Chapter 64
I Am The Luna
SEBASTIAN. I hear her heart rate change and I put the file down, concern flitting through me.
âZaia?â I get off the bed, ignoring the pain in my body and make my way across the room. I enter the
bathroom to see her standing there in a tiny nightdress⦠She looks damn fine, and it drives me nuts,
but I force myself to look up, spotting the imprint in the steamed-up mirror.
My eyes flash, and I look around the mirror. Who put that there? âHow did that get there?â She asks
quietly.
âIt wasnât me,â I say, trying to calm a her by attempting to lighten the situation. Sheâs been through a lot
and is weighed down by so much. I donât want this to just get her more worked up. My words do the
job, and she tilts her head and gives me a look.
âOf course, it wasnât you. You have sausage fingers! Thereâs no way you could have drawn that,â she
says, her gown slipping through her fingers. It falls to the floor, and itâs obvious by the fact she doesnât
notice that itâs shaken her.
âUnless, of course, I used something to make it,â I state lightly. âThis is no big âI deal.â She raises an
eyebrow sceptically but nods as she looks back at the mirror. The end is nearâ¦
Those words feel ominousâ¦
âOk sausage fingers, maybe I am overreacting,â she sighs.
âSausage fingers? Speaking of fingersâ¦. you never seemed to have an issue with them when theyâre
buried deep inside of youâ¦â I purr as I step up behind her and wrap my arms around her, under her
breasts, trapping her arms by her side. âBastien, stop it,â she says, despite not fighting me at all.
I look back at the mirror, our steamed- up reflection marred by the symbol drawn upon it by someone
who has access to this home⦠but why would they be stupid enough to do that? Or are they playing a
game of reverse psychology? So that no one would think theyâd do it from withinâ¦
I tilt my head, calculatingly. Or they are trying to frame someone else⦠âSomeoneâs messing with you,â
I say, giving her a slight squeeze.
She closes her eyes. âI know⦠and I no longer know who or what to believe, Sebastian⦠Iâve learned
things today that have messed with my mind and made me question my support system and everything
Iâve ever stood for. The stability of those in whom I trust is failing.â She murmurs heavily.
I frown. She went after her father⦠what did she learn that had made her feel like this? âWhat
happened?â I ask; âCome onâ¦â
Letting go of her, I place my hand on the small of her back and guide her out of the bathroom.
She shakes her head, sitting down on the bed and running her fingers through her wet locks. Sheâs
leaning forward, giving me an excellent eyeful of her boobs as she heaves a sigh.
Iâm glad sheâs forgotten her gown. Iâm enjoying the view. She doesnât respond, and I furrow my brows.
âZaia?â
âSorry⦠I justâ¦â
âWhat is it?â I persist. âYou know you can tell me.â I sit down on the bed beside her, facing her, one leg
bent up on the bed, the other on the ground as I reach over, taking hold of her chin.
She looks up at me and I now notice her swollen eyes. Itâs not just from the shower⦠sheâs been
crying. Anger flits through me.
âWhat happened?â I almost growl. I hate her upset. She lowers her head, âI donât know, I canât say
anything but⦠according to Dad; Mom cheated on him with his brother and Annette; sheâs momâs half-
sister.
Something that Mom doesnât know⦠Iâm not sure, I donât know what to believe, Dad wasnât lying but
Mom- Mom wouldnât cheat, heck she was so against you cheating. She has been heartbroken about
Dad having a mistress all her life. How does one fake. that?â she whispers.
I stare at her, letting her words sink in. Melanie cheated on Hugh? Zaiaâs in denial, but why does it not
seem as surprising to me as it is to her?
âListen to me, Little Fox.â I begin quietly. âI donât know the truth. I mean, every story has more than one
side, but itâs not that hard for a cheater to feel cheated. It hits differently when youâre the one being
cheated on.â
She looks up at me, hurt flashing in her Morge eyes, but she knows there is truth in my words. âAre you
saying Mom could have?â
âOnly she knows that, but if your dad saw her, thereâs not really place for doubt, but there can be things
that influenced her decision or things that made her do what she did. Being drunk, Ashbane,
blackmail⦠Only your mother will know the answer to that. Iâm not saying itâs right, but I think youâre
right not to jump to conclusions until you have all the pieces before you.â
My words seem to bring her comfort and she closes her eyes as she nods her head in understanding.
âIâm so tired, and this Adam, have your ever heard about him, like has your family ever mentioned him?
Because as far as I know, Dadâs claim as Alpha has never been questioned.â She asks, looking at me.
âHe was Dadâs older brother.â
Adamâ¦
âNo, however, I can do some research. Iâm sure Dad would possibly know him, but with your dad being
every inch the Alpha he needed to be, I donât think anyone had an issue with it.â I say.
Thereâs never been mention of another Toussaint potential Alpha. She nods, planting her face in her
hands before she rubs her face.
âI have a planâ¦â she says, lifting her head. âOh? Iâm all yours. Tell me what needs doing and Iâll get it
done.â I promise. âBlindly promising me your help, Mr King?â
âThat is what I said,â I respond. She smiles wryly. âOnly a fool would make blind promises.â âWrong,
only a man madly in love and if that makes me a fool, then so be it.â
She smiles and tells me the plan she has to test her mother. It sounds pretty straightforward and Iâm
sure weâll get a reaction⦠and if sheâs such a good actress; I wonder what else sheâs lying about and
hiding?
Itâs clear her dad saw her mother, it wasnât just blind guessing on his behalf. I donât trust anyone⦠and
Melanie has always rubbed me the wrong way with her hostilityâ¦
Iâll find out. After all, sheâs always around Zaia⦠her being in on the notes and the threatsâ¦. thereâs a
possibilityâ¦
I know when her son was kidnapped; she said she was threatened to back off or something would
happen to Zaia, but what if it was all just part of her master plan?
I look at Zaia. I canât share those thoughts with her, it would only upset her more. âWeâre going to figure
this out,â I say quietly.
She nods.
âYeah⦠I guess we will⦠So, you should go to your room now.â She says, sitting up straight.
I smirk, glancing at the outline of her nipples against the satin fabric of her top. âOr I could help you
relax a little? I could put these fingers to use?â I suggest with a smirk as I lean back,
Instantly her cheeks flush and her gaze dips to my abs and the front of my pants and I canât help but
feel a little cocky. Oh, I have such a pull on herâ¦
âCan you ever not be shameless!â She scolds, smacking my thigh. I cock a brow. âWhat is going on in
that mind of yours, Little Fox⦠I was thinking about a massage, nothing more.â I count making her
eyes widen.
I might have meant both. âIâm sure you did!â she scoffs in disbelief, crossing her arms. Leaning forward,
I grip the back of her neck and tug her closer.
âOh, Iâm being completely honestâ¦. I mean, if I were to offer to pleasure you â¦I would suggest using
my tongue, not my fingers.â I whisper, looking into her eyes.
She holds my gaze, her eyes dipping to my lips. The sound of her thumping heart is music to my ears.
I want to kiss her, to ravish her, to rip apart all these barriers between us and reassure her that sheâll
always have me.
Our lips are inches apart and Iâm about to yank her closer when she sighs and gently pushes me away.
âStop teasing⦠you need to rest Sebastian,â she whispers.
I look at her, masking my concern and yank her close. Her head hits my chest making her yelp, but I
turn her, so her back is to me, ignoring the agonising pain in my body.
âAnd so do you⦠thereâs a lot we need to do, Zaia, and for that, we need you at your best too.â I say,
brushing her gorgeous red locks over her shoulder and placing my hands on her shoulders. I begin
massaging her.
She tenses, but I donât stop massaging the back of her neck and her shoulders. She moans softly,
rolling her head as if wanting to get the kinks out.
âYouâre so tense,â I murmur, trying not to pay attention to how good her skin feels beneath my fingers,
or the soft sighs that are escaping her.
âIâm tired,â she replies softly, sighing as she tilts her head. I bite back the urge to kiss her, knowing
sheâll probably push me away â¦but I have another ideaâ¦
My eyes flash as I softly run my knuckles down her arm. âDo you have any oil?â I whisper huskily into
her ear. Her eyes flutter shut, and she nods after a moment.
âMm⦠the top drawerâ¦â she murmurs. I glance around the room, spotting her chest drawer and get off
the bed before she snaps out of her relaxed state.
I open the drawer, grabbing the bottle of oil before returning to the bed. I pull back the duvet, ignoring
the ripple of pain that goes through me and fold it at the end of the bed before I get onto it.
âLie down,â I command. Her eyes widen slightly as she looks up at me.â Or Iâll have to force you to lie
down,â I add huskily.
Her heart skips a beat as she gives me a little tantalising smile and drops back onto the bed. Her eyes
lock with mine before she rolls onto her stomach, wriggling a little as she gets comfortable with a pillow
under her head.
My gaze dips to her ass thatâs not fully covered by her tiny dress, I feel myself throb as I straddle her
legs so itâs easier to reach over.
This is about her⦠I open the oil bottle, pouring a little onto my hands before I begin massaging her
shoulders and neck, rubbing my thumbs in circular motions, targeting those knots.
âOh, thatâs itâ¦â she moans, making me throb in my pants. I keep working on her back, inching closer to
her dress⦠I pour a little oil over my hand sitting back before I begin massaging her left foot.
She lets out a little whimper as I continue working on her leg all the way up to her thigh.
Oh, fuck yesâ¦
She feels so damn good⦠the moment Iâm closer to her ass I stop and switch to the other leg, running
my fingers up her leg, massaging and kneading her smooth, sexy skin.
This time I target her inner thigh, making her tense a little⦠I smirk in satisfaction as I pour a little oil
over her thighs, making her breath hitch.
âDo you feel good, Foxie?â I purr huskily.
I canât see her face, but Iâm certain sheâs blushing.
âMhmm⦠youâre goodâ¦â she murmurs in contentment.
Smirking, I grab her thighs as I rub the oil I spilt in, rubbing her inner thighs sensually, my fingers so
close to her hot coreâ¦
It takes all my self-restraint to pull back and run my hands down her thighs before I move on to her
arms.
Touching her and massaging her is a fucking turn-on⦠feeling her skin beneath my finger is so
perfectâ¦
âYou can stopâ¦â she murmurs, and I smirk. Of course, sheâd say that⦠I can smell her intoxicating
arousal and the urge to eat her out is getting the better of me. âIâm not doneâ¦â I whisper, my lips
brushing her ear. I run my hands down her arms before I lean over her.
âArms upâ¦â I whisper seductively in her ear. She shivers in reply and obeys, allowing me to run my
oiled fingers down and under her arm.
A moan escapes her, as my hands run down the side of her breasts and thatâs when I decide to push it
a little⦠I slip my hands under her gown, grabbing her boobs in my oiled handsâ¦