67

NUNU

"Get yo shit and get on out of here" I said throwing his jacket at him as he smacked his lips.

"It was an accident chill don't do this while your kid and your parents is here," He said smacking his lips.

"An accident how the hell do you sleep with your baby mama on accident Jonathan are you serious?!" I said pushing him.

"Ok we not gonna start this putting hands on each other type shit so stop," He said.

"And how could you be so nonchalant about this as if you don't even care I should've known this was gonna happen when you were messing with your baby mama before we met when I was in Panama," I said wiping my eyes.

I got cheated on again.

"Is that's why she was so nice to me because she knew I was being played by you and she was just sitting back and probably laughing at me behind closed doors knowing that you got me looking stupid!" I said.

"No, it's not-"

"Yes it is and you know it" I said.

I was BEYOND EMBARRASSED.

I let him and my kids meet, I let him have a bond with my daughter and everything.

When he was in the hospital I was the one getting up and driving wasting my time and gas and rushing to him everyday and he turns around and does this.

"Jon if you don't leave I'm calling the police" I said pointing to the door.

"I messed up and I know that I'm sorry I won't let it happen again" I said.

"Jon if you don't leave-"

Knock Knock Knock

I went to open the door to see who it was and It was Pop.

"I came to drop off Malaysia's sippy cup..Uh am I interuppting some like I care or anything but y'all good I heard yelling as soon as I stepped out the car" Shar said.

"Of course not babe you're not interrupting anything as a matter a fact you can come sit down John is about to leave, Ain't that right Jonathan" I said looking at him as he just looked defeated.

"What you waiting on leave" Shar said.

"Yeah leave since you wanna sleep with you're baby mama Imma sleep with my baby daddy" I said being petty.

Pop covered his mouth trying to hide his laugh.

Jon just shook his head and left out the door as I closed it behind him.

"Omg Shar what is you doing put that away!" I said.

"What I thought we was gonna get it on" he said putting his junk back in his pants.

"No I'm at my home house and Malaysia is in my room sleep and if my parents find out I'm having sex in they house especially with you Imma be homeless" I said.

"But didn't you live here too I mean it's still your house" He said.

"It's a respect thing" I said rubbing my temples still upset about that whole situation.

"We can go to my house" He said as I looked up and mugged him.

"My car?" He said continuing.

"You just don't give up huh? It's....Not...Happening" I said spacing out my words so this nigga can here me clearly.

"Ok. Then why would you say that leading me on shit you know I would risk it all for you" I said.

"I said it to be petty" I shrugged.

"Oh well damn, so do you want to talk about what happened?" He asked.

"When is our appointment to are counselor?" I asked ignoring his question.

He was quiet for a bit.

"Bashar when is our appointment? do you know?" I said questioning him.

"Umm.. I canceled it" He said.

You don't understand how upset I got.

"You canceled it? What the hell for?" I said.

"I mean I feel like we pretty good right now we ain't arguing like the co-parenting shit is going pretty good..right?" He said.

"Have you forgotten about those emotional letters and phone calls you had sent me and the promises you made?!' I said.

"Then what when we argue and scream at each other were going have to call her again the whole purpose of us going to counseling is to know what to do and or to prevent us from arguing and becoming toxic and unhealthy co-parents that's called wasting peoples time Pop" I said as he rolled his eyes.

"Ok but I've been cooling what the issue?" He said.

"Yeah you cooling for now but let's not forget about your jealousy issues and how controlling you can be I'm not saying I don't have any problems of my own but you know how you get" I said.

"What jealousy issues?" He questioned.

"Nigga the whole time me and Jon was together you hated every second of it" I said.

"So you single now?" He said.

"That's not the point the point is you should've told me and talked to me about this before you start going on your own and start making decisions and plans" I said.

"Nunu for the last time we DON'T need no damn counseling" he said.

"Yeah ok you saying this bow but when shit unfold you gone be the first one suggesting it" I said nodding my head.

"And when it don't you're gonna be talking about some " omg poppa you was soo right" he said trying to mock my voice.

"See that's your problem you think everything funny I just went through what I went through and here you go acting like a damn clown" I said.

"Maybe I am a clown, but you foreal don't want to talk about it maybe it could make you feel better?" He said.

"No I don't want to talk about because I don't want to be reminded and its not gonna make me feel better its gonna make me even more upset and you probably want me to tell you so bad so you can prove your point on how you think youre better then him" I ranted.

"I'm better then him regardless whether he did what he did or not an Imma let you know that right now. My intentions are pure I'm not tryna do all that I just want to know what's wrong and I know you need somebody to just listen and ill do that ill just shut up and let you talk no slick or side comments at all" He said.

"I don't know pop I'm not ready and I don't feel like crying honestly" I said.

"You act like I've never seen you cry before" he said.

"I don't care of you saw me cry before or not I just don't feel like doing it in front of anybody not even you I just prefer to cry when I get some alone time" I said looking away.

"And when will you get that?" He asked.

"I don't know maybe while I'm on my way to work" I said.

"So you can cry on the road and crash yeah not happening you got a family and a daughter to live for and if you was to die God forbid I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want to go out like that" He said making me laugh.

"But hopefully when we go out for Malaysia I hope that it can cheer you up" he said sincerely.

He is rarely like this.

"I hope so where are you taking her" I said.

"Ion know Chuck E Cheese" he shrugged.

"Boy nobody goes to Chuck E Cheese no more like how we used to when we was kids" I said waving him off.

"Plus M is petrified of Mascots and stuff like that you gone scar her for life" I said.

"Then what do you think" he asked.

"I would say Dave and Busters but I feel like that's a lil to grown for her we gone have more fun then she will what about...urban air they have a kids area and mad trampolins for all ages and some bumper cars" I said nudging him.

"Oh hell naw I almost beat a nigga up over some bumper cars he was doing the most" He said reminiscing about a date we had went to.

Basically he threaten the guy that was playing bumper cars with us and said he would have him jumped and his mama house shot up if he kept bumping into him like that.

"Well you just control you insy winsy temper because that's exactly what we're gonna do" I said touching his nose.

"Alright fine I'll try" He said rolling his eyes.

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Hi guys I'm here and lately I've been doing late updates but I don't know like the adrenaline makes me write faster and pushes me to write a chapter so yeah.

Because I got to sleep at nine so once im tired im tired and y'all won't get checked on until the morning.

Chile this chapter in the beginning was a whole lotta whole lotta.

Anyways but your thought down below.