Elise
I set a ridiculously expensive cut of meat in the pan while talking to Soph on the phone, and it started to sizzle.
Was the temperature too hot?
I checked the stovetop, but according to the filet mignon directions on YouTube (the font of gourmet cooking), I was preparing it correctly.
Sophia squawked through my earbuds. âYouâre cooking? I thought you were joking when you said you cooked for Jack. Do you even know how?â
âI can use an oven, Soph. And Iâm a master at the microwave.â I thought back. âI also make killer fresh popcorn.â
âSince when?â
The popcorn was a recent development, and Jackâs dad might have had to shout out pointers to me from the TV room, but it came out amazing. âSince this week. Anyway, why are you bitching? Youâre no chef. Itâs a lucky thing you nabbed a billionaire who likes to make you food. Besides, is it any surprise that neither of us can cook? That was the one thing Mom did well.â
Mom was good at preparing food. She even washed and put away dishes. It was the insane collection of random shit that had been the brunt of her hoarding problem. Until she had a stroke several months ago and finally got therapy for a fifteen-year-old trauma. Our mom was doing much better nowânot perfect, but better. Sophia and I occasionally saw her struggling with the desire to hold on to something, but her house was no longer a hazard zone. And she sounded happy when I called her these days, which made me happy.
âExactly,â Sophia said, âso why are you going to this length if you and Jack are only fake dating?â She sounded suspicious.
If I told her the truth, and that Jack and I were dating for real, though only for the next week or so, Iâd have even bigger issues. I liked Jack, and waking in his arms had been incredible, if accidental. I wanted to do something nice for him. But I kept the real reason for the food prep to something Sophia would not freak out over. Well, not as much, anyway. âI might have fallen asleep in Jackâs bed last night.â
âWhat?â Rustling and scratching sounds came through the earbuds, as though sheâd dropped her phone, then, âElise Marie!â
âLook, Soph, the catâs out of the bag. Jack and I have already slept together. Figuratively and literally. Is it such a big deal if we shared a bed?â This was all bravado on my part, because waking up in Jackâs arms had been startling. And also the most natural thing in the world. But Iâd worry about that salient fact later. âI sleepwalk; what else is new? Your old roommate is used to it by now.â
âOnly because the last time you also landed on his penis and boned! I canât take you anywhere!â
âBoned? Really, Soph? Show some class.â
Weâd so boned. Iâd boned that man good. And had been thinking of doing it again this morning when I took in his bared, muscular chest. It had required an enormous amount of mental fortitude to drag my tired ass out of Jackâs arms.
âIn any case,â I said, âIâm cooking to make up for the sleepwalking and late-night intrusion. Itâs all good. Jackson loves my cooking.â
âJack would eat crocodile meat if you put it in front of him.â
Ew. âIsnât that supposed to taste like fish?â
âI donât know. But you understand my point. Heâs not picky.â
âWhich works to my advantage, because I might have just burned this astronomically expensive steak. Gotta go!â
âDonât you dare hangââ
I hung up. I wasnât joking. The meat was looking crispy. I flipped it over and turned off the heat, then heard him entering the apartment.
He walked into the kitchen, his T-shirt drenched with sweat, clad in running shorts and shoes.
âWhatâs that smell?â he said, setting down a bag of groceries on the counter a few feet away.
I punched my fists to my hips. âIs that how you greet your chef whoâs been slaving for hours to prepare you a home-cooked meal?â
He delivered a disbelieving look. âHas there been cooking involved? Your form of meal prep is heating up frozen items in the microwave.â He walked over, and I noticed his damp T-shirt sticking to the chest muscles Iâd investigated thoroughly this morning. Then he leaned over my shoulder and pulled the top off the pan. âHey, that doesnât look like it came from the frozen food section. And it smells good.â
Jack must have been doing rigorous exercise prior to coming home to build up all that sweat, and yet all I could smell were hints of body soap, laundry detergent, and a hot-guy scent that was putting thoughts in my head. Naked, sweaty thoughts.
I bumped him with my hip. âBack up buddyâHot Stuff is in the kitchen and making magic happen.â
He chuckled and returned to the counter and the groceries heâd brought and started pulling items from a reusable shopping bag with Maxâs company logo on it. Jack was nothing if not frugal. âMy friend Lizzie is coming over this week. I picked up beer, a few appetizers, and corn chips. Noticed you were out.â
My hands froze as I prepared a flavored ketchup, and I looked over. âYou bought me corn chips? Why?â
No one bought me my favorite food, not even Sophia. She was always too busy complaining they werenât a part of the food group pyramid.
He shrugged. âYou like them.â
Shit. First the domestic shutting down of the house in the dark so I could go to bed first, and now this?
I pressed my lips together and checked the homemade baked fries Iâd prepared, distracting myself. Heâd bought me somethingâwithout my asking. Without my even pointing out that I liked it. He just noticed that I did and got me more.
This was a slippery slope, and it was already too late because Iâd fallen half in love with him.
âWhen will food be ready?â he asked, running a hand through damp, wavy locks.
âSoon,â I said, my voice shaky. I was suddenly incredibly nervous. When had I started to fall in love with Jack?
âIâm taking a shower.â He headed toward the hallway. His haggard T-shirt was thin from overuse and giving me an indecent view of his back muscles. So now I had the visual of his body through his tee and the knowledge he was getting naked in a minute. Not to mention the falling in love part. Iâd never been in love; whyâd it have to be with Jack?
He returned to the living room a few minutes later, showered, shaved, and with a newer T-shirt that didnât hug the muscles as much as the ratty one. Iâd complained last night about his tee needing to be thrown out because it was too old. Now I saw the benefit of the thin ones.
I leaned over the dining table and set a pink peony inside a glass Iâd filled with water.
He glanced at the place settings with blue cloth napkins Iâd found buried in a kitchen drawer. Iâd bet money Jack had never used those in his life. âFlowers?â he said. âTo what do I owe this effort?â
âI owed you.â I straightened a napkin nervously. âFor last night.â
He hunted in an upper kitchen cabinet. âYou donât owe me anything.â Then he glanced over with a wink. âI liked having you in my bed. Youâre a cuddler.â
I covered my face, which had heated to a thousand degrees. âHow embarrassing.â
âLike I said, I enjoyed it.â His lusty gaze shifted to one of annoyance. âUntil you left without saying goodbye.â
My mouth parted. âBut I left a note. Didnât you get it?â
âI found it.â He set what looked like a very expensive bottle of red wine on the table, then rummaged around in a drawer and pulled out a corkscrew. But not the cheap type. This one was black matte with a polished wooden handle that worked like a crank.
He placed the corkscrew on top of the bottle, pushed down, then pulled up, and in one smooth move the cork was out.
The cheapo corkscrews I used would have left cork floaties, but the wine he poured into a glass was floatie free and looking delicious.
âNote or no note,â he said, âI would have preferred to find you there.â
I looked up to him staring, sending some sort of message my lady bits immediately interpreted even if my brain was slow.
My nervous system popped like uncorked champagne, and I set a bowl of sautéed brussels sprouts and bacon on the table, attempting to keep my hands steady. âBut this is a platonic dating thing.â I might be falling in love, but that didnât eliminate the potential combustibility of dating Jack long term. He was head and shoulders above anyone Iâd been with, and he was Maxâs best friend. Thereâd be no escaping him if things went south.
He chuckled, the sound deep and rumbly. âItâs not platonic.â He made his way to the table and set the glass of wine down.
The wine, his words⦠Was he trying to seduce me?
Iâd been seduced by his sweaty body and holey T-shirts. What would happen if this man actually tried?
It would be all over.
âJackson, you said this relationship wasnât physical.â I was scrambling at this point.
He lowered himself into one of the four chairs at the table. âIt isnât. But if we decide to mix pleasure with business, even better.â
âSo this was always for sex?â I was pretty sure it wasnât, but desperate times and all that. Not like I hadnât just been fantasizing about his naked body.
He leaned forward, arms braced on the table, a tinge of atypical anger flaring behind his eyes. âYou know it isnât only sex between us.â
He was right. Weâd agreed to date for practical reasons, but Iâd agreed to see if all that initial attraction was fleeting. Only the spark hadnât fizzled. Not one bit.
I liked Jack a lot. And things were about to get hot. Because I was starting to think Jack might want me as much as I wanted him.