Sheâs shaking and trembling. All that nerve, all that defiance has evaporated.
Have I finally broken you?
Here? Now?
Is that what I wanted?
What did I want?
What do I want?
âWhat the fuck have you done to my life? I never hurt you. And my mother really did nothing either. No-
one chooses who they fall in love with. But she might have stayed with both of you if youâd let it happenâ¦. But itâs all about you, you selfish, evil bastardâ¦. And with what theyâve got on you now, my testimony isnât even going to make any difference. Youâre in here to stay, but youâve got me in prison tooâ¦.â
Shaking and rocking, she sobs hard. Blondie looks alarmed, wrapping his arms around her, murmuring something quiet.
And if the screen were not between us, I would hold her myselfâ¦.
Mitchâ¦.
Mitchâs daughterâ¦.
She wipes a runny nose on her sleeve. Itâs inelegant but endearingâ¦.
What the fuck am I thinkingâ¦.?
The guard taps Blondie on the shoulder, pushing a tissue into his hand. He passes it to her and she blows her nose loudly and gracelessly.
A silence falls.
Ahhâ¦. Christâ¦.
What have I to lose�
âJenniferâ¦. Charlotte. Go get your life back.â
Clutching at the tissue, she blinks through swollen eyes. âWhat?â
âI said, get your life back. Youâre right. You appearing in court, no matter what your testimony, isnât going to make a difference to me at this point. Go home. Go back to your university. Go find your mother if you want to. If sheâs still alive. You wonât have any more trouble. Or at least none that Iâm responsible for.â
Blondie stands, his chair scraping back, looming over me through the screenâ¦.
Jeez, youâre a big bastardâ¦.
âYouâre kidding,â he says. âJust like that, itâs all different?â
Is it?
âYeah⦠just like that. I suppose you wonât believe me, but, for what itâs worth to either of you, you have my word. Whatever else happens in your lives, I wonât be behind your problemsâ¦. But thereâs a priceâ¦.â
She wrings at the tissue. âWhich is?â
âIâm going to be locked away for a long time. Probably for good. Come and visit me.â
And now she stands, rising from her seat and stepping back. âYou cannot be serious.â She looks appalled.
âIâm perfectly serious. Come and visit meâ¦.â
Mitchâs daughterâ¦.
Mitchâs imageâ¦.
ââ¦. Talk to me sometimes.â
Blondie, outrage in his voice, âYou murdered her father, tried to destroy her mother, enslave herâ¦. And you want her to visit you?â
âWhat harm can it do? You think theyâre going to let me near her?â
âWhat I have to get pastâ¦.â says Blondie, ââ¦is that Iâm looking at a man who kidnapped, assaulted, and intended to rape and sell, my wife-to-be, and to crown it all, suspects he might be her fatherâ¦.â
Connersâ daughterâ¦.
And my stomach lurches againâ¦.
ââ¦.. suddenly turns into Father Christmas and says that everythingâs suddenly okay?â
âYes, I did all that. But that was then. Andâ¦. Iâve already lost the game.â
He looks at me in utter disgust and disbelief, wraps an arm around her and with a nod to the guards, steers her away and out. As they leave, she looks back at me over her shoulder.
*****
After they leave a guard takes me by the arm. âBack we go, sir.â
Sir?
âYou're new, aren't you?â
âYes, Mr Klempner, I am.â
Mr Klempner?
He keeps his voice low. Low enough not to be heard by the other guard. âI ran into an associate of yours recently. A Mr Baxterâ¦.â
Ahhh...
ââ¦. He asked me to ask you if there is anything you need?â
âNews mainly.â
âYes, Mr Klempner. Anything else?â
âIâll let you know.â
âHere we are, sir.â He holds a hand to my cell door. âUm, you understand sir that when the other guards are aroundâ¦.?â
âOf course. Whatâs your name?â
âIâm Gerry Sutcliffe, sir.â
âGood to meet you ⦠Officer Sutcliffe.â
âYou too, sir. Let me know if you need anything and Iâll do my best.â
*****
James âSo how did it go?â
Michael prises the cap off a beer bottle on the edge of the table then gulps down from the neck before wiping his mouth on the back of his hand. âIt wasâ¦. surreal.â
Iâm up and about and able to walk now, at the level of using the bathroom without the intervention of a nurse. Nonetheless, Michaelâs return is an excuse for me to climb back into bed, take the weight from my aching leg and draw a surreptitious sigh, which he pretends not to notice.
And Iâm happy enough to be here. Back in the beach house, the environment is soothing and convinces me to sleep more than I could have done in the renovation/building site which is our mountain home, even were we able to return there.
I prop myself up against the pillows and Michael reaches around, rearranging them for me. When Iâm settled comfortably, âGo on. Iâm listening.â
âCutting a long story short, Klempner admitted to murdering Charlotteâs father, seemed to have some kind of crisis over her looking just like her mother and at the end of it told her heâs calling off the dogs and to get on with her life.â
What the fuckâ¦.?
Yeahâ¦. Rightâ¦.
âIâll ask for the longer version of that in a bit, but do you think he could possibly be sincere? After everything he did, you think he would simply give up? Forget his revenge, just like that?â
Michael sighs. âIâve got to say, no.â He pulls up a seat, then leans back, rocking on the two back chair legs. âButâ¦. if we donât at least consider taking him at face value, what are our alternatives? We all have to disappear, like Charlotteâs mother? Change our identities? Give up our lives?â
Not an optionâ¦.
âWe can take precautions of course,â I sayâ¦.
â¦. I need to think this throughâ¦.
âOf course. Iâm already on it. And this time, itâs more than just keeping an axe under the bed.â
âOh?â
Michael sits forward again, becoming much more animated. âThe house is a complete renovation anyway. While itâs stripped to the foundations, itâs as good a time as any to install any extras we might think of.â
âSuch as?â
He counts off on his fingers. âCameras, security protection, fences, pressure detectors around the fences, vibration sensors on the windowsâ¦.â
Ye Godsâ¦.
Itâll be a fuckinâ fortressâ¦.
Then he flashes bows at me. â.⦠And since we were digging out the cellars anyway for your.â¦erâ¦.
âPlay Roomââ¦. Iâve extended the digging somewhat to give us some extra options on getting out undetected if we need to.â
Heâs doing what?
âYouâre kidding? Some sort of secret door?â
âMore than that. A tunnel. A literal bolt-hole, in case we ever have gunmen turn up again in the night.
Personally, I donât want any more midnight escapes through the snow.â
And the memory of the most appalling night of my life floods back; waiting in the dark, helpless to do anything, while my friend and my lover escaped through the bitter winterâs night from assassins.
âDoes Charlotte know about all this?â I ask.
He sucks air between his teeth. âIâve not gone into detailsâ¦. She knows Iâm doing something, but I think sheâs trying not to think about it too hard right nowâ¦.â He looks up, staring me in the eye. âListen, one other possibility does occur to me, about Klempnerâs motives. He changed his mind when it was pointed out to him that he was retaliating against someone who was completely innocent of what had happened. Even if taking Charlotte from her mother as a baby was part of his reprisals, her mother wouldnât know anything about everything thatâs happened sinceâ¦. What kind of revenge is that?â
Good point, but�
âSoâ¦?â
âSoâ¦. Charlotte wants to know about her mother, probably to find her, and Klempner knows that. Heâs in prison for God-knows-how-longâ¦.â
And good riddanceâ¦.
ââ¦. Suppose he intends to simply sit tight, and let Charlotte do his work for him, track her down? With everyone trying to help her because sheâs the long-lost daughter, rather than the psycho sheâs hiding from?â
Christâ¦.
Perhaps I should have shot the bastard when I had the chanceâ¦.
Too late nowâ¦.
âAnd then pick up where he left off? Sheeshâ¦. thatâs an uncomfortable thoughtâ¦. you think heâs mad enough for that?â
âYup. In fact, âmadâ is an interesting way of putting it. Iâm told by Will Stanton that he may not end up in prison at all. Heâs got doctors arguing that heâs psychotic, criminally insane; and lawyers on both sides saying he should be locked up for the good of the rest of the human race, but in a secure hospital.
Personally, I think heâs just an evil bastard.
âSo, we go for it? Try to get back to a normal life, but remain vigilant?â
âEternal vigilance is the price of liberty? Yes, I think thatâs about itâ¦.â
Speak quietly and carry a big stickâ¦.
*****