CH 100
101st Confession
âWhoa-â
Arista nervously rubbed her damp hands on her pants.
Next to her was Lucas. He was just as nervous as Arista.
They were currently on their way back from cleaning up the mess of the hunt and the orc corpses.
The total number of confirmed casualties from the hunt was thirteen, with two deaths.
The casualties were caused by two monsters, and the final one, looking for its young, could have been much worse.
It was a tragedy caused by an imperial court that ignored Herwinâs warnings to be careful of monsters and acted on its own.
They tried to blame Herwin for not catching the monster beforehand, but people werenât stupid enough to fall for it.
Furthermore, Herwin hadnât responded to them at all. If anything, Herwinâs anger was reaching a breaking point, and he was trying to calm it down.
Just a moment ago, the imperial courtier who came out of the room became contemplative and told them not to enter.
Arista wondered what the hell was going on, but then she realized that if it was Luciaâs business, Herwin had every right to be angry.
They could still see him slaying the orcs.
As soon as Herwin saw the orc holding Lucia, he cut off its right hand.
The severed hand naturally freed Lucia, and Herwin picked her up just before she hit the ground.
The scene that followed was gruesome to watch from afar. Beginning with the severed hand, Herwin effortlessly sliced off limb after limb of the orcs, killing them as quickly and painfully as possible.
Lucia, in Herwinâs arms, didnât see it, butâ¦.â¦
âIâm glad she didnât.â
The sight was enough to make even the Sword Expertâs stomach churn, and there were quite a few commoners who had witnessed it, some of them gagging and others fainting.
Arista shook her head in disbelief, then regained her composure and raised her hands in the air.
She snapped.
âHerwin, weâre coming in.â
There was no answer, but Arista cautiously opened the door.
The sound of a ticking clock echoed in the room, and the silence was deafening. Turning her head, she saw Herwin sitting on the edge of the bed.
Arista and Lucas crept cautiously into the room, wary.
âHerwin, how is Lucia?â
Arista slowly approached Herwin, who remained as still as a ghost, and as she gingerly placed a hand on his shoulder, she paused at the sight of his eerily sunken red eyes.
Upon closer inspection, there were still faint traces of auror around his body.
Sheâd heard of auras rising and falling from the body of the Sword Master.
She had seen them briefly during their time at the Academy, but never up close.
For a moment, though, her body responded to the auror of the Sword Master.
A cold sweat broke out, she couldnât breathe properly, and the hairs on her body stood on end.
It was only Arista who remained tense and alert. The others hadnât reached Aristaâs level of awareness, so they were simply terrified of what was happening.
âWhat did the doctor say? Is everything okay?â
Lucas asked, breaking the dreadful atmosphere. He had already heard from the imperial physician, but the sight of Lucia lying there as if she were dead made him uneasy.
Herwin nodded, still staring at Lucia.
âYes, sheâs only temporarily unconscious, sheâll wake up soon.â
Haaahâ¦.â¦
A gasp of relief escaped Lucas. He patted his chest and looked at Herwin for a moment.
He was so grateful that he had saved his sisterâs life, but now he felt terrified.
Then Herwin flinched and turned his head. His vibrant red eyes scanned the room, and he froze.
The red eyes stared at the figure behind Arista and Lucas.
âMarquis Casper.â
ââ¦â¦Phoenaeus.â
It was Bern. At his side was Celine.
Unaware of what had happened between Bern and Lucia, Herwinâs anger surged at the sight of Bern.
Herwin jumped out of his seat and grabbed Bern by the collar at once.
âWhere the hell has her fiancé been, and what has he been doing while Lucia was being held captive by orcs?!â
âWait a minute, Herwin, calm down.â
âLetâs talk about this. Okay?â
Arista and Lucas tried to talk him down, but Herwin didnât budge. Celine fidgeted with her hands over her mouth at the prospect.
Bern did not respond to Herwinâs anger but kept his mouth shut.
This only served to further inflame Herwinâs temper.
âIf you donât tell me now, Iâll make you like that orc.â
The joke was too murderous to be true. Arista and Lucasâ faces paled as they remembered the orc corpse, torn to pieces.
Herwinâs eyebrows wriggled as Bern still bowed his head without making any excuses. When the hand gripped by Bernâs collar becomes more powerfulâ
âItâs because of me! Bern is not at fault!â
Celine grabbed Herwinâs arm.
It was too much for a woman to take, but Celine shuddered and looked directly into Herwinâs red eyes.
Herwin looked like he was about to explode with rage at any moment, but then he saw a familiar face and his temper slowly drained away.
âYou areâ¦â¦.â
âI, uh, Iâm Celine Jayson. Iâm the ex-lover of the Marquis of Casper.â
Celine stammered, startling not only Herwin but also Arista and Lucas, who were nearby.
âItâs all my fault that Bern wasnât with Lady Agnes because I told her to break up with the Marquisâ¦â¦.â
âWait, Celine. Let me talk to him.â
Bern tried to step up late, but Celine still held Herwinâs arm and did not back down.
âThe young lady knew the relationship between me and the Marquis. So she listened to me asking for a breakup of their engagement. She made room for me and Bern to talk, but thatâs when the orc cameâ¦â¦.â
This was the first time Arista and Lucas had heard of it. They took it all in and reflexively looked at Bern.
âThe â¦â¦Marquis didnât do anything wrong, if I hadnât said those words, Lady Agnes wouldnât have been in trouble, please blame me!â
The words were so absurd that no one else reacted.
Arista narrowed her eyes and sighed, and Lucas opened his mouth as if his jaw would fall off. Even Herwinâs hand slackened in its grip on the collar.
Taking advantage of the loosening of his grip, Celine hurriedly stepped in front of Bern, as if to protect him.
After a heavy silence, Herwin spoke.
âWhat do you mean, youâre the Marquisâ ex-lover, and Lucia knew about it? Does that mean that Lucia and the Marquisâ¦â¦.â
Herwin stammered and then realized that she was the woman who had danced with Bern yesterday.
Turning his head in surprise, Bern spoke with a stern face.
âWe broke up, and Iâll tell you all about it.â
Bern made up for Celineâs rushed words and told him everything that had happened. Herwin was dumbfounded at first, but as the story progressed, his face grew stoic.
âIâm sorry, if it werenât for my selfishness, Lucia wouldnât have been captured by the orcs. â¦â¦ Thatâs how it happened.â
Lucas and Arista were speechless. Sure, they were shocked by Bernâs words, but this was no oneâs fault.
Lucia hadnât expected an orc to show up out of nowhere.
Still, Bern felt guilty. If he hadnât been so distracted by Celine, Lucia wouldnât have been in danger.
ââ¦â¦ha, doesnât that mean youâve deceived Lucia all this time, and now youâve gone for the girl you like?â
The words flew out of Herwinâs mouth. As bad as this was, Herwin was shocked that Bern had feelings for someone other than Lucia.
Luciaâs face flashed before his eyes, the woman who had trusted Bern more than anyone else.
It is said that Lucia forgave the two, but Herwin did not believe it.
He wondered if Lucia hadnât been deeply hurt.
Herwin clenched his fists. He wanted to punch Bernâs brazen face right now, but he didnât want to break Luciaâs heart when she opened her eyes.
Sensing Herwinâs anger, Celine spoke up cautiously.
âIt was a mutually beneficial engagement in the first place.â
Herwinâs gaze snapped to Celine.
âThe Marquis said he found a good spouse because he didnât think he could connect with me, and that was true for the young lady as well.â
The fierce red eyes slowly widened and turned.
âI donât know the details of her situation, but I can tell you this: she, like the Marquis, has someone else in mind.â
Aristaâs and Lucasâ eyes naturally turned to Herwin. It was obvious who Lucia had in mind.
Herwin bit his lower lip, a strange expression of happiness and sadness on his face.
When Herwin couldnât speak and looked as if he might burst into tears at any moment, Bern spoke up.
âI didnât say it because itâs not my business, and I still donât think itâs my business, but I have to say this.â
Lucia likes him.
Herwin clenched his fists involuntarily as Bern spoke to him.
âShe thinks of you sometimes when sheâs with me, and thatâs why she planning to get engaged to me in the first place, to get over you.â
Suddenly, all of Luciaâs behavior, the way sheâd been walling herself off, the way sheâd seemed so unfamiliar, flooded back into Herwinâs head.
She had distanced herself from him, calling him a friend. The way she took care of him while he was sick. She asked him if he really liked her.
Herwin thought it was because she had closed her heart, but she still loves him.
He was so happy and overwhelmed, but at the same time, he was sorry.
If he had been aware of his feelings from the beginning, they wouldnât have come this far back, and he wouldnât have hurt her.
Indescribable emotions swirled up to his chin. Herwin staggered wordlessly to Luciaâs side.
The room fell silent as he knelt and pressed his forehead against Luciaâs hand.
Conscious people left one by one, and Lucas patted Herwin on the back.
He heard the door close behind him. Long after they had left, Herwin looked up.
The corners of his eyes were now red. He couldnât believe Lucia still loved him after all he had done to her.
Herwin snorted involuntarily, and suddenly he looked at the handkerchief lying neatly on the table.
It was the handkerchief Lucia had clutched to the end.
The coat of arms of the Phoenaeus family, and the initials next to it, told him that Lucia had granted his request.
When he first saw it, he was stupidly happy that there was still hope for him. But now that he knew everything, he wondered how Lucia must have felt.
âLucia.â
There were so many things he wanted to say to her. There were enough words to keep them up all night, but there was only one thing he wanted to say when she woke up.
âI love you.â
He said, stroking the tiny hand that fit in his own.
Herwin smiled gently and whispered the words over and over again.
He didnât take his eyes off her for a second until Lucia woke up.