Chapter 63
I Am The Luna
ZAIA. I stare at him trying to process everything he has just told me. My mind and emotions are
wreaking havoc within me. How is this possible?
How could Mom do this?
How could she lie to me like this?
Annette is Momâs sister?
Iâm conflicted, but itâs clear he is not lying. There is so much to take in, including the fact that Annalise
and I are not sisters but cousins. Itâs our moms who are half-sisters, something even Mom doesnât
know.
This is a mess. First, I learn I have a brother, then I learn Dad had a brother, followed by me learning
that Annalise is not my sister and that Annette is Momâs sister.
Thatâs⦠confusing. But more than that is the fact that Mom cheated. I am unable to process how she
always portrayed herself as the one being cheated on.
She genuinely looked the part too⦠I had seen her sadness and her struggle so many times. Itâs not
possible, I mean I believe Dad but is there a possibility itâs a lie? A misconception or maybe even a
trick?
Iâve seen the raw pain Momâs been inâ¦. the sadness at the fact Annette stole her mate. That canât be
faked, can it?
Only a terrifyingly good actress could put up such an act for so many years. Thereâs got to be more to
it!
She told me when I was old enough that it had broken her, realising Dad had cheated on her and
wanted to be with his mistress. Why would she do that and break down into tears?
âDadâ¦â I say softly, weâve never been close until the last few years, and even now I feel we are still
becoming closer.
I donât know if heâd appreciate my concern, but right now, I canât hide the pain I feel for him. I love him
and I want him to know I will always be here for him. âLook at me.â
He looks up from where he had his head hanging, and I smile gently. âThings will be alrightâ¦â I
promise. Will it?
How do you recover from betrayal after betrayal?
âOf course.â He replies, reminding me of his usual self. My father is strong, that I know.
âGood, but if itâs alright with you⦠can I ask Mom about this? I mean, sheâs always been so
heartbroken with you cheating on her. Is there a high chance that maybe⦠maybe it wasnât her? Of
course I wonât mention the truth about you, Adam or your relationship with Annette.
He looks sad as he shrugs slightly. â Maybe thereâs a misunderstanding?â âNo, it was definitely her, I
saw her clearly, unless there is a woman who smells, and looks exactly like her then, maybe. It was my
mate in that room that night.â he says quietly.
I feel disgusted at the thought but he seems so sure. âI see⦠then, may I confront her? Itâs just that⦠I
need to know.â
âIf Annette finds out, it could mean the truth of Adam being brought to light.â He says quietly. I get itâ¦
that could put Dad in troubleâ¦.
âI understandâ¦â
âI am fine with that. At some point the truth must be revealed⦠but until all this mess with the Blood
Born and these attacks is sorted out, I canât be locked away.â
âNo. It wonât. I wonât let it. You are not going to prison father,â I say, a sudden thought occurring to me. âI
have a plan â¦I can do this without mentioning you. âZaia, what are you planning?â
I smile slightly. I need the truth from her⦠a part of me doesnât want to believe this⦠but a part of me
also wants to see her reaction when I question her about it. If thereâs even a ray of hope that maybe,
just maybe, something is untrue in this entire situation â something that was perhaps overlooked â then
I want to find it.
âI will send a note to myself⦠with this information⦠something I will open in front of Mom, I want to
see her reaction when I show it to her. Itâs safe and believable, these people have pictures and things
on both Sebastian and I, it will be believable.â
âBe careful. If that is what you want, and if thatâs what you need to do to believe me, then go ahead.â
A flash of hurt skims through me at the fact Iâm hurting him; and I take his hand. âI believe you Dad, and
I am so sorry⦠All my life Iâve been told by mom that you cheated⦠you never denied it and I always
blamed you for that⦠but to learn that it was not you but Mom who truly cheated. Itâs shocking and I
wonât deny that I am struggling to believe itâ¦â I explain softly.
âIf itâll help you, regardless of what happened between us, your mother loves you, that wonât change,
Zaia. Are you certain you want to do this now?â he asks. âI donât want it to cause issues between you.
Live in denial if you must.â
I nod. âNo, I want the truth⦠If you allow me to do so, of course,â I say gently.
I donât want to pressurise him when I promised him whatever he told me will not leave this room, but I
am also warmed by his words in defence of Mom. How can your views and respect for a person
change so quickly?
He seems to think over it before he nods slowly, frowning. âVery well,â he says.
âThank you,â I reply. He looks tired, and I know he needs a good nightâs rest, I think we both need it.
I want to ask him why heâs never liked the Kings and Iâm sure thereâs more to it than just business
rivalry, but heâs been through enough today. That can wait for another day.
I stand up and offer him my hands. â Come, letâs go home, Iâll make us both a hot drink, Father.â
âAs pleasant as that sounds, I need to go home, Annette and I have already argued.â He says with a
heavy sigh. I frown, sneâs blackmailing Dad⦠now do we fix that?
Iâm not letting Dad suffer and be blackmailed like this. I brush my tears away and fix my top, hoping I
donât look like Iâve been crying too much.
I am going to fix things for him. Heâs held strong for me. Itâs my turn to carry the weight for those whom
I love, and I will.
We head out, and I take the reports the guards had written up. Gaspard observes me for a moment
and Iâm sure he can see Iâve been crying.
I order the driver to take us to Dadâs mansion first. I make sure Dad enters the mansion with Gordon,
who is on duty, anyway. Only when the door shuts, do I tell the driver to take me home. One of my
guards sits in the front, staying on alert.
Looking down at the files in my hand, I flip through them. Annette has gone as far as to threaten their
familiesâ¦
I lean back, staring up at the night sky out of the window. I need to comb through the guards and pack
members and find out if there are others sheâs blackmailed or abused⦠A. full investigation must be
carried out. If I build my case, I might be able to strike a deal with herâ¦
It is worth a try. I just need to have more solid backing. Momâs family knew about the Blood Born, which
means thereâs a chance that maybe Annette does?
But Mom never knew she was her sister ⦠is it from Momâs maternal or paternal side? Ah, so many
questions!
I massage my temples, and I lean back against the leather seat, mulling over everything Dad had said.
Adam⦠I need to learn more.
Mom and Annetteâs historyâ¦
Ok, stop girl stop. Iâm becoming obsessive! When the car halts outside the house, I get out. Maybe I
need a runâ¦
I look towards the dark path that curls around the side of the house, and for a split second, Iâm tempted
to try to shift again.
I shake my head as I walk towards the door. I didnât shift because it is so, so painful⦠I felt like I was
going to die⦠but I want to try again. Maybe things will become easier.
Another day. I unlock the door and head to Valerieâs room. Jai is fast asleep on the armchair beside the
bed, his head on the bed, as he holds her hand loosely. I silently leave the room and head upstairs.
After checking up on the kids, I find myself walking towards Sebastianâs room before I stop in my
tracks.
What am I doing?
My cheeks burn and I turn quickly and head to my room, but I slow down half way there, hesitating
once more. I do need to fill him in on how the meeting wentâ¦
I just need to see him, he gives me strength and brings me peaceâ¦
No⦠not like this. I look in the mirror. My eyes are puffy and red; heâd instantly know something
happened.
Sighing, I head to my room, shutting the door behind me, I throw the file onto the bed and strip out of
my clothes.
Tossing them into the washing hamper, I enter the bathroom. I stay in there for far longer than I meant
to, replaying over the events of the evening again and again. The hot water soothes the tension in my
neck and back. Iâm so tiredâ¦
Finally, I switch the shower off and grab a towel. I should just drop Sebastian a message about the
meeting. He will be waiting.I towel my hair dry first, as I dry my body quickly and step out of the steamy
bathroom and into my bedroom.
The room is no longer bathed in darkness; the lamp is on and thereâs at man sitting on my bed, in
nothing but grey sweatpants.
His ankles are crossed as he flips through the file I had left on it. His chiselled godly body looks so
good and it sends a shiver of pleasure through me.
âHoly fuckâ¦â Sebastian mutters, his eyes raking over me. They darken with approval and carnal
hunger, and I canât help but press my thighs together, clutching the towel in front of me.
My heart is racing as I poke my eyes out at him, and try to mask how hot and bothered Iâm suddenly
feeling. âWhat are you doing here?!â I exclaim, whipping open the towel and wrapping it around myself
quickly.
âI heard you come in, but when you didnât show up in my room, I thought Iâll come find you myself.â He
retorts arrogantly. âBut that view⦠how about you just drop the towel and let me get a better look? I
wonât bite, I just want to see that sexy body of yours naked and wetâ¦â
âSebastian! Behave! How shameless, I exclaim, blushing as I look around. for a distraction. I glance at
the blinds which he has thankfully drawn before turning the light on.
âProud to be,â he winks at me cockily and shaking my head, I walk over to my wardrobe and take out
some panties and nightwear.
âIâll be right back,â I say as I go to the bathroom with my clothes, making sure to keep my panties
wrapped in my night dress I know heâs smirking as I leave the door open and quickly pull on my panties
and satin slip dress. Iâm about to wrap my matching gown over it when I look up at the mirror.
My heart thuds and I freeze, the temperature suddenly seems to drop as a shiver runs down my spine.
There in the steamed up mirror staring back at me is the symbol of the Blood Born emphasised by the
steam and below it, there are four words written. THE END IS NEAR