chapter 41

The night before Allen going to UK...Author POVAllen is now packing everything for 2 months... Allen write Everything in a list and double checking it he have everything.. while Lexi watching his standing and leaning in door.. Lexi is trying really hard to not cry infront of him.. Lexi went towards Allen and back hug him.. while Allen busy in checking..Lexi: Allen..Allen: hmmLexi: do you have everything which you need?Allen: yes, almost..Lexi: no, your missing something important.Allen: no, i have everything.. i double check everythingLexi: no, it's more important for youAllen: what is that?Allen asked confusedly to her.. Lexi just went towards his open suitcase. She sit on his suitcaseLexi: me! The important thing is me.. how can you forget that? You can't take me with you?( Lexi ask him.. in hope is he would say yes)All these days after Allen is gonna went away for 2 months.. Lexi try to ask him take her with him. She asked it now.. Allen know how she is really hard to control herself from not cryingHe went towards her.. and sit infront of her who is sitting in his suitcase.. he cup her cheeks and say, " traveling is not good for you, especially when you are pregnant Lexi..Lexi looking down sadly.. trying to control her tears.. something hit her in her mind.. the flashback of their lovely moments.. Lexi can't control herself anymore.. she hugged him tightly.. while her legs wrapped around his torso.. she cry harder.. while Allen get worried about her state.. Allen know how hard is for her.. he keeps caressing her back and say.Allen: it's okk.. it's just for 2 months.. it will go like 2 days..hmm.. ( Lexi sobbed harder.. she doesn't wanna let him go.. Allen shirt getting wet by her tears)Allen pulled away her from hug.. while Lexi sobbing lightly.. he cupped her  cheeks and wiped her tearsAllen: now you felt relief after letting out everything right?Lexi: i try harder not to break down infront of you..*sob*.. but i can't..( she said while pouting.. still tears come out of her eyes)Allen keep wipe them off.. while listening to her.. he pecked her forehead and her lips... Allen: I will try to back soon for you.. and Don't forgot  to eat and sleep on time..  I will call you continuously.. okay.. Lexi nod her head like kid at his words.. still sobbing slightlyAllen: Don't cry now...( He said Lexi hug him tightly like before wrapping his hands around his waist)Allen caressing her hair softly.. after some time... He heard her sleeping sound.. after crying harder.. she slept while in that position.. Allen Chuckled at her.. and slowly take her in his arms and put her in the bed.. and put blanket on her.. he lay beside her and Lexi snuggled closer to his chest.. Allen kiss her head and say..."I am gonna miss you more, my wifey..Allen went and caressed her tummy and say..Allen: don't trouble your mom lot.. she is going through lot thing because of your dad. You have to take care of her.. dad will come soonHe cried silently and not leaving any sobs out of his mouth, he is a man.. he may be strong physically.. who said man's can not cry.. they have heart like us too. They can cry too.. but is any other woman saw her man crying infront of her, she  crying with him too.. that's the reason why Allen didn't let his tears out when he is with Lexi.. but after seeing her crying,  he can't hold his anymore.. he let it  out when she sleepingHow was the chapter guysPlease comment your views