chapter 9

The next day Smitha got up prepared breakfast and feed milk to kids and kids started playing, Smitha sat beside to Neel and waking him up, Neel Neel uto na, it's already 7am in the morning, Neel who is still in angry woke up and turned to the other side, Smitha has gone to the other side and said acha baba sorry galathi meri hain, tum tikh kehrein ki mera dhyaan kahin aur pe hain, par abse aisa kuch bhi nahi hoga Neel, with the words of Smitha Neel got up and hugged smitha and Smitha hugged Neel back , after having coffe together Smitha got up and she made kids ready and after having breakfast everyone left, Smitha sorted the toys, books, everything and had taken bath and sat for a while. Roshni ki baatein Roshni ki nazrein Roshni ki jhalak Roshni ki aawaaz Roshni ki yaadein sab kuch Smitha ko dubba deri Roshni ki khayalon mein, Smitha got up washed her face and started reading a novel to distract her self from the thoughts of Roshni... Couple of months passed but Smitha kept in touch with Roshni by sending her good morning and good night messages, and asking Roshni to take care everyday, showing extra concern, what ever thoughts Smitha had but she never let them out in front of Neel, she is been wonderful home maker for kids and Neel, she haven't guessed what she might be going to do in the coming days!!!!! The next month ishaan exams has started as a worried mother Smitha Roshni se math ke baatein puch liya karthi thi yeh jaan kar ki she know everything regarding ishaan math but still Roshni ke kareeb ane keliye Smitha done everything she could, but Smitha is in a doubtful manner had thought Roshni tho bas formal messages hi bhejhthi hain mujhe kya mein zyadaa dur chali jaari hu kya? Am I doing correct!!! God please help  me out.... After exams finished Smitha got a message from school that there is ptm(parent teacher meet) looking at the message smitha was all flying in the air and been in the thoughts of Roshni, by night Smitha informed Neel about ptm and Neel agreed to come along with her the next to the school... While on the way to school Smitha ki dil ki dhadkane puri tarah se bhadjara when she has reached the school smitha literally felt butterflies in her stomach!! Her heart is jumping out of joy, as she reached the school very early, Smitha reached the class along with Neel and maira but maira wanted to play out so Neel left with maira, now Smitha felt like (mera dil ek taraf chalen jaraa aur dhimak dusri taraf) , Smitha haven't uttered a word to Roshni, hi mam kaise ho asked Roshni Smitha smiled and her smile conveyed that as a hi to Roshni.... Smitha kept really quite and looking into the papers of ishaan Roshni observed everything  and haven't responded back though ( mean while Smitha to herself meri dil ki dhadkan kyun bhadjari? why am I unable to speak to Roshni? Yeh kya hojara merese? Today is the only option I've to speak to her, if I rush then I'll definitely mess the things!!) Smitha checked everything in exam papers of ishaan and fastly took her phone from her bag and typed a message to roshini. Smitha stood up and when she reached Roshni Smitha looked around whether anyone is watching them or not once confirmed Smitha asked roshini to check her mobile and left from the school. After getting back from school Smitha literally waited for a reply from roshini, everytime her mobile got a notification🔔.. Smitha is opening her phone lock and gets disappoints everytime !!!! Later Smitha got fresh 🍃💦 and sat along with kids to distract hers lf finally she got a notification from Roshni, Smitha is flying in the air by looking at the message and while opening the message Smitha hands were literally shivering, grabbing all her guts Smitha opened the message and seen. Hi Smitha mam, I have seen your message and i thoughts we are friends already ji,now you might have got reply for your message which you have sent me in the afternoon..Smitha replied ok ji and also asked what is your favorite dish?? Roshni said mujhe toh sab kuch pasand hain ji?? Aise thodi na hota hain pehle aap bolo said Roshni, ok dina mam gaajar ka halwa, oh wow Roshni ji nice taste, thank you said Roshni and they both spoke for a while, roshini said " Mam mujhe peechein ek call ah ra mein aapko baad mein mein bata karthi hu! And hang up, Smitha said ok roshini ji .... After hanging up the call Smitha was laughing and was not being to her self.. By night after having dinner neel bachon ko suladi, as his intention was to spend some time with Smitha, when smitha entered the bedroom Neel grabbed her hand and pushed Smitha on to the bed, Smitha with a jerk has fall on the bed and Neel over Smitha, Neel has hold Smitha in his arms very tight and not letting her go!! Smitha has getting mixed feelings and is been trying to love Neel but unwantedly Smitha and Neel spent the night by making love to each other!!!!!!!!!.... Smitha tired, confused, heart broken, irritated, frustrated at the moment got out of the bed and sat near the window of their bedroom and started thinking about Roshni.. " Mein yeh kya kare jaari?? Meri yeh behavior ki wajah se jald hi mere aur Neel ke beech bahut zyadaa aur badala darar ah jayega, meri yeh dil pe mera control kyun nahi hain? Mein kyun khud apne zindagi ko samundar mein dubane mein tule hu?? Kya Roshni bhi mujhe utna chahithi hain jitna ji mein usse? Roshini do like me? Does she love me? Uski baatein kabhi kabhi usko mere upar feelings hain jaise lagra, kabhi kabhi I'm completely stranger to her jaise she behaves, aise hi bahut saarein sawaalon ki jawab dundri Smitha!!!!!! Kya Smitha roshini ke baatein jo bhi sochti kya woh sahi hain, Neel aur Smitha ke beech darar ah jayega? Kya woh dono ek sath apni zindagi bitate ya nahi? Roshini ko Smitha ke upar feelings hain ya nahi?? I'll let u know in the coming parts..... My lovely readers thank you for supporting me this far, and thanks alot for review my contents, do follow my lage and do like my stories and do review them....