6.

🤍Chris🤍

Y/N took a shower, played with Christiana for a bit as I was dealing with Y/N's Christmas presents. Y/N made lunch and just put Christiana down for a nap. She came back downstairs as I just got done placing her gifts under the tree. "Oooo you got me something from Chanel?" She questioned as I chuckled. "If I find you in those bags before Christmas I'm returning them all back" I stated as she giggled.

I flopped on the couch looking over at her as she faintly smiled at me

"so what did you want to talk about?" I asked as Y/N sat on the couch. "I understand you want a baby" She started off as I just looked at the ceiling then back at her. "You dead ass?" She questioned. "We keep having this conversation, I get it" I expressed. "Then why do you keep bringing it up?" She questioned.

"Because it would be nice to have another baby Y/N" I said "and I get that but I have things going for myself right now and on top of that I have to carry it for nine months along with delivering it" She argued. "I told you what I wanted before we even started dealing with each other" I argued back as she just looked away from me.

"All I said was not now, i didn't say not ever" She stated. "Then when Because we only getting older" I expressed "can I breathe?! I just had Christiana, She's only three. My body endured so much shit that you don't even know and you're mad because I'm not popping out another kid soon enough for you?" She questioned.

"Who the hell said I was mad?" I asked sitting up some. "Chris ever since I told you I wasn't feeling having a baby once I was done shooting "Man of Steel". we've been moving different and other people is starting to see it" She expressed. "Because of some shit blogs are saying, you think we're acting different?!" I asked. "We showed up to the oscars separately this year because of an argument" She brought up.

"That you started" I said "No you had an issue about me and Henry going to vanity fair" she simply said as I just chuckled. "Whatever. this conversation was pointless as fuck" She simply said getting up. "Bottom line is I'm not getting pregnant right now either deal with it or don't. I don't even care no more" She said turning around.

"So when are you going to put work aside and we come to an agreement to have another baby?" I asked out of curiosity. "When I'm okay and ready to do so" I honestly stated. "Our arguing and agitation comes from us not agreeing on this baby thing" I said as she just rolled her eyes. "Chris please. I was being honest when I said my pregnancy was rough" She admitted.

"So there was some truth to when you said you wasn't having another baby?" I questioned. "Yeah in a way" Y/N admitted. "Before we got together you knew I wanted kids Y/N" I started off. "Yes and I gave you Christiana" She stated. "Yeah but I wanted more than one and I thought you wanted more than one?" I questioned as she sighed.

"I love Christiana and I wouldn't change anything that has happened but having her took a toll on my body and there's no telling how baby number two will be" She expressed.

"Everything for me is going good right now and I don't want that added stress. I don't want to risk a miscarriage" She added as I just sat there and looked at her. "You looked good your whole entire pregnancy" I said. "That doesn't mean I felt good, wasn't in Pain or sometimes wasn't in the right head space" She said as I just sighed.

"Who's to say the second pregnancy will be like that?" I questioned. "Chris I don't want to do it right now" She simply said. "Okay whatever" I simply said as she just sucked her teeth standing up. "Why do you even have an attitude?! I said "okay"" I questioned. "Your response. You're so adamant about having another baby you don't even care about how the baby that I have to carry makes me feel." She argued.

"All I said was "who's to say the second pregnancy will be like that"" I stated standing up. "Okay Chris" She simply said walking away from me. "Y/N What do you want me to say?!" I asked frustrated. "Don't say a damn thing" She simply said going upstairs. She stayed upstairs until around seven as she came downstairs dressed grabbing her car keys. She kissed Christiana's head saying her goodbyes to her then just walked out.

I just laid my head back on the couch and pinched the bridge off my nose. I swear if we just had another kid everything would've been better. That's literally the only issue I was having in our marriage. I wanted her to see that when she goes through this I'm going to be right beside her the whole time like the last.

🤍Y/N🤍

I drove to the airport picking up Aaliyah and my God son, aaliyah's son, that was the same age as Christiana, Aiden. "Where Michael?" I questioned "I told you he couldn't come because they're literally working him like a dog" Aaliyah said as I frowned. I helped them into the car as I placed Aiden into his car seat. "Well you can just stay at our place everyone else can go to a hotel" I said as she giggled. "Alright" She said as I started driving back to the house.

"How's you and Chris?" She questioned as I just shook my head switching lanes. "I don't know he's being a dick" I simply said as Aaliyah giggled. "You don't mean that" she said looking over at me as I continued down the highway.

"No I don't maybe we're looking at it from different views although I told him and been telling him how I felt" I said.

"Then you're not looking from it in a different view. He knows exactly how you feel and why you're not doing it." She started off "it would've been different if he didn't know anything but you told him your reason" Aaliyah expressed as I just nodded. "I love you and Chris but it's time to get it together. Sometimes you got to make a compromise. He obviously wanted a family before you two got together so why act surprise when he's asking you to pop another one out for him?" Aaliyah questioned as she started making me think.

"But then again pregnancy isn't a joke and the shit that women endure through and after men could never understand so if you feel as if you need to wait on a baby because of your mental health and your body then do so. Because the last thing I want is for you to be hurt or dead" She said as a tear left my eyes and I hurried to wipe it.

"You need to pull over?" She questioned as I just shook my head. We soon made it to the house as I pulled in the drive way and we sat there. "I just want everything to go back to how it was" I said. "Girl we're not always going to be happy all the time with our husbands and Vice versa. Things happen but it's up to us and our husbands to make it work with each other" Aaliyah said which I already knew but maybe it was something I just needed to hear.

"Now warn a bitch if there's make up sex involved" Aaliyah started off as I just looked over at her. "You know. Just drop me off at the Hotel I didn't cancel anything yet " She said as we shared a laugh. I drive her to the hotel then went back to the house walking in to it being quiet.