Oh, God. Where am I?
I wake in a bed that isnât mine, in a room I donât recognize. Panic rips through me as I take in the strange surroundings.
Memories flood back. The pub. The alley. Keanâs crew. Flynn.
He saved me, or did he? Did he overtake Keanâs men only to take me for himself?
I move to rise from the bed when a sharp pain grips my arm. I look at it, noting the bandage covering a wound. I remember the knife. And then later, blood.
The sound of movement from another room sends fresh adrenaline coursing through my system. I scan for weapons, exits, anything I can use to defend myself. I stand, looking out the window to find a four-story drop to the street below. Not an option. A heavy lamp on the bedside table might work as a makeshift weapon.
My fingers close around the lampâs base just as footsteps approach the bedroom door.
The door opens and Flynnâs tall frame fills the doorway. âYouâre awake.â
I have a strange sense of relief at seeing him, even as Iâm terrified Iâm still in trouble. I donât know this man. Yes, I find him attractive, but Ted Bundy was a good-looking guy too.
Through the bedroom door, I can see a slice of what looks like a living room and the front door. I wonder if I can nonchalantly thank him for helping me and leave.
He crosses the room in three long strides, keeping his distance as if he can tell Iâm skittish. âHowâs the arm?â
I glance at the bandage. The wrapping is neat, almost professional. âYou did this?â
âBetter than letting you bleed out in an alley.â His blue eyes lock with mine. âThough maybe next time, donât follow strange men into dark corners?â
Heat creeps up my neck. âI was following a lead.â
âYou were following trouble.â He moves to the window, adjusting the blinds. The moonlight catches his profile, highlighting a fresh bruise along his jaw. âAnd finding it.â
Iâm filled with conflicting emotions. This stranger saved me, patched me up, gave me his bed. But heâs also an unknown variable in a city full of dangerous men. The journalist in me canât ignore the questions piling up. Why was he watching me? How did he take down four Kean men without breaking a sweat? Why bring me to his place instead of a hospital?
âThank you,â I manage. âFor stepping in. Hope you werenât hurt too.â
He shrugs. âLike I said, I enjoy a good fight.â
That seems odd to me. Who goes around seeking a fight? âRight.â I shift on the bed, wincing as the movement pulls at my injury. âAnd bringing me to your apartment?â
His jaw tightens. âYou passed out.â
âYou could have called 9-1-1 or taken me to a hospital.â
His lips quirk up almost as if heâs amused. âYou didnât need a doctor. You fainted. Another reason you shouldnât go hunting for trouble. Thereâs a lot of blood in the Keansâ world. If you faint at the sight of it, youâll be passed out more often than youâre awake.â
I take offense at that. âI donât pass out at the sight of blood.â
He arches a brow.
I blow out a breath. âOkay, maybe my blood. Other people, I donât.â Sure, I might get a little queasy, but I donât faint.
âSure, okay. Do you want some water or whiskey?â
Both, actually. âWater would be nice.â
âFeel like getting up?â He holds out his hand.
I hesitate but then take his hand, letting him help me stand. His hand is callused but warm. Once Iâm standing, he releases my hand and leads me out of his bedroom.
His apartment is small. I can see just about every area from the living room. He moves to the tiny kitchenette to get me a glass of water. I watch him, my mind cataloging details. The fluid grace of a fighter. The way his eyes keep darting to the windows, the door, then back to me, like heâs mapping escape routes.
Everything about him screams danger. And yetâ¦
Thereâs something magnetic about him, something that draws me in, even at the bar before everything went sideways. The way heâd warned me off with that hint of possession in his voice. How heâd appeared in that alley like some dark guardian angel.
But thatâs the problem, isnât it? Heâd been watching me. Following me. The kind of behavior that should send me running, not sitting here admiring how his muscles flex as he fills my glass with water.
âYouâre staring,â he says, those blue eyes piercing.
Heat floods my cheeks. âIâm trying to figure you out.â
âDonât.â The word comes out rough, almost like a growl.
âCanât help it. Itâs what I do.â I sit on his couch, sinking into a cushion deeper than expected. âMost guys who play hero donât stick around to patch up the damsel.â
âIâm not most guys.â He hands me the glass of water. âAnd youâre hardly a damsel.â
The air between us feels charged. My heart hammers, but Iâm not sure if itâs fear or attraction. Maybe both.
âNo,â I agree, meeting his gaze. âIâm the fool who chases stories into dark alleys.â
His lips quirk, but the amusement doesnât reach his eyes. âAt least you admit it.â
I shouldnât find his disapproval attractive, shouldnât feel this pull toward someone whoâs basically a stranger. But thereâs something about him that makes me want to dig deeper, to uncover all his secrets.
Just like any good story.
âSo, were you following me? At the bar, I mean. Before the alley.â
Flynnâs shoulders tense. âWhat makes you think that?â
âYou approached me with a warning, then just happened to be there when things went south? Iâm a journalist. We notice patterns.â I sip the water, relishing the cool liquid quenching my dry mouth.
He moves to the window, glancing out like heâs expecting trouble. âYou werenât supposed to be part of this.â
âPart of what?â
He turns back to me. âNothing. I just happened to be there and noticed you not so subtly poking your nose into peopleâs business who donât like that, as youâve discovered.â
âAre we in danger now?â
âI think weâre okay.â He crosses his arms as he looks down at me. It makes me feel like Iâm a child about to be reprimanded. âWhatever story youâre hoping to get from the Keans, you should stop.â
âWhy were you there?â
His jaw ticks as his eyes narrow. For a minute I think heâs going to ignore my question.
âI had a mission of my own, but you put a wrench in it.â
A mission? Thatâs an interesting term to use. Is he an undercover cop, maybe, or a federal agent?
âAnd I messed that up?â
âBy nearly getting yourself killed?â His laugh holds no humor. âYeah, you could say that.â
I remember one of the men knowing Flynn. âThey knew you.â
He doesnât respond.
My mind is going a million miles a minute to put the pieces together. âYouâve met them before. Maybe youâre trying to infiltrate them. What kind of mission requires you to befriend Kean thugs?â
His eyes flash with danger. âThe kind you donât want to know about.â
But thatâs exactly the kind of information I need to know. Every instinct tells me this story is bigger than a simple bar fight. The way he moves, his way of taking in everything around him all at once, his careful words⦠he could help my story.
âI do want to knowâ ââ
âDrop it, Lucy.â He cuts me off, voice sharp enough to make me flinch. âSome questions are better left unasked.â
âIâm sorry.â The words slip out before I can stop them. âFor ruining whatever you were working on. I didnât mean toâ ââ
âYouâre apologizing?â Flynnâs eyebrows lift, and a hint of that earlier playfulness returns to his face. âThatâs new.â
I cross my arms, careful of the bandage. âI can admit when Iâve messed up.â
He moves closer, sitting next to me, and my breath catches at his proximity. âIn that caseâ¦â His voice drops lower, sending warmth spreading through me. âYou could make it up to me.â
âHow?â My breath holds. Iâve got that same eager anticipation mixed with fear coursing through me at what he might suggest.
His blue eyes lock with mine, a dangerous glint in them. âHave dinner with me.â
I donât know what I was expecting⦠well, actually, I do. I was thinking he wanted to invite me to his bed. I wasnât expecting him to ask me for a date. âWhat?â
âDinner. You, me, food.â His lips curve into that infuriating half-smile. âItâs this thing people do when they want to get to know each other.â
I should say no. This man could be a cop or perhaps heâs a rival of the Keans. Either way, danger is definitely a part of his life.
âAre you asking me on a date?â
âWell, you did derail my evening plans.â He leans closer, his gaze drifting to my lips. He wants to kiss me. I think I might let him. Good golly, what is wrong with me?
âSeems only fair that you provide alternative entertainment,â he finishes.
My thoughts go back to his bed, and my cheeks burn. âThatâs⦠thatâs notâ¦â
âJust dinner, Lucy.â He tilts his head to the side. âUnless youâre scared?â
That snaps me out of my daze. âIâm not scared.â
âProve it.â
Before I can answer, his front door bursts open. In an instant, heâs up, ready for a fight.
Three men saunter in. Once Flynn sees them, the tension in him substantially drops.
âWhat the hell were you thinking?â the one in front asks. I get the sense that heâs the leader. âTaking on Keanâs men? You were supposed toâ ââ
âIs she the woman?â a second man with blond hair and a more polished appearance from the other two asks.
The tension rises in Flynn again.
âYou compromised everything.â The first man steps forward, his face twisted in anger. âMonths of work down the drain because you couldnât keep your hero complex in check.â
âThey were going to kill her.â Flynnâs voice turns to ice.
The third man scoffs. âThatâs not our problem. The missionâ ââ
Thereâs that word again. Mission. Months of work. I must be right in thinking Flynn was trying to infiltrate Keanâs crew, and now heâs an enemy because he saved me. I feel worse than I did before at messing up a plan to bring the Kean family down.
I wonder who they work for? Undercover police? FBI? DEA? Some specialized task force?
âWe need to contain this,â the first man says, glancing at me.
Flynn steps between them and me, his shoulders rigid. âTouch her, and weâll have problems.â
I watch them. Study them. Whateverâs happening here, Iâve stumbled into something much bigger than a simple undercover operation.
Theyâre all angry because I ruined things for them. But maybe I can help them. And by helping them, I can get an even bigger story than I initially planned.
âI can help you,â I blurt out. The three men turn to stare at me, but I focus on Flynn. âIâve been researching the Keans for months. I have contacts, informationâ ââ
âNo.â Flynnâs voice cuts through my enthusiasm.
âBut Iâve done lots of research, learned a great deal about them. I know theyâre behind a fire that took place a decade agoâ ââ
âWhat do you know about it?â the leader asks.
âShe doesnât know anything we donât already know,â Flynn says, eying me in a way that I suspect means to keep my mouth shut.
âHow do you know, Flint? Letâs ask,â the blond asks.
Flint? âI thought you were Flynn.â
âI am,â he grinds out, tossing a sideways glance to the other men.
The blond man arches a brow. âWe call him Flint⦠like Fred Flintstone. You know, the Stone-Age guy with no sense.â
I have a vague idea of what heâs talking about, but the reference is really old. I decide to move on because Iâm more interested in the story. âI can ask questions without raising suspicionâ ââ
âDid tonight teach you nothing?â Flynn turns to face me, his blue eyes blazing. âThis isnât some story you can chase. These people donât just rough up nosy reporters. They make them disappear.â
âFlint⦠Flynn.â The leaderâs voice holds censure. âDonât be an ass. Youâre scaring her.â
âNo, Iâm not.â Flynn looks like heâs about at the end of his rope. âShe had the nerve to tell me she had it under control. That was after I stopped them from violating and murdering her.â
Iâm grateful to Flynn, but this story is burning in my gut. I have to get it. âI know the risks. Iâve been tracking their movements, their connections. I couldâ ââ
âCould what? Get yourself killed? Do you have a death wish? Because if thatâs the case, I should have just left you to them.â
Iâm both struck by the intensity of Flynnâs statement and hurt by it.
âThis isnât a game, Lucy. These people, what theyâre capable ofâ¦â He shakes his head. âYou need to stay away. Far away.â
Frustration wells up inside me. Hereâs my chance to crack open the biggest story of my career, to finally expose the truth about the Keans, and heâs trying to shut me out. But beneath that frustration lies something else. Like heâs truly fearful of what could happen to me.
The blond one seems intrigued by the situation. âMaybe we should considerâ ââ
âNo. Whatever youâre thinking, itâs a hard no.â
The room goes silent. Flynn clearly isnât going to hear anything that doesnât suggest that I give up the story. But I have a sense his partners want to know what Iâve learned. Weâre at a stalemate because I donât plan to let go of the story. Sure, Iâll try to be safer in my investigation, but this moment has proven that this story is bigger, more explosive than I could imagine. Nothing is going to keep me from telling it.