TW: mentions of sex, heavy language, fluff, toxicity.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
As morning rose, between Felix and I, I was the first to wake up. Seeing his pure-skinned features in front of me I smile to myself remembering the previous. Our bodies, with perspiration between every crevice, still held contact. I held him by the waist, closest to me.
Slowly, I place a kiss settling next to his lips, seeing a tint of pink spreading across his cheeks as he wakes up.
"Morning, pretty."
"Goodmorning my ass."
Romance dead. Viewing the three hickies I gave him, slowly moving down on them, placing small kisses on them, hoping they didn't hurt. Playfully, he pushed me away, I knew he were sensitive by the neck but I'm just making sure.
"Stop pushing me away, Lix, let me love on you."
"How about you stop acting like I'm not suffering in pain and agony." I chuckled at him, hopefully I wasn't too rough, although, it was more passionate than rough. I tried to be as gentle as possible due to the fact I could see the panic in his eyes once he saw it, but round 2 was different. Way different.
"Come on, Lix, tell me how great my performance was." He looked at me in disgust, I swear I'd pay to see compilations of his reactions.
"Terrible. 0/10"
"Right, like I didn't have your eyes looking for your nut-sized brain and begging for more." I pulled him closer towards me, burying my head into his chest. Thankfully we took a shower together afterwards, therefore we could rest a bit longer.
"Stop talking, I couldn't help it." He began to hide his face in his hands, i kissed his chest and smiled.
Just then, his phone vibrated twice, being that we were in a relationship now, I started to get more curious about his contacts than I already were before. Slightly tilting my head, seeing that he had Seungmin's contact saved. I sighed, he must've had interest in him.
'Hey, pretty, I didn't see you for the rest of the movie last night, ended up leaving afterwards. Is everything alright?'
The message read.
I roll my eyes. Okay I'm changing his pet name.
"How long are you going to continue talking with him that way? You're mine now." Yes, I know I'm possessive, well actually, I'm not, but with Felix, 100%.
"Ah, I should tell him, huh?"
I softly smile at him.
"Take your time, I understand. Just don't be so friendly, I'll have to murder him." I playfully hit him making him giggle. Little did he know, huh. Seconds passed, I still held onto him, hoping I could get a free sample of his scent. I'd pay an insane amount of money if it were a cologne.
"There, I told him." I look up quickly at him in confusion. He seriously would do that, that quickly. I really bagged a million, huh? I couldn't help but smile and hug him. He isn't like the others, I could already tell he was serious with me.
"Jin-ah!" He giggled.
"You really did it?" He showed me the phone, with proof.
'Seungmin-ah, I'm sorry for leaving out of the blue, but I am in a relationship with Hyunjin, which explains his behavior. I would love it if we could remain friends. If not, it was nice meeting you.'
Sighing in relief , I'm glad we're starting off this way. No toxicity, and embracing one another.
"Thank you, Felix." His eyes met mine as he slowly approached me. My shut out of reflex once I felt his breath pushing mine back towards me. A small, appealing, peck on the lips. I open my eyes to see him smiling at me and I smiled back.
"Okay this is weird, get away."
"100%" I respond before playfully pushing him off of me, we both laughed.
Just then, the enthusiastic child, Yujun came running in, roaring like a dinosaur jumping between Felix and I.
"Eomma, Appa, cuddle?" I forgot, apparently I was his dad. This is like a dream. I have my own family now, when I thought I'd never be able to. I smile to myself once more and moved closer the two who were cuddling without me.
"Appa smell blueberries!" Yujun giggled before throwing his arms around me, while Felix spooned him, giggling on the other end.
"We need to get him Korean lessons." Felix chuckled.
"Ah, I forgot to tell you. Yujun is Japanese."
"HUH?"
"Yea, once I got his birth certificate and DNA, it read 70% Japanese, 30% Thai. He's not even Korean, but since he was abducted from Japan, at the age of 2, he's only been around the Korean language, which is why he's so poor at it."
I could see Felix's eyes tearing up, I hated it when he cried. I pulled him and Yujun closer to me, kissing the tears that sat in the corner of his eyes away.
"That seems familiar, doesn't it, Lix."
"Don't you fucking dare in front of Yujun." He gave me the famous death stare, little does he know I like it. I chuckled again and moved Yujun closer to me. He rolled his eyes and moved closer.
"Eomma, no cuss! Bad word!"
"Yea, Eomma, no cussing." I tease.
Felix rolled his eyes, what seemed like the 30th time this morning. I sure love annoying him.
"ç§ã®ãã¨ãç解ã§ãã¾ãããæ人ï¼(can you understand me, sweetheart?)" Felix spoke to Yujun, I didn't know he knew Japanese. I only know the basics but I understood what he's was trying to say. I watching as Yujuns eyes began to glow, he sat up and hugged Felix, tightly, I could hear the breath leaving him.
"ã¯ããåããã¾ãããã¾ãæµæ¢ã«è©±ããããã«ãªãã¨æ°æã¡ãããã§ã. (Yes, I understand. It feels good to be able to speak fluently again.)" that was the most I've ever heard him speak. Felix smiled, I looked up and saw him looking at me with his lip quivering. I gave him the 'don't you dare' look and it only started to quiver more.
"ä½æ³ã§ãã? (how old are you?)" I already knew, I just wanted to talk to him in Japanese as well.
"ç§ã®è¨æ¶ãæ£ãããã°ãç§ã¯ä»5æ³ã§ã (If I remember correctly, I'm 5 years old now.)
For a five year old he looks young and small. I could tell Felix was thinking the same thing.
"ããªããä½èªã話ãã¦ããã®ããã£ã¨æ©ãç¥ãããã£ãã§ãã (I wish I would've known sooner what language you spoke.)" says Felix holding onto him tighter, I had no idea what he said but I smiled knowing they would communicate better. Felix and I made eye contact, I wanted to kiss him so badly at this moment, and thankfully he granted that wish, sitting up over Yujun and softly connecting his lips to mine. We started to laugh once we heard Yujun giggling at who knows what.
Just then four idiots come bursting into the room, Minho, Jisung, Changbin, and Changbin's girlfriend, Yeji (I don't ship them AT ALL, 0%, i just didn't know who else to put). Felix and I quickly pulled away from each other, trying to act causal, though just to our luck, it was already too late. Everyone stood at the door mouth parted, pointing, and jumping around like fans.
Felix started panicking, it wasn't really panicking but it was laughing out of control and waving his arms around.
Yujun got up and looked around.
"Eomma, Appa, it's girl." He pointed towards Yeji.
"APPA?!" the rest say in union as I sighed and picked up Yujun to take him to his room.
YONGBOK'S POV:
Hyunjin I'm going to kill you, why would you leave me to defend myself.
"Just tell us the truth, Lix, are you two finally a couple?" Minho came closer to the bed looking me in my eyes as I tried my hardest not to blink, sweat, or look away.
"Uh...." Hyunjin finally came back into the room without Yujun, acting casual. I swear he's a bitch sometimes, I want to hurt him, but he's lucky I love him. That's something I won't be saying that out loud for a bit though. He got on the bed, beside me, ignoring everyone hovering over us, waiting for answers.
Suddenly, he pulled me closer, gripping on my ass.GRIPPING ON MY ASS IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, while his other hand was around my waist, his face buried into my chest.
"Agh- Hyunjin! Stop it!" I felt my whole body shiver, this was embarrassing but so cute, I just want to shoot everyone and watch them die slowly.
"Jagiya, stop moving, baby, I'm tired. Can the rest of you leave, please? You're all being annoying." JAGIYA?! NO ONES EVER CALLED ME THAT IM GOING TO FUCKING CRY. I could tell that was his way of confirming our relationship at this point I wanted to scream. The teasing from Jisung and my girl best friend, Yeji, wouldn't come to an end. By the way, I didn't know Changbin was her boyfriend.
They rest started jumping and screaming around as if they were meeting their celebrity crush. I covered my face with my hands, the attention has to stop. Quickly pushing Hyunjin off of me, I ran passed everyone, but Jisung and Yeji caught me and brought me into the other room.
"Spill, right now." Said Yeji holding me against the wall.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
"I hate you guys. I was comfortable." I groaned rolling over. I could hear them shutting the door. Damn here comes the million questions I wasn't ready to hear. Why can't they just be normal for once.
"Okay what actually happened last night?" Minho bumped my shoulder in confusion. Changbin seemed interested as well, due to the fact that he was looking at me like I walked instead of running on a treadmill.
I sighed, and smirking remembering the previous night. I'm not tell them Felix and I had sex, that's none of their business. I tried to think of something other than that but that was basically our whole night excluding the 1 minute argument we had.
"You're taking too long to answer, which means you're trying to hide the fact that you two had sex last night, isn't that right, Hyunjin?" Shit. I forgot Minho knows my every move, which is weird because this was the first time I've been in this situation.
"Okay maybe we did, maybe we didn't. We just watched a movie last night. By ourselves."
"They did." Changbin said so nonchalantly.
"Who was the bottom?"
"Lee Minho, I'll fucking kill you."
"It's okay, I support, and you could try, I already have my air fryer temperature set."
"By the way, I didn't know Felix knew Yeji." Said Changbin relaxing on the bed like it was his. I rolled my eyes at him but he did have a point, how come Felix is so popular.
"Ah, now that I think about it, the name Yeji does seem familiar. I remember him mentioning her being his best friend before we both drunk 10 shots one night." I was more distracted that Felix could drink 10 shots, that's something I really wanted to see besides the spine tattoo, again. And that spine tattoo was something serious.
Inspo <33
Suddenly we all heard Felix scream, damn they were really torturing him. We began to laugh.
"Damn, Felix wasn't that loud with me."
"Because you fucking suck."
"Nuh uh! He moans a lot, but he's a quiet one. They were all just heavy panting or choked."
Changbin and Minho looked at each other laughing after I realized I just exposed myself. I groaned and threw the sheets over my head hoping they would go away.
"Don't worry we believe you, we just heard the orgasm."
"HUH?!" I choked hearing that so suddenly.
"Well we wondered why there was a random 'FUCK, HYUNJIN! YES!' In the middle of the night. Scared the shit out of Yujun by the way." Minho mimicked unfiltered, causing Changbin to hit him in the arm, trying not to laugh.
Oh these people suck.
"You both literally suck."
"Did he suck you though?"
"Okay get out."
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Everyone was downstairs besides me. I was busy working for the 143rd time this week, after my shower, I seriously can never get a break it was almost exhausting. Just then, I feel another vibrate against my lap. Picking up my phone, I see that an unknown number has texted me. Strange.
'This is Seungmin. Hyunjin right?'
'If so, come outside, I need to speak with you.'
What the fuck. How did this dickhead get my number....?
I put my phone aside and left my room, of course I had to bring my gun, but I hid so it couldn't be seen. I went down the stairs and the first thing I saw was Felix smiling towards me. He's so beautiful. He came up towards me with Yujun in his arms, hugging me, I grabbed his waist pulling him more towards me and gave him a peck on the lips and a peck on Yujuns forehead. Felix smiled at that part.
Yujun grabbed my face and kissed my cheek causing me to chuckle.
"AWWWW!" Everyone said in union including Felix.
"Wait I'm crying, I'm fucking crying." Said Yeji falling dramatically onto Changbin's lap.
"My best friend is a dad now, how sweet." Minho said with a small grin.
I could get used to this honestly.
"I'll be back, baby. I have to take care of something."
"Is it dangerous?"
"No, not at all. I promise I'll be back in no time."
His hand slid down my side and onto the clip that was hinged to my side. He sighed.
"Then why do you have it?"
"Listen love, it's nothing dangerous, I just need to carry it at all times. I'll be back, baby, don't worry."
I could see him frowning. Who knew he could be so cute instead of hot. I kind of like this side of him.
I finally let go of him and headed out the door, not seeing anyone. Just then, my phone vibrated once again.
JISUNG'S POV:
I'm so proud of my best friend , the way I could see him going weak when Hyunjin called him baby was so adorable.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
"Behind you."
I turned around quite annoyed.
"Honestly, that's embarrassing, what is this, a horror movie?" I say quite nonchalantly, I don't want to see this weirdo right now.
"How long are you planning on lying to Felix?" Seungmin questioned me. What does he know and why does he care?
"No idea what you're talking about. I should've brought a jacket, shit."
"That Felix is only a job."
My face fell straight. Out of reflex my hand was around his throat, pinning him to the wall.
"What do you know?" I say sternly, tightening my grip after every word.
"I don't....need.......to tell you what.....I know. Just know that........I'd do anything..........for him. I won't.....let you....hurt him...Hwang Hyunjin." He struggled to get out.
"I'd fucking kill you right now If Felix didn't want you to be his little friend, but I'll tell you this. Felix isn't a fucking job. He's my boyfriend, that I love with everything in me, you understand me? And even so, since you know so much, you should know to keep your mouth shut."
I let him go, throwing him to the ground and walked back inside.
I went inside and all the lights were off, damn that was longer than I thought huh? Once I made it to my room, I saw Felix in the mirror doing his skin care. He quickly noticed me in the doorway and smiled through the mirror and continued his skincare.
I took off the shoes I wore and went over to Felix looking at his features through the mirror. I notice something new about him everyday. Today it's the heart shaped freckle he had closest to his eye. That might be my new favorite thing about him.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?"
Felix smiled, getting up from his chair and hugging me. I guess he didn't expect me to be back so quickly. I wrapped my arms around his smaller figure and buried my face into his neck. I wish this would all be over, I want you to myself. You're so special to me, Felix.