empowered.â
âAnd a part of her doesnât like others playing with her old toys.â
âThereâs a little of that, too.â Cain stroked a hand over her sleek, dark hair. âSheâs no threat to what you and I have, Wynter. She never held even the slightest bit of appeal to me that you do.â
âDid you put one of those barrier things inside her?â
He shook his head, watching as some of the starch slipped from his witchâs shoulders. Once upon a time, his monster had wanted Ishtar plugged, but it hadnât pushed Cain to do it, just as it hadnât attempted to take the matter into its own hands. And Ishtar had hated that his creature showed no real possessiveness toward her.
âYou know, you said this barrier you put in me would fade. It hasnât.â
He smiled. âAnd how would you know? Tried pleasuring yourself again, did you?â
She narrowed her eyes. âActually, no, I simply decided to check. You thoroughly see to my needs, which means I donât have to do it myself nowadays.â
âI intend to see to them again once we get to my Keep. Or ⦠perhaps I could do that right here before weââ He cut off as a crash came from above them that was quickly followed by muffled feminine oaths. âWhat was that?â
âAnabel, tell me youâre not testing shit on yourself again!â Xavier yelled from downstairs.
âI knocked over a lamp, thatâs all!â the blonde shouted.
âYou donât have a lamp!â
Another crash, another female curse.
âDammit, Anabel, donât make me come up there!â
âTry it and Iâll fry you!â
Both continued to bicker loudly until a monstrous wild-cat roar split the air.
âChrist Almighty, can a woman not read in peace?â griped Hattie from the neighboring room.
Wynter swiped a hand down her face. âNo, Iâd rather we just head to your Keep now. I donât think you need to ask why.â
He felt his mouth quirk. âNo, I definitely donât.â