TW: heavy language, fluff, toxicity, sexual content.
Another long one since you guys like the story sm :) <3
Sorry for any mistake and/or bad grammar, enjoy.
JISUNG'S POV:
Oh Felix how bad I want to kill you right now. Leeknow and I were finally cuddling and Felix had to come in our room sulking about who knows what. Being the best friend I am, I told Minho that I had to comfort him instead. We both went downstairs to talk until Felix saw Yujun sleeping on the couch. He smile automatically appeared on his face, he seriously love this child like he pushed him out himself.
"Seriously Felix, what's going on?"
Felix sighed and put his head down. OOOOOH I KNOW WHERE THUS IS GOING. HES IN LOVE, BUT WONT ADMIT IT AND WILL CALL IT A SMALL CRUSH.
"Hyunjin?" I say giving him some time to think. He looked up at me with teary eyes and nodded. Wait he's crying? This is different.
"Felix, baby, what's going on?!" I say getting concerned and stepping closer to hug him.
"Yesterday, Hyunjin told me that if I wanted a boyfriend, he was my only option. He also told Yujun and his ex that he ran into that we were together."
"Oh, is that not what you want?"
"Jisung...I really want it....but yesterday he also told me that it was just to protect Yujun..... and that he wouldn't be with... someone like me."
I sighed, that was what Felix's recent ex told him, when he only used him for his body. In the end, Felix has always been failed.
I look up to see Changbin looking at us in shock. Oh shit he saw everything. I look towards Changbin with a bow hoping he'd excuse us. He slightly smiled and nodded before going into the other room.
"Listen sweetie, if I'm wrong, I'll buy Yujun an insane amount of things, but if I'm being honest Lix, I feel as if Hyunjin only said because he thinks that's what you want. The way he looks at you and speaks with you is not ordinary. Just give it sometime maybe he'll open up to you."
Felix looked at me, then at Yujun and sighed. I could tell he's been overthinking. I gave him a hug but he still had no reaction.
"Oh Lix, I hate seeing you think way. Let's take Yujun to get some food and a toy?"
He smiled almost immediately, I now know his weakness.
"Oh Jisung, why can't you look like Hyunjin." (Jisung is beautiful, it's just for the story as in Hyunjin is Felix's type.)
"I wouldn't be this humble if I looked like him. I'd be a male stripper."
We both starts to laugh, before heading out the door with Yujun.
CHANGBIN'S POV:
Yesterday, I could tell from acres away that Hyunjin liked Felix. If I'm not being dramatic it's hard to get a smile out of Hyunjin, he's so stressed all the time and I could tell Felix took that away from him. So why would he say something like that to him. A simple rejection could've been better if he just gave it a shot.
I marched upstairs to his room and threw the door open.
"What the fuck, Lix?- oh Changbin, what's up?"
"Seriously, Hyunjin?"
"Don't say seriously and expect me to know what you're talking about."
"How could you say something like that to Felix?"
"What exactly did I do wrong?"
"Oh you seriously are an idiot. I know you like Felix Hyunjin, don't even hide it. The way you look and smile at him, you don't even look at your own family like that."
"I don't like him, Changbin."
"Oh would you shut the fuck up, and be a man. Felix cried this morning because of you, Hyunjin. All because you had to be an asshole and tell him what you told him. He thought you were getting serious with him but you had to fuck it up. So if you can't take care of a beautiful face AND soul, someone surely will."
"Changbin,..Felix cried?" He stood up getting more serious, before I couldn't even get a word out he was already at the door. He's in love, can't even hide it.
YONGBOK'S POV:
I was in the car with Jisung, we were in the way to the mall for the second time this week for Yujun. I smile, he was so cute.
Just then my phone started to vibrate, this was the 5th time he called me now, but Jisung said not to answer it.
"Let him know what he's missing right now. When we get there we're getting you another skirt and going to the bar later."
I smiled at him, he's the best friend everyone asks for and I'm lucky to have him.
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We were at the mall for some time now, Yujun had got a toy car, that this pretty cute guy got him, it was so sweet. Now we were skirt shopping and they were all GORG. I went to the front counter to ask for assistance of trying on a skirt, turns out it was the same guy who bought the toy.
"We meet again." He says with a smile that I nearly passed out when I saw. I'd pay to see it again no joke.
"We do, Seungmin." I say reading his name off of his shirt. He chuckled a bit.
"Nice to meet you, you are?"
"Felix, Lee Felix." I smiled, getting a little nervous
"Kim seungmin." He smiled back.
JISUNG'S POV:
I FEEL THE FUCKING TENSION.
YONGBOK'S POV:
"Well Seungmin, you wouldn't mind helping me with this skirt?"
"Anytime." He says following me into the changing room, shutting the door behind him.
I turn around, facing away from him, so he could help fix it. He pulled my closer by the hips, reaching for the strings that made the dress tighter. I looked at him through the mirror and he looked up at me, his face fell into amazement.
"You know, you're really gorgeous Felix."
I smiled.
"I could say the same about you."
He smirked at me and pulled me a bit closer.
"This might be a little unprofessional, but would you mind if I could get your number."
I chuckled.
"I hope you don't think I'm a girl."
"I know you're a boy, I've looked at you closely enough to realize."
Man it's getting hot in here.
I agreed and gave him my number, but some reason all I could think about was Hyunjin.
"This looks nice on you, I figure anything will, are you planning of getting it?" Surprisingly, this skirt boosted my confidence to the max. It hugs my sides making my natural hour glass stand out more. I would wear a crop top but I'm not that gay.
I followed Seungmin to the counter and watch as he scanned the few skirts Jisung and I were buying. To my surprise, he handed the bags over to me with a receipt in his left hand. I looked up at him in confusion.
"Don't thank me. I hope we could speak sooner than I expect." He says before smiling and going into the room that was directly behind the counter. I looked over to Jisung who had a smug expression printed onto his face.
"Don't even."
"Someone has a little admirer."
I sighed. I knew he wasn't going to let this go anytime soon. Although, behind my sulking expression, hid a warm smile. Why did I feel so besotted in this moment.
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I was in Hyunjin's room, putting the news things I got away. I'm honestly surprised the only money I spent today was at a Thai restaurant and that only came up to 120 dollars. I sigh in relief, mom must be so proud of me.
Suddenly, I deliberately hear the door opening to the bedroom. Sighing before turning around, Hyunjin was already behind me with a shit load of questions.
"Felix, I've tried calling you multiple times. Why did you call me saying you were going out?" He says, but it's different this time, his voice wasn't stern, just soft.
"I just had things on my mind."
"Okay....wheres yujun?"
"With Changbin."
"Are you sure nothings in your mind, you seem dry."
"And you care, why?" I got slightly annoyed. Just then, the door bell had suddenly rang. I roll my eyes at the situation and went downstairs to check on it.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
I seriously fucked up, huh?
Going after Felix, I walked downstairs to see him standing in the doorway, hugging some guy. Who the fuck was that? Quickly, I went over to Changbin, he seemed to know him.
"Who's that?"
"Oh that's my best friend, Seungmin. I didn't know he knew Felix."
I sighed. He seems to know Felix a little to well. I felt a hand warning my shoulder, looking over to see Minho reassuring me. I smack his hand off making him look me up and down in disgust.
"This is why nobody likes you." He includes folding his arms.
Someone did, but I'm guessing that's over.
"Ah, Felix, I didn't know you knew Seungmin."
"Actually we met at the mall today. He bought Yujun this cute little car, I was almost sobbing. Then he help me try on a few skirts and adjusted them for me, then ended up buying those too. We talked for a little bit and I ended up giving him my number."
The more he explained it, the worse it got. I could already tell he had a thing for Felix, his big eyes wouldn't stay the hell off of him.
"Damn, he's gotten closer with Felix in one day, and you haven't even gotten his number in 2 weeks." Minho, bit into an Apple after his following sentence. I sighed. Couldn't even be mad if he was right, but he's surely a terrible best friend.
"We meet sooner than I thought, you truly keep your word, pretty."
I call him that...
"Oh this was just a coincidence, but it is nice to see you again."
He looks at me that way...
"How about we all have a little movie night?" Changbin suggested.
"Ah, I promised Jisung to go somewhere with him to-"
"No, a movie sounds fine! I'll make the popcorn, and hi Seungmin, totally didn't see you there." Jisung came literally from no where shouting. Just great, now I have to spend my night watching these two flirt.
JISUNG'S POV:
Sorry, Hyunjin, but Felix deserves to be happy while he can.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
We were watching a boys love romance, of course this would be something Changbin picks.
Changbin sat one the singular sofa, manspreading, Jisung and Minho sat on the ground pretending like nobody could see them cuddling, and finally, Felix sat between that Seungmin guy and I. Seungmin had his arm around Felix, I gently threw his arm off of him and replaced it with mine, pulling Felix closer to me. Seungmin looked at me in annoyance while I had a smirk on my face. Felix was to in tune with the movie to realize.
Felix and Seungmin started to talk about something, dealing with the movie. I watched as Seungmin hand fell on to Felix's lap. This guy sure is touchy huh? I grabbed his hand and pulled it off of him causing felix to look up at me in confusion. Sighed and turned my attention back to the TV.
YONGBOK'S POV:
Okay he's being extremely possessive right now, what the fuck.
"Sorry about him, my friend is a bit possessive."
I whisper over to Seungmin.
"It's fine, I would be over you too, can't blame him." I smiled before placing my right hand on his thigh, since Hyunjin wouldn't let him touch me. He looked at me with smirk causing me to roll my eyes playfully.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
They're just going to act like nobody can hear or see them? Quickly, I stood up, angrily, grabbing onto Felix's hand and brought him to my room. Yes, I know everyone was looking at us but I couldn't take it any longer.
"Hyunjin, what is your problem?"
"My problem? Felix, are you doing this on purpose?"
"If you're talking about Seungmin, then no, I'm not."
I sighed. This is honestly getting out of hand.
"Did you cry this morning, Felix?" He grew quiet, the eye contact we held was broken. Another sigh, probably for the 100th time today. I could do nothing but hug him. He hesitated before hugging me back, I could tell he needed one, but was it needed from me?
"I'm sorry Felix, I had no intention to hurt you. The truth is I was afraid. Afraid you wouldn't want to be with someone like me, I shouldn't have reflected my problems onto you. If you haven't noticed, I've had feelings for you all along."
Felix looked at me, his eyes began to water, shit, I've never seen him cry but I already hate it. Bending down towards him, I lifted up his chin and gave him a small, gently peck on the lips before pulling away with a warm smile.
YONGBOK'S POV:
Mom and Jisung, you're getting a long voice message tonight.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
Next thing you know, he grabbed onto my shirt, pulling me into a warm, passionate kiss. My hands slowly guided to his upper torso, bringing our bodies closer. I've wanted this for a while, for it to be real at least and not in the moment.
I pick him up as our lips were connected. His legs almost immediately wrapped around me as I carried him towards the bed, and slowly putting him down. He pulled me to where I was hovering over him and reconnected our lips, getting sloppier as the time ticked.
The kiss went from lips to me placing marks on his neck, and yet again, this time they meant something more. He started to whimper as I placed another on his collar bone, the sound I loved most besides his laugh. I smile to myself before sitting up.
"Can I show him...that you're mine now? I whisper in his ear. He pulled me closer, whispering back.
"Hyunjin, im not yours quite yet."
"Well, Felix, I think I'm ready to make you mine. May I own you?"