CH 101
101st Confession
<CHAPTER 101
Thump, thump, growl-!
The eerie sound of a dog was heard.
The reason she fell in love with Herwin. The giant wild dog she had encountered in the ducal castle had appeared before her eyes.
Lucia, back to her 8-year-old self, trembled like a squint at the sight of the menacing dog.
With a snarl, the drooling dog lunged at her.
She reflexively raised her arms to shield herself, but then she heard the dog moan.
Snap, snap, snap!
âGet away from Lucia!â
A young Herwin stood in front of her with a wooden sword.
Behind him, the scene was just as she had seen it as a child. For a moment, a nervous battle raged between Herwin and the dog, and then Lucia threw a rock at the dog, allowing Herwin to take it down.
The dog slowly backed away, and Herwin, breathing heavily, came to Luciaâs side.
âLucia, are you okay?â
At this point, she should have been crying. Instead, Lucia felt a sense of déjà vu and stared blankly at Herwin.
âThatâs why I told you not to go too deep, there are beasts here that are more dangerous than wild dogs.â
Herwin grunted and examined Luciaâs body from place to place. He looked at Lucia first, even though he was the one who had gotten into trouble.
âDonât ever go into the forest alone again. Do you understand?â
âYes, mmm!â
Lucia nodded hesitantly. Luciaâs mouth dropped open as she saw Herwinâs face soften.
âWas he always like this?â
Now that she was older, she felt a renewed sense of gratitude as the scene unfolded before her eyes. No, it was the affection in his eyes, the way he cared for her.
It wasnât the kind of look youâd expect to see between friends, no matter how young.
Herwin brushed the dust from Luciaâs hands and the hem of her skirt, leaving his mess behind. Then he pulled a four-leaf clover from his pocket.
âAnd now, this.â
Herwin handed the four-leaf clover to Lucia.
âI found it after you left, Iâm giving it to you, now stop crying.â
She still has the four-leaf clover. It was pressed, specially coated, and placed in her music box.
Lucia had been looking at the clover for a while, and when she looked up, she saw Herwin smiling brightly, his face covered in dirt.
Lucia bit her lower lip as she stared at him, her memory returning to her, and memories of their time together flashed through her mind.
âYou⦠youâve always protected meâ¦â¦.â
When she was first attacked by wild dogs when she was bullied by children when she was nearly killed by a broken blade, and-
âEven today.â
She flashed back to the moment when heâd risked everything to save her from the orcs.
The young Lucia returned to her present form.
Young Herwin smiled broadly, and she hugged him gently.
âThank you, Herwin.â
âReally?â
âYes, really. Iâm glad youâre by my side.â
âThen Iâll be honest with you.â
Lucia opened her closed eyes and looked at Herwin in her arms. The younger Herwin whispered in her ear.
âIâm always-â
Herwinâs face turned white, and his voice faded away.
But Lucia could hear his words.
* * *
Her eyelids fluttered open, and a figure appeared within the walls.
Lucia blinked to clear her blurry vision. When her vision cleared, she looked around.
The ceiling and walls were unfamiliar, and luxury items were everywhere. It was a room sheâd never seen before. After a moment of bewilderment, Luciaâs vision caught sight of Herwinâs face.
Lucia blinked slowly and looked up at him.
âHerwinâ¦â¦.â
Herwin squeezed Luciaâs right hand with an indescribable look on his face like he was laughing or crying.
âHow are you feeling?â
âIâm fine, but where am I?â
Judging by the lack of clearing of her throat, it hadnât been long.
âItâs the Imperial Palace, and Iâve arranged for you to stay here until you regain consciousness.â
For a moment, Lucia was taken aback by the word imperial, but then she remembered what had happened today.
The imperial family had gotten themselves into trouble, and the orc situation had come to a head, and if they hadnât done something about it, it would have been talked about in more ways than one.
Nodding silently to herself, Lucia suddenly noticed something odd.
âWhy is he the only one here?â
Her brother and her friends must have been looking for her, but for some reason, Herwin was the only one in the room.
Her parents werenât at the hunt, but it was still odd that Lucas wasnât there.
Sensing Luciaâs question, Herwin spoke first.
âThey came and went a little while ago, your brother and our friends, and your fiancé.â
Lucia flinched at the mention of her fiancé. It was only later that Lucia realized sheâd broken up with Bern.
The slowly fading dream came back to her.
She remembered the words of a face younger than Herwinâs now.
âIâm always waiting for you.â
Lucia pursed her lips and gingerly raised her upper body. Herwin immediately took her hand to support her.
âHerwin, thereâs something I need to tell you.â
The words stuck in her throat like a thorn in her side. But it was time to be brave.
âActually, Bern andâ¦â¦.â
âLucia.â
Before she could finish her sentence, Herwin said Luciaâs name so sweetly. It was so sweet that Lucia was instantly mesmerized.
Herwin grinned at Luciaâs dazed expression. He touched Luciaâs still clasped hand.
âThe Marquis told me all about it. He broke up with you.â
âAhâ¦â¦.â
Lucia sighed, not expecting Bern to tell her the truth.
âI thought about it a lot when he told me you broke up, but I have to tell you this.â
Herwinâs cheeks heated up, and the mood began to settle.
Fingertips tingling, heart pounding, tension hanging in the air, it was-.
âI love you.â
It was a confession.
It felt so different than the first time.
Back then, she didnât believe his words. She thought he was just rushing to say it because he didnât want to mistake friendship for love and lose it. But now, Lucia could see enough to know that he was sincere.
His voice trembled, his face flushed, and his eyes red with nervousness. She could see her reflection in them.
âIâve always loved you, and Iâve been a fool and hurt you without knowing my heart, but I wonât do that now, even though Iâve turned around and come too late-â
Herwin rose from his chair and dropped to one knee on the floor. Then he brushed the back of Luciaâs hand that held her trembling lips.
âWill you marry me?â
For a moment, her voice caught in her throat, and she couldnât say a word, all of her anticipation and hard-won love bursting out at once into tears.
The dewy tears formed on the walls of Luciaâs eyes, and Herwin jumped to his feet, panicking.
Lucia rubbed the corners of her eyes, holding back the sobs that threatened to leak out.
âDonât cryâ¦â¦.â
Just then, a large, warm hand wrapped around Luciaâs face. She followed the hand and lifted her head, and this time, Herwin stared at her with sad, tender eyes.
She could read so much in his eyes. It was the same as being embarrassed by her tears, not knowing how to react, and not knowing what to say.
She couldnât help but laugh when she realized that he was doing all of this to get her attention.
Lucia, who had been crying nervously, burst out laughing, and Herwin froze.
âLuciâ¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦okay.â
Lucia replied before he could finish her name. Herwinâs eyes widened.
Lucia wiped the tears from her eyes and smiled broadly.
âOkay. Letâs get married.â
ââ¦â¦really?â
Herwin said in disbelief, and Lucia burst out laughing.
âYou asked me to marry you first, and thatâs how you reacted.â
Lucia laughed out loud, forgetting her nervousness, and as Herwin watched, his jaw dropped and he pulled her into his arms.
After a moment of surprise, Lucia smiled and put her hand on Herwinâs back.
âThis canât be a dream, can it?â
âYou want it to be a dream?â
âNo! It canât be! Do you really think youâ¦â¦.â
As Herwin stammered, Lucia pulled back for a moment and held his face.
Herwin was holding back tears. Even with his face contorted, he was still handsome.
He blushed and hastened to cover it, not wanting to be seen crying, but before he could, Lucia pulled his face to hers.
Soon their lips were touching, soft and dry.
The tears stopped, and Herwinâs eyes went wide.
Then their lips parted. Luciaâs cheeks flushed like a peach, and she smiled happily.
âWhat do you think? This isnât a dream, is it?â
ââ¦â¦â¦.â
Herwin was speechless. She wondered if he was just too stunned, but when the silence continued, Lucia shook her head.
To Herwinâs surprise, Lucia leaned in closer to him once more. Just as their lips were about to touch, there was a tongue-lashing sound and Luciaâs upper body was jerked backward.
Luciaâs eyes widened as she lay there for a moment. Herwin, who had finally regained his senses, was frowning as if he was holding back something.
âHaaâ¦â¦.â
âHey, Herwin?â
Lucia tensed as Herwinâs face came closer. She squeezed her eyes shut as his breath was so close to her nose.
But for a moment, she didnât feel anything. Instead, the breath that had been tickling her nose moved to her throat.
âWhat are you going to do?â
A murmur was heard. She opened her eyes and saw Herwinâs fist-shaking next to her face.
He ran a hand through the dark hair that tickled her neck and his red eyes locked with her.
She could see the fierce desire in his eyes.
Lucia stroked Herwinâs hair again, pausing for a moment at the devouring look in his eyes.
âAre you going to keep doing that?â
âLike what?â
âIâm holding back a lot right now, and if you keep tempting me, I wonât be able to stop anymore.â
Using the word temptation deliberately, Herwin wanted Lucia to stop; just being this close to her was enough.
If Lucia moved any closer, he would not be able to stand it.
Lucia rolled her eyes for a moment, then ruffled his hair.
ââ¦â¦Who told you to put up with it?â
Instead of backing away, she took a step closer, and Herwin burst out laughing.
âI didnât tell you to put up with it.â
âAre you serious about that?â
Herwin was on the verge of losing it. Lucia smiled as seductively as she could at Herwin, who looked like he might explode at the slightest touch.
âThatâs what I say.â
It was an expression that was completely out of character for her cute face, but in Herwinâs eyes, it was the most dangerous and sexy thing in the world.
As if Luciaâs words had been the catalyst, Herwin grabbed her face in one swift motion and captured her lips.
It was harder than any kiss sheâd ever dreamed of. But still, he was clumsy.
Still, it was enough to make them hot. For a moment, their lips parted.
When Herwin tried to approach again, Lucia pushed him slightly.
âWhy.â
âThatâs not how you kiss.â
This time, Lucia took the initiative.
Their lips parted gently, their tongues slowly entwining. Herwinâs hands fumbled with the sensation for the first time.
Lucia was no stranger to kissing, but she was more skilled than Herwin. At first, he followed Luciaâs lead, but soon he mastered the kiss and took the initiative.
Lucia gasped as Herwin turned the tables and found herself in the position of being eaten. After a passionate kiss, their lips parted again.
Herwin stroked Luciaâs face with a look of satisfaction.
âWhere the hell did you learn to do this?â
The words were spoken with glee, but Lucia visibly reacted.
Herwin, who had been smiling at Lucia, slowly hardened his face.
ââ¦â¦Surely, Marquis Casper?â
Lucia didnât say anything. But the way she averted her eyes convinced him.
A vein of blood stood out on Herwinâs forehead.
âYou learned to kiss from a marquis?â
ââ¦â¦Because I didnât think Iâd end up like this with you.â
âOh, really?â
Lucia protested, but it didnât work.
âIâm very disappointed that your first kiss wasnât with me, but I canât help it because itâs already done.â
He didnât seem too upset, which was good.
âBut in the future, youâll have to make sure you donât kiss any other guy besides me.â
No, was he angry?
Lucia looked up at Herwin, sweating profusely. She tried to defuse his anger by making a pitiful faceâ¦.â¦
It backfired.
She couldnât get away from him until someone came in.