Chapter 80

Sanem layed in bed crying and thinking, Can didn't come to bed. But how could he she locked the door on him. " girl, you're so hard on Can, give the guy a break." "You saw the way he was talking to her, didn't he notice how she was acting and talking towards him!!" "Knowing Can probably not, he probably didn't even think about there past relationship!!"

"I don't know, god , how many more are out there "

" who cares, he's with you now." Sanem didn't sleep all night. Where was Can where did he sleep. She opened the door slowly and looks to see if he's on the couch, he's not there. Where is he. She looks outside he's nowhere. Did he leave. Did he leave her alone all night. Did he go to her. No he couldn't have, I know he loves me, and I'm an idiot I know he would never cheat on me. Then where did he go. Miriban noticed Sanem walking around looking for something.

MIRIBAN: Sanem, are you looking for something, is everything okay, have you been crying?"

Sanem's eyes filled up with tears. Miriban hugged her and took her to sit by the pool.

"Sanem, what happened, did you and Can argue.?"

Sanem was full blown crying. Miriban just kept hugging her.

"Okay, just relax, let me get some tea and we will talk when you are ready.

MIRIBAN: "okay Sanem, what happened, you and Can looked so happy last night, oh wait, that brunette hanging on him at the bar. Am I right.?"

Sanem nodded yes. "Who was she.?"

SANEM: "they were on assignment for six months in the Balkans together, and apparently they were a couple." Miriban is smiling softly.

MIRIBAN: "that must of been like five years ago"

SANEM: "it was, but he just sat there and listened to her, she kept touching him and asked him if they can start where they left off.!"

MIRIBAN: "wow, are you serious, she's very bold! What did Can say?" Sanem just thought for a minute, she doesn't remember him saying anything.

SANEM: "Actually, he didn't say anything because I interrupted. What happens if he wants to start up were he left of, Miriban he was talking to her for a while, why would you talk to a woman you were dating and sleeping with if your wife is in the same room with you!" Miriban was looking at her, and had a slight smile but she knows Sanem is very emotional and feels insecure because of the pregnancy.

MIRIBAN: "Sanem dear, I think you know Can well enough. That he truly does love you, he can't be without  you, and that girl for him meant nothing he probably didn't even think about those nights with her.

They were probably talking about the assignment and what they have been up to since then. And even if she wants to start something with him, he wouldn't and I think you know that."

SANEM: "geez Miriban how many women was he involved with." Miriban giggling

MIRIBAN: "ah like father like son, Sanem five years ago Can was twenty five years old I really don't think he was looking for a serious relationship. Maybe there was a reason he broke it off with her."

SANEM: "I guess you're right, I just love him so much and when I saw her touching him and he didn't do anything it just made me feel angry, you know?"

MIRIBAN: " oh I know, been there done that! But I guarantee you he didn't realize the way she was coming on to him. Plus Sanem I have to tell you pregnancy becomes you, your radiant, you looked beautiful last night. Can couldn't take his eyes off of you."

SANEM: "except when he was talking to her!"

MIRIBAN: "maybe he was just being nice, he didn't want to be rude.   Can is like that, you know that. But one thing I will tell you he loves you very much, nothing or no one else matters to him just you and the baby Sanem."

Sanem knows Miriban is right, I overreacted, I'm such an idiot. Poor Can. But where did he sleep!"

SANEM: "I probably did over react, but wouldn't you have acted the same way?"

MIRIBAN: "hell yes. And I have, because these men need to wake up and notice when women are coming on to them!!, I went through it with Aziz, but deep down I knew he was true to me."

SANEM: "Miriban, did you see Can, do you know where he's at?"

MIRIBAN: "no dear, maybe he went somewhere. Actually I don't see Aziz anywhere either. Maybe they're together."

Aziz and Can were sitting at the edge of the pier together, Aziz saw Can lying on the pier when he took his early morning walk.

AZIZ: "Son, what are you doing down here, you look like hell didn't you sleep, where is Sanem."

He turns and looks at his father.

CAN: "she locked me out of our room, she's mad at me!"

Aziz laughed and Can looked at him. " is there a reason you're laughing dad because I really don't think it's funny." Aziz put his arm around Can's shoulder

AZIZ: " does it have to do anything with that pretty brunette that was hanging on you at the bar, she was very pretty and very interested in you son."

CAN: "dad, Alara was with me in the Balkins when I was there for six months, we would hook up together, you know what I mean, and then we tried dating for about a month, I noticed that she started having feelings but I didn't so I broke it off, I didn't want a serious relationship you know that, I never did. Before Sanem you know that no one could ever tame me. I was like a wild animal. I just wanted to be free no commitments"

AZIZ: "oh I know, I remember, but Sanem changed you, love changes people, I will vouch for that!"

CAN: "she won't talk to me she locked me out of our bedroom. So what now." Aziz laughed .

AZIZ: well I know how you feel I've been locked out of our room plenty of times when we were first married, because like you I had a lot of women too not serious, but for some reason every once in awhile one would show up and it would set Miriban off, because I never noticed how they flirted with me."

Can laughed "like father like son huh dad."

AZIZ: "I guess so, but listen son, Sanem will come around, she loves you too much. I'm sure deep down inside she new you weren't interested. Just be aware when women are flirting, and I have to tell you that Alara was definitely flirting, I even noticed and I never notice those things. And be careful because she might come around again, and you need to set her straight."

CAN: "okay baba, but I can't believe I didn't notice.  the last thing I want to do is upset Sanem.

AZIZ: "You didn't notice because your relationship with Alara didn't matter, you forgot her a long time ago, you might of cared about her and you felt bad because you hurt her. But there was no love."

Plus that sweet wife of yours really changed you without her even trying, who would have thought that my son would do a father daughter dance with that sweet little Bella." They both started laughing.

CAN: "your right dad, but I enjoyed every minute of it, I can't wait to do it with my daughter."

They hugged each other when they heard footsteps on the pier they turned to look and it was Miriban and Sanem. Miriban took Aziz by the hand and Can stood up and looked at Sanem. He walks over to her takes her by the hand and they sit at the end of the pier.

CAN: "are you okay, you look like you didn't sleep all night."

SANEM: "I didn't, where did you sleep, I looked for you this morning."

CAN: "I was here on the pier, I couldn't sleep."

They looked at each other and smiled slightly. Sanem put her head down.

SANEM: "Can, I'm sorry I shouldn't have reacted that way, but when I saw her touching you I got so angry. No one touches you like that Just me!"

CAN: "Bebek, I swear I didn't even notice. When I saw her I was very surprised to see her. She's friends with the McKinnons daughter that's why she was there."

"Are you ready to listen to what happened between me Alara?"

SANEM: " I don't know, just thinking of her touching you intimately makes me crazy."

CAN: "well if you're wondering if there was any love there, there wasn't at least on my side there wasn't, but like explained to you before it was just sex like it was with Polen. We were working together for six months, in seclusion, not to many people around, we would satisfy each other. we got a long well we became close, but not like you think. And then about a month before the assignment was over she approached me and she wanted more, I was hesitant at first, but I thought maybe it could turn into something, she was nice,

SANEM: "and very pretty!"he kisses her hand and looks her in the eyes

CAN: "not like you, princess, Sanem you had me hooked from the first night at the club, no other woman entered my bed since that night, doesn't that tell you something?" She smiles and nodded yes.

Anyway, we were a couple for about a month, I noticed that she had feelings for me, but I didn't, so that's when I broke it off with her and left and came home a week later. I didn't want to continue the relationship because I didn't want to hurt her anymore more."

SANEM: "did she try to contact you after you left?"

CAN: "she did, I talked to her a couple of times and I still gave her the same answer, then I would leave on long assignments, and she never called again. Sanem, you are the only one that captured my heart, please believe me. Last night I was an idiot, I didn't realize she was flirting with me, I was just being nice because I had already hurt her. Do you understand what I'm saying to you."

SANEM: "I do, but if she comes around again, no touching, okay."

CAN: "trust me you're the only woman I want touching me." Come let's go back to the house and make breakfast together. And take a nap you look exhausted." He kisses her on the forehead and helps her up and they walk back hand and hand together back to the house.

Aziz and Miriban saw them walking back together holding hands. They very happy.

AZIZ: it looks like things are good again."

MIRIBAN: "yes, thank goodness. Aziz, I just noticed how huge Sanem's stomach is, that poor girl, she must be so uncomfortable."

AZIZ: "yes, you're right, I hope she has an easy delivery, because that baby might be pretty big."

MIRIBAN: "I hope so too, let's go have breakfast and let them relax they are probably tired, they didn't get much sleep last night."

Can and Sanem were making breakfast when his friend Ali called.

ALI: "Can how are you, how is Sanem feeling."

CAN: "she's good, uncomfortable but she's feeling okay."

ALI: "that's good, listen I want to ask you a favor, can you take Bella next weekend Friday into Sunday my wife's father is in the hospital and we want to go see him, they live a couple of hours away so we're going to stay for the weekend." Can had him on speaker

SANEM: "what about your older daughter are you taking her with you?"

ALI: "we are she wants to see her grandfather, she was worried when she heard he was sick. Bella doesn't really know him, so we thought maybe you guys can watch her Friday night into Sunday afternoon."

Can and Sanem looked at each other and agreed they would watch her.

SANEM: "well Can, I guess this will be good practice for us." He smiled and took her into his arms and kissed her.

CAN: it will, but right now I just want to make love to you, you looked so hot last night in that dress, and I didn't get to see your sexy underwear that you said you were going to show me."

SANEM: "no I didn't, actually I didn't have any on"

She starts laughing and starts running towards the bedroom and he runs after her.

CAN: "You lied to me," he grabs her and picks her up and lays her on the bed and starts tickle kissing her neck and start rubbing her stomach. And she's laughing hard, while Can is rubbing her stomach he feels the babies kick. "Bebek they're awake they must hear us laughing." Can starts talking to them " ok girls rule number one, you always wear underwear, do you understand, this is your baba laying down the rules" Sanem couldn't stop laughing. "Can, I love you, but do you really think that they will listen to you. I don't" he starts kissing her passionately, "that's different because I never can say no to you, but I have a rule for you to, if you're going to go without underwear I always have to be with you okay?"

SANEM: "you know my hot sexy husband, I can't say no to you either, I promise only with you."

They made love and fell asleep for some much needed sleep. Sweet dreams princess.