Iâm the youngest in my family. Even my twin brother is older by a few minutes. But I wasnât raised as a coddled and spoiled youngest child, growing up to be a wimpy asshole. No. Iâm focused, controlled, disciplined. Iâm not a man easily led by his dick. So itâs fucking annoying that the woman at the bar, Lucy, has derailed my mission. All because I couldnât stop from interfering in whatever crazy scheme sheâs got going.
For the last two weeks, Iâve seen her at the bar. She stands out like a sore thumb. Itâs not the blazer or even the wholesome appearance that makes her not belong. Most men probably only see the blonde hair and perky tits and donât notice that she doesnât fit in. Sure, Iâve noticed her looks and wouldnât mind getting a closer look at those tits, but Iâm on a mission and itâs not to get laid. Nor is it to find out what sheâs doing here, and yetâ¦
She thinks sheâs subtle, but sheâs not. Sheâs here for the same reason I am. The Kean Crew. Why sheâs watching them, I have no idea. Iâm sure she doesnât realize just how dangerous they are.
When she dismisses me and my warning, I shrug her off. Itâs her life. But now sheâs following Danny OâBrian out the back. Every muscle in my body tenses. The predatory glint in OâBrianâs eyes sets off warning bells. Iâve seen that look before and it never ends well for the other person, in this case Lucy. In a day or so, the media will be reporting her missing.
âJust stay put,â I mutter to myself. âNot your problem.â
But my feet shift beneath me, ready to move. The mission hinges on maintaining my cover, on infiltrating the Kean ranks through underground fights. Itâs why they think Iâm Flynn Tine, not Flint Infrinn. I need to keep it that way because one wrong move could blow everything my brothers and I have worked toward.
Lucyâs blonde head disappears through the door, and OâBrianâs buddies rise from their table to follow. Three of them, including Connor, the baddest-ass of the group. My jaw clenches.
âDamn it.â I set down my whiskey and slide off my stool, keeping to the shadows as I track their movement. Unlike Lucy, I fit in. Jeans, black T-shirt, tattoos, they all help me blend with the regular crowd here. No one gives me a second glance.
The door creaks as I ease it open. Cool night air hits my face, carrying Lucyâs voice from the alley.
âPlease.â
âSheâs hot. Maybe we can have a little taste of her first,â Jonny, one of the goons Iâve been trying to befriend to get in with the group, says.
Danny nods. âYeah. Me first. Iâm the one that got her out here.â
My blood runs cold. Every protective instinct roars to life, warring with years of careful planning. Exposure means death. For me and my brothers. For any chance of justice. But I canât walk away. Not from this.
I flex my hands, feeling the familiar itch for violence beneath my skin. Cover be damned.
I step out the door. OâBrian presses Lucy against the brick wall, his hand over her mouth while his buddies egg him on. Her eyes are wide with fear, but thereâs still that spark of defiance I noticed earlier.
âBoys.â My voice cuts through the alley. âThatâs no way to treat a lady.â
OâBrianâs head snaps toward me. âTine? This ainât your business. Walk away.â
Tine. If only they knew the truth. Would they be afraid? Probably not. The name Ifrinn seems to have died with my parents and my and my brothersâ disappearance. But soon, they will be afraid. That I promise.
I crack my neck, stepping closer. The familiar rush of adrenaline floods my system, the same feeling I get before a fight. But this is different. This isnât about gathering intel or maintaining cover. This is about her.
âSee, thatâs where youâre wrong.â Another step. My fingers twitch, ready to strike. âIâm making it my business.â
Lucy bites down on OâBrianâs hand. He yelps, releasing her mouth. She shoves him hard and tries to run, but Connor is there to stop her as Jonny and another goon, Dillon, I think his name is, move to flank me.
âFucking bitch. Youâll pay for that,â Danny says, pulling out his knife.
My lips curl into a cold smile. âLast chance to walk away.â
Jonny and Dillon glance at each other and laugh. âYeah, right.â
Thatâs when I make my move, surprising them with my speed as I get past them and to OâBrian as he slices the knife through the air.
Lucy cries out, but I donât have time to find out whether sheâs been cut. I have to move fast. I surge forward as OâBrian draws his knife back again. My cover, my mission, my brothersâ warnings, they all fade beneath a red haze of fury. My elbow cracks against his temple and he drops like a stone.
Dillon swings wild, sloppy, untrained. I duck under his fist and ram my knee into his gut. He doubles over with a wheeze. To make sure he stays down, I kick him in the nuts and then the face.
âGet him!â Johnny yells out.
âYouâre fucking dead, Tine,â Connor says, standing back, waiting, watching. He knows Iâll kick his crewâs ass and then he expects to have a turn at me.
My body moves on pure instinct now, falling into the lethal dance Iâve been training for since the day the Keans killed my parents ten years ago. Block, strike, pivot. Each movement is precise, calculated.
OâBrian drags himself off the ground, sneering at me. Blood sprays as my fist connects with his nose. He staggers back, cursing. Johnny comes up behind me, wrapping his arms around my chest. Mistake. I drive my head back into his face, feeling cartilage crunch. Maybe even a few teeth crack. His grip loosens, and I turn. Yep, heâs missing a few teeth. I give him another blow and he falls to his knees.
Lucyâs eyes are wide, fixed on the violence unfolding before her. I want to tell her to run, but Connor is blocking her path.
OâBrian recovers his knife and charges again. I catch his wrist, twist until something pops. The knife clatters to the pavement. His scream echoes off brick walls as I drive my knee into his sternum. Years of rage and loss fuel each strike. These men serve the family who murdered my parents, destroyed my life.
Connor pulls a gun. Time slows. My heart pounds. Sweat trickles down my spine. Iâm fast, but not faster than a bullet. One wrong move now means death.
âSeriously?â I give him a cocky smile. âYouâre the best street fighter around. You need a gun for little ole me?â
His jaw tightens. âYouâve got a big mouth.â
âIâm just trying to prove myself. Iâm a good fighter. I can make your crew a shit-ton of money.â Maybe heâll accept this lunatic idea that this is an audition.
âYou can go fuck yourself.â
Lucy launches herself off the wall, hitting Connor. The gun goes off, but luckily, his aim shifts and doesnât hit me. I donât have time to call her out on her idiocy. I move before Connor can recover. Two quick steps, and my hand shoots out to grab the gunâs barrel. Push up, twist. A second shot cracks overhead as I wrench the weapon from his grip.
I like using my fists, but Iâm no stranger to the feel of a gun in my hand. For a heartbeat, Iâm tempted to use it. Several pulls of the trigger, and Iâd have four fewer enemies to worry about.
But Lucyâs watching. And bodies with bullet wounds raise too many questions.
I eject the magazine, clear the chamber. The pieces clatter across the alley as I use the gun against Connorâs temple. He staggers back.
OâBrian moans from where he lies curled around his broken body. The others wonât be getting up anytime soon, either. Good.
I turn to Lucy, who stands frozen. Blood trickles from her arm. It looks like OâBrian got a piece of her, after all. The sight makes my hands itch to finish what I started with these bastards.
âYou okay?â I keep my voice steady, though adrenaline still courses through my veins.
âAh⦠I think so.â
I reach out and cup her cheek to get a good look in her eyes. Theyâre fearful but not showing signs of shock. Theyâre also the most amazing shade of blue Iâve ever seen.
âNo oneâs going to hurt you again.â The words are more of a growl than a statement. Itâs a dangerous promise, one I have no right to make and yet strangely have every intention of keeping.
Lucyâs pulse jumps beneath my fingers. âIs that another warning about monsters, Mr. Tine?â Her eyes dart to my mouth, then back up to my eyes.
The way she says my false name, takes in my features, sends a shiver down my spine. Sheâs too close, making it impossible to think straight. Every instinct screams to pull her against me, to claim her mouth with mine. To mark her as mine so no one else dares lay a hand on her. What is wrong with me? Something about this stubborn, fearless woman is fucking my mind up.
âMaybe Iâm the monster you should be worried about.â I mean it as a warning, but my voice comes out rough with desire.
Her fingers curl into my shirt, whether to push me away or pull me closer, Iâm not sure. âYou donât scare me.â
But she should be scared. Of me, of what Iâm capable of, of the darkness that runs in my blood. Instead, sheâs looking at me like Iâm a curiosity, someone interesting she wants to dissect.
The thought should send me running. Instead, I find myself drowning in those blue eyes, fighting the magnetic pull drawing me closer.
I give my head a shake. âLetâs get the fuck out of here before more of them show up.â
She stares at the groaning men, then at me. âWho are you really?â
âSomeone who told you not to go hunting monsters.â
I take her good arm and lead her out of the alley. âWhat the fuck were you thinking, coming out here alone with them?â
âI had it under control.â She knows she was a dead woman. Why is she trying to be brave? Perhaps dismissing reality is her M.O.
âUnder control?â I tug her up the alley, my gaze scanning for more Kean Crew assholes. She wobbles, leans into me. My insides go hot. Not arousal. Itâs anger at these fuckers. Itâs a fierce protection of her. âThey were going to kill you after they fucked you.â
Her chin lifts, defiant despite the tremble in her body. âWhy do you care?â
Why do I care? I shouldnât. Getting involved with her puts everything at risk. But watching those men grab her, seeing OâBrianâs intent with her⦠well, I couldnât have that.
âMaybe I just needed to hit something.â I force a shrug, trying to appear casual even as concern gnaws at my insides. âBeen a slow week.â
âI donât believe you. Someone who claims not to care wouldnât risk getting involved in a four-against-one fight.â
âLook, sweetheart.â I inject as much condescension into my voice as I can muster. âDonât mistake boredom for concern. I saw an opportunity for some fun, thatâs all. And if it saves your pretty little ass⦠itâs a bonus.â
âIf you think Iâm going to repay you by letting you have a piece of my ass, youâre sorely mistaken.â
To maintain my asshole bravado, I take a look at her ass. âToo bad.â I continue to lead her up the alley. âWeâve got to hurry unless youâd like to try your hand at controlling more Kean Crew goons.â
âFine.â
âYou should go home and get that wound bandaged. Iâd avoid going to the hospital if possible.â
âWhat?â She looks down at her arm, dripping with her blood. Her face drains of color, her skin turning ashen. She looks up at me for a moment and then her knees buckle.
âHeyââ I catch her before she hits the ground. Her body goes limp in my arms, head lolling against my chest. Shit. Sheâs not afraid of Kean dickheads but she faints at the sight of blood?
Now what? I could take her to a hospital, but questions would be asked. Questions I donât want to answer. And if sheâs smart, she wouldnât answer them, either.
âDamn it.â Cradling her against my chest, I hoof it up the street. My apartment sits three blocks away, but I canât take her there. Iâve already done enough damage to my mission. But hell, itâs the closest safe place I can think of.
As I move up the street, each step toward my place feels like a betrayal of my training, of everything my brothers have been planning.
Never bring outsiders to your home.
Never risk exposure.
Never let anyone close enough to compromise you.
But much to my utter confusion, with Lucyâs unconscious form in my arms, those iron-clad rules shatter. The need to protect her overrides years of planning and preparing.
I shoulder through the door of my apartment. The metallic scent of her blood fills my nose, mixing with her vanilla perfume in a way that makes my stomach clench.
I lay her on my bed, since the couch is lumpy, and go to gather first aid supplies, cursing at myself. Years of careful planning, of staying invisible, of hunting from the shadows, all of it compromised because I couldnât walk away from a pretty woman with more courage than sense.
My brothers are going to kill me. If the Keans donât get to me first.
I cut away her bloody sleeve. The wound isnât deep, but itâs long, a defensive slash that caught her when she raised her arm. Fighting back, because of course, she did. Too brave for her own good.
I clean the cut, trying to ignore how soft her skin feels under my hands, how right it feels to take care of her. This isnât part of the mission. This isnât what I came back to Boston for.
âWhat is it about you, Lucy?â
As I watch her, I have a sense of drowning. I donât understand it. Women are a dime a dozen in my life. I enjoy them but donât get attached. So why do I feel like something inside has shifted? I want to lie beside her, gather her close, and protect her from the ugliness of the world she just stepped into. My carefully constructed, well-planned life is realigning itself around this woman, and Iâm powerless to stop it.