Chapter 121
I Am The Luna
A Beginning
ZAIA.
âMommy⦠Mommyâ¦â
I frown, groaning slightly as I am pulled from the troubled dreams that were plaguing me. I open my
eyes to see Zion standing there, hovering over my bed.
I almost jump, but the dull pain in my waist stops me from doing so.
âZion⦠my darling, what are you doing here? Are you ok?â I ask, concern flooding me as I force myself
up to sit up and cup his face as he sits there kneeling on the bed beside me, staring at me intently.
âTheyâre coming Mommy, you need to get up.â
My stomach twists as I try to remain calm.
âWho is coming?â I ask gently.
He looks at me intently, âDaddy and the Sable.â he says solemnly. My breath hitches. Am I dreaming?
How does he know about the Sable? And what does he mean theyâre coming?
âZion, how do you know that word?â
He tilts his head. âI always knowâ¦â he murmurs, his gaze on my stomach before he reaches out and
touches my stomach. â Mommy, we have to hurry.â
I nod, as I quickly push the covers back, a hand on my waist as I walk to the window.
Now⦠They decided to attack when I was injured? This couldnât get any worse. I pick up my phone
and send out a group call to all squad captains as well as all the higher- positioned warriors.
The moment the first few connect, I speak. Theyâre coming. You know what to do.â
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âUnderstood. We are ready.â Justin says, as Jai curses.
âOn my way.â
My breath hitches. Am I dreaming? How does he know about the Sable? And what does he mean
theyâre coming?
âZion, how do you know that word?â
He tilts his head. âI always knowâ¦â he murmurs, his gaze on my stomach before he reaches out and
touches my stomach. â Mommy, we have to hurry.â 3
I nod, as I quickly push the covers back, a hand on my waist as I walk to the window.
Now⦠They decided to attack when I was injured? This couldnât get any worse.
I pick up my phone and send out a group call to all squad captains as well as all the higher- positioned
warriors.
The moment the first few connect, I speak. Theyâre coming. You know what to do.â
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âUnderstood. We are ready.â Justin says, as Jai curses.
âOn my way.â
Thereâs a knock on the door before it opens and Atticus stands there, clearly having been asleep.
His hair is a tousled mess, and heâs only in a pair of sweatpants.
âItâs time, they are coming,â I say, looking at Zion, who has snuggled into the bedding, smiling at me.
For someone who just told me what is to come, he is at peace. I want to know how he knows, but
thereâs no time.
âWhat? How do you know that?â he asks.
âZion, he just told me that Sebastian and the Sable are coming.
âWhat?â he says, looking at Zion, who nods.
vigorously.
âI donât know either,â I say in French. âI need
to get everything in place. Iâll ask him later.â
âYouâre injured. Zaia, maybe we need to rethink the battle strategy.â
âIâll be fine,â I say, seeing the concern and pain in his eyes. I look away and for a moment, everything
that needs doing spins around me.
The timing is the worst⦠but thereâs no stopping what is coming.
âOk, Zion, you and Sia need to go to the safe place I showed you the other day, ok? You are going to
be safe there and itâs only a little while, but I need you to take care of Sia for me, alright?â I say to him.
âI donât know Mommyâ¦â he says, pouting as he sits up. âAre you and Daddy going to fight?â
I smile softly at him. âNo⦠we just need to figure this all out. Itâs going to be ok, my child.
Thereâs a television there, snacks and lots of games. I just need you to be a big boy until Mommy
returns, and Granddad will be with you too.â I explain before I take up the clothes that I planned to wear
for this day.
Lifting the bag, I feel a spasm of pain and sigh heavily. Atticus takes it from me and places it on top of
the dresser, unzipping it for me.
âThanks,â I say.
Iâm at such a disadvantageâ¦
I touch my stomach, scared for this childâs life. My children need me. Taking the clothes, I go into the
adjoining bathroom, leaving the door open slightly as I begin to change into the clothes.
âBut Siaâ¦â Zion says quietly.
âSheâll be ok, can you be a good boy and take care of her too, ok?â
âBut Mommy⦠I donât think Sia is going to be alright.â His voice breaks, making me freeze. I fasten the
button on my pants before stepping out of the bathroom. My heart thumps as I walk over to him.
âZion⦠why do you say that?â I whisper.
âSheâs sick.â He says, looking at the door before shaking his head and falling silent.
Atticus frowns before his phone rings.
âIâll go get ready too.â He murmurs, casting me a worried look before he leaves the room.
âSia will be ok, Zion.â
âShe looks worse today when I woke up,â he says.
My heart thuds as I step back, turning and rushing out of the door. My heart is in my mouth as I run
down the hall and into the childrenâs room. I see Sia sleeping, but despite how normal she looks, her
chest is rising and falling rapidly.
âSiaâ¦â I quickly go over to her, checking her pulse. Itâs too fast! âSia, baby?â I touch her forehead.
Sheâs burning up.
Please, not now⦠âValerie!â I call, as I grab her medication.
Valerie comes running just as I am ready to inject her.
âWait, Zaia⦠Iâm not sure if giving her any more steroids will helpâ¦â she says as she checks her over.
âSheâs getting worse⦠goddess Sebastian, where are you?â She whispers.
Fear envelops me as I pull Sia close, my heart clenching,
âNo, Goddess, if something happens to herâ¦â I leave my threat hanging as I glare out of the window at
the moon that glows soothingly.
You have given us nothing but pain. Donât be so cruel as to take my angel from me. I hold her close,
but even I know I need to lead this battle.
âI will take care of her, Zaia,â Dad says as he enters the room.
I nod as I look at my sleeping child. âPlease make sure she does not take any stress, or that she
doesnât get scared down there,â I whisper as I stand up, ignoring the pain in my waist as I kiss her on
her forehead and her cheeks, fighting back my tears.
Please, Goddessâ¦
âI promise you, nothing will happen to her,â Dad says, giving me a sad smile, one that does. nothing to
mask the fear in his eyes. âAre you sure about this? Do you have to go?â
âI do,â I say as I hug Zion, who smiles up at me. âBe a good boy, ok?â
I can already hear the faint commotion, hear the murmur of talking through the earpiece. that Atticus is
wearing from outside in the hall.
Zion nods as he cups my face. âI will.â
I cast a final glance at Sia, my heart aching as Dad takes Zionâs hand.
âCome Zion, letâs go,â Dad says quietly.
He pauses as he looks at me. I know he wants to say a thousand things but instead, we just stare at
one another before I turn away and take one of the headpieces that Jai is now holding.
âLookout has reported thereâs definitely movement approaching⦠and theyâre coming from all sides,â
Jai says as I put the earpiece on. âAre you sure you will be ok?â
âYes.â I say, âIâll be there in five.â
My eyes are hard as I return to my room, grab a bandage that would support and protect my stomach a
little and begin wrapping it around myself.
This is it. The night when it will all go down.
After putting the bandage on, I pull on a bulletproof vest and tie my hair up in a high ponytail.
âCounting at least seven hundred approaching.
We will not be able to hide this from the humans
â¦
This is the kind of threat that they fear would happen,â someone murmurs.
âIt doesnât matter, we are focusing on what we need to do. The aftermath is something Iâll deal with
when the time comes. Alright everyone, letâs do this,â I say as I leave my room, as Valeria and Jai fall in
step with me.
âYes, Alpha.â
âBeta Justin is handling the south side, and Beta Jai is leading the east side.â I need to give them
words of assurance, but how do I do that knowing Sia is not well⦠knowing that I we have to face our
previous Alphaâ¦
âMy Beta and Delta will be taking the north and west. You know your team leaders. Follow their
commands, and remember, we are three packs. here tonight. United as one, protect one another as
you would your brother or friend. Tonight, we do this together.â Atticus says, and I smile slightly.
His words are met with determination, and I can sense their confidence.
âWell said,â I say softly.
âAlpha Zaia⦠A word of encouragement from yourself?â he says.
âYes, Alpha,â Jai says, his arm around Valerie. Sheâs gripping his shirt tightly.
I can understand that feeling.
A part of me is tired, wanting this all over withâ¦
âI know this is something we never expected to happen,â I begin softly, knowing they needed to
hear the words of comfort from both their leaders, no matter how hard it is. âBut everyone has worked
hard, trained hard, and we are doing this not just for ourselves, but for our loved ones, for a chance at a
life that we deserve I step out into the cold as someone passes me a gun and belt full of ammunition
that Valerie helps me put on. I donât plan to use my gun unless needed, but something tells me I will
need it.
âTonight, we fight for a second chance, to prove that everyone deserves to live their lives, regardless of
the choices of our past. We are werewolves, and in the last few weeks and months, I have seen more
and more of us come into touch with that side.â
I look at some of the men who are outside, ready to take their positions around the house.
âThe Sable wishes to cleanse the world of all of us, but that will not happen, not today, not tomorrow.
We may have grown up looking down on those who were in touch with their
wolf as if it was wrong, but we know better now and we will embrace that.â
I walk silently towards the gates. I can hear the breathing of some of those on the other side, but they
are all listening intently to what I am saying.
âThe Goddess is merciful, and she has given us a second chance⦠In the name of the moon and our
Goddess, we will come out victorious. No matter what, the night is ours.â
âThe night is ours.â A murmur of everyone repeating my final words passes through the wind.
Jai and Valerie have stopped bidding one another an emotional goodbye. I smile softly as they kiss
passionately, and I look ahead as Atticus comes into view.
Heâs already suited up as his eyes meet mine, and he reaches over, turning my mic off and doing the
same to his own.
âWhat are you doing?â I ask, only for him to caress my cheek. The leather of his fingerless glove cools
against my cheek.
âJust wanted to say a word to youâ¦â he says.
âAtticus-â
His finger presses against my lips, and I see the emotions in his.
âYou are the strongest woman Iâve met Red, after tonight this will be over, and you can live in peace.â
Our eyes meet and I nod. I know I need to be strong, but even then, he sees past it.
âThank you, Atticus, for everything,â I say quietly. Suddenly it feels like this is itâ¦
âHey, this isnât goodbye.â He replies with one of his gorgeous smirks, wrapping his arms. around me
and pulling me close. âIâm going to be right there, protecting you every step of the way, alright?â
I close my eyes, and deep down, I wish that he was the man I loved. He has always been there for me,
no matter what. Wouldnât things have been easier if he were mine?
But love is more painful than thatâ¦
I take a deep, shuddering breath, enjoying the comfort of his embrace and inhaling his scent before I
move back.
âThe same goes for you. Iâll protect you too.â I smile in a weak attempt to lighten the tension
Iâm rewarded with a smirk before he leans down and kisses my forehead.
Just then a loud explosion goes off somewhere
far ahead, illuminating the night with flames that reach into the sky.