âIâll go make something to eat. shall I.â He winks. âIâll tell you something for free, James. Iâll be happier when youâre out of bed if only because Iâm missing your cooking.â
He leaves and after a minute or so the clatter and bang of pans and crockery and cutlery cuts through the evening, briefly followed the smash of something hitting a tiled floor and loud cursing. I chuckle to myselfâ¦.
When he was single, I think he lived on take-outs and ready-packed saladâ¦.
Then my mood swings, turning serious and I gnaw endlessly on my thoughts Suppose Klempner is lyingâ¦.
â¦. As he almost certainly isâ¦.
How to keep you safe Jade�
Without putting you in a prisonâ¦.
... Even the kind where the bars are inside your own headâ¦.
They tried to murder Michaelâ¦.
â¦. They almost succeeded with meâ¦.
â¦.
â¦.
If anything like this happens againâ¦.
If I diedâ¦.
â¦. You'd only have Michael You need moreâ¦.
â¦.
â¦.
You have a powerful enemyâ¦.
â¦. You need powerful friendsâ¦.
Richardâ¦.
Tighten that bondâ¦.
How?
It won't come from you. You wonât volunteer itâ¦.
I punished you when you first met himâ¦.
â¦.
I was wrongâ¦.
And I close my eyes against the memory of that day and my own stupidity and jealousy and the bitter consequences.
Never again Richard...
But how?
â¦.
â¦.
First let's get you safely marriedâ¦.
Michael will never let you down.
Ever.
*****
Three Years Ago Charlotte is polishing the brass finger plates on the bar-room door when Barbara-Vivienne strolls by.
Without breaking her stride, she murmurs, âThe Cafe au Lait, six am?â
âIâll be there.â
*****
As Charlotte enters, Barbara is waiting for her with coffee and waffles for two at the table. As Charlotte sits, the woman waves a hand across. âHelp yourself.â
Embarrassed at, again, accepting gifts from strangers, Charlotte takes the coffee but doesnât touch the waffles until Barbara pushes a fork into her hand.
âLook, kid, youâre broke. Youâre doing your best to get out of it. I get that. Been there. Done that. Read the book. Seen the movie. Got the tee-shirt. Now eat. When youâre the Cityâs leading courtesan, you can buy me lunch one day.â
She waits until Charlotte has eaten a couple of bites then, âOkay, Iâve been talking to some people for you. The general agreement is that the best way for you to raise the most is by auction.â
âAuction?â Charlotteâs jaw drops.
Barbara lifts her chin with a finger. âDid no-one ever tell you itâs bad manners to eat with your mouth open? Yes, auction.â
She reaches into a bag, pulling out a sheet of paper. âNow listen, can you use a computer?â
âSort of. Iâm learning.â
âAlright, do a search. Hereâs a couple of sites to start you offâ¦.â She taps on the paper with a long nail at a list of web addresses. ââ¦. but once you start looking, thereâs a few of them out there. I suggest you look at them to get a feel of what you are letting yourself in for. Butâ¦.â She holds up her hand. ââ¦. and itâs a big but, most of them are foreign and a lot reserve the right to take you out of the country. You donât want that. You stay here, in this country where the law will protect you.â
Charlotte chokes down a mouthful of waffle. âYes, Iâll make sure of that.â
Barbara shifts her finger down the sheet to a highlighted paragraph. âTake a good look at this one. Itâs local, run by one of the City auction houses. Itâll not necessarily promise the best take for you and the house charges fifty per cent, but itâs a much safer option than most of the others. And it means that, if you want to, you can tell a friend where you are.â
She eyes the girl, even more pale-faced than usual. âYou alright?â
âYes, itâs justâ¦. Itâs becoming more real, talking about it like this.â
Barbara narrows her eyes, folds her arms. âAm I wasting my time? Are you going to bottle out on this?
Because if you areâ¦.â
âNo, no. Iâll go through with it. Itâs justâ¦.â
ââ¦. Just hitting home hard?â
âYes.â
Barbara softens her tone. âNo-oneâs going to force you to do this. It must be your own choice to do it.
But what I would say is, if youâre going to do it, then do it. Donât approach the auction house and then change your mind. Theyâll never give you a second chance.â
Charlotteâs gaze goes distant. âYouâre right. I have to make up my mind and carry it though.â
The woman smiles. âFinish your waffles. Iâve got to go now but let me know what you decide to do. Iâd like to know.â
âIâll do that, yes.â
*****